#I want to slep forever and always!!! ^ __ ^

[sweetnsour1]

9:36:01

Angsty fluff, Bakugou x fem reader

Part 1 of Broken Collection

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“An echo.”

“An echo?”

“Yeah, ya know-“ you interrupted yourself with a few waves of your hand…an attempt to summon some sense of understanding. “Like the same thing, but not…and it comes later.”

Your thoughts faltered when you looked up at the sound of a chuckle, but your timing was off. The evidence was already being erased from his lips with the pass of a scarred hand. A quick cough and eye roll reset his expression before he tried again.

“Yea, I get what an echo is. Don’t get how one brought ya here.”

You huffed, returning your gaze to your lap. This was all frustrating and so…so stupid. You were frustrating. You were-A slippered foot nudged your leg. He bent to your sprawled-on-the-floor level, hooking a finger beneath your chin, raising your probably bloodshot eyes to meet his naturally red ones. Your eyes watered as they widened at the close proximity. Fuck, he looked so good…and you were so tired.

“Hmm…fix your face.”

“Ugh, I know. I haven’t slep-“

“No, this.” Something ran across your lips, tracing the frown you didn’t know was on display. By the time you could process his touch, it was gone. He was standing in the doorway again. This time with his hand down, palm out. “Well, come on.” The rush of panic was instant, your head was throbbing, your ears were ringing, your thoughts frozen before they could start.

“Huh?”

“Did ya wanna sleep out here?”

“No.”

“Okay then.” He moved closer, and you let him help you up.

Ugh, standing felt like such a pain after a night of dancing with Mina and Kaminari. They were probably still out. You’d bailed after the third spot…once you realized you were in walking distance to-

“Ya good?”

You nodded, seeing he’d led you to the bathroom. “Soft,” you mumbled into the pile of folded somethings he pushed into your arms.

“Remember where everything is?” He paused for an extra moment while you blinked up at him. “Nothing’s changed.”

You must have nodded because he seemed satisfied before heading off to the kitchen. You wandered to the mirror, ignoring your reflection, and placed the clothes on the counter. Nothing’s changed. What a lie. So many things had changed.

However, he wasn’t wrong…quite a few things seemed to have remained: The extra loofahs beneath the sink, the clean towel hanging on the shower door because you’d always forget to grab one, lavender bodywash, color protecting shampoo, the drain cover to catch your hair before it wreaked havoc on the plumbing.

You let the water burn, and steam fill the room. Anything to hide these markers, these tiny headstones detailing who was here for a moment before having to move on. Eventually, you groaned and shut the water off. You couldn’t hide in here forever.

“What am I doinggg?”

“Using all the hot water in the building.”

“Shit!” You wiped at the shower door to reveal an empty bathroom. “The fuck?”

That same chuckle floated toward you. “Don’t worry, still out here.” A hand waved from the hall. “Ya didn’t shut the door.”

“Oh, sorry.”

“Stop saying sorry, idiot.”

“Sor-“

“There’s food when you’re done.”

It felt so fucking good to be clean. You were halfway through putting lotion on, freezing mid-thigh. You’d bought this…for him at first, but then a larger size when you ended up loving the scent. Now it was just something else on the long list of things you had avoided for months. You finished getting presentable enough to journey to the kitchen.

He really did look so fucking good. His shoulders were relaxed, no longer grinding up towards his ears. His breaths seemed calmer than before. His back and shoulders had gotten bigger in all the best ways, while his waist seemed smaller somehow. He finally had the undercut you’d pushed for years ago, but he’d never wanted to try. He really, truly seemed like he was doing so much fucking better. But you knew that…you knew…you had said…you-

You jumped as his hands grabbed your face. When the hell had he turned around?

“The hell? You okay?” His thumbs traced along your cheekbones. Oh, tears.

“Yea, yea…just tired.” You tugged free of his grip, backing away to sit in the living room, burrowing into the corner of the sofa you used to like best. He half followed, and you could feel the question coming. He opened his mouth as you rolled your eyes. “Promise.” He shut it again with a tch, disappearing into the kitchen again. It’s like you were running lines from a script you’d memorized.

The food he finally brought over was probably delicious. You could only register it was warm and filling. It was hard to focus on anything really. Too much alcohol, too little sleep, too many memories, just too much.

“So an echo?”

You paused, noticing you had slid a pillow between the two of you at some point.

“Mmm. It’s probably better if we don’t unpack that.”

The cushions shifted as he stretched his long arms up and back down to rest along the back of the sofa. You found your gaze ripped away from the shoulders you couldn’t stop staring at by that same soft laugh you’d missed so much.

“Probably. Still wanna hear it though.”

“It’s just a theory…”

“Ya love those.”

“Mhmm.”

“So what is it this time?”

“It’s just…we broke up.”

“That’s true.”

“Well we broke up because we thought-“

“We?”

“Well we broke up because I thought we weren’t bringing out the best in each other anymore. Everything was harder and stressful and exhausting. We both put work first, but that made us feel shitty at home. But if we took time off to be at home, we felt shitty about not being at work. We were too similar and enabled so many bad habits.”

“Yea yea, I remember all that from before. Now what’s this echo?”

“Yea, so…we broke up because I thought that might be true. Now it’s been a while. And we’re both doing much better. Great even. And it’s just like a shitty echo of the heartbreak. Ya know? Because it’s like proof that we’re better apart than together. And…”

“And?”

“And so I guess that’s why I’m here.”

“Hmm.”

“What?”

“Doin’ great, huh?” His fingers ran through his blonde hair. “Are you doing better?”

“What? I mean…I’ve never been ranking higher than I am now. And the agency-“

“Not what I asked.”

“You asked-“

“Not work. Are you doing better?”

“Oh…yes?” Finally you were looking when his eyes crinkled and his laugh was set loose. Pretty.

“Now ask me.”

“Ask you?” He was no longer laughing but his mouth looked ready to release another at any moment. “Um, are you doing better?”

His hand was just warm enough for you to not flinch as it made contact with your neck. His thumb stroked the side of your face. Your eyes closed and you leaned into the touch you’d stayed away from for most of the year. You opened them again, unsure of how long he’d let you rest in the literal palm of his hand. He was fully grinning now.

“Not at fuckin’ all.”

“Not at fuck-wait not at all?” Your thoughts were getting more sluggish by the minute.

“Nope.”

“But-“

“Yea work’s great, but I’m always great at work.”

“But…You seem so relaxed and happy and I dunno…different?”

“No shit. You showed up at my door like I ordered delivery.” He laughed at your pout before it was fully formed. “Guess you’re too exhausted to wonder why I was awake at two in the fuckin’ morning.”

“But…but you go to bed at eight.”

“Been a while since i could do that.”

“Why?”

“You’re not the only one getting chased by echoes, kid.”

“Oh.”

Mmmmmm still unsure where this one is going, but these two are tugging me along. So we’ll see

Next part

Masterlist

[franeridart]

Anon said: How are you just like "Oh these are just some warm up sketches" and post a full finished piece, while I'm over here sketching a triangle person and calling it a finished piece.

I dunno if this was a legit question asking for a legit answer, but I do happen to have a legit answer so I might as well give it! If I wanted to go into detals with it it’d take me forever though, so allow me to separate it into two points to make it easier

I learnt how to be very fast in putting down my lines and trained myself into not overthinking every single dot I put down. This took about five or six years of drawing daily and a whole life of drawing occasionally before then, because to do so you need to reach a point where you’re drawing something you’ve drawn so many times that by now your hand sort of goes without you needing to think about it much, so it’s not a fast process, but boy is it worth it. Mostly learning how to not overthink it, overthinking it used to be 90% of my time spent on a drawing and dear god did it suck the joy out of everything I drew

I have two very distinctive ways of approaching a drawing, one where I actually put effort in it and the other where I just want to let the squiggles out of my pen, and warm ups are the second one - the lack of effort I’m putting in can have different forms and show in different ways, so a warm up could be a fully colored piece as it could be just a pencil doodle, depending on where and on what exactly I’m being lazy: it could be the type of tool I’m using that allows me to draw without having to line, it could be a very tiny canvas that lets me avoid a ton of details a big canvas would demand. I might be cutting the time I usually put in making sure my anatomy is correct, I might be using a shading technique that takes a tenth of the time my usual one would, I might be using a style that’s just easier and faster to draw, or drawing characters I’ve drawn a trillion times in extremely generic poses and clothes. There’s a lot of things that I can do to make things faster for me! It’s skills you gain as you draw a lot - you learn how to draw things the hard way, and then you realize that along the way you learnt how to do them the easy way too

hope this actually answers your question! If it was a question at all lol if it wasn’t then sorry for rambling, please pretend I didn’t say anything hahaha

Anon said: I love your newest comic!!! So adorable!! I noticed Bakugou's mom does the affectionate hair rustle thing to him in the manga/anime, do you think Bakugou subconsciously does the same to show affection cause of it? I love the way you draw faces and poses, it's so expressive!!

Ahhhhh thank you so much!!! And yeah, it might be! After all we do take a lot from the people we live with even without realizing, and he’s already so similar to his mom!

Anon said: I saw your bakushima comic from October 9th (2019) where Bakugo falls asleep studying and Kirishima sets him down on the table properly and it was so soft my heart is crying

;;;;; !!!!!!!! I’m glad you liked it!! <3<3

Anon said: If it not to much, could I possibly get a Ochamina doodle pls? I just love some sweet lesbeans 👉👈

Awww I’m not taking requests right now, but I’ll keep it in mind for next time I want to doodle and don’t know what!

Anon said: I love your art! I envy you.

Please don’t! There’s a lot of reasons why being me isn’t a lot of fun - if it’s just my skill you envy, then all you gotta do is draw a lot! 

Anon said: i just went through your entire kiribaku tag and omg it was beautiful seeing the progression in your art skills but still keeping the same funny/cute/heartwarming/etc traits you thought up for their dynamic!! i hope that makes sense haha !! love your art keep it up

It does make sense!!! Thank you so much both for looking through the whole tag and for thinking so, it means a lot to me!! ;;; <3<3

Anon said: Hey fran! I hope you're doing well(especially with quarantine and all)!! I really love your anatomy and how fluid and stylistic it can be! It's super fun to look at! I wanted to ask you if you ever did any in depth studies on anatomy? Like muscles and bones. I've heard a lot of artists mention the necessity of studying bones/muscles, i'd really like to know your opinion on the subject

Ahhh god thank you so much!! And... hmm let’s see if I can word this properly and have it make sense - always keeping in mind that this is just my opinion, of course!

If all you want to do is to draw, then all you need to do is to pick up your pencil and draw - it’s really that easy as far as I’m concerned. You don’t need to know anatomy in depth to just draw, everyone has seen a person, everyone knows how a person looks. That is, if all you want to do is to draw for the sake of drawing. If you want to draw an anatomically correct looking human being, though, you do need to know how anatomy works - and the deeper you’ll go into studying it the more correct your people will look. It’s kind how everyone can draw a bicycle, but if you want to draw a realistic bicycle you’re gonna need to look up references for it, you know? It’s all on the level at which you’re interested in drawing, the more technically skilled you want to be the more you’ll have to study

As for my personal experience with this, I hate studying with a passion. Studying puts a damper on my enjoyement of everything, and drawing isn’t excluded from this - you put a book in front of me expecting me to study it and suddenly I never want to pick up a pencil again. This means that I never sat down and studied anatomy in depth and all in one go just to learn how to draw a human being, but it doesn’t mean that I didn’t, slowly and now and again and in bits and pieces, study parts of the body to get a better understanding of it. I know better about the skeleton than I do about muscles, and I still have enough to learn about everything that anyone who’s studied anatomy properly would find a trillion mistakes in everything I draw, but my way of going about drawing has always been and always will be putting my enjoyement of it first and foremost, so I’m not interested in putting myself through a tour-de-force to learn everything there is to know about anatomy just to make my doodles look appealing to someone with a medical degree haha I’m just doing me, and when the mood is right I look up how to properly draw something, but until then I just do it as best as I can with my limited knowledge, being fully aware that what I’m producing is far from accurate but being willing to make that compromise for my own comfort

So that’s my opinion on it lol it all boils down to how important it is for you to know how to properly draw the human body - of course it’s gonna look more professional and better if you’ve studied it, but everyone has their own priorities, you know?

Anon said: Thank you for your hard work, seeing an upload from you is so nice, and the colors are so pretty

Thank you so muuuuccchhhhh!!!! TTATT <3<3<3

Anon said: Opinions on Tokoyami Fumikage 💕

One of my top faves in the whole manga, actually! I have a drawing in the making of him, I should get back to it..........

Anon said: HOLY SHIT FRAN THE TOES HOW YOU DRAW THE TOES SO WELL FEET ARE THE DEATH OF ME AND YOU’RE OVER HERE DRAWING TOES THEY’RE SO GOOD PLEASE TEACH ME YOUR WAYS!!! -❤️

Thank you!!!!!!!! So pretty much my way of learning this specific skill was being obsessed with elves when I was fifteen and wanting to draw them all the time  and also for whatever reason being convinced that they were not supposed to wear shoes so I just drew a lot of feet with references and tutorials and stuff till I could draw my elves properly. Which isn’t necessarily what you need to do to learn how to draw feet, but, I mean, it worked for me lol

Anon said: I love ur Bnha ships and all but what would u do if some of them didn’t become canon??

Oh, I actually don’t care about that at all? I don’t expect most of them to become canon anyway - like, ochadeku sounds reasonable and kamijirou seems to be getting there, but everything else I never even considered it as an actual possibilily. I don’t really ship because I want to see my ships become canon, I just like the potential in what I can make with them? If that makes sense? They’re just fun to think about and I like making fancontent, that’s all there is to it really haha honestly if I had my way no ship would ever be canon ever ha ha ha

Anon said: Slep is for the wek

No actually sleep is for Frans who want a chance at getting up tomorrow morning without an headache for once, so I should do that and go to sleep already lmao

[imagine-a-killingharmony]

Drunk V3 Boys!

How about a s/o that has to deal with the v3 boys getting super drunk and then the after math of how is the hangover. ( bonus points if drunk kokichi says the " Finland" spongebob meme) please and ty

Quickly, just imagine them as adults like I am- underage drinking is a big fat “no”, look at me being an... dork. But anyway In the less dork-part let’s say this... I’m literally a giant mess who hasn’t ever been drunk or anything, I don’t really know the effects so we’re going to use those anime-type-of-drunk which is very likely VERY inaccurate or... somewhat-realistic I don’t know. But woah.

Kiibo (Error! Error! Overheating!)

After coming back from his last check-up from Miu you were expecting to be cuddled up close with Kiibo on the couch, watching nextflix- some cheesy Disney movie which you’ve already seen thousands of time before... that’s what you thought....

Till Kiibo walked in adjusted by an trembling Miu who had her arm slung around him, she looked down on the verge of tears muttering about being “so disrespected”, Kiibo sluggishly rolls his head up bursts of steam expanded from every inch of his body.

“... U... Uuuh... there was a function I added inside of em’ to test some booze I was plannin’ on drinking... it was... uh... successful but... J-Just take him- I don’t want to be fuckin’ called out anymore!”

Miu threw Kiibo in your direction running back from once she came, wiping at her eyes as she whined about “how mean” he was... you could only watch Kiibo stir awake, nervousness pricked at your stomach as you realized she made Kiibo try an alcoholic... BEVERAGE!

“... (S/O)?” Kiibo glances up at you, blinking once or twice as he took in his surroundings, you asked if he was okay- he groggily nodded his head. “Never better (S/O)... but... Miu... I-I was just telling her about how stupid it is that she puts herself down almost all the time when she has a brilliant mind, then her very inappropriate attitude- which she presents herself to cover up that wall of self-esteem issues she has... Ah... then there was me getting onto the fact that most people are uncomfortable with the sexual intuendos she has- and for some odd reason before I could say anymore she dragged me here...”

“... I rebooted on the way... once or twice...”

“... what.” Oh. Oh my god... He... What? Kiibo said that?

“... Yes... Hey (S/O) actually I-I have some things to say about you too, look me in the eyes, look at me right now please...” Kiibo cups your face, he looks you right in the eyes, those aren’t the soft loving eyes you know- those are eyes that... are going to fucking destroy you.

Kiibo holds your face tight, escape is impossible, he sluggishly rolls his head as a soft frown falls on his face.

“... You have your errors yourself actually... like... how you...”

...

...

You failed... you are absolutely burnt, just turned into soot by the end of his rant, he’s just sleeping peacefully under the blankets that you had gotten for “cuddle night”, you don’t feel soft at all- you just feel absolutely WRECKED.

Shuichi Saihara (Sad Drunk)

You had both gone out on a party together, specifically a reunion with your classmates which Kokichi was hosting... which already sported red flags but you all didn’t question it, that is until people started to drop like flies... people who drank the punch specifically dropped like flies.

Kaede asked who made the punch... when the relevation that it was Miu and Kokichi themselves it all fell into place like a puzzle, they spiked the goddamn punch.

One of the victims... happened to be Shuichi, a light-weight he hugged your arm tightly slurring and whirling, tears fell down his face as he cried and sobbed about the world.

“... (S-S-S/O!) It’s no fair... I-Iiiii never did anything wrong so why does everything hafta’ be against meeeee...? *hic* it’s unfair.... unfairunfairunfair!”

It’s the fifth time you pat his back, he leans in for a better hold of you so you can give him more affection, he loves that so please do go on, he lets out a slurred hiccup.

“... (S-S/O) a... aaare you seeing anyone...? You always were soooo pretty... and... aaand niiiiice... *hic* and... aaand it make me really happy... I-Iiii wanted to date you since forever ago...”

... How drunk is he to forget the two of you are already dating? “I am.”

Shuichi’s eyes widen, he presses himself up against you with an wail as he starts to cry harder. “Of course yu are- H-Hic- I’m NOT CRYINGF.”

You can’t help but to wonder how he’ll feel in the morning, for now you try to give your poor drunk boyfriend solace as you explain how the two of you are already well- dating.

Luckily, Shuichi falls asleep on your lap while you comfort him, the tears having tired him out... he put his hands around your waist, he bids the world “night night”.

Ryoma Hoshi (Excitable Drunk)

Ryoma wasn’t a heavy drinker, actually he had never drank an drop of the stuff ever, prison doesn’t allow those sort of luxuries, besides he just didn’t want to ruin his reputation by drinking at about fifteen or some shit.

So... he was old enough, the two of you were going on a date here... he’d was just chugging the stuff considering he wanted to see how it tasted, which was rather gross under further consideration... but what he happened to pick up is that he wasn’t feeling all that woozy... guess he ain’t no light-weight.

But he sure ain’t no god, it takes about three whole damn bottles for the effects to start to shine.

...It takes five whole damn bottles for him to actually feel anything, you kept a close eye on your boyfriend as he put the second bottle down with a huff, wiping at his mouth with a “wew”!

“... That was uh, gross taste, heh.” Ryoma pulled his hat up, his cheeks flush slightly pink as he looked around. “Hey. Hey (S/O) you gorgeous son of a bitch look at me.” As soon as you even give him your attention he fingerguns.

... Ryoma wobbly pulls himself up, he doesn’t look like he’ll trip, honestly somehow he still has his balance as he takes your hand.

“... Oh my god I just had an amazing idea. We should adopt,,, a lot of cats,,, not like,,, any cats,,, but... buuuut like an shop full of them,,, and name each of them something silly...” Ryoma’s eyes sparkle deviously. “... Or... like... like... steal everybody’s cats... so we remain the supreme leaders of feline...”

“... Ryoma... do... do you feel tired? Want to take a nap, as amazing ideas as these sound I don’t think your in the right state of mind for... this.” If you let any of this happen, Ryoma’s going to hate himself in the morning.

“I know what I’m doing... I have a license... gimme a sec...” Ryoma pulls out a piece of paper, writes on it, flips it to reveal in sloppy handwriting: “I knwo wat Im do”

You try to survey his features after writing that, all he does is shoot his fingerguns at you.

...Okat you honestly need to take a few pictures of this to show Ryoma later oh my god he’s wobbling towards the door to bring one of those plans he’s mentioned to full-glory, you locked the door for Ryoma, his drunken brain can’t comprehend how to use a step-ladder. You just go to get him some water...

Kaito Momota (... Tired Drunk)

Kaito wouldn’t drink... much, sure, he would totally forge an certificate to like- well, go to space but that was for a good cause! Stuff like drinking was meant to be done for special events and shit otherwise you might get hooked!

And he didn’t actually mean to get drunk on you! He promised he just... kind of mistook the wine in the fridge as the grape panta, he was thirsty- and really fucking tired! Okay? He didn’t expect when he chugged the whole bottle down for the world to... to... hnnnnnn... what’s the word...?

It took a while for you to notice anything was amiss, Kaito had taken himself out of the room to “go get a drink” then he still never came back, so you went to check on your boyfriend to see if he still hadn’t gotten anything, needed some help.

What you didn’t expect to see was Kaito Momota Luminary of the Stars on the floor looking back up at the ceiling mindlessly, with that bottle of wine held tightly in his hands.

“... D... Doo... yu... think it’d be a bd idea if I trie... tried to take a np here? Jst... slep untl a hangover fcks me the hell up, everything hur ts.”

... Oh god! That’s even more errors than usual, so it’s likely on purpose! Kaito’s DRUNK!

You go to get some water for him in the fridge, Kaito’s still looking at the ceiling talking to himself slightly hushed, you don’t know what he’s thinking but he looks like he’s having an ephiphany about the world.

“Holy... Hly sht (S/O) I jst realized how fuckin... weird that Shuichi’s hair stands up like that... he doesn’t use anything to make it like that so how.”

“... Kaito I don’t think your in the right state of mind to make choices like that...” You offer some water to him, his eyes widen.

“Why... Why is everyone’s hair dyed- Like is it actually dyed? Or is it just natural- how can it be natural tho... unless... oh my god (S/O)... we’re in an anime I can’t believe it.”

“Kaito I think you need an second...”

“No. No I know what I’m sayin- oh my god we’re the main characters in some weird anime (S/O)... that’s the only explanation,,, I have to tell... Tsumugi but my legs won’t work nn nn n n..”

... You just pat his head, Kaito grimaces... he was absolutely wasted so everything he said held no inch of truth in it, you just hoped that soon enough your efforts to help him better bare fruit... So he doesn’t make anymore odd claims like him and his friends are in some “weird anime”!

Winks at the fourth wall.

Rantaro Amami (Immune System Of God)

Rantaro... wasn’t a drinker... well besides those really fancy drinks that he usually saw when you both got out, those always looked like a magical experience to try out so he usually did buy those but... he’s never actually gotten legitimately “drunk”, it may be because he never drinks too much.

Then there was the time that had asked Rantaro if he had ever gotten in all words actually “drunk” he responded with a shrug: “I guess I do...? Uh, I’m usually in the right state of mind afterwards still... enough to walk...”

... This was a topic which needed much more exploration... so you went out to a bar together, you swore that anything he got was on you... he squinted but still he bought some colorful drinks in funny-looking cups, peering towards you while he did...

...

He wasn’t actually drunk even after drinking quite a bit, what is this man, how is his immune system keeping him awake? Rantaro chuckles... “Yeah, I think that’s enough for tonight.. come on let’s go home.”

You either failed or this task is just impossible, you take the hand he offers you and walk outside with him... the only noticeable effect are the times he almost bumps into the wall but other than that... nothing...

He knows how to hold his liquor...

Gonta Gokuhara (Clumsy Drunk)

This was Kokichi’s fault, that’s all you know... he offered something for Gonta, that’s what he told you when he gave you back a stumbling crying boyfriend.

“... How did you even get him to drink this- oh my god! Gonta- baby please go lay down on the couch...” You led Gonta to the couch to sit down, he sobbed loudly into the pillow almost falling off, you gave a harsh glare to the Supreme Leader who chuckled at your displeasure.

“I told him it was “Respect Women Juice! TM! Yeah he really just drank it without an inch of hesitance...! Then he fell over drunk, it was hilarious till I had to actually bring him here.”

Gonta let out another loud sob as he fell over off the couch onto the floor, crying about how “Gonta caaaan’t see...!!!”

“You... are one screwed up... mess of a person Kokichi Ouma...” Pushing Gonta back onto the couch you tried to reassure him everything was alright, Kokichi grinned at you putting both of his hands behind the of his head.

“Oh I know... I know really quite well! Good luck dealing with him!”

Kokichi left the two of you alone together, you just let Gonta cry against you about how everything felt so weird... offering some water and some hugs, you’ll get revenge at Kokichi for this... you swear to it.

Kokichi Ouma (Angry Drunk)

... How... Who the hell had enough of your boyfriend to go and make him chug down so much alchohol he got drunk, god knows, but he was now... here... and slurring about some criticisms you didn’t know he had...

“Like... (S/O) it’s so stupid... instead of like... liiiike... getting mad at me when I insult her she usually gets off on it... it’s so gross,,, like how horny can somebody be (S/O)? How HORNY can you be?”

“... Kokichi... do you need a...” Despite how you tried to chime in he always cut you off, with a half-awake grumble...

“No... No let me say this... Hiiiii... iii... so... so what the hell is with Kaito’s sense of logic....? I know, know for a fact he CAN be stupid enough to literally TRUST everybody he meets, like even if there’s hard proof that their an asshole he’s STILL by their side... what the FUCK.”

“Are you talking about Maki?”

“SHE LITERALLY CHOKED ME ONCE YES, Y ES I MEAN MAKI...!” Kokichi touches his neck, rubbing at it. “Honestly... Maki is such a damn... damn jerk... seriously... she’s made “do you want to die” her punchline to almost any jokes she makes, we get it, your edgy as hell!”

While Kokichi grumbled the both of you didn’t notice the door quietly open up... nor did you notice it until their footsteps were in the right range for you to notice them...

Maki trails into the room with an sweating Kaito Momota by her side, she held a card in her hand with the words: “sorry for making you chug beer” in a rather sloppy handwriting...

“... Makiroll, don’t do this...-“ The astronaut tried to stop the caregiver but it was too late, she was already sprinting towards Kokichi to land a finishing blow...!

“FINLAND!”

[To be continued (But not really)]

Korekiyo Shinguuji (Beutifial,,, ohbnn)

How did he actually... get like this, well you honestly swear to god you don’t know, he just appeared at your doorstep muttering about how beautiful humanity was... in so much typos it was almost impossible to decipher a word of what he said...

“... Korekiyo do... you want some water?”

“... hdhdbnnkklllllln.” Korekiyo press his head against the pillow lethargically, he groaned afterwords grasping at his stomach.

“... Is... Is that a yes? A maybe? A... no?”

“... nnnnnnnnnnz.”

“No it is! No it is...”

“Okay! So do you want to um... take a nap?”

“... nbcbxzzz.”

Well. Well you can’t decipher any of this mess, picking yourself up you go to the kitchen to try and take in all that’s happened today...

“... I’ll just get that water anyway...” You pray to whatever god that exists... to please... pleasepleaseplease never have Korekiyo get drunk again.

[malockser]

~ Gruvia in the Ice Kingdom  ~

I thought that the Gruvia Day would be just tomorrow (12) but since it seems it were yesterday i will post this one shot thta i had already archived for a time so i hope you all like it, even it’s delayed ( as Always - -‘ ) . 

Enjoy ~ 

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Juvia POV Juvia is a servant in the Ice Fullbuster Kingdom, it's nearly at the Dragneel Kingdom as well. I served Gray-sama for 2 years and I've been in love with him since when the first time saw him, I know he's going to marry a beautiful and important woman someday, and it really hurts me a lot when I think of that. I started crying at night before bed, but no one knows it, everyone thinks I'm a happy person all the time. If it were true, it would be so good. - I would love if I could have at least a chance to win Gray-sama's heart ... no, idiot Juvia !! It's impossible !! Gray-sama is a prince and you are just a servant. - Hey Juvia, do you know where my shirt is ?? - Kyaa !! - I accidentally stumble and I would drop the water jug I was holding if a strong arm did not hold my waist. - Hey, are you okay? - I-I'm !! I'm sorry for this !!   - Don't worry, you spoke in the first person again. - I-Is anoying Juvia talking in third person all the time ?? - I whisper, staring at the floor. - No way, it's just different when you change it, you know you can talk the way you want, right Juv ?? - He messes up my hair the way he always does when he teases me. - You are so kind. - And you're so cute . - He took my hair off. - Anyhow, did you see my shirt?  My dad will kill me if I get caught again without it. - It's in your room Gray-sama, Juvia saw that a while ago, and- - You wear it again ?? - E-Eh ?? Th-This was a long time ago !! J-Juvia ha- - Juvia haven't fault if she loves Gray-sama's smell right ?? ~ - He imitates me - Gra-Gray-sama !! J-Juvia haves to go- Before i could run he hugged me and put his head in my shoulder - I am just kidding you know right ?? And you have a good smell too - He put the face in my blue locks - Your name must be Juvia BLUE LOCKSer don't you think ?? - W-Well-J-Juvia doesn't...   - Or do you preffer Juvia Fullbuster ?? - Gray-sama !! Juv-Juvia needs to go now !! - I manage to get free of the hug and starts to run, but Gray-sama screams: - You can't run away from me forever Juvia-chan ~ Awn, that hug was so good Gray-sama T^T

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gray POV - *sigh* Man... i am... so...boooooored - Natsu said. We was just walking around there searching for something interessant. - Why you dragged me to here ?? If you haven't nothing more interessant to do then i will- - Come back to your girlfriend ?? - Juvia isn't my girlfriend Natsu. For some reason he was smiling. - I never mentioned Juvia, Gray, then that means... - Your... - YOU ADMIT SHE IS MORE THAN A SERVANT FOR YOU !!! - He yells and started to run - YOU LIIIIIKES JU- And that's how Lucy found Natsu inside an iceberg. -...You teased Gray about Juvia again right ?? - She sighs looking at the pink haired guy. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Welcome home Gray-sama - Juvia said, while picking my jaquet. - Thanks - But you came back early, something happened with Natsu-san ??   - I was missing my darling already ~ - I wink to her - Eh ?! - I am joking...but if you want then...- - Gray-sama - She corvers her face. - Well, isn't like i don't missed you, but i was so bored and we had to run away from some idiot fangirls, if i could i would frozen all of them, but my father always bothers me to be a "educated" prince. And now Natsu is in a iceberg. - Did your fangirls runned after you two again ?? Did he bothered you again ?? Did he hurt you again ?? Then Juvia will give him a lesson again- In that point i had to hold her hands, or she wouldn't stop to search some wounds in me. - Calm down, he didn't hurt me, and that time was just one punch. - But Gray-sama get one purple eye !! - It was nothing, and i would not care if i hurt myself again if that means you will kiss my face again - I said, smiling more when she starts to blush more than a tomato. - I-I-It w-was i thought you were s-s-slepping- - I was pretending ~ Thinking again, my face is aching, will you kiss my face ?? - Juvia is worried about you getting hurt Gray-sama, she is not joking !!! - She tries to make a serious and angry face but i just could laugh about how cute she seemed like this. I wrapped my arms around her back and whispered at her ear: - I'm talking serious too Juv, can you kiss my face ?? I am- *hit* - Ow !! What the hell ?? - Someone shot one high heel in me !! And it's obvious who did that - Hey Ultear, what you have in your mind ?? - I just thought you are teasing so much my Juvia- She walks with the hands the waist and stayed at Juvia's side, taking her of my arms and hugging her. - It's MY Juvia and i am the ONE that can and will hug her - I catch Juvia and hug her again. - J-Juvia is..- Juvia tried to say when the brothers was fighting about whose Juvia is. " Now i was pulling Ultear's hair and she was pushing my face." So i noticed she was with normal clothes - Huh ? Will you go to somewhere ?? - Yes. - Alone ?? Then, i could- - She will go with me little brother - Ultear let me free and put her hand in Juvia's shoulder - You know, she haves really a good sense to clothes. And i need the most beautiful dress to- - Get a boyfriend ?? Your single woma- *hit* - Where the hell you disguise that shoes ?? - Now excuse us, let's go Juvia-chan !! - E-Eh ?? But what about Gray-sa-

Juvia POV - Forget that idiot, you deserves someone better, oh i know !! Let's search for some boys !! - Don't dare to do this weird things with her !! - Gray-sama screams at the door. - Stop screaming, your jerk !!! Excuse him Juvia, he does not have a well mind. - Okay... - Juvia could just laugh  of their relationship. - Ok let's just found the perfect dress for us. - J-Juvia too ?? - Of course !! You will participate to the kingdom party too, not just because i want, but Gray would annoy us forrever if he lost the chance of dance with the woman of his dreams. - He doesn't likes Juvia like that Ultear-sama. - Oh he does , and sooooo much, who you thinks that brought you to the kingdom ?? He always was interested in you and wanted to see you all days, and he managed that, uh, nice coup Gray, finally that dumb did something right. - T-That's true ?? - Of course it is !! Or you think i would praize that idiot if it wasn't true ?? But after all he is against the idea of treat you like just a servant, you realized that right ?? But Juvia's head was pouring with so much information, she really didn't hope that much from the man she loved so much and served so loyally --------------------------------------------------------------------- - TCH! That idiot woman.- I say while i was walking in my room searching for something to do while my sister is "stealing" my Juvia. Wait. - My Juvia ?? Why am i thinking on that ?? - I saw a certain scarf inside in my commode.   I inconciously wear it. - Juvia's smell is in it yet. - I close my eyes smelling the scarf. But someone interrupted me: - Yo Gray !! - Natsu hits the door suddenly, for the first time he entered from the door and not from the window - What are you doing ?? - No-Nothing !! - Huh ?? Hey this scarf smells like Juvia, she gave it to you ?? - Isn't your business !! - You liiiiikes her !! - Look who talks, you are jealous because you can't be with Lucy like that !! - Who said that ?? - He puts his forehead against mine and we started to pull each other. - I did. - Then you is wrong because me and Lucy are more next than before !! - Really ?? Because me and Juvia are- - P-Please stop fighting Natsu-nii-chan, Gray-san !! - Wendy appears, trying to stop our fight. - Wendy ? Why are you here ?? - L-Lucy-san said you was here and it's always troublesome when you and Gray-san are together, well, it was what she said- She was looking to the floor and whispering, we had to approach at her to manage to listen what she was saying.   - Ok, Ok, i have to come back now, my Lucy is missing me, and Gray, just hurry up to rescue your girl, you know your sister will envolve Juvia with others guys. See ya   - Man, i hate to admit that but he is right, i have to fetch her soon- I catch a jaquet and put the scarf on the pocket. ----------------------------------------------------------- Juvia POV - And that ?? And that ?? - Ultear was jumping now showing a beautiful dark dress. - That's beautiful, but it will be more if you tie that lace like this - I arranged that and her eyes was shining. - Oh !! This better, you really have a nice eye Juvia, well, except to choice my little brother. Now let's found a perfect dress to you !! - W-Wait Ultear-sama !! - Too late, she was already dragging me to other store. Even she will not admit that she acts like Gray-sama too, as expected from brothers. - Hey, what you beautiful are doing here ?? - One guy approach to us - Do you two want to follow me to- - Disgusting... - Ultear-sama whispers with a bad aura around her, scaring the peoples next to us. She grabs his shirt and with the eyes burning. - Get away from me and my sister or i will beat you down ok ?? - S-Sorry !! - He starts to run. - Now...- She turns to me and happily said - Let's continue with our shopping ~ - I hadn't even time to ask why she did call me siter but i think i already know it. ^ ^' -------------------After the shopping------------------------------- - Juvia did you enjoyed today ?? - Of course !! It's really funny go to shopping with you Ultear-sama. - But you think it would be better if you was going out with Gray right ?? - Eh ?? - *sigh* Please explain to me what do you saw in that jerk ?? - She seats in a bench and crossed the legs, i sit beside . - I-It's hard to explain...I just want to be always by his side - But more than a servant right ?? - ... - Come on Juvia, just open the game with me. I won't say anything to him. - But in the truth doesn't matter what i want because i am just a- - Juvia !! - One voice called me and we look at the direction of that. - Gray-sama ?? - What are you doing here jerk ?? - I was just making sure, that you wasn't envolving Juvia with your love problems, YOU are single, don't put her in your things. - Your ... - Please wait you two !! Gray-sama, Ultear-sama and Juvia was just shopping !! - Ugh whatever i am coming home, and you will with me. - He grabs my hand and we started to walk. - Wait, what about Ultear-sama ?? - She knows the way of the kingdom, and i don't like that you stay be much time with her, i worry about what she will make you do. - Gray-sama really cares so much about me ?? - I stopped to walk and look at other side. - Of course, who said the opposite ? Ultear ?? - No !! No one said that. - You are distant lately, what is bothering you ?? - Gray-sama do you like expeding time with me ? - I look at our hands together. - Wha- Why so suddenly ?? - He  depart his sight and turns the face, but i saw his face red. - Of course i do. - R-Really ?? - My face was burning and he noticed that: Your face is getting red, here, wear that. - He get off his jaquet and put this in my shoulders. - Gray-sama you will get cold !! - I am used to the cold, and if that is the case just come here. - He wraps an arm around my shoulder, and pulls me next to him. - G-G-Gray-sama that's not enough yet. - T-Then i will wear that. He catch something of the jaquet's pocket. My eyes opened more wide when i saw what was that. - This is- - Y-Yes, i thought i would need that so... - He wraps the scarf between mine and his neck. - In that way we will get warm, t-the both. I just stared at him to make sure that wasn't a dream, so i smile. - Thank you, Gray-sama. - I lean my head on his shoulder. I could not be more happy in that moment Gray POV Me too. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Juvia POV (again) - Uh.. it's morning already ?? - I try to stand but something was holding me, or to be more specific, two muscled arms around my waist, i turn around to see Gray-sama sleeping, without shirt !! O///O - Gra-Gray-sama !! What are you doing in my room ?? - Ugh, get down your voice it's early Juv - He open the eyes and continue - And it's MY room. - B-But why am i here ?? And where is your shirt ?? - You got asleep so i broght you here, and i never sleep with shirt. - What if someone see Juvia here ?? Juvia needs to go to her room !! - Calm down, if someone see us i will just explain, and it's not like everyone doesn't knows our relationship, even my father do. - Gray-sama how is our relationship ?? And how can you be so calm with that situation ?? Come on let Juvia leave. - I am your prince and it's nothing wrong about that, we are just sleeping, so stops moving so much, you will fall on the ground like that. - Him wrappes more tight the arms around Juvia's waist and nest his face on her hair. - So, if it was another person you would say the same ?? - I whisper, but Gray-sama yet listened it.   - Well, if it was a beautiful messy maid, with blue curly hair and beautiful dark blue eyes, and a bit weird, so maybe- - Gray-sama !! - I am just joking Juvia, you're the one. - Do you really thinks that i am beautiful ??? - Of course. You are the most beautiful that i've saw my Juv. - This is embarassing  >///<   - And what do you want me to say ?? - Nothing, just fall sleep. - I would if you let me to sleep. Now just be quiet. - He wraps the arms around my waist and turn me to the other side of the bed, pulling my back to his chest, and again put his face on my hair. - M-Me too ?? Sorry Gray-sama, Juvia needs to go, it's time to work !! - Ugh, ok, but you owe me one next time. - He winks to me, smiling to my red face. - S-See you later Gray-sama !! - I leave the room.   ------------------------------------------------------------ - Ugh, i am tired suddenly- - So when ?? - Ultear-sama appears, scaring me. - Kyah !! Sorry Ultear-sama, i didn't know you was there. - Don't worry, but when it is ?? - What ? - The birth of my nephew. - E- - Juvia ? - EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH ??????????!!!!!????? W-Wha-What ??????????? O///O   - Shh !! I want to do a surprise to Gray when he knows that. - B-Bu-But we aren't going to have a b-b-ba-baby- --yet, i am just kidding Juvia !! I can't resist to see your face when you are embarassed and confused, cuuute ~ - She chenchs my cheeks. - Ultear-sama you seems like Gray-sama, he said that to me too one time. -.... No, it can't be true. - She falls on her knees and starts talking dramatically, where did that spotlight come from ?? - Are you ok ?? - Yes, i knew that would happen one day. T_T Sorry but i have to go now, bye Juvia.   - Bye, *sigh* Tomorrow is the day, hang on Juvia, you can comfort they. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Gray POV - Gray, hey Gray, wake up. - Ugh, let me sleep Ultear. - Did you forget ?? Today it's the day. - I open my eyes and see my sister in a black dress. - Oh, sorry, i will change now. She leaves my room, and i go to take a bath, today will be a long day. While i took the shower, with the water falling in my hair i remembered the one person that could be my day leastwise sad, but sadly it was her day off. I finished to change and when i opened the door i was received with pair of arms around my neck. - Juvia ? What are you doing here ?? It's your day off, isn't ??   - Juvia couldn't leave you and Ultear-sama alone, in the day of the death,of your mother Ur-sama don't you think ?? - Thank you, but let's go, or Ultear will think that i came back to sleep. - I close the door and we walked at the main door. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many of our relatives, friends and even officials of the kingdom were present there, to our surprise. Everyone visited the her grave. - Gray, i will came back now, and you ?? - Ultear asks me, but she knew that i wanted to stay more here, before leave. - I will later, you can go. - Ok I stay more, and start to walk to sit on the grass next to there. - Gray-sama. - Juvia why are you here ?? I thought you left a time ago. - Juvia knew you would be here even if everyone left. - She seats beside me, and smiled to me. - But if you want to be alone then- - N-No, i want you be here with me, at least a bit. - She touch my hand with hers       We stayed a time like that, with her head leaned on my shoulder, after a time she said. - Gray-sama, do you want a hug ?? - Y-Yes. Why not ? - I wanted to be strong front her, but she seemed read my mind: - It's ok, you don't need to hold anymore, i know you want to cry, Gray. - She says softly while stroking my hair. - S-Sorry, you a-always are being kind with me, even if i-i am a idiot..- My tears fall more and more, slipping down on her shoulder. I nest my face on it as she waited to me calm down. - Are you feeling better now ? - Yes, thanks to you. - It's the least Juvia should do. - But it's not just today, you always are with me, thank you. - I kiss her face fondly, and after some seconds i move away. - Gra-Gray-sa- - Let's eat something, i am hungry - I put my arms behind my head.   - Y-Yes, and where do you want to go ? - Anywhere since you are with me. - What ? I can't hear.     - Nothing. ------------------------------ Day of the prom ---------------------------- - Ultear-sama is so beautiful with that dress !! Well, more than usual i mean. - Thank you Juvia, but until when you will be in that locker room ?? Come on i want to see you in the dress we bought !! - B-But Juvia doesn't think this dress suits her.   - Just come on, Waaah you're beautiful !! No, cute !! No wait, it's wonderful !! Yes, this time i am right. - R-Really ?? *Relieved sigh* Juvia hopes- --that Gray-sama likes it too, yes, i knew you would say that. - Ultear-sama says smiling - Now i need to go, the princes of others kingdoms must be arriving now and i don't want to delay !! Bye Juvia ~ - Bye. It's better to Juvia go too. - Juvia was going to open the door but it opened before, and Gray-sama appeared with the hand in the eyes: - Is everyone weared ?? - Gray-sama what are you doing ? - Juvia ?? Where is Ultear ? Last time i accidentally opened the door without knock first and Ultear almost killed me, but whatever this doesn't care to no- - He stopped to speak when he looked at me. - What ? - -one... Juvia you are beautiful. O///O - Eh ?? Really ?? Juvia is happy !! - I hug him, but he was just blushing and saying things that i couldn't understand anything. - I-I mean, oh i remembered, where is Ultear ?? - She already went to the main hall. - I bet she is already looking for all the guys was there, then let's go, i don't want to delay too. - Ok. --------------------------------------------- Gray POV - I'm bored, this is boring man. - I said after half an hour without nothing to do. - Gray-sama the prom just started some minutes ago. - I know, i know. It's just that Ur used to dance with me when i hadn't a pair to dance. But now..- I said looking to the pairs dancing on the hall: Natsu and Lucy, Erza and Jellal, Gajeel and Levy, Romeo and Wendy, Mira and Laxus and others, so i looked to Juvia, i think she was thinking in the same thing i was, but she couldn't ask me. - J-Just one dance ok ?? - She looks surprised to me, and catch my hand, that was extended to her. - Yes ^ ^ - She smiled, oh man, i love this smile, i hope i could make her smile always. We was dancing in somewhere of the hall, with one hand of hers in my shoulder, and mine in her waist, and holding the other. But the music stopped and a light was shining in us. - Wh-Wha- - Come on little Gray, just dance with your woman a bit !! - Ultear says to me, making everyone look to us. - Your... - Gray-sama- Juvia calls my attention and says- That's ok, i-it's just a dance. * blushing * - My eyes softens when i look at her. - Ok then, if you say . After a time later she wrapped her arms around my neck and i held Juvia's waist with the both of my hands . I was with my head leaned on her shoulder, since she wasn't so shorte than me. We danced like that for a time. And the others started to dance again, dispersing the attetion of us, what made me sigh relieved. - Gray-sama was nervous ?? - A bit. And you ? - While she is with Gray-sama there is no reason to stay nervous - She laughes and nest the face on my chest. - Ok.. Juvia do you want to walk around there to take a breath ?? I am starting to sufocate here. - I try to Unscrew the collar of the shirt, but she prevented me. - Gray-sama, your father will admonish you if you loses your shirt again. - She said when we was walking. - You're acting superior today, huh ?? - T-That wasn't Juvia's intention, she just wants your good. - I messy her fondly. - I know, i am just kidding- I smiles. But when we was in on e porch, then i leaned my arms in that and looked to somewhere at the sky. She approaches to me. - That star seems like you. - I point to that. - Why ?? - Because when you smile it shines like that star. - She looks away blushing, when i smiled to her. - A-And Gray-sama is like the sun to me. - She is looking to the floor. - Juvia i think the floor isn't where is the sun, your sun is here - I  lift her chin   - Gray-sama.   - I think you seems like the moon too. So beautiful today isn't it ?? She looks at the moon, probably to understand to why i think that. I make a serious face, and she noticed that. - Juvia, my father said i had to found a wife soon, i will need someone to help and support me when i become king. That seems hit her, because her eyes widened, then she lowered her face, her fringe covering her eyes, and she asked slowly, as if it were painful to ask that, maybe it was, to her. - So...you already found, s-someone ?? - Yes, but it was before my father said that. - ... - Juvia. - S-Sorry, Juvia have to go now, it's late already !! G-Goodnight Gray. - Juvia wait !! - I extend my hand to her but she already left, and i was sure i saw tears falling of her delicate face. - Ugh !! Why i didn't explained better  to her ?? I don't get that. - I mess my hair. I was walking to my room when someone hitted my head behind. - Ow !! What the h- - Shut up. - Ultear was emanating a very bad aura, looking at me with a death stare, i had to admit on thing.   That was scaring me as the hell.   - I was walking to my room and saw Juvia crying, do you care to explain it to me ?? - I wanted to know too !! I explained all happened to her, and when i finished she hitted me again. - Your idiot, why didn't you told her before ?? Now she is with a heart broken, that's why i said to she search other guy, you are so idiot to her. - Normally i would contradict you, but now you are right, what i do now ?? I know, i will apologize to Juvia now. - I was walking but i was stopped by Ultear grabbing my necklace. - No, for now she needs to be alone, you can do it later, don't worry, i will talk with her tomorrow, but for now, stay away a bit of her ok ?? - *sigh* I will try. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Juvia POV Ugh.. my head is acching, that might be because i didn't sleep that night, but i have to stand now, it's time of working: - Hey Juvia i am entering. - Ultear-sama enters in my room. - Ultear-sama ?? Do you want something ?? Juvia is almost- - No, No, i just came to call you, now get prepared because we, girls, will have a princess day !! Well, more than usual i think. - Princess day ?? Wait Ultear-sama where we will go ? - She drags me for just god knows the place we was going   - Yes, here is the others. I look to see Lucy, Erza, Levy, Cana, Wendy and Mira. - Now Juvia, are you ready for a really funny day ?? - Lucy says excited like Ultear. - Girls, why are you all so restless today ?? Something happened ?? I must have been right, because they stared at me with a surprised face and a little despair. - N-No, we just wanted to expend time with each other, now enough talking let's go to shopping !! - Erza yells - Erza, you are yelling so much - Mira said. ------------------------------------------------------------- - Lu-chan and that blouse ?? - Levy shows a yellow blouse to Lucy. - That's cute !! But i don't know what i should buy. - Juvia what do you think of that of that pin ?? - Ultear-sama was holding a gold and silver butterfly pin. - That's pretty, i am sure that will be good in you too !! - Oh, that's not for me, and yes for you. - To Juvia ?? - Yes, come let's go in that store we went that day. - W-Wait, you're running so fast Ultear-sama. - Juvia sighs, no one can stop Ultear when she is shopping. Juvia was looking to the place she was with Ultear-sama, when Gray-sama came to fetch Juvia and we walked next to each other.   Juvia wished she could continue like this with Gray-sama forever. But he have already someone he likes... Ultear POV Shit, i should know she will remember of Gray if we walked around here. I made a signal to Erza, indicating we should go to other place. That don't worked. Why ?? Well i will explain why: - Juvia-san that ice cream is good isn't it ?? - Wendy says. - Yes, i remember this flavor of ice cream is the preferred of... Man, let's again. - Juvia, i saw a store that sells the best wines of the city, let's there !! - Cana said. Bad damn idea. Juvia ended be drunk, so we took her to home. - Wha- Ultear !! You said you will take care of her and not take a drink with her !! - My idiot-litte-brother-Gray screamed at me when he saw Juvia. - Shut up, it's Cana fault, i said to her don't took Juvia in that store but she was already drunk. - You're a idiot, you know isn't a good friend in that situations !! - Ok, Ok, just take care of your woman, since you think i am not good of taking care of the persons. - I pull Juvia to him and exit of his room. Gray POV Damn, now you am i supposed to make her stop to cry ?? - Waaah !! Gray-samaaa !! Why are you so lovely and charming ?? That's not fair with Juvia !! She can't get away of you WAAAH !!! - What i did to deserve that, ... hey Juvia what you want to stop crying and flood the kingdom ?? - Kiss Juvia - She was already doing pout to me. - N-No way. - Gray-sama hates Juvia so much ?? - No, it's just you're drunk now and i don't want to Erza and Mira sink my face on the ground for take advantage of you like this. Just sleep. - Gray-sama, Juvia is lightheaded. - Don't worry, i will carry you at your room. - I enter in her room, and carefully laid down her in the bed, but she grabbed my sleeve: - Gray-sama, Juvia don't want to stay alone. - Then i will wait until you fall sleep. - I sit on the corner of her bed. - But if Gray-sama get's bored and leave Juvia before ?? - I wont be bored with you, so just sleep. - I laid down beside her and wrap one arm on her waist, pulling she more to me - This is enough for you ?? - Yes, thank...you...Gray..- She says as she grabbed my shirt to approach her and closing her blue eyes . And she fall sleep immediatelly. - Wow, that's was fast, i think i will wait more, just more little... - I close my eyes too. -------------------------------------------------------- I was awaking, when i felt something soft on my face i hear a sigh. - Ugh.. Juvia is early yet... - T-T-That's just-G-G-Gray-sama do you know what are you doing ?? I open my eyes to notice i was hugging her with my face nested on her chest. - WAH !! S-S-Sorry J-Juvia !! I didn't wanted to - My face was burning of embarassing now. - J-Juvia knows, but why are you here ?? - W-Well you was drunk and wanted me to be with you while you wasn't sleep yet. - Juvia did that ?!? Oh sorry Gray-sama !! Well Juvia needs to change now. - Ok, s-see you. - Y-Yes. I leave her room and put my hand in my face to cover my blush while i was calming down. Leaning on her door. What i didn't know is she was doing the same in the other side. -------------------------- Three weeks later------------------------------------- Gray POV (still) I was walking around, and i went to the porch, remembering that day of the prom. I sigh, that last three weeks without talk with Juvia is bored as hell. - Ah. I turn around and saw Juvia.   - Sorry, Juvia didn't now you was here. - Don't worry, come, you don't need to regret. - I nod to her get more closer. She did it hesitant. Juvia POV He was looking at the sun, soon the sun will set. He was smiling, Juvia couldn't resist to ask him: - Are you thinking on her ?? He moves away the stare to look at me, still smiling. - How you knew ?? - It's easy, observing your look. So, how... is her ?? - Well, where i start, in summary, she is a wonderful girl, in the moment i saw her for the first time, i knew i she was the woman i wanted to live forever. - S-She seems awesome...- My voice fail. - Juvia ? Juvia ?! - He saw me crying, i don't want it but my tears don't stop falling. - So-Sorry, i-it's nothing really. - I turn to prevent him to see me, but he hold my pulse: - Like I'm going to believe in this, what happened ?? Did you get hurt. - No... it's just *snif* Juvia was rejected. - Huh ?? *sigh* doesn't cares... - Eh ? - Come here. - He hugs me and put my read on his neck curve, his smell is so good, he started to stroke my back, but i was sobbing yet - Shh, calm down.   For more i want to be like this with him forever, i had to get away, his heart have already a owner.   - Juvia, do you want to meet her ?? She will be on the park soon. - Eh ?? - Come - He pulls me by my hand. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ We arrived at the park and he brought me to a beautiful garden with a lot of flowers with diferent colors. But where is she ?? - This flower is beautiful right ?? That remember me she, so i am sure you will like her. - He catch a water Lirie and put it in my hair. - So, are you felling better now ?   - Huh ?? Ah, a bit. - I don't care who is him, but he is a idiot to make you suffer. - No, it's my fault to fall in love with him. - Don't say that, i would hate if you regret on that. - What do you mean ?? - She is here, look. - W-Where ?? - Juvia looks at all the place but didn't saw anyone. - Gray-sama, i can't see she. - She is here. - Wha-KYAAH!!! - He carried me and jumpped at the lake he used to swin formely. - Why did you that ?? - If i don't you never would see her, here. - He pointed at the water, but all i could see was our reflect. - My girl is beautiful right ?? - B-B-But you said she was like that flower. - I touch the flower, and it falls, floating on the water. - And there is someone in the world who seems more with that flower than you ?? Idiot ~ He hugs my waist and press a kiss on my cheek, that was burning now while i was trying to process what he said: - J-Juvia i-i-is Juv-this is so much- I almost faint, but he hold me more strong. - Hey, why are you so surprised ?? After all the times Ultear and the others teased us, didn't you catch the menssage ?? And you always blush when i was next, it's obvious you loves me darling Juvia ~ - Gray-sama !! This is rude !!! - Well, well, don't be angry, you know i feel the same about you. -  He kisses fondly my ear while i started to blush more now   - Gray-sama. - It's Gray. But let's leave take out of the lake before you catch a cold.- We sit on the grass, and he started to dry Juvia's hair with his shirt. Juvia was blushing so much.- Juvia, stand up for a moment. I did it and i wasn't undertand nothing until he said: - Juvia, i think it's the perfect time to ask you. Oh my God, my heart is beating so hard on my chest, that can't be. He stands on one knee.   It CAN be. - Juvia Lockser, since the first day i saw you i never could be able to get away my eyes of you, i love your smile, your hair, your personality and i want to know...- He open one little box, reveling the most beautiful ring i never seen in my entire life. It was a silver ring, with a blue rose and a delicate diamond. - Will you marry me ? I could not even talk, i was so surprised and happy, but more chocked, and placed one hand on my mouth while my eyes was watering more and more . - Juvia ?? D-Did i asked in the wrong time ?? Sorry- - No !! No !! Isn't this !! It's the perfect time like you said, it's just...- I move my sight at the ground and say: Juvia is just a servant...and you will soon become a king... - So what ?? You're still the woman i love, long before you come to the kingdom. So... - Yes !! I acept !! He slides the ring on my ring finger. I put one hand on my mouth again, and the ring reflected the light of the sunshine.   - Waaaaah Gray-samaaaaa !!!!! Juvia, Juvia dreamed for years this moment !! - I throw my arms around his neck, nesting my face on it. - I know, i know, even if you didn't believe i dreamed about it for years too. - Really ?? - Really, sorry for make you wait. We stayed one moment like that, but he leaned on a three and slid his back into the trunk, bringing me along. - Gray-sama ?? - Ugh, man i was so nervous, i was afraid about you rejecting me for make you wait. - That's impossible. Uh my heart is pouding so much... - Yeah i can feel that - Since we was hugged, this is kind of embarassing. He noticed i was blushing and calmed me - Don't worry, mine is too. - He brought my hand on his chest, his heart was really pouding like mine, or more than !!! - Even if it isn't so much healthy, i would do that how many times i nee Juv. We was so comfortable, and i was sleepy, because of that three weeks without sleep well. - You can sleepy Juvia, we need a nap for all this time. - He seemed thinks the same of Juvia, awn so romantic !! - Gray-sama...I love you... - I love you too...my future wife Juvia Fullbuster... And we fall sleep together with the sunshine. Next of there------------------------ Ultear POV     - Uh, why i have to search for that idiot. Huh ?? That is he !! HEY DAMN LITTLE BROT- I stop when i saw he isn't sleeping alone, and yes hugged with Juvia, wait, is that a ring ?? I uncounsciously smile and get my cellphone - Oh boy Mira will love that.   *shot* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If you all want a part 2 of this One shot please comment, like and share this with others !!!!! ^ ^ ~ MaLockser/AnimeTopArts ~

[officialflowergirl]

ok last one

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? lots 2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? yyes of course 3: What do you think of when you hear the word "meow?" die antword 4: What"s something you really want right now? :C 5: Are you afraid of falling in love? i hope that doesnt happen again it was a Pain 6: Do you like the beach? yes! 7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? yes!! new years!! with sarah (red?) 8: What’s the background on your cell? just pretty 9: Name the last four beds you were sat on? mine, sc’s, some rando at a frat, anddddddd? jennifer probably 10: Do you like your phone? yea mostly 11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? Hell Nope 12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? taylor [cigarette emoji] [virgo symbol] 13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? POODLE 14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? physical lmao 15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? art museum 16: Are you tired? perpetually 17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact? since i got my phone prob 18: Are they a relative? yea my sis 19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? All Of Them (1 exception) 20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? currently 21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? no wtf 22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ok 23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? none 24: Is there a certain quote you live by? do all things with kindness 25: What’s on your mind? someone i like, also ren, obv 26: Do you have any tattoos? 2!! a sun & a matching cloud w/ren 27: What is your favorite color? PINK 28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? :C idk 29: Who are you texting? ren and nike 30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? i dont think so? 31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? idk 32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yea 33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? yea 34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? someone wrote a poem about them :C i cant read it anymore but it’s saved somehwere 35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? finally 36: Were you single on Valentines Day? i sure was 37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed? yes! 38: What do your friends call you? dallas 39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? me 40: Have you ever cried over a text? probably 41: Where’s your last bruise located? knees 42: What is it from? i dont know it was just there one day 43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? the Earth 44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? ren ofc 45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? no theyre all shit :( 46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? yes i love my caps 47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? only if it was like WIDELY common and having hair was the “other” 48: Do you make supper for your family? no lmao 49: Does your bedroom have a door? yes wtf 50: Top 3 web-pages? tumbl, fb, okc 51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? probably 52: Does anything on your body hurt? [dramatic music] my heart 53: Are goodbyes hard for you? no, i have the inteernet and fb and snapchat and texting, its fine 54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? fireball 55: How is your hair? long and black 56: What do you usually do first in the morning? groan 57: Do you think two people can last forever? yes ofc! 58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? l m a o 59: Green or purple grapes? green 60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? shrug 61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? seattle 62: When will be the next time you text someone? today 63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? probably still this same spot 64: What were you doing at 8 this morning. slep 65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? i cannot actually 66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? no 67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? no :/ 68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? AU G HHHHHHHHHHHH 69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes every day oof my Life 70: How many windows are open on your computer? 1, w/3 tabs 72: What is your ringtone? generic 73: How old will you be in 5 months? 22 74: Where is your Mum right now? slep 75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? “what question can we come up with to hurt her just by reading it” 76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? yea 77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? yes! 78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? no one they were all awful 79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? nope 80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? yes :) 81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? i counted 11 lmao 82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? yea 83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? probably not 84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? i would never BUT its...its ren 85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? yes i would be so happy abt it 86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? decided to cosplay her 87: Who was your last received call from? ren 88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? no $1000 is nothing i cant even pay for 1 class i wouldnt take a life for UNDER A SINGLE CLASS r u kidding me 89: What is something you wish you had more of? money (and friends and beautyand death) 90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? [strained emoji] 91: Do you sleep with your window open? no 92: Do you get along with girls? yes! 93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? no one needs to know JACK 94: Does sex mean love? no wtf 95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? no 96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? i dont think so? 97: Did you sleep alone this week? not every day 98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? yes! 99: Do you believe in love at first sight? no 100: Who was the last person that you pinky promised? prob sc

[im-justanother--fanboy]

Prompt: I don't even know who I am without you

You woke up to the sound of footsteps, loud footsteps, the footsteps that come from another night spent at the bar. Not an uncommon sound anymore. You hope that he is just tired. That nothing happened at the bar. No rejections. You even hope that he brought a girl home because at least that means he won’t come into your room tonight. But his footsteps get closer and louder. Your hearbeat tends to mimic them until they get right outside of your door. He stops and so do you: heart still mimicking his footsteps.

He pushes the door without bothering to knock, not that you expect him to knock anyways.

“IT’S YOUR FUCKING FAULT!” he looks at you with nothing but anger, you have to wonder when his eyes turned cold but you don’t have time before he demands an answer. But how do you respond? Not knowing what he did, what the rejection was, but still, somehow, knowing that he is right and it is your fault.

“I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry.” You try not to raise your voice but the only thing you feel is terror. You want to cry out but crying is weak. You have to be strong, now more than ever. He gets closer, eyes still angrily searching for an answer that you do not have to give. The only thing you can think to do is apologize over and over and over again for ruing his life and causing his rejection, for wasting his money on trivial things like school supplies or new shoes, for not cleaning the bathroom because you were so tired from cleaning the rest of the house, for always fucking up. It’s all your fault anyways. That’s what he tells you. That’s what you believe.

“WHY THE HELL CAN’T YOU LET ME HAVE HAPPINESS? YOU’RE SELFISH. YOU’RE TOO NEEDY. DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT ME?” He is dangerously close but you cannot let yourself flinch away. He’s right. You waste all of his money. You ask for too much. You are a waste of his time.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I’m sorry. It won’t happen again. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me.” You beg with him and plead with him but you know it’s to no avail; he’s too drunk and too mad to listen to you. You start crying and no matter how desperatly you want to stop yourself, you just can’t. The warm tears stain your cheeks until he sleps them away.

You flinch and scoot against the wall behind your bed but he won’t let you get away. You know that. He gets closer and terror and panic and a burning feeling on your face set in.

“It’s all your fault. I’d be better off without you. The whole world would be better off without you.”

You’re paralyzed at this point. Any movement could send him into full blown punching so you don’t move at all. You can’t think about anything but the broken rib last summer. You can’t talk. You can’t move. You can’t breathe. A second or two pass but since your mind can’t comprehend time, it feels like hours. He starts to move and you’re sure that this time he’s going to kill you but he suprises you; he moves away from you. You can’t help but to wonder what the fuck he’s going to do but it takes only a second to figure it out.

He starts grabbing things at random and throwing them from your open window to the ground outside. Your laptop. Your grannies jewelry box. Both of your entire desk drawers. Your book bag. Clothes. Books off the shelf.

Your room is in shambles, things strawed all over the place, most things missing or broken. Scattered. Shattered. Broken. And then he comes back for you. You’re stil sure he’s going to kill you this time. End it all once and forever. He grabs you by the hair and it hurts so bad but you know better than to scream for help. Nobody would hear anyways. It’ll only make him worse. He drags you through the house, doesn’t bother trying not to hit your head agasint the stairs or the wall or furniture. You’re sure you’re going to die this time.

But you don’t. He drags you to the front door and pushes you out into the cold. Nevermind that you’re in underwear and a t-shirt. Nevermind the snow on the ground. Never mind anything. He slams the door and you know that he isn’t going to open it this time. This isn’t one of those weeks, this isn’t one of those nights. You don’t know how you know but you just do. This is the end.

The end of living in hell. The end of bar nights. The end of sex noise instead of nighttime buzz. The end of bruises and pain and scars that will never heal. The end of dirty shameful whore pity hurt. You know that this is the end, so why do you feel so bad?

You force yourself to go to the side of the house where your things lay scattered in the yard and put on something warm. But then you shut down. You slump against the side of the house in the midst of your things, most of which are in shambles now, and cry. You cry hysterically. Cry. Cry. Cry. You don’t know how long it’s been but it doesn’t matter anymore. You cry.

And then you stop. Not because it is better. Not because you realise that he is not going to hurt you anymore. Not because you finally got the fresh start that you have been wanting since you were six. You stop crying because you cannot cry anymore. You are numb. Physically, emotionally.

Why does it feel so bad to finally be free? Why does it feel so bad to finally be free? Why does it feel so bad to finally be free? Why does it feel so bad to finally be free? Why does it feel so bad to finally be free? Whyd does it feel so bad to finally be free? Why does it feel so bad to finally be free?

And then you realise exactly why.

You look through the pile of things that, a a few hours ago, was your life, despreatly hoping that it was here. Finally you find it. THE BOOk. The book you’ve been writing in since you were six. The book with everything you have ever wanted to tell him, everything you could never tell him, everything about the abuse you’ve suffered. The book you were planning on giving him once you had moved out, once you were somewhere where he could never find you and never hurt you again.

You finally found it, and a few seconds later, you found a pen.

“This is the last time I will ever write in this. This is the last entry that you will read, not that I am expecting you to sober enough to read anything I have ever written to you.

I am expected to hate you. As is reasonable. I am expected to want to hurt you, possibly even kill you. As is reasonable. But I don’t.

I don’t hate you because I don’t even know who I am without you.

You taught me how to ride my bike. You taught me how to love. You taught me how to tie my shoe and how to talk and read and write and dance. You taught me not to be afraid of people and then, later in life, you taught me to fear everyone because they might turn out like you.

I don’t hate you because you’re the reason that I prefer metal over pop. You’re the reason that I like grilled cheese sandwhiches more than steak or sea food or anything. You taught me everything I know. You have been the only person to even influence my being. The only person who taught me how to be a person.

You are at the very core of my being and to get rid of you, I'd have to get rid of myself. And that's exactly what I'm going to do.

Because honestly, I don't know who I am without you and it's awfully fucking hard to live when you don't know who you are.

I hope this leaves a bigger scar on you than your ring did on me.

Fuck you! from the life that you stole."

That was the last thing anyone ever read from you. He found your body the next morning.

[anotherler]

And now for more chronological LQ notes under the break! I did a lot of reading last night so I actually have more notes than this but this is more than enough for one post, I should think!

Part 1 / 2

62. “Everytime a hot once-ler comes into your ask box tAKE A SHOT

63. LQ refuses to comment on the status of his oven.

64. When life gives you lemons, question it!

65. LQ licks his screen and it definitely doesn’t taste like chocolate

66. LQ gets deep about the web…get it? Deep web?

67. LQ is ignoring people worrying about his wellbeing

68. Remember when LQ was drunk and sorta did a strip tease on the internet?

69. also his party hat slipped off goddamn he’s so cute and happy glkklgklskgld

70. TFW you’re drunk but your lack of self confidence won’t take a break

71. Man, LQ yes I would like to go to camp with you and all the sweethearts

72. LQ is embarrassed of himself…and kinda opens up when he’s drunk

73. It would be really cute to see LQ as a superhero sidekick. This poor guy feels so lowly of himself.

74. LQ is starting to lose his focus, and is reading VERY selectively. People are voicing concern for him but he’s ignoring it.

75. LQ deserves to have a nice comfy sweater made of….”TRUFLUIES”

76. So. This is possibly the most enigmatic post. LQ talks about feelings. Because he talks about forgetting things he forgot…and I think you can figure out why that’s a bit strange. He remembers the giveaway and is that because his followers reminded him of what he said. He also seems to have a very very guilty conscience concerning what he does as a Once-ler.

77. I’m….so incredibly sad. LQ should have friends and have people like his thneeds darnit…give this man a break.

78. He is slep.

79. LQ does NOT wanna answer questions about the Lorax. He’s also sooooo hung over.

80. Honestly I kinda love when LQ gets a little riled up and swears. He has the right to defend himself. He keeps talking about high definition ler’s…so I can only assume it’s sort of a me against them  mentality where he feels jealous but also adores them. Amazing.

81. Furthermore, he seems pretty cocky. Anyone else thinking of preblog LQ? At this point he’s really invested in the notion that he’s still in business…oh man.

82. Another thing I really like about LQ is his reactions can be very ambiguous.

83. It’s very interesting to see him so mad…and I feel sorry for him because I understand why he’s so upset. He’s made it very clear. He’s been doing himself harm by trying to forget and trying to punish himself for all I can tell.

84. And it’s unbelievable what people will send to LQ. By golly. Like this is a personal pet peeve but honestly some people really don’t listen when LQ says they can’t interact directly with them. He’s said it at least 3 times now. Now, he may be lying but obviously their persistence isn’t really helping anything. Dudes…

85. Suddenly his vision goes really bad…and I think. This is the first time he has a nosebleed. He’s really going downhill now.

86. LQ using the royal we…we just don’t know.

87. And he’s definitely having a nervous breakdown. You know…most people feel ashamed when they get to this point with emotions. LQ is no exception considering he always apologises and he always tries to hide it. But it’s important to validate these feelings and furthermore, the feelings that led to the breakdown. He shouldn’t be keeping it all in and pretending things are okay when they’re not. That’s what this seems to boil down to.

88. LQ says he’s fading, that he’s no-one, that if he can’t read he can’t be himself. Himself…does that regard who he is or who he is showing to others?

89. God. I so wish I was around when LQ’s blog was at this point. It’s so suspenseful and mysterious. Unfortunately I didn’t start reading until after the DVD release but frankly the stuff after that was fucking amazing so I have no complaints. Watching this unroll live must have been SO wild. I adore that.

90. HOLY SHIT. UH, Goodbye LQ????

91. He mentions non existence in a present tense…like he is sure he’s going to disappear when people stop using the old gifs in favor of the new ones. But even so, LQ thinks he’s going downhill about that, perhaps. The point is, he knows the date. August 7th.

92. DON’T LET LQ BECOME OBSOLETE

93. At this point LQ no longer considers himself to be the guy from the old video rips. And that’s why he doesn’t disappear. But he almost did and it didn’t hold back until he realized this. So again…LQ kinda conjured this notion up, didn’t he? Or perhaps he really was going to disappear. Perhaps it was a testament to askblogs themselves and those that disappear and end in the light of irrelevance. In case those of you reading don’t know, LQ was actually going to disappear when the DVD came out and his blog would just be filled with static forever and ever.

94. He adds additional depth in going on to say that he had to try to be a proper Once-ler blog although he was lowquality…which is interesting because LQ would control and lie about many aspects of himself but he would also talk about things he personally liked and you could tell how he was different and unique and sometimes he didn’t seem to mind sharing it. Especially since they were little things.

But it’s sort of like opening a present and realizing there is still wrapping around it underneath because not only does he pretend/forget for this sake but he is also pretending for his own sake simply cause he doesn’t want to feel bad and feel lame. So to say that wanting to impress others was his only motive is incorrect because surprise surprise, from this point on, LQ will grapple even more with truth and lies. Point is he’s only figured out part of the problem.

95. after a few days of reading I got to the part I started his blog at! And there is still more to come ^^

96. BTW, I adore LQlounge

97. This was a major wakeup call  for LQ. It’s amazing really. He’s suddenly asking for advice and he’s so filled with positivity about how much his followers love him. I wonder what would have happened if it were any other way…like…bad mean sweethearts.

98: Business Casual LQ is wonderful.

99. Oh yeah, an ask just reminded me that ghost LQ was another theory. Lots of really interesting theories about the guy UuU

100. Just when y’all thought LQ was okay. Haha. Well he rather isn’t.

101. LQ’S CRAYON BLOGIVERSARY!!!!

102. All I gotta say is this is super cute. I love LQ’s crayon drawings. I love how happy this event is.

103. I love all the pictures of him drawing as well.

104. LQ. You know very well what they’re talking about (The Lorax)

105. Being Alone.

106. I want to be noticed by LQ sempai… (Still love that drawing)

107. LQ doesn’t like tofu. It’s the anti-tofu. Sneaky tofu.

108. Man. I don’t remember this reference to ‘sitting down with myself’ from the 1972 TV special. I’m kinda fangirling about it but I’m also sad…cause LQ is real sad.

109. LQ is so sweet…I’m glad his hands aren’t too badly damaged but that must really suck.

110. What is LQ sick with, exactly? It doesn’t seem like a cold cause those don’t last so long.

111. Commonly forgotten (by me at least): Beyond all the cuteness and gratitude LQ does get defensive rather easily but frankly I can’t blame him. He also has quite the temper and he can be rather blunt and even sassy sometimes. I really gotta stop seeing him so 1 dimensionally. He’s so complex.

112: LQ states that his suit symbolizes power. Much later he claims that he can no longer wear his suit and that it no longer fits him as well as it did. I guess he’s feeling pretty powerless. It’s amazing how much meaning it can hold.

[xottzot]

2017-5(MAY)-28--(Sunday)--sleep by not yet death yet.

I do NOT rememeber at all writing and posting that last messasge. It's sincere if a little hard to follow. No ownder I slept 'pecaefully'.

But what life if life without hope for FLiss and to be together agaih and for me to be forever never knwing abanythig aabout it all?

2017-5(MAY)-28--(Sunday)--sleep by not yet death yet.

I was asleep but was aoken before dawwn in the terrible cold in bed.

I'd had sleeping pills and my medictions and the dogs had their medictions.

The firts slep for us all that felt like having a sleep.

No shitheads about except in cars and mororbikies in places a little further awaym but the oberdose of pills helped me be unconscious but untl until dawn.

Taking more painkillers and sleepig pills and going back to lay in my empty bed like a coffin.

I have no car to go anywhere. I have no money to get aother car. Nowhere to go but die.

Gong t lay down in a very very cold empty bed for ahile.

P.I love you dear innocent Fliss, you knw that, you knwo that I always wanted to with you far from this hellhole.......I care, Sam & Max cares, but do you care?