#I managed to get 1 crumb of courage and blew it
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Unstoppable force (wanting to interact with sourcemates bc I miss them) vs immovable object (scared)
#lemon man talks#🌻 | fictionkin stuff#I am so full of anxiety and also what if they all hate me#I mean a lot of them didn’t like me then#Also just interacting with people in general is so scary#I’ve been in a new school for two months and have made no friends on account of I am bad at being a person#I know I’ll never be able to make friends or even like. Interact with sourcemates at all if I don’t Go Over and Interact#But I don’t know how to and im ANXIOUS and SCARED#It’s not like I made friends like that in source either#I really never just. Made friends huh#It’s always that other people come talk to me or make me talk to someone they think I’d be friends with and it is what it is#Sometimes the friendship happens#But I never actually managed to go over to someone and talk to them#At least not in a way that led to a friendship#I’ve tried and it took my entire courage tbh#I managed to get 1 crumb of courage and blew it#Anyways hi sourcemates
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