#I love bein queer so bad I think I’m insane

[iamfabiloz]

I love you xenogenders i love you neopronouns I love you genderqueers I love when people are creative and fun and and break down the walls of gender norms to be happy and true to themselves and how they feel and don’t conform to what other people think is ‘normal’ and acceptable of gender n its expression… i think we should be goofy and funny and silly and loving about it, gender neopronouns n all that fun jazz n how we present can be so beautiful n enhance our human experience when we stop limitin ourselves.. be free be ‘cringe’ be ‘weird’ be happy :]

good night tri state area

[chlobenet]

I was tagged by my love and light @recklessyouthinme, I’m not gonna tag anyone though because I’m fairly sure everyone has been tagged/already done it.But if you wanna do it, feel free to say I tagged you, i’m just lazy as heck. 

WHICH OC MOST REFLECTS YOU?  I am highkey sarcastic as hell, so Elsa probably? Which is also probably why i’ve stopped writing her cause I see too much of me in her and my self loathing is through the rooft these days.

WHICH OC HAS A STORYLINE SO DARK IT MAKES YOU FEEL GUILTY?  I think Santiago Calavera has a pretty dark storyline and i’m like oh bby <3

HOW DO YOU NAME YOUR OC’S?  I search “names beginning with E” on google. No no no, a lot of the time I’ve heard them in real life and I just like them, or I will go through name websites to get names with cool meanings etc.

WHICH OC DO YOU WRITE MOST FOR?  At the minute, Evie Calloway. Of all time? Lily Leyton or maybe Ellis Grant.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE MAKING MOST: POSTERS, AESTHETICS, GIFS, PLAYLISTS, MANIPS, ETC?  I’m so bad at aesthetics and playlists, like for real I wish I was better at them! I like making gifs and posters the most I think.

DO YOU HAVE AN OC THAT’S FOR A SUPER OBSCURE FANDOM?  Ellis Grant is from Jurassic World/Park and there aint many of those kiddos knocking about these days sadly.

WHAT ARE SOME FUN FACTS ABOUT YOUR OC’S?  Elsa is fluent in Swedish Andie can take apart and reassemble a glock in record timing Maggie McKinnon got the highest NEWT grades in her year at Hogwarts.

I DARE YOU TO SPOIL A HUGE PLOT POINT IN YOUR CURRENT STORY (ONLY IF YOU WANT, I’M SERIOUS ONLY IF YOU WANT)  I can’t, but theres a prophecy on the horizon for Evie just sayin.

WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE FANDOM TO WRITE OC’S FOR?  Currently, Shadowhunters! Of all time, Jurassic Park or Harry Potter.

DID SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE INSPIRE A CERTAIN OC?  Hmmm, no I don’t think so.

HOW DO YOU CHOOSE A FACECLAIMS FOR YOUR OC’S?  I try to pick FCs that will fit with the OC, and will have the right sort of resources for the character I want to create. I also try to pick people, that not many other writers use for that particular fandom.

IS THERE A SPECIFIC SONG THAT FITS ONE OF YOUR OC’S SO WELL IT’S INSANE?  Control by Halsey is v good for Sage.

WHERE DO YOU MAINLY POST YOUR FICS?  Fanfiction.net

DO ANY OF YOUR STORIES HAVE POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIPS?  Sadly none as of yet.

DO YOU HAVE ANY QUEER OC’S?  Almost all of them?!

DO YOU HAVE AN POC OC’S?  Yes! I have quite a few, my current fave bein Evie <3 

IS THERE A COMMON TRAIT ALL YOUR OC’S SHARE?  A lot of them are stronger than they initially realise.

IS THERE AN OC YOU’VE NEVER POSTED ANYTHING FOR?  SO MANY.

HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DREAM WHERE ONE OF YOUR OC’S WAS IN IT?  Omg no, but I wish that I had! 

WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU’VE BEEN DYING TO TELL SOMEONE ABOUT CONCERNING A FIC OR AN OC?  Oh man, I don’t even know! Is there anything anyone is dying to know? I normally blab all the good stuff to @wild-stdreams and @fraysquake so I dont have anything to get off my chest at the moment haha

[itsayrewolf]

Well it looks like the nightmare from Florida is finally over. How long that remains, depends on her. Last night we had one of our heated discussions, and it turned into a major knock down. The more I thought about it after calling a lot of my lady friends bein whores, sluts, and some other mentionable terms. I finally said, why am I being so loving and loyal, yet getting accused of everything one can think of, I said, to myself and a real sweetheart that calmed me down, why am I going through this? So I made the decision, that if not breaking up, I’m taking a long and needed time out.

My Church barks about how precious and God like a family is. That when one chooses a mate, that being loyal, and not making whoopie with other women, while being involved with one. Yet, if this much hurt, expense, and constant internal battles, one must be completely insane. No wonder my dear friend and road brother in Wyoming, after he ditched his other half, is staying solo. His companion is Lilly, and I’m going to find me a Lilly. This don’t mean I’m going queer, or anything like that, but after this, who ever female wise, that steps in now, has to win me over. This hurt is about as bad as when Monkee, left me. Yes schitte hit the fan last night, and yes its a bad hit on my wallet, things will take longer, to bare fruit, however that said, the weight off my back, and the freedom to rebuild things is a much relief. As it was once said; You know why divorce and break ups are so expensive? Because they are worth it. 

Since I haven’t had any sleep or been in bed since this fiasco started, I’m hitting the bed.

L8r

Looks like its finally over, and why put yourself like this? Well it looks like the nightmare from Florida is finally over. How long that remains, depends on her.