#I haven’t had good luck with mental health professionals other than psychiatrists tbh I didn’t really think about it before but I’ve never
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in the past I’ve always been more or less eager to talk to a therapist after just getting one but this time for whatever reason I just feel a weird sense of dread
#idk why exactly#like I’m really trying to pinpoint what’s bothering me but I can’t at all#I guess part of it is historically I’ve gotten my hopes Too high before and got sorta psychologically torn down when they arent receptive#or just. don’t feel that way for one reason or another#I haven’t had good luck with mental health professionals other than psychiatrists tbh I didn’t really think about it before but I’ve never#had a therapist that’s been affective in any way. one time I had one who made me feel actively worse and one time#had me crying after closing the session. not in a good way#so. I guess maybe that’s something#hard to have faith in anyone at this point#also living with a psychologist who’s verbally/emotionally abused you on and off for years does not help#anyway. I should stop talking#I really don’t know who I’m talking to or why#kibumblabs#edit: maybe part of it is also the lingering thought that no matter what happens a therapist can not help me with my number one issue#which is that I need to get the fuck out of this house#it feels like a waste of time to be trying to fix my mood and behavior and etc when I know the number one way to benefit myself#would be to have my own money and my own apartment#a therapist really can’t do anything about that. no one can except the businesses that keep not hiring me
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