#I remember trying to befriend other kids my age and completely failing cause I couldn't pick up on any social cues | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

neon-angels-system · 2 years

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in primary school I used to pick cicada shells off of trees n put them on my shirt. cause the lil legs were good at sticking onto things + my shirts usually had pretty good grip. one time I collected a whole bunch n stored them behind a tree. but then I forgot where the tree was. sad

#the majority of my memories from primary school are reading cause I had no friends for 4 out of 6 years #and my twin did have one or two friends #I spent a lot of time wandering around the school finding neat spots to sit at and/or play #and of course. the swing.#also note that I'm say I but legally speaking it was in fact a mixture of multiple other alters etc etc #in my defence I did get the memories passed down to me okay #uhhhh #second to last year I befriended another autistic kid and spent all my time trying to impress him #I remember trying to befriend other kids my age and completely failing cause I couldn't pick up on any social cues #and their friendship groups were already established #I immediately made several friends the moment I got to intermediate so?? not sure what that was all about #anyway yeah my primary school memories r a little scattered since there's nothing to really anchor them to. 2/3rds of it was just reading

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