#I'll vent to them at some point probably; but rn I just need to shout into the void
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I'm about to mcfuckin lose it
#I was supposed to have therapy this past Tuesday but then my therapist had to cancel because her daughter was home sick#so she rescheduled to today#but then her daughter fractured a bone; so now she rescheduled it for next Tuesday#but like; I've really really really needed to talk to her since like; last *Saturday*#I should have fuckin asked if I could have been slipped in last Monday for an earlier appointment instead of waiting#maybe I would have actually gotten to fuckin talk to her#I do hope all the best for her and her daughter; like; I get it; shit happens#but like; it could have happened on any of the days that I had nothing new to talk about which is becoming more frequent#but no; something really fucked up happens that triggers super bad memories that are still affecting me; and I can't talk to ANYONE about#it in depth like I want to because that's too much to put on someone and the one person i CAN and am SUPPOSED to talk about this with isn't#available either#just...#FUCK#ignore me; I'm in a mood#also posting this here because people I know irl follow my main; and I don't want them to see my vent#I'll vent to them at some point probably; but rn I just need to shout into the void#not taz#Gab gabs
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