#LIKE I DIDNT KNOW SHE USED TO HAVE A HIGH REGULAR PONYTAIL WHEN I REREAD LAST MONTH??????

[disastersteps]

hi you can ignore this sdmgsmd, i'm having Thoughts about my own recent comic and the two versions I drew back in 2019 & 2020.

i will... put the readmore for further thoughts on my old thoughts and current thoughts when i drew these!

heres the comparison between three-

2019, 2020, and 2023 in the order. The idea remains the same since i imagined anita literally do That everytime i re-read that scene (it is one of my favourites.)

and now thinking about the way i had changed how i genuinely viewed their relationship. putting readmore msdgmsd from here on!

2019 - this was when i was fairly new to FHR irrc.

Ortega's expression was... more happier? I honestly don't know why I drew that- maybe it was because I imagined she was happy to see someone she never expected to see?

And Anita's? I think this was also when I still made them a 100% soft step, so Anita there being all smiling? It's them pretending to be surprise to see her, but it blurred into a genuine surprise to actually See her in flesh.

2020 - Now! this is just me redrawing it for fun and also learning Ortega had wore a white suit so I drew that.

Now, Anita is less happy and more shocked and confused to how she shows up. Just confused. Had finally broke the hidden rule for themself, 'avoid Ortega at all cost' - failed.

2023 - Annnnd three years later, I finally redraw it because I still love this comic- it was one of the early comics I made and I still like drawing Anita with that kind of shock- but this time.

Ortega is now how I actually imagined she must had feel. Seeing a ghost alive, existing, and..... here. Truly here. Which is why she's just "how are you here? You died years ago. how? why? when?"

And Anita's? They're horrified. They're horrified that the one person they had tried their best to avoid because they don't need one more attachment and it was in the form of a former best friend, a secret crush, and someone who used to believe in you.

Horrified, confused, and annoyed that she found you so soon. This wasn't in their plans, and now they could feel a wrench had finally throw into the cogs in their mind and they hated it.

Also this time, let their hands burnt a bit- /joking

(no really, anita actually cool it a bit so it wasn't too hot sdmgsmdgm)