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Rock, Paper, Bucky (18+ Fan Fiction, Reader x Bucky Barnes) Part 7
Disclaimer: This work is 18+ and contains mature topics, not suitable for minors. This work touches upon triggering subject matters such as. Sexual Assault, Violence, Murder, Abuse, Mind Control, Flashbacks, Severe PTSD, Criminal Activity, Trauma and severe panic attacks. Please be aware of this going in.
This fic is written from a first person perspective and is designed to allow yourself to self insert into. I don't consider this a Y/N fic as I don't use this template, seeing Y/N takes me out of it personally. Before diving in, please be aware that the POV character is AFAB. They do not have set pronouns, or a name / gender assigned in the text, however, during sexual intercourse they are referred to as a girl. This POV character is described having sexual relationships with both men and women. The POV character is described as having long hair, as well as having a knowledge of both Star Wars and TRON: Legacy. The POV character is a survivor of sexual assault and abuse.
This fic has multiple sex scenes, as well as multiple scenes where the characters discuss there trauma, experience flashbacks, disassociation and other PTSD symptoms. It can be heavy.
This fic is set some time after the events of TFATWS. Bucky Barnes is over 100 years old and the POV character does not have a specific age set, however they are a adult, they own there own apartment.
I've not published a fan fiction online for over a decade and this is my first time writing Bucky as a character. As someone who's disabled and has experienced a lot of trauma, characterisation was very important for me. I drew upon a lot of my own experiences to try to portray a more realistic relationship, adapting to a sexual dynamic after experiencing trauma and abuse, as well as the challenges of that. I hope that as I continue to write I can improve upon making my characterisations more accurate and respectful. Bucky is a character with trauma, and is often heavily sexualised by the fandom. I wanted to make sure I avoided sexualising 'The Winter Soldier' specifically, while also not treating abuse victims as babies who can't experience sexuality. I hope that you enjoy reading, I'd like to hear feedback, although please be kind, I haven't done this in a long time! I write to hopefully make one person happy, even if that persons me!

"That's not fair, I asked about what you were thinking first, the game has rules!" You state incredulously, standing in the shower with Bucky, water still thankfully warm. "You are such a pain sometimes you know" Bucky joked "Okay fine, but, you have to promise me, to tell me what you would like, or feel able to do, okay? with no pressure" You draw a little heart on the centre of his chest with your finger, making extra sure not to touch the meeting point of his metal arm "Promises!" you say delightedly. "Well," he puts his hand underneath your chin and pulls you to look up at him "I'm thinking about kissing you again". "I'm very much okay with that" you grin and give him a quick peck on the lips "Go on" you encourage. "I'm maybe thinking about how much I'd love to slip inside you, while I'm kissing you" he continues, pressing a firm kiss to your lips, his voice was husky and his body kept pressing closer and closer into yours as you spoke. "About, how much I enjoyed earlier" he starts to lean down so that his head is next to yours, so that he's able to whisper in your ear "I'm thinking about how much I want to leave you breathless and panting" he reaches over and grabs the lobe of your ear between his teeth and he tugs playfully. "About how much I want to hear you beg for me, by name, and fill you full of cum" he's pulled you in so tight to his body, his grip is vice like and every nerve ending feels like it's just been electrified by his words.
"I'm thinking about how much I want you to bite and scratch me when you get overwhelmed and your eyes roll back into your head" You could feel his breath against your ear, his hands gripping into your flesh, you were so close and so tight it was almost hard to breathe in his embrace. He pulls away from you in a flash, returning to a completely relaxed position and smiles at you "If that's okay of course," his knowing grin, a smirk, because he already knew you were down so bad. Your eyes were wide and mouth hanging open, It's like your body had shut down, "You are such a suave bitch you know that?" you manage. He roars with laughter in response "Suave Bitch, that's going to be my new name now haha!"
"I-in all seriousness though" you manage out and he relaxes his death grip on you, so that you can catch your breath more easily. "I fully consent, to being manhandled by you, to having your way with me, and I'd very much like all of that. But we should probably do that before we run out of hot water" you say, motioning with your head up to the shower. "Good point" he relents, before smiling at you, eyes locked, tongue caught between his teeth. Like he's studying you, deciding what to do next and where to start. "Don't be gentle with me" he commands, before pushing a kiss onto your lips. Hands snaking around the back of your head to hold your lips to his. He's pushing your mouth open and forcing his way inside. You can hear him softly moaning when he does, You make a mental note to teach him about what 'oral fixation' means later on, as he is down bad with it.
You grip onto his original arm, digging your nails into his biceps, you feel a shiver run down his body in response, but he does not pull away or stop. It feels good to channel some of your tension out. and he is encouraging you after all. With force and urgency he walks you back, so that your torso is outside of the water. He hitches up your leg with his metal arm and he takes all of your weight with it, allowing your other leg to basically dangle in the air. You can feel him starting to gently grind against you while he's kissing you, you weren't even sure if it was intentional or if it was just being so overcome and needing to rub his cock against you already. You we're taking shorter and shorter breaths, he seemed fully intent to not release you from this kiss at all, he wanted to be locked in. He leans you back, just enough, to push his dick into you, while having the showers water stream directly on top, Making him sliding in so deliciously easy that, you kept his wish, feeling your eyes rolling into the back of your head, you grip his shoulder, running your nails across his back. Pulling at his skin, leaving red claw marks and you feel his dick throbbing with anticipation as he pushes deeper and deeper inside. If his tongue wasn't stuck all the way down your throat you are sure you would of screamed, perhaps stifling you like this was his plan and he was more concerned about the neighbours, you just struggled to have any cohesive thoughts in your current state.
He shocks you this time, before he had been slow and gentle and ramped up. This time? He was unleashed, there was no build up, he was already pounding into you immediately. He was locked all the way around you, holding your body next to his like you were magnetised. His lips we're no longer leaving yours, he had a hold of the back of your head and he was refusing to give you an inch. You lose count of how many times he's thrust into you, it was so powerful and so fast that you felt your own mind turning into jelly as he bombarded you. Somehow stretching you out, even after fucking so recently. He was everything you had hoped for and more. You can feel your body start to shake as he pounds more and more into you, there's no way you will be able to walk out of here once he's had his way with you. He was moaning louder and louder as he pushed his tongue into you, with every single thrust you could hear him reacting to his cock being hilt deep inside you. You fully go limp in his arms at this point, but this does not change his rhythm and verocity. You move your arms to be linked around the back of his neck and he uses this to lower you down further, to increase the the angle between you. He pushes so much might into that first thrust after setting you down further that you swear, You could have crushed him, you clamp onto him inside you, willing him to cum, wanting and needing him to never pull out. He finally pulls his lips away from you, and he gasps, you are practically hyperventilating and seeing stars. "D-don't you d-dare pull out" you half beg, half growl at him, looking into his eyes as your chests heave. "I wont" he promises breathlessly. "I c-can't. You feel t-too good".
"Holy fuck, how am I-I ever meant t-to stop" he manages through full body convulsions and shakes, he was so vocal and needy and desperate for you, you couldn't keep it together. You lock your legs around his waist, with all the strength you can manage. "B-Bucky, I want to try something, b-but it might be t-too much" you manage to force out between trembling lips and moans. He looks up at you "what do you want?" he asks seriously, slowing his pace just for a moment. You take his intact hand and place it on the other side of your hips "L-let the rest of me hang towards the floor, just h-hold me by here" you instruct, watching your hands shake while you explain. He nods and stops so that you can let yourself hang down slowly. He soon picks up the pace again, now more free than ever to just move you wherever he wants. you unlock your legs from behind him, trusting that he can support you completely by just holding your hips. Which allows him to pull you onto his dick over and over and over unheeded. He can really show his full length doing this while you feel the blood rushing to your head, it was like you were in a dream, everything felt kind of hazy, like you were so high on sexual ecstasy that you lost all sense of reality.
He seemed to realise that you were starting to get light headed, so he pulls you off his cock. You protest and see it utterly dripping and throbbing above you, looking delicious and sending you even more into a horned craze. He then flips you around, and you are completely taken aback as you feel your last remaining brain cells rattle around. Now with your back facing towards his torso, and your face looking down at the bathroom floor, he pushes himself back inside you, in one, full motion, utterly smashing himself against you, skin smacking from the impact and you can't help yourself any more. "Bucky please, god please, Bucky please" you half-scream for him, the words no longer trembling out of your mouth. Not a command, no part of you feels commanding right now, you are at his mercy and so desperate, you would do just about anything. You can't see it, but you know he's grinning. He reaches down with one arm and grabs you by your hair, twisting his hand to get a better grip on you, you moan uncontrollably as he does. His other arm pulls itself along your stomach, finger by finger, so he's got a good grip on all of you before starting to pummel you again. "Please, please, please" you repeat as his balls slap against your clit over and over and over again. You can still feel the water rushing down on you, pattering onto your back, amplifying the sound of him plapping against you, over and over. You reach your hands up, so that you can place your palms against the tiled wall of the shower and use it to push yourself back onto him, forcing him in deeper "Now, now, more, more, more" you demand of him, feeling yourself slip into a trance like state. "What's that? I can't hear you?"
He taunts and you growl back, teeth bared as you give into pure urges, you cannot comprehend how good this feels, It's like your body was destined for this. "I'm not sure if you really want this" he toys with you, slowing down his pace, pulling you out further from him and rubbing himself against your ceiling. "B-Bucky, please, I need it" you mumble and beg from him. "Speak up sweetheart" he beckons and pulls on your hair, making you arch your back further "Be a good slut and scream my name". Which sends you right over the edge. You we're scratching at the tiling and screaming for him over, and over, and over again. Each time you did he got faster and hilted you deeper and harder. Everybody in the entire city could of heard how much of a desperate whore you were, let alone the building. You can feel the heat rising in your cheeks as he starts to throb mercilessly inside of you. "Fuck, Fuck, FUCK!" You shout louder and louder and you can hear him start to get louder and louder to match. "Fuck, don't stop, don't stop, don't stop, Do NOT STOP!" you scream as you can feel him getting harder and harder inside of you, he was panting and pulling your hair tighter and tighter with every thrust. "B-beg for me" he demands, barely holding it together to be the one teasing you. "Prove to me how much o-of a cock whore you are and b-beg for me to breed you" he shouts through gritted teeth, followed by quieter "f-fuck, f-fuck, o-oh gods" said under his breath. "P-Please, B-bucky, d-don't stop until you've knocked me up, don't stop, d-don't stop, I n-need it, I n-need you n-n-now" You manage through fluttering eyelashes and your clit twitching over, and over, and over again.
"O-Oh holy f-fuck" he shouts out as he finally, releases inside you. He pulls down on your hair so that you are fully arched now, your legs twitching uselessly in the air as he pumps you full of load after load. "b-breed b-b-breed, f-f-f-uck" you can hear him whimpering under his breath as the waves roll over him, he's shaking and struggling to keep his footing. He lets go of your hair and you slump forwards, but you catch yourself with your hands against the wall. He pushes you forwards so you have a strong grip against the tiling. "Y-you are so f-fucking good" he manages between pants, totally out of breath. "K-keep being a good girl for me, and d-dont move okay?" he asks and you nod in response. He grips you by the shoulder, moving his other hand from holding you up by your stomach, to sliding across your throbbing clit, cock still hilted inside you, cum leaking out from just how much he had pushed into you. He's holding you tightly by the shoulder while he start's rubbing his fingers against your clit, over and over and over. You start to scream even louder and he changes his hand from being on your shoulder, to covering your mouth, stifling the unholy noises you were making. "shhhhh" he soothes as he speeds up, pushing you closer and closer to the edge. "Now be a g-good girl and cum with my cock still inside you" he said while pushing himself against you, making you feel his cock hilted inside, spreading you open. He could feel how much you insides were convulsing and trembling and just how close you were. Just when he feels you start to ramp up the volume of screaming, he starts thrusting in and out of you again, fucking you into a orgasm. "That's it baby, you've earned this, Good girl" he has to shout at you, over the intense amount of noise you were making as you cum all over his fingers and cock. Barely able to see over your eyelids fluttering closed. hands balled into fists, keeping you from slipping down the wall.
You cross over your knees, legs still dangling in the air, and rub the top of your foot, over the back of your calf, pulling yourself tighter around him inside of you, savouring every last moment. Bucky reaches over you, and finally turns down the shower, not fully off, but decreases the pressure significantly. You dread to think what the bill is going to be, but you don't at all care, you would wait lifetimes to experience that again. He finally releases his hand from around your mouth when he hears your moans turn to quiet whimpers and panting, "You ready for me to pull out?" he asks, placing both hands on your hips "n-no" you manage pathetically "To be fair, I wouldn't have expected any other answer" he chastises jokingly. He slowly pulls you forwards and allows your feet to settle back down onto the damp ground. You stagger for a second, and he takes you by the arm to stop you from falling, It feels like your brain is full of static. You both start to breathe in tandem, slowing down your gasping. Both still reeling from an intense high. "Now I have to get clean all over again" you pout up at him "You act like it wasn't worth it" he says with a sly grin "I never said that" and he hands you the body lotion. "We're you always like this?" You find yourself asking while you clean your body again, and he throws you a confused expression "What do you mean? I also thought it was my turn" he starts to lather up your back with soap suds, seeming to always want to be close with you. "I feel embarrassed to ask" you admit, face flushed and turned into the shower so you can avoid his gaze. "Help an old man out here" he pushes, you can hear the grin in his voice, he loves seeing you flustered. "Okay, did you always have this much uh…." you trail off, moving your open hands around in circular motions, miming finding the right words "…stamina?" you eventually come up with. "Yes and no" he answers truthfully "And that's not just me defending my ego here". You laugh at that answer, it's amazing how much more relaxed you both are since this morning. "The serum makes me stronger, so that is reflected. I couldn't have held you with one hand back then. Probably with two though. I don't know if I would have been as uh…forceful?" he tries "But in terms of lasting? I don't know, I don't feel like that's a particular strength I posses at the moment anyway, But maybe that's down to you being so perfect" and he leans down to kiss you on the cheek. "Oh okay" you answer, truthfully you were too awkward to ask your most burning question but this one still intrigued you. Finally clean however, you finally turn off the shower. Bucky slides open the shower door and reaches out to grab you two towels. "I guess I have to ask you two questions now" he says while helping you get dry first. "They can wait if you prefer" you offer him and he interjects "No no, I play fair".
"What did you really want to ask me?"
"u-uh" you manage to stammer out, wrapping the towel around you. He slides open the shower door and steps out into the bathroom, his towel is just wrapped around his waist and you can see the flickers of steam rising from his chest as his body hits the cool air. You swallow nervously and follow him out of the shower cubicle. "What do you mean?" You ask, knowing fully and totally, exactly what that man meant. "You asked about, my, stamina? I get the feeling that wasn't what you were embarrassed to ask about, or perhaps, what was less embarrassing to ask about" he grins at you being all flustered and you instead push past him to open the bathroom door and step into the hallway. The far colder air of the hallway hits you and you retreat back inside "n-nope it's freezing out there" you say through chattering teeth.
"That means your locked in here with me and can answer my question" he crosses his arms and stands in front of the closed door now. "I didn't lie, I was embarrassed to ask you that" You were just not telling the whole truth you complete inside your own mind. "I can do this all day" Bucky remarked and you croak out a unexpected laugh "That's not your line!"
"Why are you being so coy with me, I'm not going to give up" he's fully staring at you, trapped and caged, you can feel the blushing rising in your cheeks. You cross your arms "You really want to know?" "I do, in fact, that's why I'm asking". Rolling your eyes, you sigh deeply. "Fine, if you are determined to be so nosey, I know the serum has, well other effects. I know it made Steve the size of a house, taller and more muscular" Bucky grinned at you, You think he has some inkling of what's coming next "Go on" he presses. "I hate you" you hiss at him, feeling more and more embarrassed the longer this goes on, but still dancing around the question. "No you don't" he chimes back at you, he's right of course but, he's still acting like a prick. "Fine, Did the serum make your cock bigger?" you angrily push out, looking away from him as your cheeks burn so so brightly, your arms crossed, foot tapping and looking anywhere but at him. He laughs lightly at first and then into a full belly laugh, he has to use the doorway for support "Really?" he asks you between wheezing. "If your going to be like that about it I don't want to know" you pout looking down at the floor, refusing to acknowledge just how much he was enjoying this. He collects himself before continueing "No, I didn't have the same serum as Steve and it's not exactly a question I ever asked him either. But my serum didn't affect my size or stature, I was always like this." He takes a step towards you and you make even more efforts to look away from him as he did "Well fine then, I didn't care anyway" you mutter grumpily. "Oh I think you did" he starts and places both hands on the side of your arms "I mean I am still flattered that you think all of this was a magical super penis" he can barely get the ending out between uncontrolled guffaws. "Alright you've had your fun, You don't need to rub it in, I was just curios" you are looking down at his feet on the floor, refusing to encourage him. "No really, I am flattered" he continues and kisses you on the top of the head. "Thank You for asking me, can you forgive me for pressing now? But that was a bit funny" he's trying to meet your gaze by ducking down to your height "Well It's your turn again," you meet his gaze, still pouting grumpily. "I guess I owe you one" he says and gives you a quick peck on the lips.
"Fine then, I've had my fun now. I know you said to order take out in, but, would you be okay with us collecting? I'd like to take you on a drive" he says with a grin "On your bike?" you ask, expression softening as he relents "Yes, A night drive I mean, it's more peaceful" he pulls your arms down from being crossed and pulls you in for a hug, head resting on top of yours. "We can do that, but the deal is we have to order Chinese food" you bargain "Your wish is my command". "Then I also wish to be carried to bed" you order with a grin. He pulls away from you and matches your grin, too much grinning, you panic. He leans down and picks you up by the back of your legs, fireman lifting you over one shoulder "HEY!" you shout and he ignores you, carrying you out of the bathroom "This isn't what I meant!" you try to look behind you to direct your anger towards him, but he's simply laughing at you the whole time.
He gently kicks open the door to the bedroom and throws you down on the bed, You take a moment to collect yourself before continuing to lecture "That's not what I meant and you know it James!" He throws you a look when calling him by his actual name. "So much for being a good girl, and asking to be manhandled. You get grumpy when I do" he laughs at you, leaning against the door frame. "Don't be a bitch" you shoot him an angry glance as you get up and start rifling through drawers to find clothes to change into. "I will stop when you do" and he, smartly, ducks out of the way as you throw a pillow in his general direction.
"You have the bike leathers I gave you right?" he asks and you nod "Yeah, there in the wardrobe, but I need something underneath" you respond and he walks towards you, takes you by both of your hands, pulls you around to him before he replies "No you don't." "Um, Bucky, I very much do, road safety, hygiene, a million other reasons I can't think of right now" you bargain and he shakes his head. "No, I'm like, the worlds safest rider, and I think it's fun to know you are walking around naked under there, but I'm the only one who knows". "Are you asking me, or telling me?" you begin and this seems to snap him out of it "I will never tell you what to do, and you can always say no, I'm merely suggesting and letting you make your own choices. I will never take away the control you have over your own body, You know that" he's being incredibly serious right now and not breaking away from looking at you. "Can we compromise?" you offer and he nods "Whatever you want, I mean it" "Underwear only?" "That's still scandalous, I like it" and he smiles before clarifying "I really do mean it though, It's very important to me that you maintain your own agency" You nod back "I know, You too okay?" "I have no doubt, I've felt the most like myself in, quite a while today. Everything I'm doing is because I want too, and for the first time in a while? I have things I want to do".
"Well, how about you decide on what Chinese food we're getting, while I get ready?" you offer and he shakes his head "Are you genuinely trusting me with a food delivery app?" "Good point, You are useless on a mobile. Fine, you get ready and II'll find us somewhere, deal?" and he nods "deal" and lets you go, before pulling off his towel. You linger in the door way to watch him "Staring is rude" he says without turning to look at you "Guess I'm rude then". I cooked brunch, you find us dinner" he says and walks over to shut the door. You relent and walk over to the couch, phone already open to a delivery app and swiping at the deals.

<3 Thanks so much for reading part 7! <3
We're ever so close to the end now! This is my official apology for the last part being so heavy and sad. Thank-You so much for reading, You have no idea how much it means to me! Let me know if you want me to continue this and take these cuties to the Bahamas! <3
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Wtf its around the 1 year mark of my breakup 😳
#m about to head to bed but like that was in. october?? jesus fuck.#txt#how was rhat only a year ago like genuinely what the hell .#mk gnighttrttttt m so tired but I had a fun night so it was worth it :-)#wait no it was def like august october was just when It hit me I remember lockif my twitter
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Lock Rekeying, Key Duplicating, and Key Cutting - Why You Should Hire A Professional

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These days, many people are still hoping to get updated about the pandemic. The pandemic has changed everything, after all. Based on a latest news report in Norwalk, CT, there was a topic about a COVID-19. As reported, with the arrival of the fall and winter seasons, experts are keeping a close eye on emerging coronavirus variants and their potential to cause a new COVID-19 surge. Besides, two of the pandemic’s worst surges to date like in January 2021 from the delta variant and January this year from the original omicron variant happened as the weather cooled and many people traveled and gathered indoors for the holidays.
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Reasons to Invest in Security Door Lock System(New)
You are very busy, and you may be likely to loss your keys in one place. This greatly reduces the safety of the home. In addition, the traditional door lock will be exposed to the risk of thieves. But, the security door lock system can solve this trouble.
In order to obtain a more secure guarantee, increasing people have joined this project. The reason why they have invested in this project is that they are already very aware of the benefits of smart door locks, which are long-term benefits. If you don't knows these benefits yet, you must scroll to see them now, then, if you are interested, you can choose security door lock system OEM here.
Benefits #1 Smart security door lock system
Safety and security door hair bodies work together to ensure the protection of your firm's physical premises.
Benefits #2 High security
The biggest advantage is that it can not be pried open. That's considering that they use two amounts of biaxial essential cutting, which make tilted slices inside the lock that are really challenging to force free through choosing the hair. Consequently, your company can avoid costs related to fraud, which may be monetarily crippling.
Of course, a pick-resistant lock is actually no make use of if a determined burglar can simply punch the shut out of its property. That's why all the absolute most secure door padlocks feature drill insusceptible real estates, which prevent the locks coming from being actually gotten rid of coming from the doors. Not just does this feature reduce theft, yet it additionally suggests you won't deal with the expense of switching out harmed hairs with new ones to re-secure the home after a sought burglary.
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If you possess particular criteria for your door hair unit, that doesn't suggest you can't take advantage of one of the most protected door locks on the marketplace. Eseye offers an extremely customizable security system that could be customized to meet your organizational necessities . If you need to get various sites, you may also personalize each device to satisfy the particular needs of the individual workplace. Through customizing your vital control to suit the physical security necessities of your company and separate facilities, you can easily enhance your day- to-day vital management as well as security.
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If you just yearn for the ease of certainly not possessing physical keys along with you, an digital lock will definitely be adequate. Relying on the access settings and components on call, you are going to have the capacity to open your nail down an assortment of ways and possess helpful features like assisting you immediately latch your door when the door finalizes.
Smart locks are a boost coming from that and are actually for those who desire to utilize their smart device as a key. If you frequently possess guests or part-time cleaning services popping in, a smart lock serves to deliver access to your residence also when you are away.
Conclusion
Many smart locks with security systems are designed to meet your life needs, provide you with security and convenience. Faced with multiple choices of smart locks, you may need advice from some construction experts to assist you in realizing this value-for-money investment. If you have difficulty choosing, so without further ado, now ask your home safety experts.
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Onewheel Lock
Rumored Buzz on Best Onewheel Lock
If you actually need to lock it to something don't utilize a cord lock, they can conveniently be cut open with a hand cutter.
Nearly no lock stand a possibility against a ruby cut off wheel."a lock is just good as a deterrent and delaying system"Select resistance is not the largest element on your locks regardless of what the seller states.
If you intend to do this you will certainly need to get a lock for your board. Right here are the ideal alternatives as well as what to think about for securing your Onewheel. Choosing the lock Safety vs Convenience, When taking into consideration the lock for your Onewheel there are 2 key criteria if we are excluding the price point.
The 2 specifications are defense, how safe and secure is the lock and also the various other is comfort. These two parameters do not truly go together. If your priorities are safety it will certainly include the cost of a larger and larger lock contrasted to a much more practical one. As well as sensible versa, for an easier lock it will certainly be a loss in protection as it is smaller, thinner to decrease the weight as well as making it less complicated to bring about as well as lock your Onewheel.
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They all have their weak points and staminas so it's up to you to choose what's the right fit for your usage situation. It will likewise depend on what board you have. The locks in short are as follows: Kryptonite Advancement Lite Mini-6If you have a Onewheel XR this is the lock for you.
If you discover a board that looks like yours call the authorities and you can use your identification number to confirm possession, As constantly, notify the authorities if the board is taken as well as call your insurance provider. Find your recipt as well as serial number of your board, Look out on locations like Facebook Market and Craigslist for your board.
Onewheel is expensive as well as shielding it from burglary gets on every person's priority checklist. There is some Onewheel Security Lock available on market. When you believe about protection 2 things came to mind. One is certainly safety and also the other is ease. Let me give you an instance as we can establish the most hard password in our mobiles or laptop computer but we pick something easy.
We may forget it or it may take some time to go into a lengthy password. Thus, we choose a password that is practical as well as additionally offers safety and security. This coincides when it comes to Onewheel Safety and security Lock. We desire a lock that offers safety and security but additionally simple and basic to make use of.
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For those convenience is a huge element they can select a lock which is light heavy as well as simpler to bring and secure your Onewheel. The Best Onewheel Protection Lock is the one that provides a combination of both protection and comfort.
Its style is extremely stylish as well as cutting-edge. The lock is thin enough that you can utilize them in your Onewheel Pint. They are costly Ti, Gr Blue Locks have other versions that consist of Ti, Gr Blue Mini+. This version is a little heavier as well as more powerful. This is among the best locks and preferred by numerous Onewheel riders.
Onewheel riders that are utilizing XR and also Plus models this Onewheel Safety and security Lock is very advised for them. Do not fit Onewheel Pint. This is the tiniest of U locks however still does not function for Pint.
This lock is cheap in comparison to U locks. Not protected as compare to U locks. This lock can be cut conveniently by making use of simple bike burglar tools.
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As a proprietor and also fan of Onewheel the biggest worry I have are: Getting my Onewheel stolen. Serious Injuries from loss from Onewheel. Damaging of my Onewheel. To secure Onewheel from obtaining taken you can constantly utilize a safety and security lock and also can comply with some regulations, which I will certainly talk about listed below. To avoid severe injury you can always utilize Onewheel Safety and security Gear.
If you are aiming to maintain your Onewheel secure then you should conserve Onewheel serial number. You can do this easily by taking photos of the serial number. Onewheel serial number goes to the bottom of the rail. This is a really beneficial trick as well as keeping your identification number will certainly be available in really useful in case of theft.
It could seem funny yet to maintain your Onewheel risk-free the very best method is to never leave it ignored (the float life onewheel lock). Obviously, you can't do this all the time yet don't be reckless as well as attempt to do your finest to keep it on your website whenever you are with it. Having a great security lock is extremely important to keep your Onewheel protected.
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8 Work Van Organization Ideas
What is the best practice for organizing work van interior? There are some tips you should follow no matter if you are a plumber, electrician, or a contractor. I put together a list of 8 gruau van organization ideas to help you prioritize tools in the van and get them quickly whenever you need them.
Idea #1 - Keep Big Items Close to The Door
It makes sense as that will keep your back safe.. Store big, bulky and heavy items close to the rear or side doors, so you can easily pull them out of the van without going into the cargo area. Heavy rotary tools, water pumps, water tanks need to be stored on the floor, so you can drag them out easily.
Idea #2 – Keep Frequently Used Items On (or near) the Door
Items you use constantly but are not so heavy should be stored in the multi-functional door panel or close to the door, but they don’t need to be on the floor.
Idea #3 – Leave Space for Unhindered Van Entrance
Don’t forget that you'll need to access and move inside the cargo space easily. Space between shelves allows you to step into the van freely and pull out the drawers and reach every corner of the van. This is especially important if you use a high-roof van. What’s the point of well-organized side shelves when they are out of the reach?
Idea #4 – Consult Your Workers
This one is especially important for young small business owners who just bought their first commercial van. If you have a crew member with a lot of experience, consult him. You can be surprised how many things you can learn from older technicians. At the end of a day, the crew will use the van most of the time, so let them propose what they think is important to improve van organization.
Idea #5 – Label All Bins, Drawers, and Shelves
Put small items like connectors, copper fittings, gas pipefitting, etc. in plastic bins or drawers. Label all bins and drawers with item names to get them in seconds.
The best option would be to engrave steel drawers since a marker can easily fade away in just a few months.
Idea #6 – Add Some Light
Many cargo vans don’t come with pre-installed light in the cargo area. LED light panels can be easily installed if you have 12V plug in the back of your van. Interior lighting for cargo area should be installed on the roof of the van and close to the floor. The perfect scenario would be to install an adjustable light that allows working on the van bench vise at night if necessary.
Idea #7 – Keep Expensive Gear Under the Lock
If you use expensive tools or test equipment like electricians keep them in drawers that have a lock. When you are on the job site doors of the van usually remain open and your tools are exposed to everyone that passes by the parked van. Invest in a good steel and aluminum lockable drawer and you won't need to worry about the safety of the equipment.
Idea #8 – Reconsider or Re-organize
Think creatively. If you think something is wrong with the current van interior organization, re-organize until you find the perfect setup for your vocation and job requirements.
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Rock, Paper, Bucky (18+ Fan Fiction, Reader x Bucky Barnes) Part 1
Disclaimer: This work is 18+ and contains mature topics, not suitable for minors. This work touches upon triggering subject matters such as. Sexual Assault, Violence, Murder, Abuse, Mind Control, Flashbacks, Severe PTSD, Criminal Activity, Trauma and severe panic attacks. Please be aware of this going in.
This fic is written from a first person perspective and is designed to allow yourself to self insert into. I don't consider this a Y/N fic as I don't use this template, seeing Y/N takes me out of it personally. Before diving in, please be aware that the POV character is AFAB. They do not have set pronouns, or a name / gender assigned in the text, however, during sexual intercourse they are referred to as a girl. This POV character is described having sexual relationships with both men and women. The POV character is described as having long hair, as well as having a knowledge of both Star Wars and TRON: Legacy. The POV character is a survivor of sexual assault and abuse.
This fic has multiple sex scenes, as well as multiple scenes where the characters discuss there trauma, experience flashbacks, disassociation and other PTSD symptoms. It can be heavy.
This fic is set some time after the events of TFATWS. Bucky Barnes is over 100 years old and the POV character does not have a specific age set, however they are a adult, they own there own apartment.
I've not published a fan fiction online for over a decade and this is my first time writing Bucky as a character. As someone who's disabled and has experienced a lot of trauma, characterisation was very important for me. I drew upon a lot of my own experiences to try to portray a more realistic relationship, adapting to a sexual dynamic after experiencing trauma and abuse, as well as the challenges of that. I hope that as I continue to write I can improve upon making my characterisations more accurate and respectful. Bucky is a character with trauma, and is often heavily sexualised by the fandom. I wanted to make sure I avoided sexualising 'The Winter Soldier' specifically, while also not treating abuse victims as babies who can't experience sexuality. I hope that you enjoy reading, I'd like to hear feedback, although please be kind, I haven't done this in a long time! I write to hopefully make one person happy, even if that persons me!

It wasn't that he didn't want to sleep in the bed with you. It didn't take the mystic arts or a mutation to read his mind, it was clear, his intention was to be close with you at all times. You know that he yearned to feel the touch of skin against skin. His eyes painted the sadness of his soul and to you, it was a painting; that only you could decipher. Longing was a word he was both all too familiar with and had, unfortunate, complicated connotations.
His fingers reached up and over the top of the duvet. Slowly and purposefully reaching out towards you. His back was up against the bed, so his hand was stretched, palm out, asking for you to hold. Gently, but without hesitation you interlocked your fingers with his, and he squeezed his hand shut, his finger tips were cold. His grip perhaps tighter than he realised, but still a warm and loving embrace. "Sleep well, my love" he said softly. You cannot know if he continued talking after that, because the march of dreams stole you away. But when you awoke the next morning, you were greeted not just by the beauty of dust caught in the sunbeams. Or the sounds of people in the street below, or even the rushing sounds of car engines. But also, by his hand, still holding your own. Gently you shift your weight, shuffling to peek over the edge of the bed down at him. Moving very softly and slowly as not to disturb anything. You smile as you notice his eyes are shut, he finally slept.
The focus you had been maintaining on keeping quiet was broken, you had been distracted by seeing him asleep so softly in the morning sun. He can now hear you moving. His eyes flash open and he drops his hand from yours. In one smooth motion he is standing, bolt upright, eyes wild and panicked. His breathing is heavy, he looks out towards the window before snapping his gaze back abruptly back to you sat up in bed. You are sure your face must have been one of concern and worry. It had all happened so fast you were still collecting yourself. Realising it was just you, he leans back against the wall clasping his side with his metal arm. This must be all so overwhelming you think. His shoulders drop and he does his best to control his panicked breathing. "I'm sorry-" you whisper.
He swallows harshly between laboured breaths. He looks up towards the ceiling, his chest heaving wildly. You clasp your own hands together, fingers interlocked to self soothe. Thumbs rubbing over the index finger, mind racing wildly and feeling frozen in place. It was so difficult to know what to do, approaching him would likely make things worse. But sitting there, eyes pointed downwards, you felt helpless and guilty. You blink twice in succession, the seconds feeling agonisingly long. Your thoughts are buzzing, trying to make up your mind about how to approach the situation, you are distracted inside your own head. So much so, that instead you are the one startled this time, when he places a hand over yours. He's sat on the bed next to you. Not meeting your gaze, but instead staring down at your hands underneath his. "I-I Didn't mean to startle you" you start spluttering out, before he shushes you. "We're still figuring this all out, it's okay" he matches your gaze. "Let's agree to try not to scare each other okay?" he offers with a half smile. You nod with enthusiasm.
"What would make you most comfortable right now?" You offer him, he looks out towards the window. "I feel like a normal person would say going out" Unconvinced you push "But what do you want?". He sighs before responding "I think todays a day, to stay inside" "Then that's what we'll do" you smile back at him. He starts, "Thanks, I'm sorry to let you down" You shush him this time. "Don't be silly, we're still figuring this out, remember?".
You look down at your hands and say with a smile, "You win! Paper covers rock!" "w-what?" he questions with a smile "Oh come on, rock paper scissors is ancient, you must know what I mean!". "Well you have found something more ancient, me". Incredulous, you push his hand away from you and form his fingers into a fist. "It seems I must be your educator in playground games then" "Oh, is this what the youth of today get up too?" He asks playfully. You stick out your tongue in defiance. "Even fossils can learn new tricks I've been told". "Okay, okay, quit bullying your elders and show me what you mean". You form your hand into a fist, and place the other, flat, underneath with palms up. You motion with your eyebrows towards him, requesting that he copy you. "Okay, lets see if you can keep up" You wink at him before continuing "Rock, paper, scissors, GO!" while bouncing your fist off your palm with each word. He is puzzled and watching you, unsure of what he should be doing, but with a unmistakable smile on his face. "And then you choose, rock, paper, or scissors" "Why?" He questions. "Well, that's the game! Scissors cut paper, but are crushed by rock" His brows furrow in confusion, but you continue explaining. "Paper can be cut by scissors, but covers rock!" "Wait-" He starts, but you interrupt "Don't worry, everyone agrees that one is stupid." This gets a smile from him and you are so very thankful that the energy of the room has shifted. He makes you feel so very comfortable, but there is nothing worse than worrying if someone is okay. You mime the actions along as you talk "Rock smashes scissors, but is covered by paper. So you say ROCK, PAPER, SCISSORS, GO! and then on GO you choose, either, rock, paper or scissors" He nods along as you talk. "At the same time, the other player also chooses which of the three, they will play! You count down together and then reveal!" "Okay, I want to try it" he says and assumes the starting position.
You square up against him, fist in palm and start. "Rock, Paper, Scissors…" He copies you, watching your fist the whole time. "GO!" and you reveal, scissors! He reveals paper, and you mime cutting through his paper. "Oh now that's not fair!" He says incredulously. "Does grandpa need a rematch?" You tease with a grin. He reassumes the fist in the palm and this time, locks eyes with you. "Bring it!" He taunts, and you prepare to rematch. His eyes are playful but, You also wonder just how competitive he might get! This time, you choose paper and he chooses scissors. However upon winning he seems to pause for a moment. "You won!" you say with exuberation motioning your flat hand for him to cut. He instead pushes your hand away, "Good game" he offers, trying his best to stay light-hearted. "Well, we're one each, we should really have a tie breaker match" you offer. You often try to keep things more light in these situations, you truly never want him to worry. "Sure" he says, placing his fist so very gently into his hand. "Rock, paper, scissors, GO!" and this time, you reveal rock, but so does he! "Now come on! We cant have a tie on the tie breaker!" you chuckle. "What do we do now?" He asks in far too serious a tone for the fun game. "Bucky" you offer, gently and kindly. "It's just a game, rock can't beat rock." You take a deep breath. "We don't have to play if you don't want to".
His eyes shoot up to yours "I do, I really do, I'm sorry, my mind isn't really here right now, It's me, I'm the rock that's trying to beat rock" He purses his lips together. "Then," You say and gently place your finger tips over his hand "We keep going, until we win" You say with a smile "No matter how long it takes, or how many tries, or even; how many crushed scissors". You see him sigh "Best of five?" he offers after shifting to have both his legs off to one side. You place your fist back onto your palm "Game on!" you say with determination. He briefly brushes your shoulders together to alleviate the tension before beating you as paper, covering your rock. "I still don't get that" he says before resetting. The sun is moving further up in the sky now, bathing the room in it's rays. You wouldn't ever say it, but you love the way his metal arm glints in the sunshine. There's so many colours and tones, You wonder how he would react if you called it beautiful. Back in the game, he wins, yet again with scissors, to your paper. But this time, he mimes cutting through your paper, with only a brief hesitation. "Congrats old timer, I guess an old dog can learn new tricks" You lightly elbow him "It's white wolf actually" He responds "Oh give over, You are always so dramatic!" you chuckle at him and he gives you a genuine smile in response. You guess he isn't as used to people not taking him seriously and poking fun, You hope that it makes a welcome change!

<3 Thanks for reading to the end of part 1! <3
Part two should be up on my blog now, I tried to upload all in one part? But Tumblr did not like it, so find all of them on my page! I promise it's not this slow burn all the way through! :D
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Tree pose- Vrksasana
Tree pose or Vrksasana originally comes from the Sanskrit words vriksa or vriksha meaning “tree” and asana meaning “pose” or posture. Once you perform your Vrksasana standing in front of a mirror, your body should look like a human tree, beautiful, balanced and strong. This yoga pose will need a bit of focus and patient, and a smile if you lose your balance!Step by step guideStart by standing in Tadasana, feet together tuck your tailbone in slightly and find your inner peace.Shift your weight to your right leg. The right sole of your foot should be completely pressed to the ground. Giving you stability.Bend your left leg and press the sole of your foot on your inner thigh of your right leg and open up your hip to the left. Make sure that your right leg is straight and strong for this balancing asana.Hands go over your head with your palms pressed together (a bit more difficult), or in front of your heart.Hold the posture for as long as you need to find your balance and strength.Slowly release your left leg from your thigh as you move into Tadasana for switching leg.ModificationsIf you are an experienced yogi or just feel for a challenge. Try Bending tree pose! Start in tree pose with your right foot placed on the ground and left foot placed on your inner right thigh. From here straighten your right arm towards the ceiling and your left forearm touching your left knee. Gently bend your body to your left. Push your hip to the right for better balance and flexibility. Find your balance and hold the pose for five breaths. Make sure that you activate and engage your core muscles here!.. is it too easy?If you are up for a balancing challenge, try to keep your eyes closed and work on having that focus without looking. It is harder than it looks like!Preparatory PosesWarrior II: Focus is just as in Tree pose, to work with both strengthening our body and to become more flexible.Bound Angle Pose: for deeper stretch and preparationExtended Triangle pose: Just as we stretch our inner thighs in our Tree pose, we will do the same in our Virabhadrasana II.VariationsIf you find it hard to keep your balance in tree pose, or if you are having a problem keeping your spine straight, don’t worry there’s a good way to do the pose but on the floor. Start by laying down, and finding your Tadasana on the floor. Flex your right foot and place your left foot sole on your right thigh just as if you were standing up. The important thing here is not to have your left knee down on the ground. Instead, focus on your spine. Is it straight? Are you able to keep that core strength? Either place your hands over your head, in front of your heart. If you find that a bit too challenging, press your palms to the floor with your arms straight pointing towards your feet.If you still want to stand up and try to find your balance in tree pose, use a wall to support you when you lose your balance. You can either have the wall on the side or stand with your back facing the wall. If you fall, the wall will be there to catch you!Beginners tipIt can be hard to keep that balance when you are in a challenging asana. Maybe you look in a mirror during your practice or look at your yoga teacher. Try to gaze on one specific point, also called Drishti in yoga. This will help you stay strong in the posture and instead of losing balance, finding it.Engage the Root lockIf you are able to find your Mula Bandha (root look) in your tree pose, you will be even more stable in the posture and improve your balance. So how can I do that? Draw your tailbone in just as you were standing in Tadasana. Engage your abdominal muscles when you do it, you don’t want to engage your glutes. Once you find it easier to engage your Mula Bandha, balancing poses will be easier too!BenefitsVrksasana is a great pose if you want to strengthen your body, work on your balance or get a little bit more flexible. It is also good for practicing to stay focused and coordinate your body. In the same time, you will give your inner thighs, groins, and shoulders a good stretch, and strengthen your spine, ankles, and thighs. Tree pose is more than just a strengthening or flexible pose, don’t forget to really make yourself feel grounded to find your breath and stillness.CautionsIf you have problems with low blood pressure, insomnia or a headache, then take it easy and step by step just as in any other balancing pose. If you feel dizzy or foggy, don’t raise your hands over your head. Listen to your body and what it’s trying to tell you because only you know your limits! from https://www.yogateket.com/blog/tree-pose-vrksasana
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Tree pose- Vrksasana
Tree pose or Vrksasana originally comes from the Sanskrit words vriksa or vriksha meaning “tree” and asana meaning “pose” or posture. Once you perform your Vrksasana standing in front of a mirror, your body should look like a human tree, beautiful, balanced and strong. This yoga pose will need a bit of focus and patient, and a smile if you lose your balance!Step by step guideStart by standing in Tadasana, feet together tuck your tailbone in slightly and find your inner peace.Shift your weight to your right leg. The right sole of your foot should be completely pressed to the ground. Giving you stability.Bend your left leg and press the sole of your foot on your inner thigh of your right leg and open up your hip to the left. Make sure that your right leg is straight and strong for this balancing asana.Hands go over your head with your palms pressed together (a bit more difficult), or in front of your heart.Hold the posture for as long as you need to find your balance and strength.Slowly release your left leg from your thigh as you move into Tadasana for switching leg.ModificationsIf you are an experienced yogi or just feel for a challenge. Try Bending tree pose! Start in tree pose with your right foot placed on the ground and left foot placed on your inner right thigh. From here straighten your right arm towards the ceiling and your left forearm touching your left knee. Gently bend your body to your left. Push your hip to the right for better balance and flexibility. Find your balance and hold the pose for five breaths. Make sure that you activate and engage your core muscles here!.. is it too easy?If you are up for a balancing challenge, try to keep your eyes closed and work on having that focus without looking. It is harder than it looks like!Preparatory PosesWarrior II: Focus is just as in Tree pose, to work with both strengthening our body and to become more flexible.Bound Angle Pose: for deeper stretch and preparationExtended Triangle pose: Just as we stretch our inner thighs in our Tree pose, we will do the same in our Virabhadrasana II.VariationsIf you find it hard to keep your balance in tree pose, or if you are having a problem keeping your spine straight, don’t worry there’s a good way to do the pose but on the floor. Start by laying down, and finding your Tadasana on the floor. Flex your right foot and place your left foot sole on your right thigh just as if you were standing up. The important thing here is not to have your left knee down on the ground. Instead, focus on your spine. Is it straight? Are you able to keep that core strength? Either place your hands over your head, in front of your heart. If you find that a bit too challenging, press your palms to the floor with your arms straight pointing towards your feet.If you still want to stand up and try to find your balance in tree pose, use a wall to support you when you lose your balance. You can either have the wall on the side or stand with your back facing the wall. If you fall, the wall will be there to catch you!Beginners tipIt can be hard to keep that balance when you are in a challenging asana. Maybe you look in a mirror during your practice or look at your yoga teacher. Try to gaze on one specific point, also called Drishti in yoga. This will help you stay strong in the posture and instead of losing balance, finding it.Engage the Root lockIf you are able to find your Mula Bandha (root look) in your tree pose, you will be even more stable in the posture and improve your balance. So how can I do that? Draw your tailbone in just as you were standing in Tadasana. Engage your abdominal muscles when you do it, you don’t want to engage your glutes. Once you find it easier to engage your Mula Bandha, balancing poses will be easier too!BenefitsVrksasana is a great pose if you want to strengthen your body, work on your balance or get a little bit more flexible. It is also good for practicing to stay focused and coordinate your body. In the same time, you will give your inner thighs, groins, and shoulders a good stretch, and strengthen your spine, ankles, and thighs. Tree pose is more than just a strengthening or flexible pose, don’t forget to really make yourself feel grounded to find your breath and stillness.CautionsIf you have problems with low blood pressure, insomnia or a headache, then take it easy and step by step just as in any other balancing pose. If you feel dizzy or foggy, don’t raise your hands over your head. Listen to your body and what it’s trying to tell you because only you know your limits! from Online Yoga | Pranayama Meditation | YOGATEKET https://www.yogateket.com/blog/tree-pose-vrksasana source https://yogateketonlineyogastudio.tumblr.com/post/182084033426
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Tree pose- Vrksasana
Tree pose or Vrksasana originally comes from the Sanskrit words vriksa or vriksha meaning “tree” and asana meaning “pose” or posture. Once you perform your Vrksasana standing in front of a mirror, your body should look like a human tree, beautiful, balanced and strong. This yoga pose will need a bit of focus and patient, and a smile if you lose your balance!Step by step guideStart by standing in Tadasana, feet together tuck your tailbone in slightly and find your inner peace.Shift your weight to your right leg. The right sole of your foot should be completely pressed to the ground. Giving you stability.Bend your left leg and press the sole of your foot on your inner thigh of your right leg and open up your hip to the left. Make sure that your right leg is straight and strong for this balancing asana.Hands go over your head with your palms pressed together (a bit more difficult), or in front of your heart.Hold the posture for as long as you need to find your balance and strength.Slowly release your left leg from your thigh as you move into Tadasana for switching leg.ModificationsIf you are an experienced yogi or just feel for a challenge. Try Bending tree pose! Start in tree pose with your right foot placed on the ground and left foot placed on your inner right thigh. From here straighten your right arm towards the ceiling and your left forearm touching your left knee. Gently bend your body to your left. Push your hip to the right for better balance and flexibility. Find your balance and hold the pose for five breaths. Make sure that you activate and engage your core muscles here!.. is it too easy?If you are up for a balancing challenge, try to keep your eyes closed and work on having that focus without looking. It is harder than it looks like!Preparatory PosesWarrior II: Focus is just as in Tree pose, to work with both strengthening our body and to become more flexible.Bound Angle Pose: for deeper stretch and preparationExtended Triangle pose: Just as we stretch our inner thighs in our Tree pose, we will do the same in our Virabhadrasana II.VariationsIf you find it hard to keep your balance in tree pose, or if you are having a problem keeping your spine straight, don’t worry there’s a good way to do the pose but on the floor. Start by laying down, and finding your Tadasana on the floor. Flex your right foot and place your left foot sole on your right thigh just as if you were standing up. The important thing here is not to have your left knee down on the ground. Instead, focus on your spine. Is it straight? Are you able to keep that core strength? Either place your hands over your head, in front of your heart. If you find that a bit too challenging, press your palms to the floor with your arms straight pointing towards your feet.If you still want to stand up and try to find your balance in tree pose, use a wall to support you when you lose your balance. You can either have the wall on the side or stand with your back facing the wall. If you fall, the wall will be there to catch you!Beginners tipIt can be hard to keep that balance when you are in a challenging asana. Maybe you look in a mirror during your practice or look at your yoga teacher. Try to gaze on one specific point, also called Drishti in yoga. This will help you stay strong in the posture and instead of losing balance, finding it.Engage the Root lockIf you are able to find your Mula Bandha (root look) in your tree pose, you will be even more stable in the posture and improve your balance. So how can I do that? Draw your tailbone in just as you were standing in Tadasana. Engage your abdominal muscles when you do it, you don’t want to engage your glutes. Once you find it easier to engage your Mula Bandha, balancing poses will be easier too!BenefitsVrksasana is a great pose if you want to strengthen your body, work on your balance or get a little bit more flexible. It is also good for practicing to stay focused and coordinate your body. In the same time, you will give your inner thighs, groins, and shoulders a good stretch, and strengthen your spine, ankles, and thighs. Tree pose is more than just a strengthening or flexible pose, don’t forget to really make yourself feel grounded to find your breath and stillness.CautionsIf you have problems with low blood pressure, insomnia or a headache, then take it easy and step by step just as in any other balancing pose. If you feel dizzy or foggy, don’t raise your hands over your head. Listen to your body and what it’s trying to tell you because only you know your limits! source https://www.yogateket.com/blog/tree-pose-vrksasana source https://yogateket.blogspot.com/2019/01/tree-pose-vrksasana.html
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Tree pose- Vrksasana
Tree pose or Vrksasana originally comes from the Sanskrit words vriksa or vriksha meaning “tree” and asana meaning “pose” or posture. Once you perform your Vrksasana standing in front of a mirror, your body should look like a human tree, beautiful, balanced and strong. This yoga pose will need a bit of focus and patient, and a smile if you lose your balance!Step by step guideStart by standing in Tadasana, feet together tuck your tailbone in slightly and find your inner peace.Shift your weight to your right leg. The right sole of your foot should be completely pressed to the ground. Giving you stability.Bend your left leg and press the sole of your foot on your inner thigh of your right leg and open up your hip to the left. Make sure that your right leg is straight and strong for this balancing asana.Hands go over your head with your palms pressed together (a bit more difficult), or in front of your heart.Hold the posture for as long as you need to find your balance and strength.Slowly release your left leg from your thigh as you move into Tadasana for switching leg.ModificationsIf you are an experienced yogi or just feel for a challenge. Try Bending tree pose! Start in tree pose with your right foot placed on the ground and left foot placed on your inner right thigh. From here straighten your right arm towards the ceiling and your left forearm touching your left knee. Gently bend your body to your left. Push your hip to the right for better balance and flexibility. Find your balance and hold the pose for five breaths. Make sure that you activate and engage your core muscles here!.. is it too easy?If you are up for a balancing challenge, try to keep your eyes closed and work on having that focus without looking. It is harder than it looks like!Preparatory PosesWarrior II: Focus is just as in Tree pose, to work with both strengthening our body and to become more flexible.Bound Angle Pose: for deeper stretch and preparationExtended Triangle pose: Just as we stretch our inner thighs in our Tree pose, we will do the same in our Virabhadrasana II.VariationsIf you find it hard to keep your balance in tree pose, or if you are having a problem keeping your spine straight, don’t worry there’s a good way to do the pose but on the floor. Start by laying down, and finding your Tadasana on the floor. Flex your right foot and place your left foot sole on your right thigh just as if you were standing up. The important thing here is not to have your left knee down on the ground. Instead, focus on your spine. Is it straight? Are you able to keep that core strength? Either place your hands over your head, in front of your heart. If you find that a bit too challenging, press your palms to the floor with your arms straight pointing towards your feet.If you still want to stand up and try to find your balance in tree pose, use a wall to support you when you lose your balance. You can either have the wall on the side or stand with your back facing the wall. If you fall, the wall will be there to catch you!Beginners tipIt can be hard to keep that balance when you are in a challenging asana. Maybe you look in a mirror during your practice or look at your yoga teacher. Try to gaze on one specific point, also called Drishti in yoga. This will help you stay strong in the posture and instead of losing balance, finding it.Engage the Root lockIf you are able to find your Mula Bandha (root look) in your tree pose, you will be even more stable in the posture and improve your balance. So how can I do that? Draw your tailbone in just as you were standing in Tadasana. Engage your abdominal muscles when you do it, you don’t want to engage your glutes. Once you find it easier to engage your Mula Bandha, balancing poses will be easier too!BenefitsVrksasana is a great pose if you want to strengthen your body, work on your balance or get a little bit more flexible. It is also good for practicing to stay focused and coordinate your body. In the same time, you will give your inner thighs, groins, and shoulders a good stretch, and strengthen your spine, ankles, and thighs. Tree pose is more than just a strengthening or flexible pose, don’t forget to really make yourself feel grounded to find your breath and stillness.CautionsIf you have problems with low blood pressure, insomnia or a headache, then take it easy and step by step just as in any other balancing pose. If you feel dizzy or foggy, don’t raise your hands over your head. Listen to your body and what it’s trying to tell you because only you know your limits! from Online Yoga | Pranayama Meditation | YOGATEKET https://www.yogateket.com/blog/tree-pose-vrksasana
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Rock, Paper, Bucky (18+ Fan Fiction, Reader x Bucky Barnes) Part 6
Disclaimer: This work is 18+ and contains mature topics, not suitable for minors. This work touches upon triggering subject matters such as. Sexual Assault, Violence, Murder, Abuse, Mind Control, Flashbacks, Severe PTSD, Criminal Activity, Trauma and severe panic attacks. Please be aware of this going in.
This fic is written from a first person perspective and is designed to allow yourself to self insert into. I don't consider this a Y/N fic as I don't use this template, seeing Y/N takes me out of it personally. Before diving in, please be aware that the POV character is AFAB. They do not have set pronouns, or a name / gender assigned in the text, however, during sexual intercourse they are referred to as a girl. This POV character is described having sexual relationships with both men and women. The POV character is described as having long hair, as well as having a knowledge of both Star Wars and TRON: Legacy. The POV character is a survivor of sexual assault and abuse.
This fic has multiple sex scenes, as well as multiple scenes where the characters discuss there trauma, experience flashbacks, disassociation and other PTSD symptoms. It can be heavy.
This fic is set some time after the events of TFATWS. Bucky Barnes is over 100 years old and the POV character does not have a specific age set, however they are a adult, they own there own apartment.
I've not published a fan fiction online for over a decade and this is my first time writing Bucky as a character. As someone who's disabled and has experienced a lot of trauma, characterisation was very important for me. I drew upon a lot of my own experiences to try to portray a more realistic relationship, adapting to a sexual dynamic after experiencing trauma and abuse, as well as the challenges of that. I hope that as I continue to write I can improve upon making my characterisations more accurate and respectful. Bucky is a character with trauma, and is often heavily sexualised by the fandom. I wanted to make sure I avoided sexualising 'The Winter Soldier' specifically, while also not treating abuse victims as babies who can't experience sexuality. I hope that you enjoy reading, I'd like to hear feedback, although please be kind, I haven't done this in a long time! I write to hopefully make one person happy, even if that persons me!

You exit the room, keeping your eyes on him for as long as possible. You eventually turn to walk into the bathroom, You have to trust that he will be okay. Which is tough for someone who overthinks, so you lean against the back of the closed bathroom door for a second and take a deep breath. You finish attending to yourself, deciding to wash your face while you were in the bathroom, moving the flannel away, you can see your reflection in the mirror. "Are you okay?" You whisper to your reflection. You exhale and close your eyes. You repeat to yourself "Are you okay?" and you pause for a moment. You replay what just happened in your mind, and you can feel your cheeks pulling up into a smile. "Yes" you eventually answer. You felt it too, You always need to question your feelings and actions, to try to unveil some hidden ploy or, ask yourself if you wanted things for the right reasons. Bucky, felt right, what you did felt right, you felt safe. But, physical intimacy, trust at this highest level, It's a very overwhelming experience. Even when it feels right? It can be a reminder of when it wasn't, of the reasons why you have to question every action. You decided to sit down on the cold tiled floor for a second and just, be. You take in the tiny cramped space, The bath mat with a few bald patches near the edge, the towel holder with only half the screws still holding it in place. The background buzzing sound of the light above you. You are here in this moment and this place, this is your time to be human and vulnerable, alone.
You do this, until, well you get bored frankly. You realise Bucky is likely worried about you taking so long, so you open the bathroom door with haste and crash directly into his torso. "Whoah there!" He exclaims and he takes a step back from you barrelling into him at speed. He holds you by the shoulders "Are you okay?" he asks, more than a little taken aback. "S-Sorry! I didn't know you would be right outside" you explain, getting your bearings, you genuinely weren't paying attention to your surroundings. "Ah yes, sorry, I just wanted to check you we're alright, but I felt strange knocking on the door, so I was out here deciding what to do" he explained with a smile. "I'm-" you start, you were going to say okay but you stop yourself. "I'm a little bit overwhelmed if im honest and I feel like, It's making me come across as really cold and unhappy, when I am actually very happy" You do your best to explain. "Well, I'm glad to hear you are happy at least" he says, pushing a strand of hair out the way of your eyes. "But what can I do to help?" he offers next. "I'd like to talk about what happened, just now, between us, but I want to sit in the bathroom with you to do it". He blinks at you "What exactly do you want in" he peeks around you to look into the bathroom and then back to you concerned "there…." he trails off. "Nothing nefarious, It's just a smaller room with less distractions, I feel more collected in there" you say and take his hand to pull him inside. "This is a new one for me but, whatever works for you" he adds.
You slide open the door to the walk in shower and sit down inside. You have your knees up and tucked under your chin, arms wrapped around your calves, pulling your legs in. You look up at him to join you, and he does, with only a degree of hesitation. "Close it please" you ask in a quiet voice and, Bucky gently pulls the door of the shower closed. "Tell me your thoughts" Bucky says quietly, looking at the glass in front of him, shuffling to get comfortable. You let out a exhausted sigh "I just had an amazing time. A great experience, I felt safe and happy…so why do I feel so glum and heavy?" You ask, also staring straight forwards. Both of your voices were quiet and soft and the room gently echoed the words back to you. "How do you feel glum and heavy, don't focus on the why" Bucky asked. "Good things, make me wonder why, times ever had to be bad. It reminds me that they were not necessary. That those, things, didn't need to happen." You pull your knees in closer to you "I hate that even the good moments can be tainted by my past. It's like, I never left."
Bucky nods, letting you speak. "I feel like, my whole world has been restructured to be about those experiences, everything that ever happens to me, happens through the lens of what's happened. If something good happens? Well why was it ever bad before. If something bad happens? Then it's just like before. It feels like my ability to experience the world, unbiased and with just my own eyes, is gone. Everything I will ever do, will be linked to the things that happened to me, everything, it's not enough for bad people to ruin my life at the exact moment that they hurt me. That they tore away my agency and humanity then, but having it constantly change my entire outlook to feel like that, It's like I'm being tortured forever."
You found yourself staring into the floor as you spoke, the words tumbling out of you, you felt so, utterly wounded when you spoke like that. You catch yourself on the last line however and realise, You maybe shouldn't have said that. You worry whether apologising would make things even more awkward, but you decide, to do it anyway. "No, not like that, I'm…I'm sorry Bucky I probably sound insensitive". You turn and see he's been staring at you this whole time, you feel yourself gulp and your mind whirls with the feeling that you have royally just put your foot in it. "Can I ask.." he starts and you jump in immediately with "yes" and he pauses before replying "but you don't even know what it is yet?". You look at him with eyes that are less blank than before, way more full of warmth and tell him "But It's yes either way, you can ask me anything. I'm sorry for blabbing, It just, helps me sometimes to talk about it and I was very worried you would think I was..unhappy, with, you".
He restarts "Can I ask, Did having sex with me bring up memories of being sexually assaulted" he asked and you respond truthfully. "No, and I mean that, It really only hit me once I was alone, and it was much more about feeling angry that, those memories exist and are trying to taint the now when I'm finally free of that". "Can I be honest?" he asks. You meet his gaze and nod "It did for me" he says solemnly. He seems to realise he needs to clarify "Not, that, I'm in any way saying I wasn't happy with what we were doing". He cant stand to meet your eyes any longer. "I feel like I had to fight through flashes, of my hands, my hands being in the same places that they were. It's like my brain overlayed them inside my mind. It felt like a static shock when it did, it felt like it physically hurt". He pushes his hands underneath the back of his knees as he spoke. "When, they can control your actions, your entire body and you are forced to watch yourself. Locked inside a prison cell of your own mind. My eyes, being the windows to my soul, of a vessel I could not stop. Sometimes, I can't look at my hands. I can't bear to think of what and who they've touched and hurt" He turns his gaze all the way away from you now "This was the first time, I'd gotten to choose what I wanted, with my hands looking like this." "Oh Bucky…" You start and he turns his head back to be facing forwards. "But I knew it was my choice this time, I was doing what I wanted and it felt good. But when I felt like I lost control of myself like that? I couldn't take it. I felt convinced I would hurt you". You nod before responding "I know I already said it but, I want you to know you haven't physically hurt me at all, or upset me emotionally with your actions, and I would not lie to you". "I know that." Bucky responded flatly "I'm just having a hard time accepting that, I could lose control and not hurt someone, It makes me worry if I always could, if my actions were my fault for not trying hard enough. Or if there's a part of me that wanted those things to happen. I don't know what to do about that, if I can stop now? Don't I owe it to people to have stopped then too? It's not fair".
You allow the silence to hang in the air for a moment. It seemed like the words needed time to really settle for you both, baring ones soul means as much about the other listening, as it means listening to yourself. "We can't change our past. Only our future." You say into the still air. "Wishing things could have been different, only wastes the time we have now to make it be different. We owe it to our past selves, to be the person they couldn't be. Because without them? We could not be who we are now. Looking back and asking, why couldn't I do this back then? Well the only reason you can right now, is because of everything you did back then, and since, to get to here. We are not one decision, we are every decision and every day that we've decided to be better and to make the world better, because of when it wasn't for us." You reach out and take his hand very softly, "We are who we are now, because of the people we've been before. Not in spite of it. I'm very proud of the person you've become, and I want you to tell me if you don't want to do that again. I want you to feel safe enough to tell me the truth, regardless of whether you enjoyed it".
"I don't want to be someone, who can't ever be intimate again, because I wasn't given a choice. I want the opportunity to choose. I don't want that taken away from me" Bucky answers solemnly "You we're right though" he added and you answer "About what?" Bucky points to the shower head above you "Talking in here is less overwhelming". He pulls his arms out from behind his knees and turns his body to face towards you "I want to be able to do everything, I want to be able to be more of the man I was before all of this" You nod, "But, what do you need, not what you want" you question. "I think we both need to understand each other, that afterwards we might" he stops himself, interlocking his fingers together "We might feel like this for a bit. Knowing to expect it might make it easier to handle these feelings, I hope…" he trails off. "I agree, I think me knowing, that you understand that, I might have complex feeling afterwards. Makes them feel less complex" you explain, turning your body around to also be facing him. You were feeling more and more at ease the more you talked. "Maybe one day, for us both, It will be less complex" Bucky matches your gaze as he speaks "I look forward to finding out" you offer with a smile.
"Would you like a hug?" Bucky asks you, matching your smile, you nod and crawl on into his arms, he shuffles back to he's flat against the wall and holding you closely. "Our past, is not today" he says with a kiss on the top of your head "That's profound" you reply while pulling one of his hands closer to your chest "I can't take credit," Bucky begins "It's one of my therapist asked me to try out, I scoffed at first but, maybe she's not totally full of crap". "Be careful not to tell her that, she might die of shock" you say while giggling "Good point, I can't be going breaking rule number two around her" he smiles down at you in his arms.
You both sit together on the floor of the shower cuddling, for such a while that the glass starts to fog up from your breath. You lean over Bucky's leg and draw a little love heart on the glass with your finger. He smiles at you and adds your initials and the plus between them into the centre of the heart. "We used to see these on trees all the time growing up, I always wondered who I'd make mine with" He says while taking your hand. "Thank You for talking to me Bucky, I feel much better" you say and let your shoulders drop. "I'm kind of emotionally drained now though". Bucky seems to think for a moment. "Do you think you have it in you to be vulnerable again today, or would you rather I carry you to bed?" he asks.
You think for a moment "What do you mean by vulnerable?" You ask and he smiles at you, pulling his shirt above and over his head. You can for the first time, see what he looks like and he's so stunning, your breath catches in your throat. His dog tags clink together as he moves and you can for the first time see where his metal am and flesh connect. He pulls open the shower door just enough to throw his shirt outside into the bathroom and then shuts it again. "Take a shower with me?" he asks with a smile "I can do that" you confirm and lean up to kiss him on the lips. His hands reach down your back to pull your shirt over your head. Without opening the shower door, he simply launches it over the top, with way too much ease, that makes you convinced he's just showing off.
He takes your hand and interlocks his fingers with yours. "Can we pause for a second, I think I got a little over confident there" you smile at him "Of course, I can match whatever pace you set". He's still with his back against the shower wall and you are knelt in front of him, while you are fine taking a breather you are also feeling Goosebumps along your arms from the cold air hitting your exposed skin. He closes his eyes slowly and takes a breath. "This must seem so silly, we just had sex but here I am acting strange about getting naked with you" he says with his eyes still firmly shut. "Being vulnerable isn't easy, It's okay" you respond with a smile that, he cant see, but you hope he can sense. "Can I set a boundary?" he asks, eyes still shut, but you can tell he's looking in your direction, ears attuned to you. "You never need permission for that, what is it?" You ask softly. "I don't want you to, touch, it" he says while opening his eyes and looking down at his metal arm, which he raises. "Or, where it meets, me, the real me I mean". "I don't have to touch you at all if you don't want" you respond and he shakes his head "No, anywhere, that's me, is okay, I'm just not okay with you touching, a part of me that was forced upon me, right now." "Of course, I don't want you to touch my feet, I'm ticklish" you add with a laugh and he gives you a half smile. "No feet touching, got it, let's keep those firmly on the ground" he stands up, pulls his pants down and throws them over the shower door. Before you could even take in him being fully naked he steps towards you and hugs you. He holds you close, one hand at the back of your head, the other across your back. You hug him around his waist, locking your fingers together.
You go to pull away and he pulls you in tighter "No, not yet" and he kisses the top of your head, once, twice and three times. After a minute you start to look around the room wondering if he's ever going to let go. "Bucky, are we going to turn the shower on now?" you ask, trying to reach behind you for the taps and failing. "No, I'm not done enjoying this" he mumbles to you and you have to agree, finally having this skin on skin contact is oddly the most intimate you feel like you've been all day. You can feel his heart beating in his chest, how his chest rises and falls with his breathing, It makes you feel all tingly. "We should probably get clean though, this was your idea" you say again and he simply grumbles at you. You roll your eyes "Come on, you can cuddle me after" you offer and he grumbles again, before sighing and relenting. He reaches up and over you and pulls the taps. You SHRIEK as the cold water hits the top of your head immediately and he picks you up under your elbows and pulls you clean out the way of the water. "You gotta let it warm up first oh my GOD" you exclaim shivering. "Shit, sorry!" he says and pulls you into his warm chest. You are tiptoeing around where you are touching and leaning against, making sure not to touch metal.
"I didn't know" he says apologetically and swaps places with you in the shower. "W-What" you start between shivers "A lot of my nerves are fried, sometimes I genuinely can't feel temperature, I didn't realise it started cold, Sorry about that my love" he rubs along your arm trying to warm you up. "Y-Yeah it's fucking freezing!" You protest. "How is it now?" He asks, and stands to the side of the shower so you can reach out a hand to touch the water. "See now it's perfect" you say, turning your hand over in the stream. "After you" he puts out a arm to let you shimmy past him to stand under the water. You feel the warm water hit your skin and its like your whole body unlocks, you instantly relax and feel so much more soothed. You grab his hand and pull him into the water stream with you. "Can you feel it now?" you ask him "I know that it's wet" he offers and you nod. "If it's the right temperature for you, then that's what matters" he says with a smile. You grab the shampoo from the shelf behind you, squeezing some out into your hand, you then reach your arms up towards him and start lathering it into his hair. You can't resist pulling yourself up to kiss him in this embrace with the water running down both of your bodies. What you weren't ready for was him kissing you open mouthed and tongue first, his metal arm bracing himself against the back wall of the shower, the other holding you by your lower back. You react by gripping into his hair, fingers clenching in reaction as you feel your whole body tensing in response to his kiss. This seems to make him push even further into you, pushing in more passion to the kiss. You can't deny that the warm water and being naked together certainly felt intimate, skin against skin, moving and sliding against each other with ease. It was difficult to keep your thoughts on track. You break away breathlessly "Seems we can't keep our hands off each other today" you say with a fully flushed face, embarrassed by how eager you've been acting.
He looks down and smiles, with a shrug he responds "I'm not complaining, so long as we actually get clean today" and he grabs the same bottle of shampoo. He starts running it through your hair, much more regimented, he does section by section and pulls the lotion through, he's being so dedicated to getting all of it and doing such a good job. You are smiling and watching him as he concentrates. "Can I ask a question?" you start and he replies quickly "Sure, because I've forgotten who's turn it is, or what number we are up too". You grin and ask "Have you done this before?" He looks you in the eyes quickly, before back down to the task at hand "No, I've never showered with a partner before, but I have shampoo'd my sisters hair before, admittedly a lifetime ago so I could be rusty" "Well I think you are doing a great job" as he finishes up with his lathering you add "Maybe we should body wash ourselves, might be a little less overwhelming" he nods in response and passes you the bottle. You can't help but feel a little self conscious as he's watching you, so you offer "It's your turn now". "U-Uh" he stutters, feeling like he's instead being put on the spot. "Are you upset we stopped watching the movie?" he manages eventually "No, although I would still like to finish watching it with you today, Maybe with some take out later?" you offer with a smile and pass him the bottle and starting to rinse yourself under the water. "I'd like that a lot actually, But it's your turn now" but instead you had no words, having stepped back you were able to take him all in and as he's rubbing over his entire body with soapy suds everywhere your mind just draws a blank. Can you call it being hot under the collar if you are naked? you wonder to yourself. "See, It's tough when your put on the spot" he jokes "N-No it's not that" you manage to get out, suddenly concerned he places a hand on your arm "Are you okay?" he asks "Oh I'm fine!" you convince him, and continue "It's just that you are so handsome" you manage while swallowing and blushing. He grins and you can see he's fully charmed by you, it was one of the most genuine smiles you had seen from him and it's like the wounds of time were stripped back for a moment, and you saw a gentle young man smiling back at you. He walks up close to you, bodies touching, he places one hand around your waist and holds your hand with the other. He carefully places his leg between yours, you realise he's pulled you into a pose to dance. You wonder how on earth this is going to work in a shower and start to doubt your feeble balance skills. He simply sways with you however, grinning from ear to ear the whole time. His eyes are closed, as if hearing a song inside his mind, You had yet to see him this content and it warmed your heart.
"What are you thinking about?" you ask "Hmmm" he starts, but then laughs "Honestly? Something way too raunchy for how sweet you are being right now, Sorry". "Try me" you say with a sly grin, meeting his gaze, it seems all of your soap suds have been perfectly rinsed away now, so it's just showering for the sensation, or because neither of you wanted to leave. "I don't want to ruin" and he pulls you in tighter "This, because this is lovely".
"Why, don't want to pull me around like that a little more?" you taunt with a raised eyebrow "Oh now you are actually the most devious aren't you?" he says with a smile and picks you up by the waist to kiss you, with one arm, effortlessly of course. "We're never going to get back to what's his face if you keep acting like this" and you throw him a quizzical expression "Who?" you ask genuinely "The meesa-so-silly alien guy" Bucky offers, donning the silly voice to match as well. "OH! You mean Jar Jar Binks? He becomes a Senator you know" Bucky laughs heartily "I guess anything is possible!" He sets you down onto your feet again "Yeah we can't get back to Mr Jar-Jar if were just in this shower all day". "He wouldn't mind" you offer "He has his own girlfriend anyway" you say while pulling your hair back and flicking the water off the back of your head. "I'm going to pretend you didn't say that" he stated coldly. "Now you tell me what you are thinking" he asks with a devious grin of his own.

<3 Thanks for making it to the end of part 6! <3
All previous and future parts should be available on my page. Sorry folks, this is the real sad part. But, It's also probably my fave to write. Writing this fic has been extremely therapeutic for me after having just the worst 2024. I believe that so many people look in, on people who love Bucky and just see, well, they just see people sexualising him because Sebastian is attractive. Which to me has always been besides the point. The reason people gravitate to male characters like this? Is because they can relate to a lot of these same experiences and emotions. I know not everyone subscribes to Bucky being a SA victim under Hydra. However, For this fic? I'm running with that.
SA is a very serious topic and I don't approach it lightly. Like so many? I'm a victim myself and I think it's important for us to feel free to talk about our experiences. But, as this part is so heavy? I also wanted to take the time in my notes to remind you. Bucky are never alone. It was never your fault, and people will believe you.
I know this is just fan fic about a 100 man who does not exist, but the issues tackled here are real and I wish to be delicate and respectful.
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