#I’m happy - seriously so grateful bc her life is very busy and my stepdad picked up a LOT to make it happen
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#my mum came to visit on Thursday for the weekend#I haven’t seen her in a little over 3 years#I was in the hospital and she flew over to be with me. so. I was in pretty bad shape. not prime interaction there either#and THAT was probably after a 2 year gap? idk anymore#but she visited and tonight she went to her hotel and I won’t see her in the morning bc work so. this was the last night#and it was a fantastic visit by and large. complaints are for things that aren’t her haha#but she left bc the trip is over of course. I’m an adult and I still can’t get over it#I’m happy - seriously so grateful bc her life is very busy and my stepdad picked up a LOT to make it happen#but I guess there’s always going to be that empty wanting for my mum like I’m 4 again and she had to go off to college never REALLY returns#summers off and then occasional holidays and then maybe once a year and. idk I guess you don’t get over some things. I know that! but#I suppose it’s a good thing that when she leaves I’m sad for it#complicated relationship still but. she’s my mum.#no worries I’m just going to be a sop for the next Whenever. needed to jot it down. explain myself haha#payslipgig talks too much#I need to fucking change playlists tho jfc I’m listening to my bloody valentine and expecting a chipper mood?? like babe come on
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