#It'sOk

[littleoceanfairy]

It's ok

Eric Coulter x reader Fandom: Divergent Words: 868

*Trigger warning* mentions of injury, Eric being rude (as always), fluff?

Three weeks since the fractionless had been caught in the warehouse. Three weeks since you almost died because a bullet hit you. And two weeks since you left the infirmary and Lynn started helping you out in your day to day life. She brought you food and kept you and your apartment looking decently clean. Even Eric came over after Leader-meetings to give you updates on everything going on outside of your safe zone.

The injury had left you unable to move your arm properely, but the doctors said it would take a few months and then a lot of training to get everything back to how it was before. So you were stuck in your apartment with noting better to do than to think about how you could have missed the shooter that day.

"So Max would offer you to work in the control rooms until you have recovered.", Eric's words snap you back to reality and you direct your gaze at him. "I don't want to go back to work yet and Max knows about that.", you sigh and pull your knees up towards your chest. "You need to go outside again y/n. People are talking and making up stories about what actually happened. Dauntless don't behave like this after an injury like that!", the tall man almost jumps up from your sofa and towers over you. "When was the last time you got shot Coulter?", glaring up at him you also lift yourself off the couch an walk past him. "During initiation. Because I am aware of my surroundings while on a mission.", stopping dead in your tracks you turn back around and face Eric. "Well you should report my carelessness to Max then and get me kicked out of here. See how long it takes for me to shoot you as a fractionless.", the words come out even harsher than you intended but the laugh that leaves Erics mouth makes you even angrier. "I'll get going then. Better to catch Max in his office than on his way to his woman.", you slam shut the door to your bathroom while Eric still makes his way toward your front door.

Getting the black shirt over your head without moving too much of your right arm was a challenge which had you cursing quietly until you where completely naked an inside the shower. The hot water hitting your skin soothed the soarness from sleeping on one side for weeks almost instantly and you calmed down until it happened. A bottle of Shampoo fell to the ground and instinctively you reach for it with your injured arm. Screaming out in pain you held your arm and instantly turned off the water.

Mere seconds later the door bursts open and there he was standing and looking around the slightly foggy room - Eric. "Get the fuck out of my apartment Coulter!", you try to cover your naked body from his cold, blue eyes as he quickly turns around and faces the wall. "What did you do now? I could hear your scream out in the hallway.", is that a worried undertone in his voice you could hear? "Well what does it look like? I am taking a shower.", you spit out sarcasticly while trying to get a towel wrapped around you.

"Don't lie to me Y/n. Do you need help?", you can see his muscles tensing as you step out of the shower. "I don't need your help or pity, Eric.", "I don't pity you Y/n. We are worried about you. Well fuck - I am worried about you. You havent left this apartment in almost a month and talked to no one beside Lynn and me.", he turns around and almost smashes into you. "You worry about me? Are you even capeable of that Eric?", instead of taking a step back you stand your ground and stare up at the tall man. "I want to take care of you and", "I can take care of myself just fine.", you interrupt him and stab a finger into his chest. "You can go and take care of some initiates or the fractionless but you don't need to take care of me.", "Y/n can you please calm down and listen to what I'm trying to say?", Eric grabs your wrist and actually manages to shut you up by pulling you even closer towards him. "I want to take care of you. I want to be there for you so you don't get hurt like this anymore. While getting you back here I thought you died in my arms and I realized that I need you more, than you need me.", he almost whispers the last part and you look up at him. "Will you say you love me right now?", your voice is barely audible and a choked up laugh leaves Erics lips. "Don't do this now Y/n. You know me better than anyone else here. I would never say that to anyone.", he let's go of your hand but you stay close to him. "Well that's pretty rude of you. But it's ok. I would also never say that to anyone.", a slight smile crosses both of your lips.

[florescita]

extended until December 31 ♡

greetings all moodboard creators, you have been invited to attend the haute couture moodboard event for 2024 (a spinoff for milan's fashion week). i am your stylist juna, and will be assisting you with making a moodboard to display in the magazine fleurs & couture during moodboard week.

⠀　⎯ 𝅘𝅥 ׄ ྀིㅤ ℐ𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 ♡𓈒 ⑅ 𝃞

⭑๋ comment "joining" along with your favorite fashion couture designer / brand

⭑๋ like and reblog this , no need to tag people but it would be very appreciated

⭑๋ you, as the moodboard creator, is given a random luxury fashion house (dm @florescita a random number from 1-13 to receive your brand) and your goal is to make a moodboard inspired by the brand. you must add an accessory / clothing item / runway from your fashion house into your moodboard, and make the moodboard really focused on the fashion brand, like this one.

⭑๋ tag me in your moodboard 's replies and use the hashtag

#haute couture : the event ♥︎

⭑๋ due date is December 21 or dm for extension

⠀　⎯ 𝅘𝅥 ׄ ྀིㅤ 𝒫𝑟𝑖𝑧𝑒𝑠 ♡𓈒 ⑅ 𝃞

⭑๋ 1st Winner gets 3 reblogs , 3 moodboards , a divider pack , a tumblr blog layout and a bio (or locs) pack and pngs (or pixels) pack

⭑๋ 2nd Winner gets 2 reblogs , 2 moodboards , a divider pack and a bio (or locs) pack

⭑๋ 3rd Winner gets 1 reblog , 1 moodboard and a png (or pixels) pack

⭑๋ runner ups get an Instagram layout or smth

💚

⠀　⎯ 𝅘𝅥 ׄ ྀིㅤ 𝒟𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑟 ♡𓈒 ⑅ 𝃞

⭑๋ don't steal , copy , take heavy inspo from anyone's moodboard please , don't rush me for the winners announcements or prizes please, don't steal or copy my event idea or anything , and all the layouts or edited images in this event are made by me , thank you for reading, i am awaiting your arrival at haute couture moodboard event 2024. !

- xoxo , 𝒥𝑢𝑛𝑎

tags of people I would love to see joining but I'm sorry for tags and it'sok if u don't join : @cannibalim @florichae @haenxn @miujo @y-vna @y-unrei @sugarish @jimzittos @sghooneyy @n-americano @sooyaafluers @c-ollie @woonlips @bambicito @aeraras @aestradairio @obdosant @kthice @sxgarhan @wonysmiu @jngsite @awwriri @haobae @yoonitos @liri0oz @fairytopea @gatitaconmotitaa @purinkiss @tzulipss @p-oisn @wonjuii @fiorais @yeoniis @yeossemble @fre-sitas @galapogos @c-heriis @babyvoxgirlie @liilithmin @kokoch4nel @tarosuna

[regigigaz]

& I feel like loneliness will plague me Forever But it'sOK

[powerade]

oh well #it'sok

[thedevotionaltour]

new last pod today fuck yes it's been so long since i've actually kept up with a series theyve done as it comes out im usually hoarding them for work time or trips but i've decided to keep up with them this time. which maybe is bad timing considering im going on a train ride in two weeks for spring break. but it'sok

[loverboy-ish]

7 from the ask game!

why are you on anon (grabs you) (i'm joking it'sok)

7. what was your life like last year?

the same as this one pretty much. i can't think of anything different, anyway. maybe i've got a slightly expanded palate than i did last year.

[johannepetereric]

WHY DOES IT'SOK TO BE GAY NOT HAVE A SCORE SHEET BY NOW!?!??!!?!??!

[lhrryonce]

.

[apyrisol]

it'sok i know the cain instinct is for show you couldn't bludgeon me with a rock if you wanted to :) hey what's that behind your back

media has taught me to love your brother/siblings but unfortunately the cain instinct is way funnier

[serino137]

I feel like this needs to be said because it isn't

When someone hypes someone up about an insecurity that the person themselves isn't confident about, it's not being hypocritical.

Hyping someone out about something that you yourself don't like on yourself isn't being a hypocrite and it's not a bad thing. It just means that you're struggling to love yourself the way that you love the insecurity on someone else.

It just means that you haven't learned to accept that insecurity on yourself, and that's ok. We're all learning and growing in our own ways.

It's ok to love something on someone else but for some reason not like it on yourself. You're human. You're complicated. It's ok.

It's ok to see someone with hip-dips and believe that they look beautiful but look at your own hip-dips and think "I wish I didn't have these. " It's ok to see someone with acne and hype them up about their skin but feel insecure that you have acne. You're not being hypocritical. You're not being a bitch. You just see more beauty in others than you do in yourself and that's ok. You're learning to love yourself but struggling and that's ok.

Learning to love yourself when you're struggling to is ok.

[koachkev]

Patience

When we make decisions to direct our lives towards what we see for ourselves,  we are empowered and feel so happy. What is challenging is the patience required to get to where we are going. Patience is key to the success for positive outcomes.  

We get discouraged trying to battle whats ahead and life can be repetitive, tiring us out before we get there. Patience is the tool that keeps us in the game with the understanding we will make it to the finish line. 

Make time for peace,

Breathe and endure,

The reward is grand.

We build up our level of patience the more we understand about ourselves. If we use the situation, people and places to learn how to be patience then we can have all we desire.

[salamatnalangsalahat]

If you're feeling down, depressed, or lost, remember that it's alright to be lost sometimes. Here's a song to cheer you up. 

[verenaaaaa-k]

It's okay to be not okay

It's just fine to be out of your mind

Breathe in deep, just a day at a time (ooh, ooh)

'Cause it's okay to be out of your mind, mind

[grapeenthusiast]

woahhh whatt !! silly guye . warm color

[mymarifae]

slug

[whatthekpopofficial]

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