#I mean it didnt even touch louis BUT HE WAS PLAYING OK? JUST LOOK AT HIM IS LIKE A LITTLE CHILD

[chrisdiels-babygirl]

Baby's Got An Attitude

This is my second time writing this🙄😩😭 but anyway In honor of it being my bby zabs birthday I've decided to write a little smut with him, hope you enjoy. This is my original writing do not copy it or I'll report your ass😗✌🏼

Warnings: smut, dom zabdiel, daddy kink, choking and spanking

You were zabdiel's best kept secret, as far as everyone outside of the boys knew, you were just old best friends who grew together, but really you guys would hook up on and off again, except lately the two of you found yourselves in a toxic cycle. You would have great sex and then fight about how zabdiel didnt want you to fuck anyone else, to which your response was if he had no intentions of committing why the fuck would you.

The boys and you had plans to go out clubbing tonight to celebrate zabdiel's birthday, you had decided on wearing a tight fitting short black dress that you paired with black Louis Vuitton shoes, you left your hair down in its natural waves, you wore a smokey eye that you teamed with red lipstick for your make up. As you stood there looking yourself over in the mirror you thought about the fight you and zabdiel had earlier this morning, the same fight you seemed to be having a lot lately, you decided that tonight you would not be going home with zabdiel you had, had enough of his bullshit, you were gonna hook up with some one else.

As you arrived at the club you made your way over to the private booth the boys had you noticed Joel, Erick and Chris doing shots and zabdiel and richard were having a conversation with each other, as you made your way over Chris caught you out of the corner of his eye "aye y/n you made it" you laughed realizing he was already tipsy. Zabdiel had heard the commotion Chris made and looked over at you, you watched him scan you up and down, noticing his gaze lingered on your breasts and your legs, but you didnt have time to check him out, you turned to Chris and yelled over the loud music in the club "I'm gonna go get a drink" Chris yelled back at you "I'll go with you", as you walked towards the bar with Chris' hand wrapped around your waist you could feel two eyes burning into your back and you knew exactly who it was, but you didnt really have time to care as you were having way too much fun with Chris.

Zabdiel stared at you and Chris his jaw clenched and his grip tightening around the glass he was holding,he watched as you kept touching his arm and how you kept laughing at him, zabdiel knew Chris and he knew damn well he wasn't that funny, Richard looked over at his friend " bro why dont you go over there and talk to her, fix things like you guys normally do" zabdiel looked at Richard "nah I don't think so".

As you finished your second shot of tequila X by nicky jam started to play, you turned to Chris squealing "oh my god I love this song, come dance with me" you grabbed Chris by the arm dragging him onto the middle of the dance floor. Chris placed his hands on your hips, while you were grinding on his crotch he pulled your hair to the side as he placed delicate little kisses up your neck and then started to tug on your earlobe, you let out a soft moan, before you could register what was happening zabdiel yanked you by the arm out of Chris' grip and Started pulling you off the dance floor towards the bathrooms, you tried to break free of his hold "zabdiel let me go no-" he turned to you with a dark gleam in his eyes "Cállate" he snapped at you, you instantly shut up. As you got to the bathroom zabdiel shoved you in the door and proceeded to lock it after you were both inside.

Zabdiel turned to look at you up and down with the same mean expression on his face, you didnt want to admit it right now but he was actually turning you on right now, he was usually sweet and gentle with you but this rough side of him was hot. He walked towards you and every step he took forward you took one back until your ass hit the counter "¿Qué carajo fue eso allá afuera?" You decided to play dumb "No sé de qué estás hablando", he gripped your throat firmly and gently squeezed "Sabes exactamente de lo que estoy hablando" he looked at you squirming, pressing your thighs together to create some sort of friction and trying desperately not to moan "Sabes nena has tenido una actitud horrible últimamente y voy a tener que arreglarlo" he turned you around and quickly unzipped your dress watching as it fell to the floor also realizing you were wearing nothing on under the dress, he looked at you through the mirror "Niña traviesa, sin llevar nada debajo de tu vestido" you tried to cover yourself up feeling rather exposed right now, zabdiel pulled your hands behind your back pressing you down onto the counter, you breasts pressed against the cold counter, with his free hand he yanked your hair holding your head up to look at yourself in the mirror, he kicked your feet apart giving him the perfect view of your ass and your dipping little pussy. He looked at you through the mirror "Mantenga la cuenta de bebé" he rubbed his hand against your right cheek before pulling it back to swat it, your hips jerked forward into the counter and you let out a squeal, zabdiel looked you with his eyebrow raised waiting "uno" he continued until you'd counted to ten, five for each cheek. When he'd finished spanking you he turned you around and lifted you up onto the counter placing his hand back around your throat while kissing you from your collar bone up your neck, he tugged on your earlobe and then finally he forced his tounge in your mouth , he rubbed his fingers from his free hand up and down your slit collecting your arousal on his fingers, he pulled away from kissing you to taste your arousal off his fingers, you whined impatiently, you throbbing core clenching around nothing "Zabdiel, papí por favor jódeme" he looked up at you with dominance in his eyes, squeezed your throat little bit harder and swatted his hand on your dripping wet pussy you let out a strangled moan desperately needing his cock buried deep inside you " Sólo las chicas buenas consiguen la polla de papi, ¿crees que te mereces la polla de papi después de ese pequeño truco que hiciste afuera con Chris" you looked up at him with desperate eyes "Bebé es mejor empezar a mostrar papi que puede ser una buena chica si quieres esta polla" you started frantically nodding your "Sí papi puedo ser una buena chica" he looked at you in the eyes "ok good, now be good girl for daddy and get down on your knees" zabdiel helped you off the counter and down onto your knees. You quickly unbuckled his belt and yanked down his jeans along with his briefs, his erect member slapped against his lower abdomen, you took it in your hand noticing his tip was leaking pre cum. Zabdiel quickly grabbed your hair making a make shift pony tail, You took his member in your mouth hollowing out your cheeks, you started frantically bobbing your head up and down his cock hitting the back of your throat every time, zabdiel the gripped your hair tighter and started trusting his cock into your mouth at a faster pase, your small hand gripping his large thighs for balance, you looked up into zabdiel's eyes while continuing to let him fuck your mouth his head tipping back letting out a moan of pleasure, you started gagging on his cock, spit leaking out of your mouth trickling down your neck and pooling on your breasts, zabdiel was close so close, you fondled his balls bringing him to the edge, he screamed out in pleasure as he came down your throat, you swallowed every last drop even licking your lips. You looked up at him "am I a good girl now daddy?"

Zabdiel looked down at her she was a mess but she'd never looked more beautiful to him "Sí nena eres una buena chica" he helped you up off the ground and bent you over the counter again placing his right hand back around your throat while his left rested on your hip, he teased your slit with his tip making sure it was nice and slick, you whined out getting impatient "por favor papí" zabdiel pushed inside of your needy little pussy both of you moaning in pleasure, he quickly found a rhythm, you looked up at him through the mirror "Más papí, más" you needily whined, zabdiel picked up the pase now pounding into you determined to make you cum all over his cock and even more determined to fill you up and watch his cum drip out of your pussy, the knot in your stomach was getting tighter and tighter, zabdiel noticed you were close, his left hand reaching down to rub your clit while his other hand squeezed your throat, the knot in your stomach finally snapped, you screamed out in pleasure clenching around zabdiel's cock, your legs shaking, zabdiel reaching his orgasm right after you, filling you up with his warm cum both of you out of breath.

As he pulled out of you he watched his cum drip out of your pussy and down the inside of your thighs, zabdiel quickly cleaned you up and helped you back into your dress, as you were fixing your hair and make up in the zabdiel fixed his clothes, he looked at you through the mirror "Bebé quédate conmigo esta noche" he softly whispered, you thought about how you said you were not going home with him tonight "why should I" he looked at you and then looked down at the ground, rubbing the back of his neck something he only did when he was nervous "Porque no quiero que estés con nadie más y no quiero estar con nadie más" he sighed, you carefully walked over to him gently placing your hand on his cheek you pulled his face down to yours and placed a soft kiss on his lips "Ok vamos a casa bebé" you softly responded, he looked up smiling at you his dimple on full display. He gently took your hand in his and led you out of the club and took you home.

[horansqueen]

AM Conversations : chapter 37

A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA

CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20 || CHAPTER 21 || CHAPTER 22 || CHAPTER 23 || CHAPTER 24 || CHAPTER 25 || CHAPTER 26 || CHAPTER 27 || CHAPTER 28 || CHAPTER 29 || CHAPTER 30 || CHAPTER 31 || CHAPTER 32 || CHAPTER 33 || CHAPTER 34 || CHAPTER 35 || CHAPTER 36

NOTES:

-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -4k -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.

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- you can send me questions and theories and comments. tbh they all make me SO SO SO SOOOO HAPPY! and make me want to write more! you can also tell me if there are things you WANT to happen. you never know, i may add it :P

- note for this chapter: warning! most of this chapter is smut sooo yea lol i hope this is hot enough! i hope you guys like it and i hope i dont disappoint! thank you so much if you read, like, reblog, comment or message me! ily! here’s the ‘request’ i sort of added in this chapter! (sorry btw i didnt pick Mully i picked Louis i hope its ok!)

Chapter 37 : Her chapter

OLIVIA

I couldn't help but glance at Niall the whole time we ate. I tried to get into conversations but in the end, all I did was hold his hand tight on top of my thigh and squeeze his fingers more and more as time passed. I couldn't stop thinking about what he had asked me before we joined everyone in the kitchen and it made me realize I really wanted to show him. We had sex for the first time only a few days ago but although I was extremely horny for him all the time, we hadn't done anything after that and it was driving me crazy. I wanted to have a conversation with him about it but we were always busy with parties, families and friends and when we would finally lay in bed at the end of the day, we were exhausted.

Everyone ended back in the living room or remained in the kitchen when we were done and after my third glass of wine, I could barely handle it anymore. I watched Niall, his hands in his pockets, laughing with friends, and I let my eyes roam on his back and his ass before ending on his thighs. It made me wonder why I wouldn't just ride him every single night and I put my glass of wine on the first table I saw to finally walk up to him, letting my hand brush on his back. He turned his head my way and sent me a sweet smile as I moved my chin up, smiling back at him.

"Hey you." he just said, bending down to kiss my lips.

"Wanna do something to make me happy?" I asked in a low tone against his mouth, raising my eyebrows.

"Anything." he replied, pushing his lips against mine again in an other kiss, making me smirk this time.

"Meet me upstairs in two minutes."

I didn't give him time to answer and left, letting my hands slide on his chest, and when I turned around to look at him, he was staring at me with a frown. It made me chuckle and I rushed upstairs, quickly getting into the first bathroom I saw. I breathed in a bit as I looked at myself in the mirror, trying to place my hair better. I knew I shouldn't focus on my physical appearance but it wasn't easy. Niall and I weren't in the same league and I was scared that at some point, he'd get tired of me and would want to have sex with the kind of girls he was used to 'date'. Love is blind, alright, but lust? Not so much.

Without thinking, I moved my skirt up and slid my panties down, struggling a bit to take them off due to my shoes, and finally placed my skirt back, checking in the mirror to make sure it was alright. I walked to the door again and moved my head through it to look in the hall. It was desert and I hooked my panties on the knob before closing the door. I leaned against it, feeling my heart skip a beat at the thought of someone else finding my panties hanging on the door but just closed my eyes and inhaled deeply,

I finally walked back to the counter and turned around, leaning my ass against it as I waited for Niall to come. I was more excited than nervous but there was still this tiny ball of stress in the pit of my stomach and I started nibbling on my bottom lip while playing with my hands. I heard a noise coming from outside and I held my breath when the knob started moving. I stared at it until the door opened and my heart skipped a beat.

Niall looked around the hall before taking a step back and finally closed the door behind himself. He looked good and the stress I had felt changed into lust.

"You should lock the door." I proposed, making him look up in my eyes.

He blinked a few times before doing what I asked and when he turned around to face me again, he moved his arm up. I watched my panties hooked on one of his fingers and hanging off and it made my lips curl into a smirk.

"Does that mean you've got nothing under that dress?" he asked, his eyebrows raised. "Are you trying to kill me?"

This time, I laughed louder and tilted my head, raising my eyebrows.

"You wanna see?" I asked, still smirking.

He shook his head slightly, not even smiling and i pressed my lips together.

"If I wanna see?" he sighed a bit, his eyebrows rising, and I chuckled as he let his arm fall back on the side of his body, his fingers gripping my panties. "More than anything in the world, petal."

I stared at him again and raised my eyebrows too until he took a few steps closer, pushing my panties in the pocket of his jeans. I glanced at it and it made something stir in my stomach but I decided to focus on him as he looked down at me. His body was closer, so close I could feel the warmth against mine, and I tilted my chin up to look in his eyes. His hand reached down, grabbing the bottom of my skirt and pulling it up slowly as his other hand slipped under it. I felt the tips of two of his fingers brush against the skin of my thigh, leaving goosebumps in their way until they reached my pussy. His lips parted and his gaze moved down to my lips before getting back to my eyes.

"You're playing a dangerous game, darling, are you sure you want this?"

I bit my bottom lip, an amused smile still on my face, and raised my eyebrows. I loved the way he was looking at me, i loved the way he was touching me, and i loved him.

"You said you like to be in control?" I added, ignoring his question and making him nod. "Show me, then."

He shook his head, his eyes never leaving mine, and pressed his body against mine. I could feel his half-hard cock pushing on my thigh and my eyes fluttered slightly.

"You said you'd tell me what you like." he whispered.

I knew he was trying to resist for some reason and I felt him grind a bit against me, making me whimper very low.

"Fair. I like to please." I just whispered. "I want you to do anything to me that will turn you on. Don't be scared to hurt me, don't be scared to try things. Test me."

He remained motionless but I could feel his dick swell against me. I got on my tiptoe to reach his lips with mine and kissed him gently.

"Please, Niall." I begged in a whisper, my upper lip brushing against his bottom one. "Fuck me."

My eyes closed when he crushed his mouth against mine, deepening the kiss quickly and making me whimper in his mouth. He swallowed all my moans and bent slightly to grab one of my thighs, hooking it quickly around him before his hand reached between my legs. I stopped kissing him and held my breath when two of his fingers slid quickly inside me.

"Oh my god." escaped my lips and I opened my eyes when his free hand reached for my neck, his fingers pressing on it slightly for a second or two before he let go of me. He stopped moving completely and I realized he was scared he had gone too far. I brought one of my hands to grab his that was sliding down my chest slowly and pulled it back up, wrapping his fingers on my neck again.

"Do it." I whispered, my eyes roaming on his face and raising my eyebrows. "Don't you see how wet it makes me?"

He just stared at me, his eyes studying me, and pressed his fingers again on my neck just not as hard. His expression changed into a slightly darker one and I couldn't stop my heartbeats from accelerating at the sight.

"You really want me to control you?" he asked, his grip tightening very slightly as I nodded quickly. "D'you know how bad I want you? You want me to show you what I've been thinking about all fucking evening?"

He didn't wait for my answer and brought his other hand to my hair, gripping it roughly and letting go of my neck. He pulled on it hard, forcing me to get on my knees, and I felt slightly dizzy because of what was happening. Niall and I had never really talked about what we liked sexually but this was beyond my expectations. I had never thought we would fit so well and the thought was making me even hornier.

He held me in place as he unzipped his pants with his other hand, and I helped him by pulling on his jeans and boxers. As soon as his cock was out, I tried moving closer to take it in my mouth but he pulled again on my hair and chuckled.

"Someone's impatient."

I pressed my lips together and after a few seconds, he moved closer to me and I wrapped my lips around his hard dick. It made him groan and I felt myself get wetter at the sound.

"That time you touched yourself in front of me and then sucked my cock? Couldn't remember the last time a blowjob felt that fucking good." he admitted, letting go of my hair to move a lock behind my ear. "Love the way you use your tongue, pet."

I looked up only to see him smirking down at me and I stuck my tongue out, tilting my head to run it on his length until his balls. His fingers slipped in my hair again and he moaned as I sucked on them gently and when my tongue slid back to his tip again, he pulled my head away.

"Do what you did last time, petal."

I was not sure what I had done but I just grabbed his cock with one hand and let my tongue slid in-between his tip and his skin. His fingers gripped my hair tight and he let out a few curse words as I kept going but after about a minute, he took a step back and I looked up, licking my lips. I was so horny by then that I couldn't talk and I just stared up at him, panting low and waiting for his instructions.

"Get up and turn around."

I just had time to get up and he grabbed my waist, turning me around quickly and pushing me against the counter. I watched him in the mirror as he moved my skirt up, letting his hands run on my cheeks. I felt his cock brush on my ass too and I held my breath, impatient to feel him inside me.

"Please, Niall." I begged low again, not daring to close my eyes.

One of his arms slithered around me and his hand slid between my legs. I felt his fingers rub gently and slowly on my clit and I let out a moan as we stared at each other's reflection. His other hand ran up to move my shirt up, over my breasts, and I quickly took it off, throwing it on the floor. With one finger, he moved both of the straps of my bra down and pulled down on it to expose my breasts before letting his hand travel on it. It ended back on my neck and I held my breath once more.

"You like that, petal?" I nodded and he pressed his fingers harder, making my heart jump in my chest again. "I love watching you like that, you look so fucking good."

His grip loosened but he kept touching me and I felt myself getting close to an orgasm. His hand moved down to my breasts and I felt two of his fingers run on my nipples making me squirm lightly against him. He moved his hand away to slap my breast gently and my heart skipped a bit in surprise.

"Don't move." he ordered low. "Let me touch you."

His palm ran on my boob again and he let two of his fingers pinch lightly my nipple, making me whimper louder. No one had ever touched me like that and I never wanted anyone else to touch me ever again.

"D'you know how often I thought about your tits when you told me you got your nipples pierced?"

I felt my whole body throb at the thought. I would have never guessed that Niall had thought about me that way before, at least not so long ago, and the fact that he was telling me that at that exact moment turned me on. I pushed my ass against his cock again and he slapped my breast once again, but this time harder. I desperately wanted it to leave a mark but I just whimpered again.

His facial expression changed again and I didn't want him to think he did anything wrong. I grabbed his hand and pressed it against me, running it up to my breasts again as my lips parted. His fingers left a burning trace on my skin and for some reason I didn't understand, a shiver ran all over my body.

I wanted to tell him that I thought about him all the time, that it had been like that for years, and that every single time I had sex with someone else, I wished it was him instead, but the words got stuck in my throat as my heartbeats accelerated again. I felt his hand press more between my legs, pushing me against him as I felt his cock slip between my legs. It made me realize that I was dripping on my thighs and I watched him as he breathed deeply through his teeth.

He let out an other curse word and his accent was so thick it made me want to cum. He buried his face in my neck, leaving a few kisses there before finally moving his head up and leaning his chin on my shoulder.

"I didn't bring a condom." he whispered, making me bit gently my bottom lip.

It made me realize that we hadn't used one when we first had sex either and even if I knew it was a bit naive, I didn't mind because I trusted him.

"I'm on birth control."

It sounded so weird coming from my mouth, especially at this exact moment, but I just stared at him in the mirror until he nodded gently. I knew he understood that I trusted him and when his hands caressed my arms slowly, I knew he wouldn't comment on it. I didn't want to mention that I had started taking those pills when Harry and I became serious but it didn't matter. I always used condoms with my other boyfriends but with Niall, it felt different.

"Bend down." he whispered, pushing on my back again and running his hands on my ass before moving slightly back.

It took only a second for his whole dick to slip inside me and I gripped the counter harder at the feeling. Nothing felt better than that first moment of being filled with his cock and I felt my pussy throb around him.

"Niall, please." I whimpered low. "Please fuck me, please be rough."

Instead to answer my prayers, he spanked me hard and my eyes opened wide as the stinging feeling spread on my cheek. As soon as the pain was gone, I wanted it again but I didn't have to ask. Quickly, his hand slapped my ass hard again and I knew my skin was turning red.

"Oh fuck..."

I couldn't help but closed my eyes when he slipped out of me only to push himself back inside me harder with a grunt. His hands gripped my waist very hard and i fucking loved it. It was incredible to find out he wanted me as much as I wanted him.

"I'm so fucking turned on I don't know how long i'm gonna last."

I brought one of my hands between my legs but he leaned his chest against me and his arm wrapped around me. He pushed my hand away and brushed the tip of his fingers on my clit. It made my whole body jerk as a moan escaped my lips and I saw his lips curl into a smirk in the mirror.

"Apparently i'm not the only one."

"If you don't stop i'm gonna cum." I just whispered, ignoring his comment.

I couldn't think straight anymore. All I wanted was to cum while he was fucking me hard and when he started doing exactly that, I let my head fall back slightly and closed my eyes. I thought about the first and only time we fucked and shivered, whimpering again but louder this time.

"Bite me, Niall, please bite me."

I felt his teeth brush on my neck as I pushed my ass against him to feel him deeper.

"Harder."

It was not clear exactly what I wanted but he started fucking me so hard I felt my body hit the counter with every thrust. I felt so close to an orgasm that when he dug his teeth roughly in my neck, my eyes roll back as I came, shaking hard close to him and gripping the counter as hard as I could, my nails scratching it and making a light noise.

"Oh fuck," he let out a bit too loud as he kept on fucking me roughly before he grabbed my hair to pull on it.

I knew he was cumming when he started groaning and his thrusts became unsteady and even if I had already had an orgasm, I never wanted him to stop. He finally exhaled, his eyes still closed, and leaned his upper body on my back. I could feel his stubble rub against my skin and it made my whole body shiver.

"Mm, fuck, that was good." he expressed in a whisper, leaving small kisses on my shoulder blades. "I didn't expect this here."

I felt my lips curl and just chuckled when I remembered we were at Louis' and my laughter made him smile too. He opened his eyes and looked at my reflection as my smile turned into a fond one. It always happened whenever our eyes would meet.

"I think we should talk about it." I proposed, making him nod.

"We should." he agreed low. "I want to know everything you like, everything you want to try, everything that makes you fantasize at night."

I laughed again and turned my head to kiss him. He slipped his tongue in my mouth and I felt my whole body burn with love as I kissed him back before turning around to face him. His body immediately pressed against mine and I let one of my hands run under his shirt.

"I also want to know how you feel. I want you to tell me if i go too far. I want to know what kind of lover you are." he added extremely low. "I already know you're a little minx." I laughed and he smirked against my lips before kissing me again. "But there's so much more to discover, i'm sure about it."

I didn't answer but got on my tiptoes, kissing him deeper as I wrapped both of my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me. I could feel my chest rub on his shirt and I started missing the warmth of his body against mine. His palms ran on my sides and then on my back and I sighed as I pulled away.

"We may be too tired when we come back tonight but... tomorrow?"

His eyes roamed on my face and he smiled more, nodding quickly and kissing me again. I don't know how long we stayed in the bathroom just making out, me half naked and him with his jeans just past his butt, but it didn't matter. I lost all notion of time and it was something common when I was with him.

"We should go back." he pointed out, making me groan in disapproval as he tried to pull away from me. I held him close with my arms and he chuckled. "Come on, they'll wonder where we are. Plus, it's almost midnight."

"Noooo..." I pulled him closer and started peppering kissing on his jaw and neck, making him laugh.

"Come on, i'll kiss you at midnight, yea?"

I raised my nose up but loosened my embrace and stared at him. My face made him laugh and I just shrugged with a nod. He kissed my lips again and moved away, pulling his pants and boxers up. I knew I should dress up too but I ended up just looking at him, my head tilted on the side, as I repeated to myself how lucky I was. The only man I ever fell in love with was returning my feelings and we were so compatible that it did feel like it was written in the stars, the way he had mentioned it a few weeks before.

"Here." he said, picking up my shirt before handing it to me. I took it in my hand without doing anything else and it made him chuckle. He ran his fingertip on one of my arms, bringing the strap of my bra back on my shoulder before doing the same with the other. "Lazy ass." he mentioned with an amused smile as he tried to put my bra back into place and I nibbled on my bottom lip. He took my shirt back and passed it on my head, helping me putting it back the way you'd help a child and the whole thing was so sweet it made my heart ache.

He was affectionate, kind and caring, even more than when we we only friends, and it made me feel like my insides were drowning in love. I felt myself tear up and his expression changed into a worried one.

"Hey, are you okay?" he asked in a whisper, bringing his hands up to cup my face. "What's wrong darling?"

"I'm good I just..." I swallowed to stop any sobs from coming out and licked my lips. "I fucking love you, Niall."

He smiled again and pressed his lips on mine.

"Don't cry, petal." he whispered, his soft voice reaching my ears and my heart at the same time. "I fucking love you too."

Without an other word, he took a step back and grabbed my hand, pulling me with him. I followed him as we walked slowly out of the bathroom and through the hall and I pulled on my skirt, making sure it was back in place. When we reached downstairs, Louis rushed to us with a smirk and raised his eyebrows.

"Where were you two?" he asked, not giving us time to answer. "Whatever, the countdown is in about two minutes, take a drink." he just added, handing us two glasses of champagne and turned to me to send me a wink. "Have fun lovebirds!"

I chuckled and rolled my eyes with a smile before turning my body to face my boyfriend. I tilted my head again and he took a step closer. His body was almost touching mine and i squeezed his fingers, not wanting to let go of his hand. Did that just happen? Did we just fuck in Louis' bathroom while there was a party downstairs?

We both heard everyone as they started screaming the numbers from 10 to 1 but our lips barely moved as we counted. We were both too busy staring at each other.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!"

I smiled more while everyone around us was throwing their arms in the air and Niall chuckled, bending down to kiss me. It was gentle and sweet but it was still deep and I closed my eyes, my hand still holding his tight while the other was holding my glass

"Happy new year." he whispered against my mouth. "To a whole year we'll spend together... a whole year where i'll love you more than anything and anyone in this fuckin' universe."

[bebaexoexo]

Shit Oh Sehun did in 2017

-Mistook Jeonghan (svt) for Johnny (nct)

-Movie date with suho

-Slayed at the gaon chart award show with a solo dance

-Paris vacation/date with suho

-Got called best dressed man at a Louis Vuiton catwalk and then proceeded to spend the next day walking around Paris with a hood, baseball cap and a cowboy hat on his head all at one time

-Revealed his bed time snuggle routine with Suho, no shame attached

-Was supposed to debut as an Actor Oh in February, but didn’t…

-Was supposed to debut as an Actor Oh in March, but didn’t…

-Got an award for being himself (popularity award)

-Was supposed to debut as an Actor Oh in April, but didn’t…(NoT EvEn a FRackin TraIleR)

-Waved to a tablet instead of the camera, tried to play it cool by continuing to do so

-Posted about his big chilli… 0.0

-Got 15 points on a drawing game while everyone else got over 100 (he drew love hearts and wrote ‘I’m sorry’ for everything and still couldn’t accept being last)

-Howled because of sour pickles

-Members accuse him of being the prime suspect when food goes missing in the fridge, he agrees

-Used binoculars the wrong way round and couldn’t understand why he couldn’t see (Suho to the rescue and an embarrassed osh as a result)

-Gets driven around by big brother chanyeol

-CAN SING (might as well be in exo’s vocal line)

-Biyak Biyak 4 lyfe

-Rubbed his head on a random guy’s stomach (who looks like he’s his sugar daddy)

-Made suho sad because he didn’t go to a premier with him, but went to a festival with Chanyeol and guy whose stomach he rubbed his head on

-Danced (????) at said music festival. By dance I mean chicken fingers at the crowd wtf @ exo’s main dancer

-Can ya tell iv given up on the debut of Actor Oh

-Graced his instagram with such artistic pictures of rice, spoons and cereal

-Only one ft BoA returns

-KING OF SPOILERS sehun the cereal rice (kokobop) poster

-KING OF SPOILERS PT2 dancing the dance with kai can you all please stop this isn’t good for me

-Comments ‘is this exo’s official account?’ On exo’s official account

-“What did you do in preperation for this album?” “Loyalty”

-Passionately talked about eel reproduction

-“Favorite fruit?” “Water with ice”

-Gave flowers to the members because he’s their cute baby omfh (it was a punishment but same thing)

-*gives Kai a rose* “it fits you, you’re sexy and dark red suits you”

-Baekhyun confirms Sehuns big DIACK

-“Sehun has absolutely no interest I’m women. How do I know? Sehunnie said he has no interest in women”- Baekhyun

-Bragged about a really good noodle place, took 30+ people to eat and payed for them- but the food was disappointing

-“Say something to the EXO-L for their birthday” *sehun claps*

SUPER ELLE

-*brags about his dog at every chance he gets, literal protective father to vivi* “I am a cat person”

-EXOTOURAGRAM AKA SEHO AND FRIENDS

-“We’ve been roommates for 6 years I want to cross the line”

-Producer Oh

-“I’ve arrived!” \(-°o°-)/

-Date in NYC with suho (ft the third wheel JD)

-Pulls out chair for suho

-“Its enough just to film me, suho’ s voice in the background is fine”

-Couldn’t believe that a waitress in NYC can’t speak Korean

-Theatre date with suho (ft the late third wheel JD)

-Kicks suho out of their room

-SBS power fm- more like 2 hours of sehun whinning and crying from embarrassment while suho laughs

-“I really like chocolate milk. I think it’s love”

-“Sehunnie is upset~ upset~ really really upset… huhuu” AEGAO KING WHAY

-“I’ve been having a hard time too. At times like this, we should all embrace each other. There’s something I always tell the members and that is to to ‘hug/embrace (me)’. Let’s cheer each other on, got it everyone? Cheer up always and yea, that’s it” and this is why we love our baby

-Sehun irl- “I love all my hyungs to the moon and back #se-rang-hai-yo” Sehun in manwha- “who cares”

-LA date with suho

-DING DONG

-“Let’s goo” \(^o^!)__

-Just sehun trying to control his face while riding the drift car

-King of being HOT, calm and panicking at the same time when their car stalled

-Also Oh Sehun driving someone hold me

-Heart-shaped sweatpatch on his back

-“Excuse me… sir… ketchup ketchup yahh… thank you”

-“The hardest time isn’t when we have a lot of schedule but when the members have different opinions (argue). It saddens me a lot”

-Me me da

-Fan- “do sehun and i have something in common?” Sehun- “we’re human”

-Las Vegas date with suho

-Volunteers suho to go sky diving first like the little shit he is

-Wears a dress shirt and leather shoes to sky diving

-Acts like he isnt shitting himself on the zipwire

-Shamelessly wore nothing underneath an easily unzip-able hoodie

-MC Oh

-“Who is the scariest hyung?” “All of them”

-Tries to prank suho by putting a sticker on him, fails misrebly and then loses the sticker

-White suit blue shirt

-Chanyeol saying Sehuns voice is so good he wants to produce him PLEs

-Teary eyed sehun as eXO WIN RHE PRIME MINISFERS AWARD WWKBDUDBDJ

-Hello councellor MC’s @ seho “stop touching eachother are you guys coming out right now?”

-Sehun @ LVTN

-Gets customised bags from LVTN

-Sehun @ Moncler (also makes the CEO come out just to take pictures with him we love a powerful man)

-Peace signs in his pockets when hes told not to do it

-Doesnt follow seungri back on insta because aesthetics

-Omfg okay elyxion antics begins here

-SHIRTLESS SEHUN IMDG THAT BOY JUST THREW OFF THAT JACKETS WTF I JUST GOT OUT OF WORK AND THATS THE FIRST THING I SEE ON INSTA WTF OMG MY HEART I DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS GOING ON YET BUT I SAW FOKKIN RIPPED SEHUN AND SHIT THATS JISTVTJE LIFE OMG THIS IS GONNA BE LIT

-Wrote and co produced his solo In At thE CONCERT COZ WE LOVE A TALENTED KING

-Lovingly strokes suhos face during touch it

-Comforts kai, upset because he made a mistske in his solo, during cmb

-Danced to ka-ching with CBX

-Suho “after our concert ended at midnight yesterday, sehun and i went back to our door and boiled 20 eggs. 2 adult men peeled them seriously and ate 10 eggs”

-Kisses baekhyuns neck

-Eats pizza at the concert after holding back for months, members happy give us one last chance at seeing THE ABS

-Went crazy and got chanyeol too drunk on his birthday

-Fansites “please dont crop our watermark we work really hard for these pictures” Sehun ;)

-Cute instalive of him just trying on the filters and telling us not to be stressed and play

-SEHUN IN DEAR HAPPINES OMG GREY SEHUN IS DA BESTZ IN A THIN WHITE SHIRT OMG

-“OK!! goo” *pouts*

-“Hey dog, look at me~”

-“Cheese many manyyy”

-*is just standing there posing* Photographer “youre cute”

-Didnt know it was just him, kai and baekhyun in the lightsaber mv

-“Sehunnie makes the most delicious soju” byun baekhyun

-LEON KOREA

-Makes a personal training room in their dorm that can barely fit his own ass

-Supports suho at his musical despite both going through a tough time

-Struggles with the rudolph hat

-SINGING IN UNIVERSE YES DAS MA BETCH

-Subtly strokes suhos face on a national award show

-Make chanyeol kneel whenever he wants something from him. We love our king

-Curly haired solo on mbc gayo

-A beautiful family picture from Oh Sehun to end 2017

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Cr. Lerandomexotic

I had a lot of fun making this, just thought i needed to record sehuns never ending loveble antics etc

Feel free to add whatever else i missed

Hopefully he’ll just keep getting crazier next year too, and exo themselves will grow to be greatet and stronger

Like, reblog & excel

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Sugar Daddy!Hoseok - BTS Imagine

requested. im sweAting. also this is a tad shorter than usual but :/ its hoseok... anything hoseok is great.

i cant explain how giddy this makes me

lets get started

hes not the suit and tie, write a check, sipping a martini sugar daddy first of all

he’s the sweatpants, muscle shirt, playing video games and slapping your ass sugar daddy

the best sugar daddy, imo

in fact, he loves your ass so much

the biggest ass man on earth

you aren’t dating hoseok perse

more like

“i’ll��suck your dick if you get me the new louis vuitton lipstick”

“alright shit let me get the money”

but really he’s the bestest friend you could ever have

you met in a bar in gangnam

where he was too drunk for his own good

and ended up buying two bottles of chardonnay when he meant one

and you just so happened to be sitting next to him at the bar

“you seem like you need this. drink! on me!”

and you just... looked at him

long story short? you ended up carrying him out of the bar

and you ended up babysitting him basically the entire night

until he finally fell asleep on your couch in boxer shorts and dress socks

he woke up the next morning to a glass of water and an immense headache

“hey... who are you?”

“your savior. drink the water.”

he eventually ended up cringing as you told him why he was in your house, on your lousy futon

and decided to make it up to you by buying you the newest apple watch

something you did not need nor expected from a complete stranger

honestly??? ever since then he’s made it a habit of drinking in your house and falling asleep on your couch

only this time with his arms wrapped around your waist

he loves to tease you

guilt trips you when you don’t wear/use the things he buys you

“are you not wearing the perfume i bought you?”

“it’s 3 am hoseok let me sleep”

“... such a waste of money.”

which inevitably leads you to wear $400 shoes to the supermarket

and then hes happy

loves to spoil you with expensive dinner dates

even when you just want some mcdonalds

“i want a bigmac”

“i want caviar”

“no one on earth would choose caviar over a bigmac”

“you chose me over a real relationship”

“touchè.”

the entire relationship was really just one big mess

and it got messier every single day

“what do i have to do for you to buy me some new clothes”

“nothing”

“what”

you don’t know what the fuck

or when the fuck he decided to get you things without incentive

usually he’d at the very least ask for a blowjob

at the very most make you spend the entire night with him

but suddenly??? he wanted nothing???

honestly you thought he was sick

“why are you touching my forehead”

“you’re obviously ill stop moving”

after about three times of him telling you he wanted nothing in return

that you could get whatever you wanted

you knew something was up

“you’re not like... getting married are you?”

“no”

hoseok had been keeping to himself more often

he wouldn’t guilt trip you over the new chanel sweater he just bought

or the steve madden shoes he blew $200 on

you often found yourself giving him back hugs while he made juice in the morning

and usually he’d tell you to stop, or squirm, or even wrestle you 

but he just stood there

and you decided enough was enough

you pulled back and shoved him playfully

“hey... why won’t you give me a hard time? where’s the real hoseok?”

“i don’t know what you mean, baby”

hold the phone

baby???// BABY????

insert here a small panic attack

“do you not have any more money?”

“no. i still have money.”

“then--”

“would that be a problem?”

you had half the mind to call a doctor

“hi yes my sugar daddy is broken--”

“what--”

but instead, you just stared at him and slowly shook your head

“why would that ever be a problem hoseok? you’re my best friend.”

and he just... laughs a little

“best friend, huh?”

n that face that was somber n sullen quickly turned into the biggest smile

“ah, why do you say things like that? and why aren’t you wearing--”

eventually, you guys fell back into the regular mix

but there was still just... something off.

about a month or two went by before you started feeling sick

and hoseok caught on really quick

one afternoon he hadnt seen you the entire day

and was genuinely worried

but being the way he is, he used a shit excuse to check on you

“hey... im horny--get up,”

“ugh..”

you sounded awful

hoseoks nose scrunched a bit when you groaned and gripped his wrist

“can you get me some medicine?” 

you coughed in between every word it seemed

hoseok was super worried at this point

“what are you doing?”

“im checking for a temperature... stay still, ok?”

and sure enough, your forehead was scorching

so he excused himself for a small second

leaving you in the room freezing under a set of covers

before he walked back in in sweatpants and a hood holding a bottle of sprite and cold medicine

he made himself comfortable beside you in your bed

and took the cap off the medicine before pouring it for you

after youd taken the medicine and started on your sprite he turned on the television

and left it on a low murmur

and just... leaned back

“hoseok--”

“hmm?”

you were about to tell him to go out, do something, so he wouldnt get sick

but before the words could leave your mouth you started shivering again

hoseok hesitated for a moment as he watched you

before cursing under his breath and scooting closer to you

and pulling you into his chest

“hoseok, you’re going to get sick--”

“i don’t care”

his voice was different than usual

usually he was loud and excited

but as he held you and rubbed your shoulder  soothingly

he sounded loving

and caring

and nothing like the hoseok you’d known

you doubted he was ever capable of actually loving someone

“why do you have to worry me?” he whispered

looking down at you shivering in his arms

he was anxious about doing what he through of doing

he never did it, not even during sex

he wasn’t good with pda

so when he combed your hair from your face with his fingers

and kissed your forehead

you both were a little .... odd about it

“why’d you do that?”

“i dont know”

but honestly?? it didnt matter why he did it

because you were finally feeling a little warm

and just cuddled yourself closer to him

and buried your head in his stomach

even though you couldnt see it

hoseok was smiling ear to ear as he pet your hair

and watching you fall asleep

he really could get used to it

“i love you,” he murmured

and as you writhed in your sleep

horror washed over his face

“i love you too, hoseok,” you grinned

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When Somone toutch you / one shot full story

You knew she was right so you ordered the fanciest food you could have found. “ I will take Louis XIII Pizza please “ she bowed at you and got straight to the kitchen. While you were waiting for your food to arrive you scrolled down tweeter.

So this was the reason why he didn’t show up, he was with another woman when he’s supposed to be here with me and having a great date but there he is with a woman that’s not even his girlfriend. How the f dare he , he’s done when I arrive home. “ kim namjoon you’re a dead meat “ you said under your breath. “ miss here’s your food... enjoy “ said the nice lady walking way after she bowed. “ thank you “ You said with an smile.

Y/n pov:

When I got finished with the amazing Louis XIII Pizza , I grabbed my purse and headed out. Before I could do anything there was someone catcalling me. “ hey there beautiful wanna play some funny games with us “ I froze and looked at those 3 scaring men. I was so scared that I didn’t even make any sense with my words “ no got I go we’re boyfriend “ “ huh can’t you speak English this is even better. “ the tall one said. He tried to grabbed me by my waist but I punched him. He got an evil smirk on his face.

“ punch me all you want but this will not end good for you “ my leges were Jelly , before I could have said something he squeezed my butt making me cry. “ stop stop it hurts” I said into my sorbs. “ that’s the point I want to hurt you because I’m a bad person... do you like bad guys sweetie “ he asked looking straight into my boobs. He was nearly touching them when his other friend laid his hands on me. they all took me to an empty ally touching me, kissing me, leaving some Hicks , and they slapped me everywhere.

One of them tried to rip my dress and it was time for me to kick his balls. I took out my pepper spray and sprayed them all in there eyes. “ you fucking slut aagghhhhhhh” the short on yelled. I tried my best to run but my legs were to jelly. That’s when I saw an hotel. Outside the hotel I saw an empty taxi and jumped into it before even thinking. “ please...... drive me to ......this address there are some idiots .....that were almost .....rapped ....me please .....drive “ I said crying for happiness that I escape before they could have done anything to me worse.

The taxi driver didn’t even think twice and just drive away, away from those dirty monsters. The whole ride was awkward I didn’t want to talk to anyone I just wanted to yell at namjoon. If I didn’t have my pepper spray I would might be dead now. Time went by and all I could watch was those trees passing by me.

1h of car riding

I finally made it and I quickly payed my taxi driver. I ran up to mine and Namjoon’s shared apartment. I knocked like crazy ,namjoon finally opened the door. He wasn’t alone he was with that girl. “ hi y/n this is Zoe my old friend “ I said hi to her and completely ignored him. Ofc he saw my red puffy eyes. “ y/n what happend were you crying” Zoe looked also worried. “ girl what happened “ she said trying to come near me. “ nothing important” I said making myself something to eat. “ tell us y/n “ I gave Namjoon the look. He knew what that look meant , when ever he did something bad/or upset me he would get that stare. “ did I do something wrong. “

I only ignored him and went upstairs to our shared bedroom looking for something. I heard Zoe saying to Namjoon “ I should go but catch you later bye “ with that namjoon rushed upstairs seeing me on the bed while scrolling down my phone. “ y/n tell me what happened...” I kept on ignoring him. “ why are you ignoring me stop playing” I didn’t say a word to him. “ y/n Have I done something wrong ??? “

“ Yes namjoon you did something wrong , Instead of being with me on our date you were out with Zoe... I freaking waited for you 2 hours and eat my food by myself. Do you know how many people that staried at me in a “ I’m sorry huh he didn’t show up “ look....... huh do you know nooo ofc you don’t because you were with Zoe........and guess what happed after you didn’t show up huh.... I left and got toutched by 3 men... they toutched my- “ I didnt even finished my Sentence and he decided to cut me of. “ they toutched you??”

“ yeah and why do you care huh you freaking left me “..... I could seen all Namjoon’s anger , I’ve never seen him this angry before “ BECAUSE I CARE NO FUCKING MAN CAN TOUTCH YOU NO ONE... what did they do.... “

“ it’s not like I’m gonna tell you “ I didn’t want to tell him otherwise I would end up crying ... I was so scared I wished Namjoon saved me like in the movies when the boy saves the girl from what ever it’s happenings. Ofc we weren’t in those movies we were facing reality. “ TELL ME Y/N TELL ME NOOWWWW !!! “ he screamed from the top of his lungs. “ “ they squeeze my butt making me cry they also hurt my boobs they kissed me slapped me they kicked me. I- I thought I would be raped and die and the only thing I wanted was you saving me but guess what you were with Zoe. Do you know how much I cried and how much I was screamed. They could have rapped me and kill me “

Namjoon just stood there crying for what they’ve done to you. He tried to touched your cheeks , any places that you got bruises. His tears got bigger for seeing all those purple bruises on you. “ Y-Y/n I-I’m sorry I’m a terrible boyfriend”

You wanted to agree with him so bad but you just couldn’t. “ please forgive me next time I will be there for you I’m sorry y/n “ “ there won’t be any next time. “ Namjoon thought you would leave him so he started to go down on knees taking out a diamond ring saying. “ y/n please don’t leave me I didn’t show up because me and Zoe was at the jewelry store she helped me pick the perfect ring for you... I wanted to propose to you on your birthday... I’ve been arraigned this for about now 2 moths and I’m sorry I didn’t know this would have happened please for give me and be me wife soon, y/n Lee will you make me the happiest man on this earth and marry me ?”

You cried at his words and it all makes sense now to you. “ yes Namjoon I will be your wife but please don’t ever leave me like this “ you said crying into his shoulder. He kissed your forehead saying , “ I will never babe I will never leave you ever again.... I will learn those mother fuckers a lessen with my hyungs ok “ you just giggled at his cute reaction. You smiled at his words and hugged him. The whole night you and him were watching some k-drams while cuddling. “ I love you y/n and I will take my revenge at those boys soon “ he said “ I love you 2 babe “

The day after: y/n pov ( long pov sorry )

I find myself laying all by myself on the bed. I didn’t see namjoon, I didn’t hear the shower or him making breakfast. I climbed of the bed looking for namjoon but he where no where to be found. “ where could he be at this time “ then it hit me. “ I will take care of those boys soon “ was the last thing he said before I fall asleep on him“ where’s my phone .... there it is “ I was looking through my contacts trying to find Namjoon’s number.

I finally found his contact and I straight texted him without thinking twice. I didn’t want him to get hurt like I did yesterday. ( 3 min after texting with Namjoon ) What’s wrong with him? I thought to myself. I tried to understand.... he has never used ughhh or any mean sentence towards me. My gouts told me to call the boys to make sure Namjoon is with them. I texted Taehyung to see.

What’s going on what’s happening Where’s my Namjoon has something bad happens to him or is he no no no I told myself.... Taehyung just told me that Namjoon weren’t with him or the rest. I’m freaking out. I didn’t tell Taehyung about me meeting Namjoon at (......Street) at midnight.

23:45:

I was scared walking at the street all by myself finding only men staring at me. I felt uncomfortable/scared. I just wanted to be at home laying on Namjoon’s hard chest feeling loved. But that day wasn’t today. “ ok I have 10 min of time before heading to (......street ) “ I followed my GBS to the street namjoon told me.

After some time struggling with the address I finally found it. I came to an destroyed house , it looked like it was about to fall apart. On the ground i saw empty bottles of alcohol . I heard the neighbor dog shouting making me scared. I wanted to go home I knew this place wasn’t safe for a girl like me. When I turned around I saw 3 men in front of me.. they were those men that assaulted me. I frozed . “ you finally arrived littel one “ the tall one said ,I was so scared that I didn’t dare to blink my eye. I yelled Namjoon multiple times

“ NAMJOOOOON NAMJOOON KIIIIIIMMMMMM NAMJOOONNNN “ I yelled so much that I couldn’t catch my breath. “ take her in “ one of them took an empty Alcohol bottle and smashed it into my head , the next thing I knew was everything went black.

I had an really bad headache “ ouch “ i didn’t feel any other word coming out from my mouth. I was looking around until I heard the voice that I’ve missed so much “ y/n y/n baby look at me “ I heard Namjoon’s voice I did want to cry in his arms hug him and kiss him. But I knew I couldn’t do that.

“ namjoon “ I felt so week I couldn’t look up. I knew I was trapped into a chair. I felt like I was in prison.I heard the door opened.... it reviled those three men that harassed me. “ what do you want from me “ I said looking straight up on them. “ oh Well littel one we want to hurt you...you know.... “ he’s short friend said “ don’t you dare to lay any finger on her ! “ Namjoon shouted. I didn’t find my eyes on Namjoon until now.Namjoon hade blood running down from his head, leg , nose and his arm.

“ WHAT HAVE YOU THREE MOTHER FUCKERS DONE TO MY BOYFRIEND “ I yelled out of my lungs making them all three flinch. “ how dare you call us that “ “ I can say what ever I want fucking bitch what will you do about it “ in a blink of an eye the short one slapped me that he almost made me cry. I knew if I cried right in-front of them ,they would see my weakness even if they’ve already seen it, I didn’t want to show them again or els they will feel stronger and I knew I should not show them that they’ve won. Never show your weeks to anyone was the last thing my dad told me. Namjoon yelled and yelled so much that I cried. “ y’all can take me just leave my boyfriend alone.... you all can do what ever you like to me I don’t even care about my life anymore... as long as I live I want to make sure that Namjoon is the one that’s alive and not me. “ they all agreed while Namjoon cried “ no.. no don’t take her from me NOOOOOO Y/NNNNNNNN “ he screamed. “ bye Namjoon ... I love you.....please be safe “ was the last thing I said and heard from namjoon.

They all three took me to an empty room with an destroyed bed. I guess I wasn’t the first girl here. I thought to myself. Next thing they did was push me onto the bed. One of them closed the door, and started to undress themself. The short one jumped up on me slapping me everywhere while undressing me. I didn’t do any thing because I knew I would still die no matter what I do. They all slid there members into my private area.

I cried so many time because of the pain. “ shut up or els we will broke your face “ “ go ahead it’s not like I will still be alive “ I said making them chuckle. The middle one told the short on to pull away and it was his turn. Ofc I cried even more and just wanted to it all to be done and get killed.

1h later

They finally got up and took there clothes and they all head down to there living room to watch something on there television. It was the greatest opportunity for me to run away. I was only wearing my Panties and a long t-shirt. I opened the door as quite as I could. I took small steps on the stairs. The middle one saw me “ she’s trying to run away !!!” I got so scared and rushing to the door making the three men chase after me. They all three yelled after me as I kept on running from them. I didn’t look at where I was running...... then it hit me. I black care coming from no where hit me and everything went black. I could hear those pricks run away while someone yelled “ call an ambulance “

End of y/n’s pov

Namjoon’s pov:

“ I love you “ was my angels last words to me.... I can’t believe she gave away her on life to me just so I could be happy. How could I Be happy if I didn’t have y/n by my side how could I be happy with out even marrying this girl or even having kids with her. Y/n was my everything the most important thing she was Mine and only mine, with y/n I could be myself I could laugh so much and smile so much with her but that won’t come any more I won’t laugh nor smile with out her.

When the man got me free from that house he thrower his car keys at me. As a sign get that and don’t ever come back. I did want to save my princess but there was over 10 big muscular men there. I was scared. I didn’t know what to do so I called the boys and told them everything I didn’t know what els I should do then just be at home and cry ? Hell no “ I will come back for you my little angel just wait for me “.....

2h later.

I got an call from y/n did I really got an call from y/n my angel my future wife ? I was so happy but that happiness didn’t last forever. “ hi is this kim Namjoon y/n brother or boyfriend?“ a woman said waiting for my answer... “ ... yeah I’m y/n’s boyfriend... may I ask who you are for calling me from my girlfriends phone??...

“ I’m sorry I can’t tell you why right now but could you please come to the hospital “ hospital what why ?? Why is my princess at the hospital. The biggest questions is is my little Angel ok ? I need to know “ is my princess ok tell me she is “ “ Mr.kim please come to the (..... hospital ) right now please “ the kind nurse said. I hung up and rushed to my car calling all the boys crying. They all said they will come to the hospital soon...” HURRY “ I screamed. “ Namjoon we will be there in 20 please don’t do anything stupid ok “ Namjoon told me. And I listen to him but how could I not do anything stupid ?.

I hung up on them speeding even faster. I came to the hospital running to the nearest reception asking for y/n “ exuse me is there a Lee y/n here ? “ I asked with the most worried look ever. She looked down and said “ please come with me “ before I could ask any further the boys came running while yelling my name “ Namjoon !! “ yelled Jimin. They saw me and came running to me. “ what’s happening “ asked Jin to the nurse. “ boys please follow after me “

We did as she asked us to. She took us to y/n room. The first thing I saw was , The machine. It didn’t have y/n’s heart beat sounds and then it hit Me like à truck and we all knew what to expect .

” i’m sorry she didn’t survive ” I was broken tears didn’t stream down my eyes , nothing came just the big shook. How could my princess not survive how couldn’t she why why why is this world so unfair why did god take the only thing I loved from me ? . “ what ....happened “ asked Taehyung while he cried so much. “ she got hit by a car and we also found out that she has been group rapped and....she was 5 weeks pregnant “

I cried non stop I didn’t stop crying I was broken I was completely broken. I had no one by my side then y/n. And our unborn child. I could’ve been a dad a fucking dad. “ I’m sorry.....” said the nurse. “ Y/N !!!! Come back please come back.... “ I cried and cried for her to come back but ofc she couldn’t.

1 h later

the same nurse came back “ we have to move her body to another room for those that’s.....dead “she tried to not sound rude. I was ready to yell at the nurse but Jimin grabbed my wrist. That was the last time I ever saw y/n body in front of my eyes.

“ this is my fault if I hadn’t gone to those mother fuckers that touched my.... y/n .. she would stand here with me and not up in the sky. EVERYTHING IS MY FUCKING FAULT... FUCK I HATE THIS WORLD I HATE MY SELF I-... I JUST WANT MY Y/N MY ANGEL BACK !!! “ I shouted while banging on a white wall. “ it’s not your fault “ said Jin. His eyes where red. I could see he was crying. “ how could it not be my fault how ?!” Jin looked down I know He wanted to just make me feel better but how am I supposed to feel better when the person I love died because of me. My parents where right I should have listen to them when they told me I was an big disappointing for everyone.

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