#I’m laying in the dark thinking of them and I’m nearly flinging mysef into the ceiling

[gothicayomi]

Ok pls you cannot tell me that Kirei didn’t care abt Claudia or Caren even the smallest bit. I mean yeah he was twisted ducking cycle path but how he though so fondly of Claudia, going so far as to regard her as a saint?? For BEING THE ONLY PERSON WHO UNDERSTOOD HIM??? And still LOVED him???????? My god. And then he gave Caren to her mother’s family because he wanted her to have a better life or whatever idk but he still put consideration into her safety… his babie…

Just gets my heart soft bro like I just want to see them as a happy family. Also I want to know how Kirei and Claudia met. It’s said that he “chose” her but like did he see other women before her? Did he go on dates with other women to see who’s be his “perfect” match? Can you imagine this emotionless guy just going out with ppl who are off put by his disposition, and he’s thinking it’s al hopeless cuz they don’t wanna see him again but then comes along this beautiful White haired woman and she’s completely enamored and entertained by this weird priest guy who’s unbelievably cute… and I know she’d be fawning over him, I just know it.

Omg I can just imagine her being the one to court him, like getting him flowers and taking him places and Kirei just goes along with it cuz he doesn’t have the slightest idea on what to do… and now I’m imagining him taking care of Claudia when she’s pregnant and I know that man was gentle with her. I just know it. He was the perfect male wife and took care of all the chores and did the shopping and helped his wife get up in the mornings and made sure she was okay 🥺 and even if Caren was passed on to her mother’s family a while after she was born I bet Kirei handled her closely, holding her all the time and playing with her and Claudia is just watching with a bright smile on her face… and they’re both cuddling their baby together and HHHHHH SO CUTE!!! aickwjdjnanz PLSPLSPLS IM LOSING MY MIND HERE

I just… I can’t y’all. I can’t. Claudia x Kirei origin story, make it happen Nasu or I’ll blow up the earth. I need it more than Next Encounter. I see so many fanart of this pair and it makes my heart ache cuz she carried that relationship on her shoulders but she felt genuine love for him and knew how twisted he was but wanted to save him… I just love Claudia so much, I hate how she was just the “disposable woman” trope. Hottest woman in the entire franchise no joke.