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#I'm too tired to rant rn
0alix0 · 7 months
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friendly reminder that it took Arcane only 3 episodes to make us cry like little bitches despite having no prequel series/comics/etc... meanwhile ahsoka show exists :)
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felizusnavidad · 5 months
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unpopular opinion but i really miss those days when it was all about the music in taylor swift fandom
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yuriyuruandyuraart · 10 months
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i've been manually shading this grass and having sai crash so many times in a row i might be going insane :'D
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sensazioneultra · 2 months
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not to like complain all the time and on more than one blog lmao but god being trans can be so lonely like. everywhere
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ninjapancake314 · 3 months
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ppulverse · 7 days
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anirudhpisharody · 10 days
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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much#it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with#i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown#friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any#close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it#would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely#i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with#other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too!#it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes#it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know#like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk#to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that#i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that#it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have#more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i#don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so#they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine#wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine#and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom#which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn#anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed#i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight#shut up hanna
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need1etail · 2 months
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Idk idk if this is controversial but as long as you don't make the character out to be in the right characters CAN have flaws and CAN have aspects that make them disliked. They don't have to be these perfect little angels just so people don't get mad at them (*cough* you * cough cough*), they need to BE HUMAN.
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zbdragons · 3 months
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Just finished rewatching cowboy bebop (I still haven't seen the movie tho) and I'm so glad I did because I was so young when I discovered it, I didn't remember most of it. And I knew I had liked it and it was very good but I truly did not appreciate it fully at the time. Not only do I notice now how amazing the settings are, how full of life the backgrounds, how diverse the characters, how good the fight scenes. But mostly the themes and the story had so much more impact on me the second time.
I can't be sure if it's just because I'm older, because I took my time and didn't binge it in one go between 12 other animes like I used to in middle school, or because of my headspace lately, probably a mix of the three. But I actually feel like it's now one of those show that'll stick with me for a very long time, even if I forget the details I don't think I'll forget the vibes and the kind of melancholy it carries. Not again.
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toasteaa · 1 year
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How entitled do you have to be to send someone an anon message saying "actually you should be making content for ME and MY consumption and if you ask for interaction while writing things I don't like then you're abandoning the people who made you what you are"
We are writing about fictional characters that we enjoy, this is not for you.
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You know this time next year, when I haven't spoken to mum in months and I'm not coming home for xmas, I hope she thinks back on days like today and is like "yeah that's probably the reason he went no contact"
#max rambles a lot#sometimes i think that maybe things will be okay and i won't have to cut off the other half of my family when i move out#and then days like this happen where both of them start screaming at me because idk the way i'm feeling is inconvient to them#and *my* autism and mh isn't an excuse for being 'bone idle' and 'lazy' (i swear i'm really trying i'm just Going Through It rn)#but theirs is an excuse to treat me like shit#i fucking hate it here#i've decided that whether or not this opportunity comes to fruition i'm moving to York in september#opposite side of the country while still being in the north#hate the idea of moving out of manchester tbh i love it but a fresh start is what i need so 🤷🏻#yeah fuck them both tbh i worked so hard to buy them nice xmas gifts that i know they'll love#and almost broke myself on multiple occassions to clean this hovel of a house and it's never fucking good enough#i am the only one who is *still* sleeping on the floor because mum and my sister both have new beds and mattresses#and i got yelled at for trying to figure out if i could afford to get a bed too#because mum didn't want the hassle of sorting my room out too before xmas so i have to wait until the new year???#like fuck off i'm so tired of being on the floor all the time i hate it here sm#anyway i'm sad and tired and angry i've really had enough i just needed to rant into the void#because if i go off at either of them it turns into 3 days of screaming at me and i'm way too tired for that honestly
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bobfloydsbabe · 1 year
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i'm exhausted, so i'm going to bed. please send mob boss bobby thots that i can dream about, so i'm motivated to write for him tomorrow.
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sashasluggo · 9 months
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This is a vent post.
No silly noise to hide it behind this time.
Just.
Aaaaaaaaaaagh!!!
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deus-ex-mona · 1 year
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LIPxLIP and the Filming of the New Year’s Special Programme: Chapter 5
the amazing race begins
previous part (chapter 4)
next part (chapter 6)
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Host: By a strange coincidence, the two of them will have to face off against each other in this event… namely, a “Scavenger Hunt”!
Yujiro: (I definitely… won’t lose to him…!)
Yujiro peeked at Aizo, only to see a smug smile on his face, as though he had been thinking that very same thought as well.
Aizo: …
Yujiro: (What’s with that look on his face…?! Is he trying to tell me that he has the upper hand, just because we’ll be on the run for this scavenger hunt?)
Yujiro: (I don’t know where he found that baseless confidence of his, but I’ll smash it to bits…!)
Host: Now, let’s get to the rules of the Scavenger Hunt. First off, you guys will set off from this studio, and run along a designated route.
Host: The rest of the rules are super simple.
Host: Along the route, there will be desks with pieces of paper placed atop them, and you two will be asked to pick one of the papers and open them to reveal…
Host: The item that you will need to find. Once you’ve brought your found item back to the desk, you will be allowed to resume running along the route.
Host: Are you guys readyyy?
Aizo: Yup! I’m ready to go whenever!
Yujiro: I’m all set! I’ll do my best to win this!
Yujiro: Well, it’ll still be a victory for LIPxLIP no matter which one of us wins, though.
Aizo: Yeah. Let’s take care to not help each other out along the way.
Amidst the excited chatter from the others at the venue, the two of them took their places at the starting line.
Host: Let’s get right to the Scavenger Hunt! On your marks, get set, start!
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Aizo: (It’s really hard to run in this hakama… It’s rather hot too…)
Aizo: (But, considering the distance, I should be able to reach the goal without losing this pace…)
Aizo: (...Ah! Here comes our first item.)
Aizo stopped in front of the desk at the first checkpoint.
Aizo: (As for… Yujiro…)
Aizo looked behind him to see Yujiro trailing behind at a surprisingly short distance away.
Aizo: (Is he running faster than usual because we’re being filmed without any spare time to provide service to the viewers that we could’ve done if we had run at a leisurely pace instead…? But anyways.)
Aizo: I’ll pick the paper on the left!
Such were the words that Aizo had spoken towards the camera as he opened the paper. The first item he was set to retrieve, as written in the paper, was—
Aizo: (...Huh? “Snow”?)
Aizo: (Wait… Where the hell can I even find snow in Tokyo on a bright and sunny day like this?!)
As Aizo stressed over his designated item, Yujiro caught up to him and looked at his own paper.
Yujiro: Written in here is… “mandarin oranges”. There’s a greengrocer’s a little further back, right?
Yujiro: Ah, there’s also a supermarket straight ahead.
Aizo: (Dammit… The paper I picked has put me at a complete disadvantage!)
Yujiro: What did you get, Aizo?
Aizo: …“Snow”.
Yujiro: Hmm… It’s too bad, but it sure looks like I’m going to win this match, doesn’t it?
Just as Yujiro turned to head for the supermarket—
Yujiro: …Ah, but… You don’t have to use real snow or anything, do you?
Aizo: Huh?
Yujiro: Back when we worked at the kindergarten for a day, I found myself thinking that kids are able to use all kinds of things to represent snow, or something.
Aizo: Hey… Just what do you mean—
Aizo trailed off when he spotted a handmade poster, which looked to have been illustrated by a child, pasted onto a nearby notice board. The words “Snow Festival” were written on the poster, along with a drawing of a snowman, with bits of cotton stuck all over it in place of actual snow.
Aizo: (I see… So that’s what he meant!)
Aizo: Yujiro, you idiot. Just why are you giving me hints, even though I’m your rival?
Yujiro: Things wouldn’t be as interesting if there’s too much of a distance between us, no?
Host: Oh my! It looks like the friendship between the two of LIPxLIP has helped them to overcome this challenge in no time flat!
The real-time relaying of the audio from the studio allowed Aizo and Yujiro to hear the words of the host.
Yujiro: …“Friendship”?
Aizo: That’s what he said.
Muttering lowly so as to not have their words be amplified by the microphone, Aizo and Yujiro’s eyes met in a fierce glare, their gazes burning with a competitive spark—
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lonelyvomit · 1 year
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#hi im having a bad night and everyone is allowed to ignore this i literally just need to rant#.........................................................................#................................................................................................#.............................................................................................................#.........................................................................................#........................................................................................................#..........................................................................................#it's just not fucking getting better is it#I've been fucked in the head for 3 weeks cus I cant stop thinking about how 4 years ago this time I was at the psych ward#and honestly? I lowkey wish I was again. it was the most stress free period I remember ever having in my life.#and I'm getting more tired and it's causing a lot more bad days and days I'm too tired to talk to people properly#and of course. that has the same consequences it always does. I'm not fucking surprised.#but it's spiraling me right back into feeling like the worst friend in the world which in turn makes me convinced no one actually likes me#that everyone is secretly just fucking annoyed with me but no one is saying it out loud cause everyone else is pretending to like me too#and the worst thing is I'm supposed to go meet a bunch of people in Helsinki in 10 days but I feel like no one really cares if I go or not#probably even prefer if I didn't uknow I'm not really part of that group the same way the others are#I'm fucking terrified of sticking my nose where I'm not wanted.#and obvs if I was a normal fucking person I'd just talk to people and make sure we're still good and no one hates me#but I'm ill and exhausted which has my social battery in the fucking negatives and I just cant do Conversations rn#which. is the exact fucking problem. literally here I go again. this is why people hate me. this is why they leave.#and I cant fucking blame them. if being friends with me is like talking to a brick wall half of the time#why would anybody bother? I cant expect them to. I don't expect them to.#the question is do I wait til everybody drops me or do I make it easy for everyone and just go away myself.#..#anyway. like said my social battery is in the negatives anyway & I just wanted to scream.#no need to react to this in any way. not like I'll have the energy to answer 🙃#im gonna go watch stupid lets play videos and try not to cough my lungs out#cheers.
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ilostyou · 1 year
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lallaaalalala just some things on my mind
#this has been a rant#<- in advance. im going off in the tags. xo#getting close to making a decision abt doctoral programs is STRESSING ME OUT even tho i think ik which i'll choose#one ik will be a good school environment and will be manageable but the other has much. better training and will prep me for#literally anything i could want to do with a whole ass doctorate afterwards when im licensed#next thing. i fucking hate that i have no clue what i look like objectively lmfao. losing weight is great and all (healthy) but#it's fucking with my idea of myself even more than it ever was bc. now it's a 'bad' thing that some things look big on me#(bc THEY FUCKING ARE lol) like today i ended up buying some clothes and yay great but like. my mom was like#yeah so you can wear these instead of what. ur wearing now bc that's gotten big on you etc#and im just ksjghdf it's just a little baggy and also i like it?? but ok whatevesjkdkfdhkh i like the. new ones too im juyst. ??#just in general there's always gonna be Something yknow? annoying. anyway#next thing is that im away w family rn and lovemy fam love spending time with them but it;'s been TWO DAYS and im already#losing......so much patience with some people like. my younger cousins. im. GRR.and i love having some other people around#but we're meeting up w the rest of our group tom and we'll basically be DOUBLE in size for the next week plus and im so#nervous that i'm already at my last nerve with everyone adn that i'll be too overwhelmed/tired/etc that i won't enjoy the rest of the trip#next thing is that it's WILD graduation is literally in six weeks but so mmuch has to happen before then it's making me dizzy#other side note thing im beyond excited to see taylor and have weird anxiety about it but meh. im fucking PUMPED#another thing. it's someones bday tomorrow who ive had a Rough year with (ive mentioned stuff abt them before) and it's just. weird feeling#i dont rem if they even texted me for my bday now im curious im gonna go look lmfao but. obv i'll text them anyway#it's just ... lots of weird feeling thinking abt how much has changed in a year with them. shrug#ok maybe that's it woo
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