#I font wNt to go back there

[blitzsworld]

Ok so I'm back and one person ready post thanks cheezebot, so I said I would let you in on some of the things I have gone through in my life and there are a lot of things, I have seen things that most people will never see and I have done and experienced more than someone could if they had 5 lives, that is what people who know me say. IL start with a couple things about myself I know suicide. I know it very well at one point in my life actually in all points of my life we became close friends and so did death and I but I've cheated that bastard, I font quite know how but I have through every attempt that has gotten me closer to death than anyone can imagine, I am a drug addict/ alcoholic recovering from substance abuse for over 10 years now, and that has brought me into dome situations and wow I can't believe it myself sometimes. I know a lot of people but don't call them friends I just know them and my name from where I grea up has some legend tales still going around from what I understand. I'm not sure if thst is good or bad but more thsn likely bad. I've driven exotic cars and stayd in some of the nicest places but I've also been in ally ways in cities I'm not familiar with getting a hit off someone else's pipe who wad helping me out because I was in withdrawl frome the dope with Noone no one to call nowhere to go on the street. I have met a lot of musicians for my time really famous guys partied with them and so on, I've had just about every position position and job available for anyone from hard labour to upper management positions running large chain restaurants with familiar names. I've had some very nice things houses condos cars and money and I've begged for food on the street I've gone without so many times I can't count that high and I've also had an abundance tjat made me proud. I've had friends and family die or just go away I've known people who hVe died from overdoses suicide car crashes stabbings gun shots to the head as well as heart attacks ND the normal ways of dying. I've been in so many car accidents that I should not have come out alive but did with nothing but a few bruises and maybe a scrape or two. So all of this being said if you wNt to ask me anythjng don't be shy my life is an open book and like i said if I cN help just one person my goal will be met, I look forward to hearing ehat you guys and gals hVe to say ND dint every there is more thN even this'.

[monsieurdisaster]

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