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i dont remember what a day without pain felt like
#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic fatigue syndrome#just...#yeah#i just want to draw#and forget about it all
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Miku miku beam or whatever
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl fanart#narilamb#cotl narinder#narinder x lamb#cult of the lamb narinder#just...#just ignore this😭
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It's interesting how Frank doesn't seem to understand how serious the situation is at first. How he interprets "Eddie spent all day feeling useless" as "Eddie had a bad morning." How he doesn't go over to talk to Eddie until Sally specifically seeks him out. This scene at the end feels almost like we're watching the ultimate consequence of Frank keeping Eddie at arm's length for all this time: he isn't there for him until it's far too late. Until Eddie isn't there anymore.
#welcome home#wh spoilers#eddie dear#frank frankly#franklydear#don't get me wrong i love these two!#just...#frank step up your game you're losing your man!
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Why are they just like 🧍🏽♂️🧍🏽

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Reading Sunrise on the Reaping is making me think about a TWW Hunger Games AU. So if I have to consider the concept of victor Leo McGarry having to mentor like, 15 and 16 yo Josh Lyman and CJ Cregg in the same games? I want to share that pain.
#just...#he would make a really good and painful mentor#and chaos twins in the games together? bonding so quickly with each other and with Leo just for one of them to die?#i can't stop thinking about it#the west wing#the hunger games#sunrise on the reaping#txt
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Bashing my head against the wall why can't I have them


#tmi duckie#just...#just grggrffhjhfr#LOOK AT THEM#FUCK#i need them both so bad bro#atj#aaron taylor johnson#Evan peters#evan peters fandom
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EKKO AND JINX HAVE THE MOST DOMESTIC SOFT RELATIONSHIP EVER, GO ARGUE WITH THE WALL IF U DONT AGREE
#they dance at 3am while making cookies#he does her hair and she does his dreads#they go grocery shopping every monday#its routine#they have like 9 pets bc jinxs adopts strays and ekko is too soft to tell her no#ekko dragging jinx outside for a walk bc she needs sunlight after 3 days working on some proyect#just...#timebomb#my beloved#arcane#bee's arcane brainrot
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madelaine petsch 🤍🖤❤️
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hey guys! my first drawing i'm posting to Tumblr in 2025... a Doki Doki Literature Club drawing. this fandom isn't dead yet, right... ? c'mon. there has to be at least one of you. i revisited this game a few days ago, and. yikes. i forgot how messed up this game is. i love this game dearly, but YIKES. i played DDLC a couple years ago, and picked Yuri originally. which... i mean, she's alright. i'm not really a huge fan of her anymore. i still like her, but.. me a couple years ago was absolutely OBSESSED with her. and this time, i chose Natsuki! i just... really like her. she's cool :) alright, i'm gonna shut up now. sorry for the rambling, hope you like the drawing <3
#digital art#fanart#cute?#doki doki literature club#ddlc#ddlc natsuki#i love natsuki so much#my favorite character in ddlc#pink#just...#there's a lot of pink#so why not just tag 'pink'#she's so cuuuute#<3#ily natsuki
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Castlevainia Nocturne: Ah yes the 3 parts of the Egyptian soul the ba (body), ka (blood), and akh (the good parts of the soul that resides in the spirit world)
Me, who was recently researching the parts of the Egyptian soul for a project: ...that's not... what? That's not... what those are or even all the parts...
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According to ancient Egyptian creation myths, the god Atum created the world out of chaos, utilizing his own magic (ḥkꜣ).[1] Because the earth was created with magic, Egyptians believed that the world was imbued with magic and so was every living thing upon it. When humans were created, that magic took the form of the soul, an eternal force which resided in and with every human. The concept of the soul and the parts which encompass it has varied from the Old Kingdom to the New Kingdom, at times changing from one dynasty to another, from five parts to more. Most ancient Egyptian funerary texts reference numerous parts of the soul:
Khet or the "physical body"
Sah or the "spiritual body"
Ren or the "name, identity"
Ba or the "personality"
Ka or the "double" or "vital essence"
Ib or the "heart"
Shuyet or the "shadow"
Sekhem or the "power, form"
Collectively, these spirits of a dead person were called the Akh after that person had successfully completed its transition to the afterlife
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With a start, I realized that the room smelled like him. I had never even noticed that he had a scent. I shut my eyes and breathed deeply. What was it? The crisp edge of a winter wind. Bare branches. The smell of absence, the smell of night. The wound at my shoulder prickled, and I opened my eyes. The doors to the chamber were shut. I hadn’t heard them close. “Alina.” I whirled. The Darkling was standing on the other side of the bed. I clapped my hands over my mouth to stop my scream. This isn’t real, I told myself. It’s just another hallucination. Just like on the Fold. “My Alina,” he said softly. His face was beautiful, unscarred. Perfect. I will not scream, because this isn’t real, and when they come running, there will be nothing to see. He walked slowly around the bed. His footsteps made no sound. I closed my eyes, pressed my palms against them, counted to three. But when I opened them again, he was standing right before me. I will not scream. I took a step backward, felt the press of the wall behind me. A choked sound squeaked free of my throat. I will not scream. He reached out. He can’t touch me, I told myself. His hand will just pass through me like a ghost. It’s not real. “You cannot run from me,” he whispered. His fingers brushed my cheek. Solid. Real. I felt them. Terror shot through me. I threw up my hands, and light blazed over the room in a brilliant wave that shimmered with heat. The Darkling vanished.
Siege and Storm- Chapter 13 (Leigh Bardugo)
When someone's attempting romance, but the other side's hellbent on unreasonable fear...
Dunno Alina, but he's not even threatening! My reaction would be diametrically different.
#Grishaverse#S&S Chapter 13#The Darkling#Alina Starkov#Darklina#The Tether#grishanalyticritical#Siege and Storm#Grisha trilogy#V#books#quotes#Leigh Bardugo#Wanna bet if she grabbed him by the collar and dragged him to that bed#he'd be all too happy to have her on a top?!#Just...#read the BOLD text only!#What does that scene scream?!
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I FELT FUNNY!!! chosen 4 but it's a random picture i found of lucky star figurines...
#earthbound#earthbound fanart#earthbound ness#jeff andonuts#paula jones#paula polestar#just...#earthbound paula#earthbound poo#silly tag#its been a while since i drew them okay i still do not know how to draw children im sorry if they dont look their age💔#my art
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My souring sentiments on Sailor Moon's manga
It'll be a surprise to no one who knows me even remotely that Sailor Moon was my everything back in my childhood. From the age of 9, I was utterly obsessed with it.
That was just a couple of years shy of 30 years ago.
Since then, I've often revisited the series. I watched the entirety of the Viz dub of the classic anime; all 200 episodes.
And I loved it all the same, if not more so than before. Because now I have context for why exactly the anime was the way it was, including its gradual diversion from the manga source material. And I respect the hell out of the staff who poured their life into this work, while concurrently running with the manga and doing whatever it could to not completely outpace it in the narrative.
Are there a lot of fillers in the OG anime? Yes. Too many? Well, not so from a functional standpoint (this show had to run weekly for 5 years), but there are definitely some fillers you could skip and miss nothing in doing so.
But a story like Sailor Moon honestly needed some breathing room in order to properly flesh out the cast.
Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon, the live-action reimagining of the show, was phenomenal back then (despite looking low-budget even by 2003 standards), and having re-watched the whole series recently, I can safely say PGSM more than holds up and deserves way more love and respect than it gets. It's THE perfect example of reimagining the story of Sailor Moon while still respecting its roots and maintaining the soul of the franchise.
Which is exactly why I couldn't stand Sailor Moon Crystal. We knew from the off that it was supposed to be completely faithful to the manga, but one look through @crystalvsmanga will show you Crystal took shitloads of "creative liberties", and the amount of changes I could dare to call "good"? I could count them on one hand.
The animation is low-hanging fruit, because everyone and their dog knows how godawful it was for the first two story arcs. But more than that, I actually loathed the general art design. Yukie Sakou's style DID NOT closely resemble Naoko Takeuchi's. People kept saying it, but I couldn't really see it. The eyes especially are a far cry from Takeuchi's style. And Sakou's style did NOT facilitate the OTT cartoony expressions that were definitely present in Takeuchi's manga; everyone looked so goddamn soulless, like overly-expensive porcelain dolls.
My biggest gripe with Crystal was the story, of course. While a great deal came from just being from the manga (which I'll get to in a bit), the changes they made went a long way to actively make the manga's story worse. My main takeaway from Crystal S1-2 is that it took itself waaaaay too seriously.
That being said, I did like Crystal's third season a lot better BECAUSE Chiaki Kon had way more competence and held a lot more respect for Sailor Moon. Like, my god, for once it felt like there was a soul in this show! It can actually take the piss every now and then!
Some silly things kinda broke my immersion (such as the Senshi just being able to fuckin' fly and Chibi-Moon in particular was literally sky-stepping), but most of that can be blamed on the source material it was adapting. While I was fine with Crystal3, I definitely didn't feel it was anywhere near as good as Sailor Moon S. Outside of Hotaru/Sailor Saturn having more of a presence, there wasn't really much in Crystal's take on Infinity that I liked better than S.
But most of that comes down to the fact that I liked S more than manga's Infinity arc to begin with.
Which is a good segue to talk about the manga proper.
I have not yet watched Eternal or Cosmos. the movies that adapted the last two manga arcs, but it'd be redundant since I know ahead of time what they're going to be about, and so far I haven't heard about any of them deviating from the source material, so it'd be moot to talk about them even if I had watched.
When I first got my hands on the manga, which was when I was around 12-13 and thus got the crappy MiXxZine translations, I was fine enough with it. Thought it was too fast-paced and didn't care for 99% of the villains being one-and-done jobbers, but I was also reading it with my impressions of the 90's anime characters still intact. I was reading the manga like an extension of the anime, rather than the other way around.
It wasn't until many years later when I grew older, when the manga was properly translated, when I acquired the wisdom my teenaged-ass self lacked, and learned to look at the manga as a completely separate entity that I started to see the cracks in the manga's narrative.
Further rereads have left me in something of a mindfuck, as I experienced the manga the proper way. And I realized:
The more I read the manga, the more I disliked it.
The manga is lauded for having an infinitely better depiction of Mamoru, as well as his ~Miracle Romance~ with Usagi.
Objectively, the manga definitely spends lots more time giving UsaMamo attention as a couple than any other aspect of the story...
I'd say they're also more developed as individuals in the manga too, but usually the beats, uh...
... let's say they usually ring hollow, when these two (and sometimes their daughter) are the only ones who consistently get shit done across the series. Hell, on the rare occasion that the Inner Senshi weren't rendered into street pizza, Neo Queen Serenity basically told them to fuck off and let her daughter, past self, and past hubby take on motherfucking DEATH PHANTOM/NEMESIS BY THEMSELVES.
It's likely because my first exposure to Sailor Moon was via the 90s anime, which had more of a focus on friendship and comradery between Usagi and her friends than it did her romance with Mamoru. I mean, romance was DEFINITELY a prominent thing even in that iteration of the story, but that wasn't where my interest lied. I was, am currently, and always will be more interested in Usagi's galpals than I'll ever be interested in her love life.
And, well, I'm sure this qualifies as a hot take, but...
This one moment with Usagi and Mamoru in the elevator (hell, their interaction across this entire episode was great) resonated with me far more than any ultra-romantic declarations of eternal devotion that Usagi and Mamoru kept regurgitating at each other in the manga.
Granted, the manga had a FEW moments early on where their dynamic was more playful, but they were pretty much confined to the early chapters and this element of their chemistry pretty much died not long after this.
Some say 90s anime Mamoru was far too mean-spirited in his teasing of Usagi. And I mean, sure, he was kind of a douche at times, but he usually got some karmic blowback from it (I remember one time he made Usagi cry without even really meaning to, and she cried so loud in public that randos nearby were giving Mamoru the evil-eye or a scolding). But honestly, after R, Mamoru kinda became a bland, generic love interest, just as he almost always was in the manga. The only difference was that anime Mamoru was never granted powers that were literally equal to Usagi's. The manga gave him a GOLDEN FUCKING CRYSTAL.
There was that infamous break-up arc in R that, yes, was shitty in concept and execution. But if I had anything positive to say about it, it at least shook up the status quo. It didn't make him immediately fall into the bland, generic love interest he would soon become. And it gave us some of the most emotionally-charged Usagi moments in the entire anime.
Conversely, in the manga, we had THIS shit for our UsaMamo "drama":
(the former incident with Usagi literally accusing her boyfriend of falling in love with a kid, by the way, happened while MOST OF HER FRIENDS WERE KIDNAPPED BY THE ENEMY AND COULD'VE BEEN DEAD FOR ALL SHE KNEW AND YET SHE FUCKING HAD TIME FOR THIS STUPID SHIT)
Everything seemed to revolve around Usagi and Mamoru (sometimes Chibiusa too). It lowkey came off that way at times even in the 90s anime, but in the manga or Crystal? You'd be hard-pressed to find the girls engaging in their stated hobbies at most points in time, because they're usually all together and talking about their prince and princess.
Hell, even Haruka - Sailor Uranus herself - seemed much more interested in Usagi than she ever did in Michiru, her actual girlfriend.
So... am I just missing something? I've seen people say that as they grow older, they prefer the manga/Crystal to the 90s anime. But I've never seen anyone other than myself express the opposite sentiment.
But it's true - unless I completely leave my brain at the door, I have a hard time enjoying the manga for what it is. The characters I'm most interested in or attached to quickly get swept aside for the characters I have the least interest in. No more does that ring true than the Stars arc of the manga, where Naoko Takeuchi basically speedruns killing off literally the entire cast until Sailor Moon's the only one left standing. Most characters don't even get to go out in a blaze of glory or anything - it's got nothing on the finale of the 90s anime's first season in that regard. If you're lucky, you'll get a single panel where your entire existence is ripped to shreds - but sometimes you'll be killed literally off-screen!!
There's a number of questionable manga-exclusive aspects that rubbed me the wrong way as well, such as poor Sailor Pluto being assigned as a child to guard the Door of Time in complete and total solitude. While I appreciate more Silver Millennium lore that the manga provided (the anime hardly mentioned it past the first arc), it was more than a little uncomfortable knowing the OG Queen Serenity conscripted the Inner Senshi as small children to become Princess Serenity's guardians. Really casts Queen Serenity and her Moon Kingdom in a much darker light - like maybe Queen Beryl and Queen Nehelenia had a point in trying to take them down (though the manga I believe retcons all past villains as incarnations of Chaos, so that arguably removes all prior villains' agency?). Lots of little things that I didn't think twice about, but now that I look at them again, I'm wondering WTF Naoko Takeuchi was thinking.
Though I don't want to be too hard on her. Poor girl was working under stress far longer than she'd planned to (she'd intended on ending the story either by the Dark Kingdom or Black Moon arc), so it's no surprise there's a lot of clunk and clutter in the narrative.
I often wondered if Naoko Takeuchi really wanted to make Sailor Moon with a Super Sentai-esque setup in the first place. After all, her first big hit was Sailor V, which was exclusively Minako and Artemis fighting evil with Minako having her own masked love interest she ended up being at odds with and he eventually died. With a scant few secondary characters here and there.
It led to me thinking about what Sailor Moon would be like if Naoko kept the cast to a more Sailor V-like size. That, perhaps, the Sailor Moon she really wanted to make would be quite a different beast from how we know it to be today.
So this lengthy diatribe about my personal conflicts with my waning fondness for the manga versus my strengthened love for the OG anime and live-action show was actually a preamble to a bizarre AU I wrote an outline for over a year ago but never posted in public. I had considered posting it to Sailor Moon's Reddit back then, but I (probably wisely) held off, as my musing went way off the rails.
But I figured now's a good time as any to share it here, at least. Though it'll need to be its own post since I wrote so goddamn much in this post alone, wow.
On that note, I'll end with this: The only iteration of UsaMamo that I unironically enjoyed and rooted for is...
#sailor moon#pretty guardian sailor moon#bishojo senshi sailor moon#sailor moon manga#sailor moon anime#sailor moon classic#sailor moon crystal criticism#sailor moon manga criticism#pgsm#naoko takeuchi#usagi tsukino#mamoru chiba#chibiusa#usamamo#usamamo criticism#miracle romance#no kidding the fandom usually acts like the manga is sacred territory#something you're not allowed to have a bad opinion about#I don't necessarily HATE it#just...#I don't really feel what everyone else is feeling from it#if nothing else it'll always be better than s1-2 crystal#now THAT'S an abomination I know I'm not alone in feeling that way about#but yeah#the manga is overrated#there I said it#am I okay?
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Idk if my silent rage is getting worse but whenever I see news about any of the terribly despicable rich influential bigoted celebs/leaders in the world I immediately have vivid fantasies of punching them in the face
#I cant help going straight for fantasies about violence#it somehow gives me some peace of mind even though it can never happen#Just...#the clear mental image of punching a piece of shit in the face#its so nice#kill the rich#not art#pontalks
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