#I loce my fucking job and I love most of everyone there it’s just really hard to settle in for me

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Rlly bad day today

[corrinassurveys]

1. What’s one thing that’s happened to you that has made you a stronger person? I think having my heart broken by I guy I thought I was going to marry (at the time) really made me steong as this particular guy really tested me. He pushed my buttons in all the wrong ways and he tested me. He made me realise I tend to love people with all my heart and he toughened my heart, as in my heart will never break that badly ever again. 2. What’s one thing that’s happened to you in your life that made you feel weak? Again, possibly being with someone who fucked up my mentality. He made me feel like I was nothing, and he had a way of convincing me I was worthless. 3. Where is one place you feel most like yourself? Possibly just in my bedroom, by myself. 4. Where is your favorite place to escape to? Again, my bedroom. 5. Who do you think has had the largest influence on the person you are today? My ex. He led me to be the stronger person I am today. He taught me a lot. 6. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? I would love to have mpre confidence in myself. 7. If you had one day left to live, what would you do first? I would spend it with the people I love, give everything I have to charity and tell those I care about that I love them. 8. What decade do you feel you most belong in? I have no idea, but certainly not this one. 9. Who are you closest to in your family? Why? I was closest to my mum, but now I feel I am not close to any of the. 10. Who is the one person in this world that knows you best? My boyfriend knows me pretty well, but no one knows me completely. 11. What is your favorite quality about your best friend? Well, I don't particularly have a best friend... 12. When you were younger what did you think you were going to be when you grew up? I always thought I would be an author. I have loved reading and writing ever since I was a little girl. 13. If you could identify with one fictional character (from a book, show, or movie) who would it be? Oh, that's a tough one. There are too many people to choose from. 14. Do you easily accept compliments? Or do you hate compliments? I do accept them. It is nice to feel appreciated. 15. Is your favorite attribute about yourself physical or non-physical? Non-physical. 16. What is your favorite physical attribute about yourself? I like my height. 17. What is your favorite non-physical attribute about yourself? I think I have an amazing personality. 18. Do you believe in love at first sight? No. I think love takes time to build. I do, however, believe in lust at first sight. 19. Do you believe in soul mates? In some form, yes. 20. How seriously do you take horoscopes? I don't count on them, but my horoscope has been known to really match what i was going through at the time. I always read my horoscope when I come across them in magazines. 21. Have you ever been in love? How many times? Twice. Although I am wondering if the first time I just THOUGHT I was in love. But given the fact it took a year to stop thinking about him every day, I must have been in love with him at some point. I am also in loce with my current boyfriend. 22. What makes you fall in love with someone? There isn't a particular thing I fall in love with a guy for. My ex and my current boyfriend are different in every sense of the word. With my ex, it was clearly based on looks, but wih my current, it was the way he treated me and the way he takes care of me that helped me fall for him. 23. What does vulnerability mean to you? What has the ability to make you vulnerable? Vulnerability to me is the sense of something (or someone) having my ability to make you feel overcome with emotion, happy or sad. To me, talking about my past makes me vulnerable. 24. What’s one thing you’re scared to ask a man, but really want to? I can't really think of a thing to ask one man in particular. Each man is different and the answers won't be the same for every man. 25. If you were a man for a day, what would be the first thing you do? I would make a note of my thoughts on things and write them down so when I switch back into being a girl, I can know what guys really think. 26. What do you find most attractive about each sex? With girls, its our willingness to be deep and have real conversations. With men, its attractive when they simply respect a woman. 27. What’s one thing you’d love to learn more about? Spirituality. 28. What is something you’ve never done that you’ve always wanted to do? Swim with dolphins. 29. Why haven’t you done it yet? Don't have the courage for it. 30. If money didn’t matter, what would your dream job be? Become an author who works from abroad. 31. If you had off from work today, what would you do? I would've just eaten a lot of food. 32. What was the last thing that made you cry? I can't remember. Possibly something my boyfriend did. I am a very emotional person. 33. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Something on a TV show. 34. What is your favorite memory? Going to see Ed Sheeran for the first time. 35. What’s the last thing that REALLY embarrassed you? Oh, I genuinely can't remember. 36. What is your biggest fear? Letting my family down. 37. Do you have any regrets? What’s your biggest one? I have regrets, but I choose not to bring them up otherwise I will dwell on them. 38. Have you ever broken a law? If you haven’t what is one law you’d love to break? I have. 39. What is the craziest thing you’ve ever done? It's a secret I don't wish to repeat. 40. Would you have a conversation with a stranger? Of course! 41. Would you tell a stranger they have toilet paper hanging from their shoe? Or their dress tucked into their underwear? (Or anything else that is embarrassing to be seen in public)? Of course, I'd like to think someone would do the same for me. 42. What’s your favorite joke? I don't particularly have one. 43. Are you a dog person or a cat person? I am definitely a dog person! 44. If you could be any animal, what animal would you be? A dog, or a lion. 45. What’s one show, movie, or book, you’re embarrassed to admit you enjoy? There is nothing I am embarrassed about. I like what I like. 46. How do you think your parents would describe you as a child? Shy. 47. If you could go back to any age or time of your life, what age or time would it be? I would stay exactly the age I am now. 48. What’s something you believe in that not everyone else does? The power of meditation. 49. What’s one thing you would say that makes you unique from other people? I enjoy reading and meditating, which is unheard of for the majority of 21 year olds. 50. What is one thing you feel your life is missing? Nothing is missing from my life right now, everything is as it should be.