#I'm tired of pretending I'm not an exhausted little creature who wants to be self centred all the time
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ugh
#very tired. should defo sleep.#but instead I'm scrolling tumblr mindlessly#feeling guilty and frustrated about having to tell some people i don't wanna be in their rpg anymore#and also grieving my mother who's still alive but on the slow and sad way out having been miserable her entire life since having me#i think actually i should be allowed to go live on a little island and cut off communications with everyone except the gays in my phone#i think that's something i should be allowed to do#I'm tired of pretending I'm not an exhausted little creature who wants to be self centred all the time#i want to live under a rock#i want to hoard every precious second of my one very short life to do what i want with it instead of having all the grief all the time#i want to have a fucking childhood dbc i fucking missed that memo#i want to stop feeling like it's the end of the world whenever i minorly inconvenience someone#i wanna sleeeeeep#but mostly i just wanna not be sad.#can someone make me not sad.#mr. bees speaks
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