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liltaz-asatreat · 2 years

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I'm about to mcfuckin lose it

#I was supposed to have therapy this past Tuesday but then my therapist had to cancel because her daughter was home sick #so she rescheduled to today #but then her daughter fractured a bone; so now she rescheduled it for next Tuesday #but like; I've really really really needed to talk to her since like; last *Saturday*#I should have fuckin asked if I could have been slipped in last Monday for an earlier appointment instead of waiting #maybe I would have actually gotten to fuckin talk to her #I do hope all the best for her and her daughter; like; I get it; shit happens #but like; it could have happened on any of the days that I had nothing new to talk about which is becoming more frequent #but no; something really fucked up happens that triggers super bad memories that are still affecting me; and I can't talk to ANYONE about #it in depth like I want to because that's too much to put on someone and the one person i CAN and am SUPPOSED to talk about this with isn't #available either #just...#FUCK #ignore me; I'm in a mood #also posting this here because people I know irl follow my main; and I don't want them to see my vent #I'll vent to them at some point probably; but rn I just need to shout into the void #not taz #Gab gabs

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dreamlogic · 3 days

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i have no clue what's going on w/ the hiring process for the job offer i got yesterday, but at least it seems like nobody at the post office does either. 🙃

#ctxt #charlie vs mail #got a call from some guy at the regional sorting facility like 'uuh yeah just drop in to your PO whenever for fingerprinting'#so i show up in shorts & a t-shirt as a stop along a multi-errand trip bc my impression was that this is just a part of the background check #woman doing my prints was like 'idk if anyone's here to speak with you today but we can check'#me still thinkin it's just a casual meet/greet 'oh no worries haha! btw i got the job offer before having even 1 interview is that normal?'#she doesn't know but leads me around until we find someone buried under a stack of paperwork at her desk #'hi [redacted!] charlie is here for their interview!'#redacted peers over his monitor like a deer in headlights 'who is here for their what now??? oh uuuhh gimme a minute uuuhhhhh'#i'm sweatinnnmng like i'm wearing my birks i am massively underprepared but ok i guess we're doing this & they already offered me the job so #redacted also seemed to be panicking a lil bc the person who usually does these interviews isn't even in today #we had a moment of 'so we're both utterly blindsided here right?' 'yeah can we reschedule?' 'yes god please let's reschedule'#so i'm going back thursday for an actual interview. after already completing background check & filling out tax paperwork #get home to an email from the dude who called me this morning like 'btw dress business casual for your fingerprinting & bring XYZ'#but still stating nowhere that the implication was that fingerprinting & interview would happen concurrently????#this is a federal institution & the second largest employer in the US. get ur shit together !!!#hoping it's not gonna be a black mark that i showed up in my casual summer clothes without the necessary docs #but tbf to me the expectations were hella unclear like i wasn't even given a point of contact for an onboarding supervisor until today #since they were also drastically underprepared i hope it'll just be water under the bridge & we can properly meet thursday #hands down weirdest hiring/onboarding process i've ever gone through but fuck it we ball

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crowleyanthonys · 7 months

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i told myself that i would get soooo much work done today before my meeting with my advisor so that she would be sooooo impressed with my progress. instead i've just been at a state of nervous paralysis and have not accomplished anything today 😔

#BUT she may reschedule our meeting so there IS hope!!!#my only saving grace is that it's finals week and she knows that i'm ''''focusing'''' on my seminar class rn #so maybe she won't be expecting much of a progress report today lmao #anyway...pray for me pls #grad school tag

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snowflakeb0ttles · 3 months

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#feeling like this rn .#my mother was supposed to take me to the mall today for my birthday (3 days ago)#but said no actually let me reschedule it to next weekend instead #meanwhile im sitting here completely dressed just waiting for her to get here most of the day #and it makes me sound selfish perhaps . but was really lookin forward 2 it !#she did not do anything for my birthday last year (said she was gonna take me to build a bear. never did and still hasnt)#and so this year i was like cool! get to go to the mall :) maybe even go to build a bear too while we are there #but nope . whotever. got it stepped on again #and yeah sure maybe we'll go next weekend so i should be happy abt that but :/#poop and dookie and fart and whatnot

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ereborne · 3 months

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Song of the Day: March 22

"Too Sweet" by Hozier

#song of the day #new Hozier songs!! absolutely adore this one. listen to that bass line!!#and as much as I also take my bed at three--or later. since it's after six now. whoops--the chorus isn't my very favorite part #'I aim low / I aim true and the ground's where I go #I work late where I'm free from the phone / and the job gets done / but you worry some I know'#love the build there #I still haven't had the bad talk with my boss. she had to have another meeting with another person disappointing her and mine got delayed #hooray? gonna cause more problems later but it got me a reprieve for now so hooray I guess!#it's raining now and it'll be freezing later so I haven't gotten out to the garden yet either #it looks like the weather will be better for it on Monday which is also when my meeting got rescheduled for #so I'll get to garden as my reward for being a big girl and doing my job even when it suuuucks #also tentative plans to play Stardew with my siblings this weekend!! very excited to see the updates #I want one of those blue farms so bad #and then /next/ week we'll go around to the pet stores and scout the stuff for Duncan's frog tank #we got the filter matting that's going to make up the lowest layer of 'land' in his paludarium today and it's neat-weird squishy

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seariii · 6 months

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Thinking about ages and the passage of time and how in January I'll be a year older and how I feel I still haven't done anything with my life, but saying "can't now" and rescheduling that mental breakdown for sometime in the future between 8pm and 5am

#today i feel im getting an A on socializing and I'm happy because people are nice so i dont wanna deal with those thoughts right now #im not good at rescheduling but im a liiiiiittle disociated and it hadn't sunk in yet. so it was possible this time around #its like telling my mind to let me enjoy life for a little longer because of the struggles it has put me through the last few months #i wanna draw and i wanna sleep and i wanna stay awake... seari feels a little better and she gets the zoomies huh

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nessypanda-art · 5 months

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#hi there its me #i was supposed to have a phone call today with my recruiter about my job application #she was having technical issues so we rescheduled for tomorrow #which is fine and all i just get very stressed over having phone calls #so the temporary relief i felt was immaculate #im hoping that by making more phone calls ill get over my weird stress thing

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majikz · 6 months

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How long do you wait for someone to show up in a meeting before concluding that they're probably not going to make it?

#I mean ... i did change it to a virtual meeting this morning because shit just got real crazy today but like #she said she'd be there and just had students in the room... and it's been 10 minutes.#when do I email and say “wanna reschedule” lmao #personal #daily feels #it really is good that i pushed it back to being virtual tho because I don't know. there was so much crazy stuff happening at once today

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pinkcadillaccas · 1 year

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Who else getting into fights with local businesses about trans inclusion and being very stressed about it this fine Wednesday afternoon

#its always the way that what they do is such a small thibg and you go hey dont fucking do that #and then it gets escalated to a huge thing and somehow makes you feel like youre overreacting #when all you asked was dont do that thats weird #anyway they're full of shit #and its so annoying because its the local board game cafe and i fucking love the board game cafe #unfortunately the owners can suck a huge bag of dicks #also had to reschedule my disability support meeting and idk if shes going to see it in time #being alive has just been so stressful today why cant people just be normal! literally just be normal #notmal as in be kind to eachother and say what you mean #other than that be a fucking freak #al is talking

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inthesummerswelter · 1 year

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god nothing worse on this green earth than my boss striding in saying “we need to talk” and then proceeding to reschedule our meeting for later in the day

#literally my heart rate skyrocketed #college life yo #even better is that she's esl so like did she really mean there's something impt to talk about??#or did she just want to talk rn about rescheduling today's meeting??

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water-fan-art · 7 months

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I’ve had covid for the last week and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow. At the start I joked that I would get so much drawing done, and all I’ve done is this Jasper doing an incorrectly drawn navy salute

#baby’s first covid #the rest of these tags are just gonna be me venting #y’all would not believe how much of a fuck around it was to get my 5 days of isolation #I’ve said this a lot over the last 6 days but you’d think they wouldn’t want someone with covid cleaning an eating area. which is my job #and guess who covered half my shifts? the other worker who tested positive the same day I did #I have such an issue with my new supervisor and how my workplace is run. I’m 🤏 close to quitting (alas #the plan is to get top surgery and then dip)#but yeah. anyway. wish me luck and let’s hope I’m not still contagious (I always wear a mask and sanitise anyway)#if any of the customers or workers ask where I’ve been or why I’m working slow. I’ll be 100% honest and say I’m recovering from covid #‘’yeah I may still be infectious I don’t know‘’#I tried to get Monday/tuesday off on Saturday and was ignored for 27 hours and the answer was ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ill give you a call at 8 #didn’t get the call so I called at 8:20 and was like ‘I’m not feeling great’ and the supervisor said she would cover my shift but didn’t #I never got told if I had Monday off. so I assumed I did. then today (Tuesday) got laughed at when I said if no one can cover I’ll go #so I got today off too. but I was asked if I could work Thursday which was the day after I tested positive.#I had Thursday off for my top surgery consultation. which had to get rescheduled. I didn’t even think I had covid 😭 I just wanted to be #responsible and test myself before an appointment. then I had a fever that afternoon. wild ride #anyways. I’m gonna try sleep.

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istanbulite · 11 months

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I know they mean well but I'm constantly annoyed by ppl going like awww ur soo cute ^^ at me or others like.. patronising...

but I'm kinda sensitive to these so...

#su.txt #well....... she did text me abt Barbie and i could reschedule it at least #that day ill do out when its early so I'm not burnt to a crisp...#i do like it when ppl continue to plans tho instead of me having to plan it all the way #today im doing laundry and gym and job hunting #(aka sending connect requests to randos on linkedin #some1 from turkish airlnes dmd do.. id dint know people dmed on l #there

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getting-messi · 1 year

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:(

#so I haven’t been on Instagram since that day I mentioned I’d stop #but I was on Snapchat and this girl that I was super close with was posting a bunch of stuff cause it’s her bday #after years of wishing her a happy bday publicly and getting her gifts and her not even sending me a message on mine or even remembering -#I stopped going out of my way for her since she has given me no energy back #but anyways it’s her bday today and a bunch of people were posting her #and what’s crazy is that she got married recently but she didn’t even tell me when she got engaged I had to find out through someone’s story #and then she had the audacity to just send me a link of an invite to her bridal shower and I was like……I thought we were friends?#like I just don’t know I don’t care that she didn’t tell me she was talking to a guy but she didn’t tell me about her engagement #had a party to celebrate and didn’t invite me to that either #and then barely acknowledged my existence to send me ONLY A LINK to her bridal shower? cause she wanted gifts that’s all #so I was like whatever I’ll go and I even bought her and her man a couples gift EVEN THO I DONT KNOW HIM and clearly don’t know her #but it was a big winter storm so she had to cancel and said she’d let us know when she reschedules #she didn’t bother rescheduling and had the wedding last month #and now on her bday I’m seeing everyone post pics from the wedding and I’m like……#ouch #she couldn’t even invite me to her a wedding #it just feels like a slap to a face #I’m really in my feels recently about not having a single friend #and it’s like I still have her dumb gifts because I couldn’t return it #and it’s like okay people lose touch with each other but every single one of my ‘old friends’ cut me off so harshly #I have way more stories about the other ones #like I truly PRAY that I could just have A SINGLE good friend that I could text and hang out with #but it gets harder and harder the older I get #I saw a tweet that said stop putting energy in your relationships and see how many last if the other person cares they’ll seek you out #and look at that - I was the only one holding onto flimsy friendships that stopped the moment I stopped putting effort #:(#social media sucks

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nerdie-faerie · 10 months

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Listen I'm by no means the most organised person in the world, far from it, but I do my best to turn up on time or at least warn people I'm running late and how late. But I keep seeing all these posts, skits and jokes about how people will say they're on their way when they're no where near ready and it irritates me more than it should. Like why are we normalising disrespecting people's time like that? Like clearly these are people you wanna spend time with, otherwise you wouldn't have planned something, so why can't you just be honest

#ace is a grumpy bean #Clskimo the Wifey #Queer gang #i have quite a few friends who do this and are known for being like this so ill check with them repeatedly like are you sure youre gonna #be ready are you sure its only gonna be another ten minutes etc like i let them plan the meet time in the first place and then they dont #stick to it? like dont tell me what time you think i wanna hear tell me when youre gonna be ready dont be changing te meet time by an hour #whrn ive already planned my day around it this is esp irritating when i have to travel to meet friends and ill already be on my way when #they change the time so it makes no difference to me getting ready im just gonna be waiting around for ages #supposed to be meeting a friend today and she did this to me which is what prompted the rant she would not cooperate with planning despite #her being the one to reach out to meet up were originally supposed to meet at 12 she rescheduled for half 1 at 11 which isnt the shortest #notice ive had but i coulda slept in longer and this was just after telling me she couldnt be out long is just irritating #do you wanna hang out or not? cus youre sure as hell making it difficult rn

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sga-owns-my-soul · 1 year

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i love that i didn’t wanna work today bc i’m tired and don’t have to energy to emotionally regulate the way i know i’ll need to (i was supposed to have two very reactive, nervous dogs and a very high stress cat today) so i was not looking forward to it but whatever it’s work i’ve done it before. except the universe decided to take that vibe and run with it and decided having my assistant get pulled over on the way to come pick me up and have their vehicle towed bc their insurance didn’t auto renew like they thought it did!!!!!

thanks universe but that’s not even vaguely remotely close to the help i was looking for

#i wanted to either be not tired #or the dogs to vibe wtih me #that’s it that’s all i wanted #why did ya have to go and do this #man #i was supposed to see jeff today too i love jeff #he’s such a gremlin kitty and now i gotta reschedule them all #i’m so annoyed #and now my cousin(who is my assistant) is all stressed #cause she’s gotta deal with her freaking car being towed #ugh #bad start to the weekend #this sucks #ignore this #rants #personal rambles #grooming #work #not stargate

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sapphicautistic · 1 year

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One thing that makes me glad about this surgery in June is that it should settle whether my chest pain is gallbladder related so if it continues I know to mention it to the cardiologist whenever I get around to trying to address my constant tachycardia

#i need so many specialists i haven't gotten around to seeing yet #just rescheduled my opthalmologist for the 3rd time #and today my gf took my hand and then winced when she saw it cuz the skin is just disintegrating #and was like you're gonna get a dermo soon right?#i will but ugh there's so much to do #the cardiologist feels v important but with what energy #updates on my boring life

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