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Ok..lets do this.
Finally responding to @akirapolarbear !!
I couldn't get the thoughts and ideas out of my head.
(Au and the Designs of Donald&Webby belong to the amazing @diogxnxs !)
Everything based on This Post!
Trust me this went very out of Hand haha
Also Raider got Tail Feathers if anybody cares
#This project took ages!!#But coming up with the designs and everything was so much fun!#I have even more ideas but those are only going to be discussed#at least for now haha#I know I ages Webby up but I think it still counts as Dios Design <3#Though she was one of the harder ones to draw#Anyway I guess I'm officially back! :D#I'm gonna go and get ready for work now#I feel like I have a lot to catch up on later xd#donald duck#odin eidolon#red raider#due/two#webby vanderquack#lena sabrewing#weblena#magica de spell#gladstone gander#lyla lay#ducktales#duck comics#pkna#hazbin hotel#alastor#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#my art#not my au#duckverse#duckblr
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(49/365) HAPPY MCC DAY!!! MAY WE ALL HAVE A SILLY TIME WATCHING THE MCC-
#gtws#gtwscar#goodtimeswithscar#Madi rambles :>#now at this current time I don't know who the teams are#but I will stand by my current deal that if any team that I'm actually watching wins (like right now Lime Llamas for Jimmy or Cyan coyotes#for Scar) I will buy that T-shirt because YEAH#ANYWHO VERY EXCITED SINCE MCC ROTTERDAM IS ON A SUNDAY SO I CAN JUST LOCK IN AND WATCH IT YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#I have to get ready for work in like 15 minutes and we're only 5/8 games. I'm not going to be able to catch the end so I'm gonna have to se#who won later
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tomorrow is gonna be such a weird day i am not looking forward to it at all
#update on the work thing#my manager got all desperate ex on me and called me two times#then sent me a message saying i should call her back#and then called another time#and then messaged me again#as if.. she thinks i'm not going to come in tmrw???????????#lmao i need to give you your stuff back i think it's pretty fucking obvious i'll come in tomorrow i just gave you a fucking notice so#you'd be ready for it tomorrow#it's such a shitshow#i did not reply back to her#idc how bad of me that is but . this is my off day#we will see each other tomorrow we can talk about the details tomorrow#you do not need to call me at 5pm on a fucking sunday#😒😒😒😒😒😒#she is very fucking weird#maybe she has trauma with employees that just won't show their faces again or smth idk#well . i will#bc that's.. how it goes??????#IT'S JUST SO ODDDDDD HER CALLING ME SO MUCH WAS WEIRDDD PLEASE GET A GRIP MA'AM IT'S FINEEEEEEEEEE#anyway yeah it's gonna be weird tmrw it's gonna be awkward#but perhaps tmrw will be my last day lmao#either that or the day after#i won't offer it i'll see what she'll say#bc i mean she expects me to quit like NOW anyway lmao#whatever whatever#i don't wanna go back thereeeeeeee i have had enoughhhhhh#plus..#i know she probably blabbered abt this to the others too yk#so everybody knows abt the situation and they all think i'm just being a dick lol#mayor of loserville
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alrighty, friends, i feel the need to be a little transparent because it's affecting things here. the short version of everything is: i'm not doing so hot in the mental health department. no one needs to be concerned -- i'm okay even if i'm having a hard time. but i just ask that everyone continues to be patient and understanding bc i promise that i'm excited to write and chat!! both new and old mutuals, i have so much admiration for you all!! the problem is that the discomfort and sensitivity i feel are making it increasingly difficult to be punctual and social.
so what does this mean? it means my activity may continue to be extra slow. i might procrastinate with messages or go completely silent. i might not log on some days just so i don't have to use my brain. but however my presence here fluctuates, i promise that in no way this is a reflection of my feelings towards you or our muses. i'm just going through it.
all that said, thank you for being here <3 thank you for filling my dash with things that make me smile, and thank you for being a space where i can relax. i care about all of you so much, and i encourage you to be kind to yourselves!! take breaks!! take your time!! your happiness and health matter first always.
#trying to resist the urge to erase everything bc i feel like i'm needlessly explaining myself#but it /is/ needed bc i see how my mental health is affecting me here and i'm frustrated by it and feel guilty#like today was a bad day tbh. i was angry for a good chunk of it bc of work and then there are personal things making it very hard#for me to not become instantly agitated when i get home#so even though i wanted to start messaging people i really almost have the urge to cry at the thought of doing so rn#bc it's just another thing to do when i really just want to /stop/ having to do things today#it's a similar feeling to wanting to see my friends bc i love them to bits but being so burned out that i also don't want to go anywhere#i hope that makes sense and i'm sorry to everyone waiting on me and i'm so thankful to everyone waiting on me#i'm gonna stop talking now though bc i feel like i'm definitely rambling atp ;v;#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw negative#i hope this post isn't as messy as it feels to me but i gotta stop rereading it or i'll go insane
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What does it mean that I want to be her? I used to write without a reason Is it for truth? Is it for ego? Is it for fame? Is it for freedom? (Whatever it is, I know that I need it)
@togepies, whose VP work and OCs I've admired from afar for a long time, very kindly offered to take some photos of Riley and I can't get over how stunning she looks on PC ;_: .
[[Set 1/4]]
Hair, eye, and accessory mods all linked here
#Cyberpunk 2077#CP2077#V#My V#Riley Aldana#Togepies I will thank you for your wonderful work until you get sick of me lmao (jk) (kinda) (ily) (thank you again!)#Go check out her other VP work and her OCs who I love and cherish and adore and go feral over!!!!!!!!!#I'm gonna be gaga over this set for about uhhhhhhh a year now so I hope everyone's ready for me to lose my goddamn mind posting these photo#Aldi speaks
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i made the mistake of looking up Temu on tumblr
#selling shitty stolen designs for dirt cheap is how amazon got its foothold#and yes amazon is evil and getting worse#therefore it's a good thing it has competition now#and somehow the global slave-wage labour trade is still going strong despite strong condemnation of it#it's one of the only ways some poorer countries get to have a GDP in our current global economic order#richer countries exploit their natural resources#and one such natural resource is cheap human labour#how do we fix that man#idk#but can we stop yelling at temu or the communists or fast fashion#the problem is literally how our entire world works#It's globalization... remember globalization?#Of course the kids don't remember globalization#I'm no expert either but I have fuzzy memory when US politicians (Bush? Clinton?) were trying to convince us#that expanding the global supply chain is good actually#idk about anyone else but i am ready to give up access to avocados in the great canadian winter and go back to a diet of chicken and potato#because access to avocados in the middle of the canadian winter is what the global supply chain gaves us#and cat paw socks for your chair and cute pastel dinosaur onesies and fancy alpaca wool and electric car engines and 5G wifi#we have more access to goods than the kings of yore and yes it is unfair on a gargantuan scale#but unless all of us are willing to give up all of it and I mean ALL of it#it ain't gonna change#and it sure as hell isn't temu's fault#i love naemyeong though i can't bear to have naemyeong taken away from me
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me: i don't think i have seasonal depression, at least not for winter. i enjoy the colder weather and i don't understand why people are bemoaning the shorter days. i like the nighttime???
me: *has a random and unexplained 6 month depressive period, starts craving summer weather, and then starts to perk up once the sun comes out and the days start getting longer*
me: hm. okay.
#like i was ready to drop out of college last week and now i'm practically vibrating with excitement over course planning for summer opening#soon. like in the next few weeks or so.#i was gonna take summer off partly because i need a break partly because there's usually not much to take in general#(i've already finished the majority of courses that are relevant to my major/minors that are usually offered over the summer)#and now i'm like 'i'll take a course or two over the summer depending on what's being offered'#and then in fall i'm like genomics???? advanced cell bio?!??? can it be september yet???????#(apparently there might be a sociology course on theology and deities that i REALLY want to take)#this also kinda coincided with doing what i really love doing in lab which is genetics work skdjekfjejfjd#we did a DNA extraction/isolation on monday and we're going to do a BLAST search after reading break next week#and today i did so much studying???? like at least 3-4 hours worth#usually i look at my botany notes and am like 'whatever' but today i just. was on a roll#idk what changed but it's been pretty clear out this week and the days are getting longer#my back is killing me but i'm like??? happy????? for the first time in months
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with the new year comes some little bits of housekeeping, and it's mainly how i plan to approach interactions moving forward. the plain and unfortunate truth is i suck at keeping up with messages. it's easier the closer i feel to someone, but i can still get easily overwhelmed. i'm still forgetful, both with messages and interaction calls. so this year, i'm going to do my best to act in accordance to my strengths and stop pushing myself to do something that i simply don't have the mental energy to do constantly.
what does this mean? well, i won't be making plotting calls going forward; instead, i plan to make lists of plots for each muse as well as general plots/dynamics i want, and i'll approach you if you like one of these posts. this should make dynamics easier to develop since we'll already have a starting place. i will also occasionally reblog a plotting meme of some sort, so if you want a more personalized idea from me, those will be the way to go. i probably won't like plotting calls myself unless i have a pretty solid idea in mind.
when i make starter/inbox calls, i'm going to start placing a cap on them so that i don't bite off more than i can chew. if i get through that initial cap, i might raise it if i still feel good enough to do more, but if i don't, it's okay bc i guarantee i'll make another interaction call before long! i just need to start doing this bc i honestly forget what i owe within a few days if i get busy.
and i want to be honest -- the little interactions make me more comfortable around my mutuals and more likely to pursue interactions. liking my headcanons/ooc posts/etc., commenting on posts, and sending in memes ( ic or ooc ) show me you do have an interest in what i have to offer. i understand reaching out is nerve-wracking bc i get nervous, too, but reaching out can be something as small as liking a post. and this is just a general note in regards to my own comfort that i might put in my rules! i guess what i'm saying is, if you're having a hard time approaching me, just a little interaction will help me bridge the gap, if that makes sense. if both of us feel shy but at least one of us reaches out even in a small way, we can make a connection over time!
i think that's it for the time being! i promise i'll be doing my best to show my interest even when it's hard for me to talk, and i hope these changes make it easier to connect <3
#i'm not reading that back again bc i really am feeling like a lil deflated balloon and it's only 9 o'clock here asdfg#i've been thinking about this for a minute though bc really#i keep trying to be good at messages and keeping track of interaction calls and rather than stressing myself out#i'm just going to do what i know will work better for me bc it'll then work better for y'all in the long run too#i might add all of this into my rules later but for now i'm gonna drink some water and take a minute bc a headache is trying to come for me#and just!! sorry to everyone i've ever forgotten about when it comes to interaction calls!!#and i'm sorry to everyone i've ever forgotten to message back!!#i never meant to be this way and you're wonderful!! i just got a bad brain you see :' )#get ready to ramble | ooc
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are you chiyo's buddy?
#good morning!! i finally had to do one of these asdfg i was too tempted :' )#and i might have fallen asleep last night before actually queuing stuff........... but that's why i'm awake now dw dw#gonna finish up what i was working on and slide everything in there and keep adding to it uvu#hope everyone's sunday is going well so far <3#i might!! reblog a spicy hc meme? i haven't decided yet but we'll see!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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10,750 words, I am absolutely fucking insane, wtf
#supercasey ramblings#anyways the shadow fic is going well. chp 2 is done and i'm only making 3 so i'm almost done#pretty sure at this point that i'll publish but i'm still nervous for a variety of reasons:#1. it's in the sonic movie universe and i haven't watched literally any of them yet. but i hate watching things so ugh#i really do wanna watch them! but unfortunately my flavor of adhd hates sitting still for movies#and 2. it's most certainly an au since it'll be a post-third movie story#and because we still don't know the exact details of sonic 3 it's a very wild guess of the movie's events#right now i'm making it more based on sa2 complete with the moon half exploding#again this probably isn't a big deal but i'm anxious nonetheless#so yeah. i guess i'll see if i can manage to watch the movies before posting this#but it'll definitely come out before the third movie premiers#watch as my fic is nothing like the movie and is utter clownshoes#oh well. tis the nature of writing for fandoms i guess#anyways get ready for my self-indulgent fic of a self insert adopting/fostering shadow the hedgehog post-sonic 3#it's gonna be terrible. but also not#sorry for the rambling lol i'm debating on writing more but it's already 10:33 i should really head to bed#might write more tomorrow after work but we'll see. hopefully i can finish the first draft by friday#for no reason other than i want to
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Rascal is ready to be integrated in with Hope finally and they are chilling now freeroam the house style -W- they had one more treats session when he came home from the vet's and now he's out and about with her.
I do gotta lot of cleaning to do before Olive comes home tonight after her big surgery though. And I have the next few days to monitor her recovery off from work, and Rascal and Hope being together
#I'm gonna clean out the bedroom so that it is good n clean for her to recover in#She no longer is stressed out by Rascal's scent and comes in and out of the bedroom freely but I do just wanna get it good n clean for her#It's been so messy in here in general and I've been meaning to clean#Especially her cage needs to be cleaned out and prepped for her extended stay in it#But I'm just so so so glad Rascal gets to freeroam the house now with Hope and they're both relaxed by it#I think Olive and him are very nearly ready too. She's been working so well on it I'm so proud of her#But since she's going to be confined to just the one room Rascal and Hope are good to go now#I have today and two more days off#And then I'm working 2 days before taking 2 more days off (for my birthday)#So I'm having plenty of time this first week to make sure she's okay#And then the 2nd week should be much easier#And after 2 weeks she should be all good to go ^_^
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uhhhh i'm opening my cosmic lost and found docs for the first time in weeks someone wish me luck pls
#lol last time i worked on this fic it kicked my ass and i almost kms (jk ofc) but it did make me big sad#i couldn't get the next chapter set up right and it was driving me absolutely insane. but i'm gonna take another crack at it now#and i'm gonna try to get chaps ready to go up in like january... hopefully.#diaerie
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I swear, this is the last ever New Year that I ring in with people who don't value me or my time and efforts. This is the last year that I spend the holidays etc feeling utterly despondant and miserable. This is the last time I spend the 2 weeks that encompass Christmas, New Years, and my birthday with my cunt of a mother and sister. They have had almost 25 of them in some way or another, and this is their last. I'm done.
#max rambles a lot#pissed off exhausted and ready to go to bed now tbh#i worked really hard to try and make the most of the fact that i'm stuck with them#i bought us some fun card games for xmas to try and give us something to do together#and they just half heartedly sulked through it and then pissed off upstairs again less than an hour later#i'm done trying and i'm done caring#if i'm ringing in the new year by myself then so be it#seems a fitting end to this crap shoot of a year tbh#like it would be one thing if i was choosing to spend it by myself#but yeah i've put a lot of effort into trying to make the best out of this and they just both fucked off#mums watching whatever bs tv show she like this week and furthering her emotional affair with a married man#my sister who said she was tired and wanted a nap is actually on a discord call and yelling and laughing and screaming with her friends#so yeah fuck em i'm done making an effort to make things nice or easy or whatever#fuck 2023 tbh what an absolute cunter of a year#gonna make myself a drink and see if i can write anymore of this current chapter of tmwyh(icfit)#might get it out in the first couple of days of 2024 who knows#anyway happy new year ig
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#cascoon#it's like silcoon‚ but purple and pointy! desperately trying to remember how this one comes about. i'm gonna seem like a fake pokémon fan#i know silcoon and cascoon are both evolutions of wurmple. but i don't remember what the criteria are. is it a gender thing? hold on google#oh. it's just. some hidden personality value. so it's effectively random#y'know what. i think that's better than it being a gender thing. shoutout. but it could be considerably more interesting#maybe i'm just conditioned by the hitmonline to think that every evolution criteria has to be stupid and obscure and insane#or finizen At All#or all the stupid-ass trade evos. do not like trade evos. i do Not like trade evos! i have said this before but i will keep saying it#i just realized i called cascoon purple and pointy as though silcoon was not pointy. i'm not with it at all this morning#i just woke up‚ y'all. can you tell. can you tell i'm not sentient yet. i have to go to work in like an hour and a half and i am Not ready#anyway. i'm gonna get this guy up in the queue and dustox and then take my meds. see you guys in the dustox post#this must look so weird to y'all. since dustox is gonna be either multiple hours or a whole Day after cascoon#but i queue up two to three pokémon at once every morning to keep a good backlog in the queue in case one morning i miss it#which has happened before. it's saved my ass before. and i'm gonna need to use it at the beginning of july#sneak peek for you guys. i'll be heading out of town on june 30th to go to the other side of the country for work. so i won't be around#any posts you see from june 30th to july 4th are gonna be like super duper queued in advance. and i probably won't be able to answer asks#or anything like that. i dunno if i'll do a formal announcement bc no one will even notice but for you dear reader#who read this deep into my mile-long cascoon tags. you now know that i will be out of town from june 30th to july 4th#use this power wisely….
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okeydoke as I have not had much energy for working on stuff lately (but lots of motivation) I'm not gonna do proper NaNo with a wordcount or anything, BUT I am gonna make it a goal to get some amount of work done on a writing project every day (at least until I go away on the 24th). Main priority blaseball projects are, in no particular order:
Fic about the ending
Abner fic
Simon's Quest
secret fic(s) :)
get the Talkers exchange set up
Aside from that, I've been poking at more non-blaseball stuff, which is a good excuse for me to plug my writing blog @cyndakip! All my fics get posted there, so if you're interested in my writing beyond just blaseball (especially if you like pokemon), I recommend following me there, since I don't post non-blaseball fics here.
#I'm in a weird place rn where the end of blb is coinciding with me finally feeling ready to get back to nuzlockes#and I very much want to keep writing blb fics! it's just complicated by me getting smacked over the head with pokemon motivation#and separate from that I think it's just been hard for me to work on blb fics knowing that it's over#writing the ending fic in particular means confronting that. and I definitely haven't fully processed it yet and idk when I will#I really truly do want to keep writing blb fics for a long time but I worry there will be not much of an audience anymore#and I know that doesn't matter. I'm gonna write what I want and I know some people will still read it. but yknow. it's rough#also my relationship with pokemon and the nuzlocke community has been really fucking complicated these past few years#to the point where I stopped engaging altogether bc it was stressing me out too much and I had lost all confidence in my writing#this happened to be right before I got into blb. which came along at the perfect time and gave me the community & confidence boost I needed#now it kinda feels like we've come full circle. blb has changed me and now I'm ready to go back with a whole new attitude#I just don't want these two things to be mutually exclusive! I want both! but that's easier said than done#especially bc I haven't had enough energy to work on much of either lately! I want to say things are getting better on that front but#it's complicated. you know how it is with human bodies. treacherous things#the thing is I don't want to waste this. I feel ready for pokemon again and god I missed it and I'm gonna ride this wave of motivation#if I had more energy this would be less of a problem. ah well#gonna get all this done sooner or later#talking moistly
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okay, my plotting
#just me hi#'my plotting' i'm thinking of my independent to dos outloud bfsvh#anyWho so i've got those two revenges i've gotta finish.. and then there was one big one i wanted to do..#and then uhhh.. i Do need to get around to watching that tutorial on synfig lol#13 minute video is Nothing to me but ohhh man is it SoDaunting hhfbshh#well let me not say daunting i think i am thinking of a grueling hour-long tutorial when it's really 13 min long and i really wanna learn#this thing so hhhhhmm :^#i gotta respond to my messages..#mm i also have- oh i've gotta eat at some point let's not forget that lmao :3#gotta go through my askbox..#n really clean up my email... i love cleaning up my email :>#finish that story i was reading...#explode 4000 times bc i vaguely thought of something neat...#i think i should get into woodcarving...#no wait that's not a to-do.. maybe organize my clothes box. she is Not lookin good hhfbhsfhv#i hate doing that though so fingers crossed that ever gets done lmao#/mm yea i think i'm gonna finish up this attack rn ehe :3#there is something so nice abt already having something you like working on ready when you wake up. hellooo drawing hfbsh#okay on my way now :) gotta clean my things up#//ouh i Need to go skating at some point this month....... so bad#//okay i'm going Now hgfbshv ; toodles :3
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