#I patiently (very surprisingly) waited for the spoilers or info

[tatakaeeren]

Levi bad boy story has had me all day in tears...

I love that man with all my heart soul and body, and just when I thought I could not possibly love him more, I read a few, only a few spoilers! and my love grew x1000000.

We all knew his obsession with tea and the way he holds the cups had something to do with his mother, we have all made our theories and read hundreds of fanfics, and we were all right. But seeing more of Kuchel and Levi, the way he saw her, talked about her, loved her and the way she loved him, Levi probably thinks that she has been the only person who ever really loved him. Him trying his absolute best to save the tea set because it belongs to her and after awakening his ackerpowers he arrives home to make himself some tea... only for the cup to shatter and make him suffer even more than getting physically hurt... Levi had never had a day's rest, he had suffered since day one... and knowing how the story ended... seeing him finally free and having a life... It is so beautiful and heartbreaking... my heart aches for him...

PLEASE LEVI STOP BEING FICTIONAL SO I CAN HUG YOU AND HOLD YOU AND LOVE YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GOOOO!!!!!

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WHY ? THEY BEGIN TO OVERFLOW . . .

 [ˈʊnfɛrˌgɛŋlɪç; ˌʊnfɛrˈgɛŋlɪç] adj . everlasting, unfadying, undying.

independent frieren from sousou no frieren / frieren: beyond journey's end. penned by lily 25+ / selective, small, and attempting to be spoiler free.

RULES .

mun is over 25 / minors and non rp-blogs do not interact.

any spoilers will be tagged 'frieren spoilers' . mun has finished the manga as it updates as of now , so she'll default her verse to early main storyline and once more active, divide it into the story arcs thus far ! 

manga psd made by me, please do not steal, coloring psd made by animangacaps  , while any other graphics on this blog were made by me as the manga ones were .  border header by petra-rals , divider by @cafekitsune !

standard procedure, no info-modding or god-modding, frieren is a legendary mage of immense power and knowledge presently over one thousand years old. she is incredibly dangerous, incredibly lazy, but at the end of the day she is unbelievably powerful. proceed with caution if you're set on fighting her, as i tend to avoid fight threads, the odds are unlikely anyway given her lazy nature but still. she is incredibly wise and silly at the same time , callous and surprisingly thoughtful ( sometimes) and as her ‘time’ moves so much slower than other people, my writing aims to reflect that.

this rule of my boundaries set also applies to drama , callouts , and vague-posting. alongside homophobia / transphobia / racism and any form of unkind , inhumane conduct or bigotry will not be tolerated here. kindness will, but immaturity and cruel behavior will not.

while not unkillable, all fight scenes or conflict i'd like to plot out with you via primarily dms / my inbox as for now my ims are broken ! frieren can lose in a fight, as mentioned by frieren herself that in her lifespan she's lost at least eleven times , that said, with her hunger for more spells and grimoires, she will only increase in knowledge . 

as i continue exploring frieren, which is a very low key blog, expect slow replies please, and be patient as i will be with you, this is a very easygoing paced space! :) ! that said i will never pressure you into replies, so please go at your own pace too ! in terms of writing length, i tend to match my partner but have no real expectation of length or quantity as long as my passion is matched and i have something to work with. i am perfectly fine winging it and plotting just as much.

at some point, i will be adding verses ex: wha, clamp, mahoyome, ex, series not part of her canon . as of now i am only writing within her own universe , so please be patient with me as i explore her unique character . 

as far as ‘ shipping ‘ goes, the likelihood is nonexistent due to how frieren processes time, her own near immortal lifespan, and frieren herself. i feel sousou no frieren also is more heavy on the emphasis of the bonds of platonic and familial carry many of her new and old relationships. if it happens romantically (?), it's gonna be v rare, v plotted, and another 50 years long, and the only 'ship' i really see would ship is frieren / himmel . tl;dr: it's not the focus.

i do not reflect nor represent frieren , we are two different people, one fictional with her own set of actions and mindsets i don't echo as a person mun and muse are separate packages , my only goal is to write my own insight and thoughts from my vantage point to the best of my ability to do frieren justice in my own way.

i can't really think of anything else right now, but thanks a ton for reading ! can't wait to interact with you .

HEY , CAN I REMEMBER JUST FOR TODAY ?

[seven-oomen]

Omg, lol, yes, go to bed!!!

I mean, I have tried a fair few of our treats just so that I can mess with people when they ask for recommendations.  There was one treat that we used to sell by the pound that a lady actually asked us to stop carrying because her husband would buy and eat them.  Like, she would find stashes in his sock drawer.  One that we carried from a local company for a while was actually meant to be eaten by both the owner and the pet.  As I recall, they too were a bit dry and bland, but not bad overall.

And yes, that does help clear things up a bit without giving anything away, and shift the anxiety more towards curiousity.  About multiple people now, it seems.  And I love the new preview, which I presume is part of a fleshing out of Chris’s flashback about the incident with the basketball players?  Can’t wait to see how that goes.  (The angst.  The potential for comfort.  Mmmm.)

Those are excellent choices, and also some of my faves.  Ragnarok was a fucking masterpiece (will Loki’s face when Odin says “I’m proud of you my sons” ever stop catching me like a knife to the chest?  Pretty sure the answer is no.)  I love when Thor gets a chance to prove he’s actually intelligent, and I need a Valkyrie movie asap.  (And omg, some of those visuals…)  And I really need to see Black Panther again soon.  Pretty sure Shuri is my fave Disney Princess after Leia.  (For some reason I’d also really love to see Okoye and Carol meet.  Like, I’m pretty certain the combined confidence and self-assurance would just make every dude in the vicinity spontaneously bow or kneel without even fully understanding why.)

I haven’t actually gotten to see any of the footage from the FF7 remake yet, but I remembered their participation being talked about on Tumblr (which is also where I saw the pics of Keahu’s cosplay.)  I haven’t had a chance to see my friends and talk to them about it, though it’ll be more “hey, did you know that Sephiroth is voiced by Superman?” because none of them watched TW, but a fair few have seen the CW DC shows.  And hey, don’t sweat it, I just have a weird ability to remember stuff like that, whether I want to or not.  I may not always recognize the voice, but I remember names fairly well most of the time, which comes in helpful at work when we’re talking about some piece of media and they can’t recall someone I’ll play “what else were they in?” with them until we can usually figure it out.  Or when my mom is telling me about something she saw (she’s a caregiver with a patient who LOVES going to the movies, so she’s seen more in the last few years than I ever did with her as a kid XD ) and cannot for the life of her remember names correctly.  Like, at all.  It astounds me sometimes what she comes up with trying to get it right.

Gonna have to look some of those characters up, only some are familiar.  (If it weren’t for the fact that they’re cousins here, I would be screaming Geralt!Derek and Jaskier!Stiles from the rooftops.)  I have actually done a video game costume myself but it was very long ago.  Some friends and I were in a small, local Halloween parade.  We had a Mario and a Luigi, a Lara Croft (with old Nintendo guns instead of regular ones), a couple of puppet Pac-Man ghosts being chased through the group by a large cardboard Pac-Man, several Tetris pieces, and one person wearing a Power Glove, a dance pad as a cape, and innumerable corded controllers as bling who I think was technically “leading” us along.  I was the T-shaped Tetris piece, and for what was basically a large cardboard tube with another cardboard box attached to the back, it was surprisingly easy and comfortable to walk in…as long as I didn’t try to sit down.

Ooh, and last random thought that occurred to me earlier.  If Cora does turn out to be alive (which we don’t know if she is), and Peter gave up the Alpha spark, would it go to Cora, as eldest female in the Hale line, or Malia, as eldest female in Peter’s line specifically (assuming Allison stays human)?  Feel free not to answer if need be in case of potential spoilers, I just happened to think of it.

Hope your sleep was sufficient and restful!

I’m going to put down a couple of quick answers to all of these lovely asks since I don’t have much time but I do want to address some of it.

First of all, this just made me smile today all of it. I love reading through these on bad days.

Second, it was a continuation of the scuffle with the basketball players. This time seen from Peter’s pov. The preview I put up today is basically a short scene where they’re a few months into trying to get close to Chris and finally, things seem to be working. Not included in this preview is also some background info on what’s going on with Melissa and Claudia.

And that is a good question, one I haven’t thought much about since I’m still not 100% sure what I want to do with Cora in the sequel. I’m kind of tempted to not bring her back and have the spark go to Malia by default. But eh, more thoughts need to be put into this.

[boringkid95]

Thoughts on ACOTAR (first 3 books)

This going to be my honest opinion. I finally read it, it has been on my TBR for the past three years, because I am a patient person and would prefer to binge read it than waiting for it every year. Also because I have pathetic retention, and would forget everything, forced to go through the pain of rereading if I don't do it all at once. How to I feel about this book... Let's see, I wished it gave me more than it had offered. And I'm not talking about the length (which is excessive but I don't mind it), but rather the context. I will start with the first... Before even delving into this book, I had managed to stay off spoilers, which is surprisingly what I am terrific at, that an managing to stave off three years to finally pick it up. Needless to say, it was highly anticipated on my part. So when the final book (at least for the first arc) was finally released, I quickly read through it. I knew that going in, the opinions on ACOWAR was polarising. Some people loved it and some people absolutely hated it. The booktubers I watched read it with more negative opinions than otherwise, but I was not deterred. I knew that if I start reading the reviews, my opinions would be influenced and I would form biases against the entire series. So I didn't. ACOTAR opens up with a bitter Feyre who was fed up with her useless family still chasing the dream of one day returning to fortune. It was the first thing that made me like her, because she was stone cold and who not give two shits about anyone. Until she killed a fae, and then she met Tamlin. Now though I was very good at not knowing what happens in the book, I knew that Feyre was firmly shipped with someone that was not him. So I didn't care enough to try to understand him, because I knew he wasn't the one. And there was the other thing, that I think made sense as to all the negative reviews. It wasn't that the story was terrible, but rather the characters that were portrayed, more specifically Tamlin. He was a manipulative bastard, for one. He used the death of his friend to spirit Feyre away to Prythian. Practically made her dependent on him and ultimately fell in love with him. Classic Stockholm Syndrome, and we were supposed to feel sorry for him because he was the one that tried break the curse. Never mind that he sacrificed most of his court to achieve said goal. It was through the second book that I realised just how much of a coward he was. As I was saying before, I knew Rhysand was to be the one that was her "true love", so I kind of read through the first half where nothing much happens (without developing any growing attachments to Tamlin) until we finally got his first appearance during Calanmai. It wasn't until Under the Mountain, that I kind of get it. He was supportive and have absolutely faith in her, in no way was I ever under the impression that he was an SOB, but I had hoped at least his appearance and the way his character developed wasn't such a cliche (sorry). A perceived bad boy with a taunting image. That being said, it was still an engaging read. I liked that Maas's books are long, add to the fact that I never felt I was forcing myself to read (at least not until the 3rd one). It was easy to read, but I have since picked up a few pet peeve, having fully engaged in her writing style for three books straight. 1. The fact that *insert-kissed was used as an adjective enough time that I was starting to keep count. 2. Metaphoric sex scenes, I don't need it censored if you're already being graphic with most of it. 3. That everyone is pretty and perfect and hetero (until the 3rd book but was never explored). Tie in to the fact that everyone is practically paired up with someone. I don't really have to read about everyone's growing love life, if anything I wanted the Inner Circle to be just a family, where it is explored more in depth instead of having their lives info dumped on us. At one point, I had hoped that Cassian was gay, that didn't happen. All that is is that, ACOTAR's first 3 books were so consumed with the romance that it was almost borderline Cassandra Clare-esque. 4. The convenient backgrounds/myths for all the other characters/objects but never explored. For example, how did she become this, because this thing turned her into this, and we never find out what that thing is in depth. The second book rolled around... And it was, IMO, more romance than fantasy adventure the way that I want. I don't mind romance, but when it becomes too much, it gets overwhelming for me. That and the fact that I can't imagine a guy reading without rolling their eyes, the action and romance scale in ACOMAF at least is imbalanced, leaning too heavily on the latter. That doesn't mean I didn't like reading from a depressed Feyre's POV, in fact it was dealt with well (from a person who has never suffered from mental illness). Her healing was not instantaneous, but rather slow and in progress. It didn't feel rushed or forced. Also the fact that she didn't completely escaped her nightmares made this book all the more relatable. Feyre's pulling away from Tam was understandable, considering the SOB he was becoming. On to the third... This book is a whole lot of... something. Yes it's more action-y (I'm using that word) than the last but it is still excessive in a sense. Some of the things didn't need to happen as much as it did and there was questions left unanswered. In this book, the bad guys are not all bad, vice versa. Ianthe, who has never register to me until ACOWAR, was damned entertaining to me. The first part where Feyre returned to Spring Court was my favourite part in all three books, because here was a woman who has blossomed, been strong and confident enough to pull one over the entire court. And then the war started... The preparation up to the war itself was too long that it dragged the book. The more interesting characters were not explored, IE Eris, Miryam and Drakon, even I wanted to read from Varian's POV. With so much happening, I think this book at least needed to be multiple POVs just so everything was flushed out smoothly. The war itself ended on an a particularly anti-climatic note, and the way that everything wrapped was too contrived and... again too convenient. I get that every book out there has that mediocre last book but this one is just up there on my list. As you can tell, I might have binged through all three tomes, but it did not give me the enjoyment that I wanted from it. I've realised after reading a shit ton of other fantasies, that it's hard to satisfy me just from the action adventure in this book. The romance, I could do with a little less, I need it developed, not all consuming. Which is why I didn't give any of the books 5 stars on goodreads, just because I didn't feel like I enjoyed myself the way I did other fantasy. TL;DR, do I regret waiting three years? No. Did I wanted more? Yes. Do I like Feysand? I don't hate it, I certainly didn't squeal over their scenes. Will I continue to read Maas's work? Hell yes, I did not wait five years to quit, unless it's really shitty (excluding the shitty adjectives), than I would drop it like used tissue.