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honestly if all the people over my many years of living were in fact correct in their horrible horrible assumptions I was the most evil despicable inhuman person.

I’d still not care,

does the dog that bites because it’s only known pain evil?

Is the cat that kills a bird to show you it’s love evil?

is the plants that grow through the pipes in the ground cracking and puncturing them evil?

is the curious shark evil for taking a inquisitive bite?

Are the strikes that take the young and skewer them on thorns evil?

are the parasites that depend on its host evil for having no choice?

Am I evil or unsavory, who knows.

but if people wish to dehumanize me I shall make myself happy with the creatures you call evil, the ones who are scary and cruel the ones who hurt and chew and claw.

for we are one in the same, and I will happily accept that from you.

#-pop #Blep. Don’t mind me just poetry hours #why am i like this #shout out again to everyone who’s been dealing with death threats and hate speech recently #I’ve just been called horrible horrible things like I always do lol. So poetry time #bah. I wish I didn’t care as much but sometimes it hurts if I am evil let me be the kind that patches up your wounds and sings sweet-#lullabies.#as I laugh and laugh and cry #I’m human #I’m not infallible and I’m not perfect I’ll never be. I gave up on symmetry as soon as I learned I’m asymmetrical #I’m not pure or beautiful I’m rotten and foul. I’m scarred by things outside of my control and with a heart empathic and apathetic #So I am covered in blood and gore and scars and tears. I’m not perfect or just. I am me and me is enough #if I am a monster I still deserve love. Because even the worst monsters can love #I’m just a guy who exists and tries to love all. And it’s hard because I try to assume people want to love first. When they only want -#blood spilled.#I try and that’s all I have #and my best is horrible and my worst is a nightmare #but even through all this I still care and I still am kind #so be it if people label me a monster I shan’t be one to be loved by all for that is a fools errand. But I can try to be kind #well life is life. And people will try to label me things I;m not #I am a coward I am an idiot and maybe I am a monster #but I try to be kind. And that’s all I can do in the end. All anyone can do. I hold no malice but loss at the people and friends I could-#Have gained. Maybe a heart that’s so broken can only love in pain. Who knows I don’t

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