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running-in-the-dark · 6 months

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so I took my meds again last night, and then slept for about 15 hours. it's midnight now, I haven't been awake that long yet. I'm super tired still but mostly I just feel so empty. I wish there was something I wanted to do right now.

#all I really want to do is close my eyes and continue my Dan story #but if I do that I'll fall asleep and it'll be a whole day wasted #I felt so awful yesterday. it's better today but. not that much. it's more emptiness instead of desperation but still not great #would like to paint or something but I don't have the energy #I'm trying to listen to my audiobook but I keep getting distracted (Dan thoughts)#well at least my cat just came to me and lay down right next to my head. so I've got to cuddle him for a while now #he's the sweetest little baby boy #personal

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