#I've got bad writers block so i didn't even know where this was going till it was written

[the-dead-skwad]

He left X Reader X Damien Haas

So after a long time of staring at an empty page I have finally wrote something again. This request: Hey! I don’t know if you’re taking requests, but if your are then could I request an imagine where reader and Damien Haas break up and they’re sad and stuff, so the rest of the smosh fam try to get them back together, please? @lula132 

I’m so sorry it too so long.. but here is one of two ideas I had. I can post the other when I finish it. I finally got over my writer block. 

You were lying face first on the sofa yet again. In the background you could hear some anime show playing but you had no energy to move and actually watch it. Swimming in your own thoughts the sound of your front door opening made you jump.

"Jesus Christ!" Courtney's voice boomed across your open plan living room.

You lifted you head revealing two wet patches from your tears. "Hey." You sniffled.

"Awhh buddy." She pushed your gross tissues off the sofa with a pen and sat down next to you. "How you feeling?" She wrapped an arm around you and pulled you in for a cuddle.

"Erm.. I'm gonna be honest, not so great." You sniffled again "I feel like my heart got shit on."

"I don't understand man.. None of us do." She squeezed you tighter.

"He just left.. No reason, no sorry, just gone."

"He's in Japan at the moment."

"I know, I saw his instagram." You snuggled closer into her "Maybe he met someone over there the last time he went. That's literally the only thing I could think of."

"I never thought he would ever do that to you man... Did he leave any of his things here?"

"A few hoodies, some games, not much." You pulled on the jumper you were wearing "I swear this one stills smells like him."

"No offence dude, but you straight up smell like beer and Cheetos."

You half smiled at her "You're an asshole."

"But Ian said you were coming back in tomorrow."

"Yeah, I am. I can't stay away forever."

"Okay then, " She pulled away from the cuddle "Lets sort your stinky ass out. Get a shower, clean up this place, get you outside, fresh and ready for tomorrow."

"Christ." You sighed as you stood up "I guess I have to."

--

The beeping of Courtney's car snapped you out of you day dream, almost spilling your coffee. You picked up your work bag, placed your mug in the sink and headed out. She sat in the car smiling and waving like a mad man as you locked the door.

She wound the window down and music blasted out. She sung at the top of her voice, while you prayed none of your neighbors were watching you.

"Hey!"

"Oh jesus!" The creepy old lady that lived next door popped up from behind her fence scaring the life out of you. "Good morning Mrs Kersh."

"Nice to see you out of your pajamas, not crying."

"Thanks!... You nosey old bitch." The last part was under your breath.

You jumped in the car, "Who the hell is that?" Courtney tried looking around you at the old lady.

"One of the noseyest old bags I've ever met." You slapped your knees "Anyway, lets do this.. I'm ready to go back to my shared office, that I share with the man you broke my heart."

"No!" Courtney shouted at you "You got 3 days before he's back from Japan. None of this sad shit. We are all coming together to cheer you up."

"Fine." You smiled at her.

--

The first thing you saw as you pulled into the parking lot was Shayne’s smiling face. You jumped out the car and he ran to you squeezing you as tight as he could.  "Oh" he spoke into your jumper "I wanted to come see you.. but I didn't want to upset you."

"It's okay man. I understand, he's your best friend." You squeezed him a little tighter till you both let go.  

Walking into the office everyone was smiling at you but in such a weird way. You walked to the ballpit and sat at your desk. You were faced with a photo of you and him just smiling your dumb faces off. "Ugh jesus." You put your head on your desk.

"Hey." Noah's sweet little voice came from behind you "I made you a coffee."

"Oh thanks.. That’s super sweet."

"How are you?"

You smiled "I'm fine man.. yanno its a break up. Yeah he broke my heart but I'm not dying. Everyone is just looking at me super weird."

"Yeahhh, they just don't want to upset you. It's a difficult situation."

"I'm just going to get my head down today, got so many emails and scripts to look at at."

"Good, if you need anything." He gently patted you on the back.

"Thanks Noah." You smiled as he walked over to his desk. You put your head phones in and focused on your computer.

Only a few minutes had passed and you were trying to ignore the commotion going off behind you. Usually it was just Shayne doing something stupid. But then again you could do with cheering up a bit. You took your head phones out and spun in your office chair. Looking across the office everyone was stood in a group. That's when your heart fell out of your ass. He was stood there smiling as though nothing had happened. Your mouth was dry and you felt cemented to your chair. 'I gotta get out of here.' You thought to yourself. As you stood you felt as though the whole room had shrunk and everyone was looking at you. It wasn't true, you grabbed your mug and ran to the kitchen as fast as your could.

While the coffee machine did it's thing you stood with your hands on the counter, just staring at nothing. Your heart was pounding out your chest when someone in the door way made you jump "I'm making coffee!" You almost screamed it.

"Okay dude.." Luckily it was Courtney.

"Sorry, I'm just freaking out..." You looked at her "Like bad."

She ran over to you and hugged you  "Awhh, I didn't know he was going to be back today. I'm sorry."

"Its okay." You hugged her back. "Do you reckon I could sneak out the window?"

"This is your work as much as it is his." She put both her hands on your arms holding you in place "Now, get out there, flip that hair and show you are a strong woman!"

"Sir yes sir.." You mocked her. She kicked you as you left the room. You ran back into the kitchen.

"What! Do I need to walk out there with you?"

"No, I forgot my coffee." Taking the mug you left again. You took a deep breath and held your head high. Making no eye contact with anyone you sat at your desk.

"Hey."

"Jesus.. I swear like 5 people have made me jump today." You turned to the person on the desk next to you and your smile dropped.

"You look nice." Damien tried to smile at you.

You took a breath to gather some courage "What are you doing?"

"Y/N I'm sorry but.."

You cut him off "You don't get to say anything, look I don't want to argue or even talk about this while we're surrounded by all our friends and colleges. But I know we have to talk so.." You looked around "I know Smosh games is empty because Mari said she won't be back for a few days."

"Okay, I'll go put my lunch in the fridge and I'll meet you there."

--

You had been waiting for around 10 minutes and you were getting more and more wound up. Going over all the things you wanted to say to him. The door opened and the look on hias face just stopped all that anger instantly.

You groaned "This is so much harder than I thought it was going to be."

"What?" He sat in his gaming chair.

You sat in yours that was of course right next to his. "Well, we had this whole life together. A house, cats, we wear each others clothes, we work basically on each others knee everyday, we even have the same friends." You sighed "How can we possibly live normally with out being together? And I know we did it before but..."

"Y/N" He cut you off this time "Stop talking... Just for a second and breathe." He took both of your hands in his, you wanted to pull away but your heart was aching for him "I know I messed up really bad but I still love you."

"How can you say that?" A tear fell down your left cheek "You left me alone in our house, went to another country with out even a good bye. No explanation, nothing." You sniffled and looked at him dead in the eye "You broke my heart Damien."

"I am so so sorry." His voice was low "I panicked and I wish I could change what I did. I know how much I hurt you and it hurts me knowing I was the person to make you feel like this. But I pray deep down that one day you can forgive me for leaving you."

"What do you mean you panicked? Damien... We've been together for 4 years. Nothing new was going off."

"The day before I left I bought this." He reached into the front pocket pf his bag and passed you a small box.

"What the flying fuck is this?" You opened it and was faced with a beautiful engagement ring. "Are you serious?"

"Look.." He sounded panicked "I don't want to to answer but I bought this then I freaked out and I just fucked up big time. I don't even know if we're actually together right now but just hold onto it and I stay in our spare room for now."

"Okay.." You put the ring on your pocket "I suppose I'll think about it." You walked over to the door and pulled the handle down but the door was locked "What the hell?" You pulled on the door a bit to no avail.

"Sorry guys!" Courtney's voice came from the other side of the door "You're not coming out till you sort this out."

"You were made for each other so fix it!" Shayne screamed at you.

You turned and smiled and Damien "Fuck."

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♪ HONESTLY he wasn’t sure exactly where he’d ended up and why he’d gone so far from home in the first place ––– all he knew was that it was unfamiliar, in both a GOOD and BAD way ; he was so far from home and he knew what he was doing was w r o n g, that he should get back as quick as he could, that this was a MISTAKE, but he felt a sort of tender curiosity . . . it wasn’t like it was the first time he’d run off, nor was it going to be the last, but still . . . 

Exhausted, and a little uneasy, Stan climbed out of his old blue Dodge and squinted as the sunlight  invaded  his sight, taking a moment to stand still and adjust. Perhaps he was in California. Seemed like it, at least, from the amount of license plates reading its name. 

Sighing heavily, he turned around, head dipped down and tired brown eyes focused on the pavement of the parking lot. He started his way along the side of the line of shops, not really knowing where he was headed ––– not really caring, either.

He rounded a corner sharply, and ––– 

––– OOF! 

❝SHIT . . . sorry, dude. I wasn’t looking.❞ 

❝. . . Hang on. Aren’t you –– ?❞ 

[locksmithhhh]

47 of those Stars

For stars are just specks of dust in this galaxy of yours but stains of life in this universe of mine. A star that you use for nursery rhymes, a star, which you know lights up the dark night, a star you see but don't recognize a minute later.

Those stars of yours that you point at in the night sky, 47 of those are mine.

Joshua the heart rob- you always had a lot of things in you to admire but you're dancing is the one that makes you the joshua I know. Keep doing what you're good at. Also, thank you for being such a responsible classmate.

Cj the giant-I don't know how but our small fights will always remain in this memory of mine, you're a silent thinker and I'm a loud kid soooo we just won't survive together. Still one thing I like about you is your height.

Andrew Einstein- I never expected such a mind to exist in my sea of people, you are a wonder I always and will always admire. Such talents you posses doesn't deserve to go unnoticed. I believe you'll go further in life, stay humble.

Kenneth the humorist- for how many years we've been together you never lost a drop of humor. Since in Solana you were always the funny yet smart one, the loud but reserved man. So keep on making people laugh at your random jokes, it can save someones day.

Ronnie our very own Secretary- you're the only one..the only secretary that comes more than an hour late yet I still believe you're more responsible than that hahaha. Goodluck through the next years of school!

Laurence the unfiltered- you tend to speak your mind and throw words at anyone you want but remember to know respecting someone is not a weakness. I believe you're hiding a part of you that's not for us to see but gold isn't gold without you.

Freidrich the smarty- I've known you since elementary yet I'm still amazed everytime you prove how smart you are. Stay positive and cheerfull.

Karlos the silent- I don't know how you stay so consistent in not making noise at all, there are even days I don't hear any word from you though we're in the same room yet you manage to get along all good.

Aaron- you're silent yet full of ideas, share something sometimes. Humble yourself down.

Daryll the friend of all- you tend to always smile and be cheerful making everyone your friend and having them trusting you with little things. Keep smilling.

Harvey the artist- mah frienddd thank you for sharing and trusting me with things I know is important to you don't worry I got your back stay like this and don't waste your talent.

Ryan the heart rob II- everyone knows how much of a naughty and stubborn boy or friend you are(in a good way). You're smart I can see, plus other says you're handsome(not me). Goodluck in a lot of things. Stay passionate.

Emil the girl-magnet- I've been with you since elem and I didn't expect you'd change this much, that was too fast. Let's stay this way. Thank you for being a friend of mine.

Jonard the player- not any kind of player, a volleyball player. I'm amazed how high you can jump though. We're friends right? We were friends hahaha. Stay faithful.

John Roe the faithful- you're faith is greater than the heavens, please stay humble and kind like always but please talk to me sometimes I won't eat you let's be friends.

Whesley my frenemy- we fight a lot. That's all. Please change your not so likeable personality, just stay friendly but know your limitations.

Felmar the EIC- you're oh so 'makata' brain never failed to make me think about how bad I am in our own language. Stay the way you are, the humble and always happy felmar.

Timi the President- isn't it such a hard job to look after a bunch of lost kids? Thank you for being such a responsible dad hahaha. Stay like this and we'll stay as friends.

Nary the Model- you're warm hugs is pleasant 'to others'. You've always been open to us, I hope someday you'll take the risk to follow your passion and trust me I won't be surprised at all.

Darylle thing 1- we don't talk a lot, you don't talk much but I know you have a cheerful personality based from what I can see when you're around your friends. Stay positive.

Kryssha the mistress- oo kabit ka lang ni jungkook. So you dance well, you look good, you have a good personality, plus I'm your friend! All kill hahaha I wish to stay friends with you until we finally find our own jungkooks.

Judee the shameless- hi judee. You amaze me on how you deal with different situations, you always speak your mind and don't care about what people can say goodluck on your studies and thank you for being a friend.

Janae the lover- you tend to fall easily. Just keep your head up and continue what makes you happy, know that not all things will go the way you want it. Keep loving, love wins hahaha.

Buena! bitch- we just made up that 'bitch' thing awhile ago and I just lack ideas on how to address you so deal with it. You might not know, but I really really want to be your friend, I just see you as an open person, a happy and free girl so let's be friends.

Angelica the beauty- you get called pretty a lot right lyka? So that's enough compliment for you all I want to say is that you're a friend to me and that will never change so let's stay the same.

Karen thing 2- you always get bullied-maybe not- by our classmates and sorry for laughing sometimes but seriously, the way you take proves how open minded you are. Stay the same positive Karen.

Julia the dancer- I never expected such talent for a small(like me)girl like you. Keep dancing and showing others what you got.

Angelica the cards Queen- your laugh could light up the whole class so don't stop being happy hahaha. I'll miss it.

Salve the singer- We're here always. Stay a little bit longer in this fight. Let's be happy.

Christelle the writer- don't let your talent go to waste, a lot of people believes in you just stay positive and don't let people pull you down. I will cheer for you down here hahaha

Kristel the actress- docy, you always laugh at my jokes, thank you. I hope someday you'll be able to create a humorous enough entry. Congratulations on your growing acting career 😂.

Jeff- I honestly don't know what to say to you since I don't want to be too formal. All I know is that the moment we talked to each other we just clicked like a perfect pair in a puzzle. You and I, we're just known to destroy things but i personally think we can survive in an island together, we just tend to find a way-a not so appropriate way in everything we do together. Don't be a stranger. Let's stay like this. Feel ko kasi mamimiss kita. Oo namimiss kita.

Jeanelle our saviour our hope our light- thank God soooo much for such a responsible student like you. I really hope you'll still be my seatmate till I graduate. I'll miss you shaneee.

Edithaaa- ohhh this fearless little kid, I hope you get what you want-height. We've been friends for a while now, just stay close. I'll miss everything we do. Sa personal nalang iba bain.

Grace our grace- such rich kids nowadays, thank you for the free food, drinks, asnwers and all the things. I hope to still be this close to you or even closer through the next years. I'm just thankful grace hahaha.

Mica another beauty- this is a secret I'll share, I'll trade anything for a body like yours, and height. Stay pretty and smart.

Karissa the farceur- you always make the mood light and I'm thankful for that. If I was given the chance to be your close friend I'd take it instantly but time isn't on our side. Just stay positive, things happen for a reason. Smile lang.

Niña the loud kid in the block- I don't know why but when you shout, I tend to always look from where it comes from, either from my back, right or left, I just wanted to share hahaha

Abcd- I don't want to write anything emotionally linked about you since you won't even take time to read but here we go. Jungkook's mine. But yes I admit, you're nice sometimes.

Kath the smallest version of snow white- I still am jealous of how fair your skin color is plus you're good at math, the two things I lack. Be thankful hahaha

Shany my pal- it was too short-the friendship we had yet I'm thankful for I got to see a part of you many people might never experience.

Precious thing 3- you, thing 1 and thing 2 are the most inseprable people in our class, I hope you stay friends for a long time. And also I can see how smart you are, don't hide it.

Ayra the witty- your humor is at its highest all the time you always make us laugh in embarrasing ways. Please continue, you make our day complete sometimes.

Kezia the quiet- maybe they see you as a quiet girl, but I don't so feel free to continue getting wasted with me hahaha let's party longer.

Jemarie another artist- you're good at other subjects, like good-above average but I suggest you pursue drawing. I think you can achieve more that way.

Kat the bullied- hi kaaaat!Sorry if I tend not to laugh at your jokes just admit it, it's not anywhere near funny. Just kidding, thank you for being a good friend to me though. You're a great person.

Joanna Mae!-our vice president, grow up-like literally, if there's anyway to help let me know hahaha joke lang just stay like this, you're fine this way.

Now I've described each of them. You might or might not be that lucky to actually stay under their unfading light but these stars beside me are the reasons my sky isn't as dark as it used to be.