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#I mean. I ASSUME the fact that I got invited to the oral exam means my thesis
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...... fuuuuuuck
I juuuuust want to be dead.
that is all
going to bed now. taking my thesis and my laptop and a pen and paper with me. and hoping I'll have at least a couple useful thoughts before I pass out (I won't)
#it'll be fine it'll be fine it'll be fine
#but I can't help feeling like this is the point where I fuck up my entire future
#I mean. I ASSUME the fact that I got invited to the oral exam means my thesis
#was at least good enough to barely pass???
#but if I don't know ANYTHING tomorrow I will still fail!
#and it feels BAD. and SCARY. and I don't handle that well
#need. to. die
#right now. can't stand it
#goddddddd someone kill me
#AND ALSO. having to be face to face with that shitty professor and having to listen to him explain alllll the ways in which I am a
#dumb fucking idiot? yeah that'll fucking feel bad! and I won't be able to leave! and I will cry! because that's what I do!
#maybe it'll be so bad that I pass out! wait I wouldn't mind that actually. hm if I just think about awful enough injuries and people in pain
#I could probably make myself pass out. okay that's my plan Z now I guess. (plan A is 'open my mouth and hope a sentence comes out'. plans
#B to Y are '.......'.)
#😭😭😭😭
#actually plan Y is pass out. plan Z is build a time machine and go back in time and make yourself be less stupid and study for this crap
#tw suicide
#or whatever
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