#LET DAIGO SEE HIS DAD YOU ASSHOLES

[todayisafridaynight]

i cant capture it in a single picture but the pain and agony i felt watching this shit in front of my very eyes. this was evil <- needs every frame of it in a museum

[aisurume]

one day i’ll learn how to drop headcannons thats not basically word vomit that needs to be put under a read more but today is not that day

n e ways random headcannons about some muses childhoods + how it translated to their adult relationships w parents. it’s long i just went wild <3

yuya is probably the only muse that has an actual good relationship with his parents. both parents were there most of his childhood & supported him as much as possible (but to be honest, he’s a mama’s boy through & through). although when yuya was around 15, his father died; nothing that could be blamed on anyone, just an accident. at that young of an age, it was harder to process. he didn’t have anyone to blame, had nowhere to put his anger. this contributed to him finding black thunder, where he wasn’t the nicest leader. he was able to hide it from his mother for a while, her contributing his anger & lack of presence at home purely to his father’s death, but it’s hard to hide being part of a gang for long. being latina who has lived in both in mexico & los angeles, it’s safe to say she was extremely disappointed in him.  

her disappointment did help his eventual leaving of the gang & willingness to let kazuki help him in the matter. the gig at stardust was better than he ever expected & fixed his relationship with his mother. she likes his job & even considers kazuki like another son, always wanting to invite him over for dinner. yuya still lives with her, having to take care of her in her older age. he doesn’t mind & thinks its adorable when his mother greets him with a little “mi chiquito rico” every time he comes home since he’s started working as a host.

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kido has the next best “relationship”, but just with his father. his mother left not long after he turned 7, leaving him, his father, & 1 year old sister alone. his father tried his best, but had a hard time being home with having to work a lot to provide. this pretty much turned kido into a “latchkey” kid, as well as turning into a second parent to his little sister. he was the one who made sure she always made it to school on time, had dinner every night, & helped her with her homework. this was extremely hard on him growing up, essentially having to grow up so fast to be able to care of himself, his sister, & occasionally his father who was too tired to do simple things such as laundry or even cook for himself. 

his joining the yakuza later in life had a lot to do with helping his family, which also contributed to breaking it. much like the situation with mikio, his father didn’t like his association with the yakuza & would rather he be around if he were to stay. kido’s decision is obvious, & ended up leaving them. though he still sends money to them & despite his father’s initial dislike towards it, he can tell his father has forgiven him since then. he can see it when he comes to watch them every once & while to check up on them; it’s nice to see the bags under his father’s eyes lessen every time, & the nice new backpack or shoes he sees his little sister leave the house with.

he doesn’t talk about them, doesn’t bring them up & refuses to talk about them if questioned. as far as anyone knows, he doesn’t have a family. the only person he would trust with this information is arai or maybe hana, but even then he wouldn’t tell them everything.

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shinji obviously has a very BAD relationship with his parents; his father being an abusive, & his mother leaving due to this. as far as shinji cares, his father could die. he doesn’t care of what may have happened to him since he left to drown in his own mistakes. 

his mother, though, is a bit of a different story. while he resents her for leaving, he doesn’t blame her for doing so, especially since he’s gotten older. he did try to look for her once he joined the yakuza. just wanting to know why didn’t she take him with her; he hopes it was because his father wouldn’t let her, just to give her the benefit of the doubt. the only memories he has of her, ones that were just him & her, were always sweet. he’s tried to block out most of his childhood, but never those memories of her. 

but shinji is not immune to pessimism. he can’t help the ideas that he’s actually remembering things wrong, & that she doesn’t care about him as much as he hopes. maybe this is in part to why he’s never found her. he’s too scared of the truth.

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tanimura idolizes his father taigi a lot, that much is obvious, & wouldn’t dream of replacing him. but zhao is very much a father to him as well. he loves him like one, treats him like one, etc. zhao is the one who raised him, made sure he had a roof over his head, food in his belly, was there for him everytime he got in trouble at school. he was a good father. without him, he doubts he’d really be the man he is today. & all the children he adopts/watches out for tanimura sees as siblings, as you can tell with mei hua. out of all of them he is closest with her, though. she’s the only one he buys presents for or will take out to spend time with. extremely protective over her, & has scared a boy or two off for breaking her heart. 

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kaoru, not unlike tanimura, loved & saw people who weren’t her blood as her real family. although, she did have much more of a curiosity about them than tanimura (more specifically her father, since she already knew her birth mother died), which turned into more of a sadness. not unlike ryuji, she was a troubled kid. wasn’t sweet or gentle like most girls her age. always prickly. she got into her fair share of fights as a kid, be it because someone pissed her off or because she was trying to protect someone who couldn’t protect themselves. 

when she did finally get to meet her birth father, she was initially happy. though after his & ryuji’s death, she was much less happy. she understands that it would have been hard for him to see her, she just doesn’t understand why he didn’t make more of an effort. & all the time they spent together, before the reveal, where he acted like an asshole for most of it. then she sees him as part of the why she didn’t get to her brother sooner. in short, she has a slight resentment towards the man.

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daigo doesn’t give a shit about his piece of shit dad only his mom.