#IT MAKES ME SO CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY

[thekidsarentalright]

You are a getaway car, a rush of blood to the head, but me, I'm just the covers on top of your bed. You steer away in a rear view mirror, make my head swim. I keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been, with your backless black dress soaked to the skin, when it's said and done, they're all scrambling and we're friends, we're friends, just because we move units. Strike us like matches 'cause everyone deserves the flames, we only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame, at least everyone is trying, everyone is shining. Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame, such a shame

[lemongogo]

maybe this is my curtains are blue moment, but its so fascinating to me that we are withheld from seeing wolfwood’s likeness again (from the moment he dies) until vash kills legato. after which, we see him multiple times in the closing act of the manga, as is . complete and all.

surely nightow drew that last panel the way he did bc it was aesthetically pleasing, easier to draw, or perhaps more relevant/emotional for the situation, but i reaally really like what it accomplishes in portraying vash’s grieving process . by remembering him through inanimate objects like his gravesite , through the punisher, or through unmentionables (constantly referring to wolfwood as He, or Him) as opposed to his own Body or Self, you feel a sense of distance and detachment . its something vash doesnt really unpack until that critical moment where he has to, as wolfwood says, make an important and complicated choice . & by that point, having honored his sacrifice and finally Answered wolfwood’s dilemma, we see ww again. in full. CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY literally so cool and awesome 2 me

[hanasnx]

i just know jason who has a piss stream like a fucking race horse, so loud n strong n echoing off the walls of the alleyway after he pulled his bike over suddenly because he ‘really needed to take a leak’

jason whose head is falling back on his shoulders, low groan rumbling in his throat (and straight to your core) when he’s finally relieving himself on the brick wall. the splash of it is mesmerizing, n you cant help but watch a little, noticing the way steam is rising off of it into the cold night air, the way so much liquid is collecting n darkening the concrete below

jason whose stance is wide n imposing as he pisses, somehow even more so than when youre on your knees for him — n now your mind is wandering to what it would be like to be on your knees for him for this reason. how he’d seem to tower over you even more than usual, the way his hands would work to push his pants down, belt jingling as he fishes his cock out, which is just so heavy n long even while soft, n how he’d smirk at you while he tells you how cute you look waiting to swallow his piss

jason who is arching a brow at you when he comes back, noticing the change in your demeanor, the way youre avoiding his gaze n fidgeting on the back of his bike. he forces you to look him in the eyes with a firm grip on your jaw, asks you in that easy commanding tone of his whats on your mind. and you would never lie to him, so you tell him in a small, shy voice about your nasty little fantasy…

jason who falls silent for a moment, looking you over with a deep gaze that makes you almost start to squirm, before his mouth is pulling up into a grin. “well why didn’t ya tell me before i went. guess we gotta stop for water now.”

-💃🏾

i have several things to say. several. first off, i saw your emoji (cos i scrolled down to check before reading) nd went "the return of the legendary 💃🏾 emoji" in my head. yer famous

love the punctuality, love the writing, love the marrying of my interests so beautifully. like you get me. you have me shoving my own fingers in my mouth and screaming like trixie mattel

"i just know jason who has a piss stream like a fucking race horse" how did you know.. like.. you knew. you just knew and im amazed

"so loud n strong n echoing off the walls of the alleyway after he pulled his bike over suddenly because he ‘really needed to take a leak’" saying its loud and strong?? that he pulled over his bike to piss in an alleyway??? the use of the word "leak" is so fuckisnfdn jason oh my godddd i want him to leak all over this face

and im only on the first fucking paragraph

"jason whose head is falling back on his shoulders, low groan rumbling in his throat (and straight to your core)" lord knows it went straight to mine YESSIR. the way my face twisted and i whimpered over the visual of his head falling back and groaning bcos it feels so good to fucking pee is crazyyyyyyyyyyy the way this had a chokehold on me. as soon as i saw this inbox i pulled out my laptop to give it a proper review this is so fucking crazy. evil. sinister. diabolical

"noticing the way steam is rising off of it into the cold night air, the way so much liquid is collecting n darkening the concrete below" THE STEAM????ARE YOU KIDDING>>???? you took this straight out of my interests. you took this straight out of the dark little corner of my brain that loves a man that pisses like a race horse and its hot and theres so much of it. shut the fuck up/ the fucking detail about the darkening CONCRETE??? are you serious?? im shaking you around so angrily rn like i wanna bite you to congratulate your genius

"jason whose stance is wide n imposing as he pisses," there are tears in my eyes. my face hurts from my mouth being open so wide. jason whose stance is wide n imposing as he pisses.. twitch.. twitch... eye twitch... heart twitch.. dick twitch. imposing. what a word. what a word to use here. imposing. he's imposing even during one of the most vulnerable states an animal can be in hes fucking pissing. and hes still the baddest fuck to walk the earth and he knows it. hes power playing me so good rn id fall for his intimidation tactics the man looks fucking imposing while he pisses of all things. ive gotta drink it. ive gotta drink it or he kicks me in the face idc idc arkham knight fucking kill me for not drinking your piss idc

"how he’d seem to tower over you even more than usual, the way his hands would work to push his pants down, belt jingling as he fishes his cock out, which is just so heavy n long even while soft," im gonna cry. like there are tears in my eyes rn i feel them brimming theyre going to spill over im going to cry. you want me fucking dead. is that it. you sick fuck. you want my dead body. you want my blood on your hands. the word choice here. "push his pants down" "belt jingling" "fishes his cock out" "heavy n long even while soft" kiss me. goddamnit. kiss me. kiss me with a lot of sloppy wet tongue

"jason who is arching a brow at you when he comes back, noticing the change in your demeanor, the way youre avoiding his gaze n fidgeting on the back of his bike. he forces you to look him in the eyes with a firm grip on your jaw, asks you in that easy commanding tone of his whats on your mind. and you would never lie to him, so you tell him in a small, shy voice about your nasty little fantasy…" i have an indent in my fingers i bit so hard. the avoiding his gaze bit was so realistic, how he took note of it and took charge right away. like that mfer does not let you get away with anythinggg

another banger from you as always anon <3 i thoroughly enjoyed this one

[vnusplanetoflove]

I'm only active on this blog again bcz I'm supposed to be writing an essay that ive been procrastinating like CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY idk why I have to make things so difficult for myself it's not even a complicated essay I jst hav 2 write abt babylon 2022 dir Damien chazelle that's so ez wtaf but such is life I have 1/4th of it completed &I hate u assignements and I loveu making posts .. and wish I was done w this fuckng piece f shit univeritersty that I will miss forever so this is me peace sign

[infatuatedheloise]

HOLY SHIT GUYS OH MY GOD (long post sorry)

so the awards ceremony is tonight and obviously I'm dressed up. I'm wearing a blazer that I don't normally wear, so I feel a little awkward in it.

I am also...... well endowed, let's say, so I can't button it all the way to the top, but I don't like the way it looks with none of the buttons closed, so I've been wearing it with only two buttons done, but wasn't sure if that was acceptable

In a moment of insecure boldness, I stopped by abelard's office literally just to ask if it looked ok. I said, "does this...look okay?" he stood up (I guess to evaluate my outfit better?? or to feel less awkward about me standing and him sitting???)

I then said, "like, with the two buttons? I don't think it'll..." and then I ATTEMPTED TO CLOSE THE BUTTON but it obviously wouldn't close, looked up at him and finished my sentence: "go all the way" he nodded and laughed/smiled and said, "uh huh"

Then me: "it's either two or nothing and I don't like the way it looks with none"

He said, "No yeah it looks fine"

and that was really it but OH MY GOD I cannot believe that I 1. asked his opinion on my outfit and 2. Mentioned that my jacket won't close and then SHOWED HIM how it won't close because my chest is too big 😭😭😭😭😭😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 I am so insane..........but also..... not like he wouldn't have realized that my chest is big anyway but like basically directly pointing it out to him to his face is crazyyyyyyyyyyy

BUT THERE'S MORE!!!

later I was walking in the hallway when my top button literally fell off and thankfully I caught it but I was like panicking like oh my god what if I can't fix this I'm gonna look awful

I walked past his office and he said hello, I stopped and said hi back, he asked me how it's going, I said "Good, but my button just fell off and I don't know if I can get it back on.." I stepped into his office and said, "I haven't tried to fix it yet but it looks like it just screws onto itself again." He came over to me and I handed him the button since he asked for it and without me asking or saying anything, HE STARTED TRYING TO PUT IT BACK ON FOR ME. which, very nice! but also. I WAS STILL WEARING THE JACKET and it was the button literally right on my...yknow, chest. So. He was trying to screw this button back on. While I was still wearing the jacket. HE WAS SOOOOOOO FUCKING CLOSE TO ME OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD and like he didn't touch me and was in fact trying very hard not to touch me so much so that he wasn't able to get it put back on. But like oh my god the image of looking down to my chest and his hands being there trying to screw this button back onto my jacket will be forever burned into my brain OH MY GOD IMAGINE IF SOMEOME SAW THAT?!?!?!??!?! like my back was to the door and he was sooooo close to me and right in front of me, I have no idea what that would've looked like from outside the office (his door was open) and then he told me to take my jacket off and try putting it back on that way so I did. imagine if someone saw him trying to put the button on and then saw me TAKE OFF MY JACKET ohhhhhh shit we could've gotten into soooo much trouble there lol ALSO under my blazer I'm only wearing a tank top except you can see soooooo much of my bra (mostly the straps but sometimes it slips down so you see more of my bra) so he DEFINITELY saw at least a little bit of my bra (at the very least the straps though maybe more? I didn't look to see how much was exposed but I pulled up my shirt anyway go make sure I was covered). also one of the straps fell down so I pulled it up and I *watched* his eyes look to my arm as I did that. So. 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫. anyway. this is all insane. I'm going to think about this for the rest of my life oh my god he was so close to touching me I wish he had </3 >/3 </3

[mangoposts]

“Skinny” killed me with the line “people say i look happy just because i got skinny”

“Launch” brought me back to life before killing me again with “i just wanna get her off” I VOLUNTEER BILLIE !!!! More seriously it’s a BANGER i love it so much i was vibing hard

in “Chihiro” she sounds like her siren omg her voice is insane. I loveeee the refrain i know it’s gonna be stuck in my head for so longgggg

“Birds of a feather” makes me emotional idk why stop imma cry but the melody is so good im moving my head with tears in my eyes. And the post chorus lyrics made me loose it 🙂‍↕️

“Wildflower” is atrociously sad im not okay lmaooo “do you see her in the back of your mind in my eyes” and that’s when i died good fucking bye. Hits too close to home

“The greatest” fawkkk im not gonna say more

me crying over “the greatest” but vibing on “l’amour de ma vie” part1 when it’s two extreme opposites lmaoo. “L’amour de ma vie” part 1 is excellent tho. OOOOH PART 2 IS EVEN BETTER DEF ON MY TOP 3

“The diner” is so cool i love the melody!! Her ASMR at the end lmaooo i love that i want her to put to sleep every night

THE TRANSITION FROM PART 1 TO PART 2 ON “bittersuite” BROOOOOO I WANT IT INJECTED IN MY VEINS

STFU THE TRANSITION INTO BLUE OMHGGGGGGHGGGGGGGGGGG

without surprise “Blue” is fucking top 1 it’s so good it brings me to tears every time. I love how every songs are included in “Blue” part 1 like a little wink at every song. Part 2 is devastating but it’s just so good

“when can i hear the next one?” At the end of “Blue” is either a hint she is dropping a second album unannounced or she is shading us for wanting albums more often 😭

overall imma need a second listening, as usual but it’s EXCELLENT. Top 3 in order: Blue, Birds of a feather, Bittersuite (ask me again tomorrow and it’s gonna be completely different lmaooo)

(it looks better like that than with the ss it was stressing me out 😭)

THE TRANSITION INTO BLUE WENT CRAZYYYYYYYYYYY I LOVE THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

[taegularities]

Rid you're crazyyyyyyyyyyy

just finished cmi11 IM FUCKING CRYING holy shit that was so good oh god

first of all the conversation between oc and her mom made me cry so hard- it hit home for me, as a girlie with mommy issues, that part felt so real to me. Oc's courage to stand up for herself like that and tell her how much she hurt her own daughter is something i dont have in me. It broke my fucking heart, that yearning feeling, i cant believe you put that specific feeling into words rid [are u part of the mommy issues community as well🧐 or are u just that amazing, a true fucking artist (i saw that anon calling you the beyonce of ff and i agree 100%)] idk how to describe my feelings rn, that part definitely left a mark in my heart, ill never forget it

second the domesticity in these two dorks oh my goddddd they're driving me crazy, theyre so cute and in love and im in love with them and i want to cry bc i want what they have but bc irl men suck the hopeless romantic in me is gonna have to live through fanfics for the rest of my life and that makes me fucking miserable but bless the fanfic gods like you that keep my soul alive, idk what id do without you

lastly that scareeeeee oh god like i knew itd be a negative but it had my heart beating out of my ass (idk if thats a phrase) but the way they handled it oh god, the emotionsssssss the fears and insecurities, just reminded me that theyre human, even if theyre the most fucking adorable characters ever, theyre still human and i loved seeing such nuance. You really are doing an amazing job rid, not only writing the story, scenes and dialogue, but also the way you write these characters in such depth, its so fucking refreshing to see.

i want to kiss your beatiful head that holds your beautiful brain, seriously ive never ever been so enchanted by a piece of writing before (and i read so much fanfiction its like an addiction) you are by far my strongest fix. For real tho, your writing, and particularly cmi has touched me deeply and I'll never ever forget it. So thank you

Rest assured and stop doubting yourself bc youre seriously incredible and so fucking talented. Now rest up and take care of yourself, i imagine its not easy to birth such work (i mean 36k you monster, i loved every second of it but damn girl take a break before you burn your brain out) but no srsly i hope youre eating well, sleeping well and doing things that make you happy and relaxed. You deserve all the best of this world rid🫂🩷

sincerely ~ 🐼✒️anon

panda hi hello oh my gosh, sorry for being late, but you mentioned so many important things, so i wanted to take my time HELLO!! never stop sending these lovely af reviews 🥺

i know... she really is inspiring bc the courage to stand up against someone you feared for so long is admirable. i'm part of both the mommy and daddy issues community even though it's gotten a lot better lol like i wonder why it's such a recurring theme in my fics 🤣 i'm so sorry you could relate to oc :( but i'm glad you liked the scene so much.

and ahhh the domesticity 🤧 it's been so so fun and relaxing to write!! real life romance can be hard to find, yeah :') so i guess writing these scenes and chapters has been extra cathartic (although it drives me crazy, too — the next chapter has been making me so jejfhdjjsgd), but here's to finding a cmi jk irl soon :') much more to come!!!🕯️

the scare was one hell of a ride 🥺 i cried a lot!! and even i have been realising lately that i sometimes try to make my characters flawless, but that's actually not what i wanna go for. i always snap out of it and then try to make them flawed bc they're human, and i think the cmi couple, despite how endearing they are, is definitely vv flawed :') thank you for pointing that out 🥺

your strongest fix?? girl PLEASE ILL CRY 😭💔 i love you so much, you're so sweet for saying that and seeing me in such a way, pls i want you here forever <3 i rested a lot after cmi11! but ngl, cmi11.5 almost burned me out ksjdhehd gonna rest even more after that hehe. tyssssm, i hope you're well and healthy and i appreciate you so much for your kindness, reassurances and love for this series/me. love you so much 🤍

[le-velo-pour-dru]

That video version of the interview Dallon did with RockSound makes me crazyyyyyyyyyyy how is he so pretty ☺️🩷

[thekidsarentalright]

listening to twin skeletons rn like