#I'm queueing this up on the 13th so there's more content coming

[luimagines]

(( Mafia imagine: warmth ))

Time have his child sleeping on his chest their head lay on his chest to were his heart is and his arms wrap around the child body gently rub circle on the child's back, twilight sleep already since he couldn't leave well cause of blind small sleep whimpering so he stay and wolf asleep next to time. Time close his eye to catch on some sleep too and he meant to fake sleep but felt so comfortable that he fell to actually sleep.

time open his eyes to see he back were he used to live and see a young version of himself and next to himself there's a women and older time realizing that this women is his old love and time knows deep down that she's blind mother but the older time frown to remember that this day is when he came a mafia boss and feel pain again to rewatch his young self have to sadly leave his love and time see she sad but she understands time see his young self turn to leave but time see the women place her hand on her belly and watch young time leaving as the older time realizing that this was the day she was pregnant.

Time open his eye to see he's back in the present and he look down to see that the child gone and sit up only to see sky open the door.

Time: weres my child?

Sky: their downstairs helping wild and twilight on breakfast.

Time nod and get off the bed and walk out to try clam himself from his dream yet do his morning routine but time peek over the railing to see the child walking with wolfie to clearly know their going to wake the rest up as time sign.

Time: so....it was that day....why she didn't say anything?....

Time say quietly to himself as he continues to watch his child walk to the first door being four ans the colors section to going to wake them up.

For the rest of the day, Time couldn't seem to get the memory out of his head. He clearly remembered it as if it was yesterday.

His old love told him that she wasn't feeling well. He had assumed that she caught a stomach bug and that would be the end of it. In hindsight, it's a jerk move to leave when someone is ill but she still seemed fine, if uncomfortable. He didn't think anything of it.

But now that the memory has resurfaced, and he knows better now- the signs couldn't have been more obvious.

He shouldn't have left.

He can't raise a child in these conditions.

They don't deserve this kind of life. He can't give them the world. And at best, their chances of being orphaned haven't exactly changed now that he's found them.

Time sighs and heads into his bathroom, splashing as much cold water onto his face as he can.

What a haunting image that dream became.

And to think his child looks so much like her. It's undeniable now. Even as the guilt eats him alive, he will not abandon them a second time.

[ladyramora]

Emergency Comms

I'll have to take another batch of emergency comms to pay several bills coming up soon

(Jan 13th at the soonest)

I don't want to have to add more to my queue, but December was a bad month for me. Minimum 5k-10k comms, limited slots. If all goes well this will be the last batch at my current prices.

My current prices are 25 USD per 1k words. I am opening comms temporarily for 5k to 10k emergency c0mms only. If desired, it can be longer than 10k, but 5k is the minimum.

Thank you all so much. ♥️

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Thank you again. I cannot put into words how much I appreciate you all.

Will my undying appreciation & eternal gratitude,

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[chevvy-yates]

Alright, I thought about it last night a bit.

I may just stop forcing myself to do the usual 'male v monday' 'shippy saturday' 'thirsty thursday' 'wip wednesday' stuff (I mean I can't even manage to keep up with that either) and instead post whenever I want, like I do on Friday already when everyone is posting their gorgeous females but I (if I post) do post my boys since I do not have any female oc.

I don't know if I'll completely abandon the tags for it or not. it's gonna be more: if I manage to post on that day, I'll add it, if not, I'll reblog and then tag it with the tag or sth like that.

I will still try and take my at least 30min of time a day (mostly after work around 6pm German time) to browse tblr. Queue often makes noe sense to me, sometimes I use ib when I feel I've reblogged to much in a row already but I do not tage anything that will come from my queue so you won#t even notice that it was queued.

I've also set a few blogs on receive notifications so I do not miss any new posts. I love that feature! But sometimes I have to stop using it if a blog keeps posting like every 1h through the day which will give me 24 notes a day on my phone - forcing me to look and I can't do that. I need to find some balance somehow. Still a thing to figure out to have it healthy.

I do not want to abandon looking at content because you all create so many cool things, but in this fandom, as I already said it so many times: it is just so hard to keep up with it. So please do not be mad about me or think I do not like your stuff (anymore) because I've not liked/reblogged a thing lately of your content. I often feel very 'unmenschlich' (inhuman?) when I can't find time to give some love to others work bc I receive so much from all of you, therefore I want to give it back as well.

Idk how you manage having 4+ ocs btw. I with my 4 boys feel like I abandon at least one for too long (rn it is Vijay - and it makes me so incredibly sad, no one will probably understand). But I have to keep telling myself, he will receive a whole lot of attention and love again. However, this month is for Thyjs, because he's having his birthday soon (13th) and so I will focus on him in the first place.

I decided to slide in Jaysen for something else yesterday (because spontaneous things still happen) and I'll hopp in to take a bunch of pic of him as well once my writing here is done, bc he's modeling for some new real cool pants. And then I go back to my soldier boy doing the same (if I can manage bc taking pic … takes time xD).

What elese?

I'll just need to find a balance when I do at least answer roleplay or do story writing because this also I feel very bad about It gets neglected the most, mainly because I've never been a writer. But I find such joy in it and I feel like a bad person that my rp partner always has to wait such long time until I answer. Some days I'd just love to thorw literally everything aside and just do rp 24h nonstop (we all know this doesn't work) because I love love love this story that developed in the past year and when I think about it I'm just so hyped to share it one day but it's a lot of work to do. It's gotten something like a lifetime project by now?

And I need to stop hording my drafts. Its getting ridiculous …