#I think I’ll opt out of @ing people (cuz some of my followers are weird) but if u see this thank u so much

[junglejim4322]

Dube… don’t even know where to start. Made plans to catch up with friends I haven’t seen in a while. On the way there while setting up gps I noticed one of them was texting my mom and was like Wtf is going on why is my friend texting you and she was like 🤷‍♀️ idk lol. Maybe cuz you’re so sucks and I’m more fun and chill (paraphrased). Showed up to people I didn’t expect to be there and still didn’t think anything of it except okay I guess they had spare time and were ready to #chill. Only to find out it was a half birthday surprise party and my mom organized a secret group chat with my friends (I was ABANDONED) and planned this for months????!??!?‼️‼️❗️❗️❗️‼️❗️‼️‼️❗️

I seriously used to love my birthday it was the highlight of my year but I have not celebrated it in about 3 years out of a combination of bad memories and depression and exhaustion. I’m so grateful to have people in my life who cared enough to show up and do this I can’t believe how far everything has come and how wonderful the people in my life are. Today I feel so fucking grateful and omg… happy for once. I will be posting this as a historical artifact to be remembered forever. Love everybody. I think it actually woke me out of my coma and I think things are looking up from here. I have a lot of hope. Luv ya everybody

^ my gluten free half birthday cake and a honeydew melon I got gifted pictured above. Treasured possessions forever