#MechaGamezilla

[shenanimation]

Whuh-oh fellas, seems I've been slacking! Now I've ended up having to upload both my contribution to the 2023 Infinite Review Christmas Special Mailbag AND my contribution to the 2024 Infinite Review Christmas Special Mailbag at the same time! And also an image from another episode that came out between both of those episodes, and whose contribution is thusly posted in between both of those as well.

The Infinite Review Christmas Special 2023: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eirCpDum-sc

The Infinite Review - Progress Report 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVQhcqts2gU

The Infinite Review Christmas Special 2024: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=quc6TlUpqvI

[theculturedmarxist]

Blue treats for your blue friends.

[shadyitalianbruh]

My favorite Youtuber attempting to reassemble all his old deconstructed LEGO sets and contemplating the meaning of LEGO on international LEGO day!

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary223

4/25-26/2024

thursday - friday

going in for closing tomorrow.

and i am staying up too late now. i should sleep soon, but today i went out, it was nice and fun, i almost read something in front of people but did not, maybe i should have but i was nervous about the people there, but the reading was nice, better than the ones we usually get to see. it's interesting what people who aren't in school for writing get up to.

i would have read that random thing i spat out a few days ago, the 'assemblage' which i still need to throw more into. i didn't really do any creative work today, i just relaxed outside of work, which wasn't so bad, terribly dull and a waste of time and life, but not exhausting especially. tomorrow might be, cuz i am closinnng.

doesn't matter though, soon this really will be all over.

i do need to get the cds i was wanting to get off discogs too, and then a birthday gift for my gf... i have something in mind.

beyond alll thissss, idk. tomorrow i might try to record. need to sleep soon to get to that at a reasonable time since i need to leave at 1 pm. and then fix my sleep again.

bluh.

thinking more about doing a reading of my own writing is exciting, it's nice that there's a place to do it and that i've got friends involved in that. one person who i really enjoy seeing/hanging out with/talking to.

i also read more agua viva, it is very specific, it reaches at such an internal point of me, and i think the act of living broadly, it is hard to transmit what it does, it can hardly transmit itself, it is a stumbling thing, the speaker says often, i want inconsistency, the inconclusive, the ability to not answer, the ability to dissolve, the cavernous, the flow of becoming. i too want this, to be near this flow. and to be near it, a source of pain, as much as the wanting is the pain too.

it is hard to write about but the more time i spend with it, perhaps the easier it will become, all books, the clots of writing and thought themselves, not authors, but the words, both in sound and play and in meaning or meaninglessness, these represent other ways of thinking and seeing i think, i believe that really, each one you open into something else, to contend with, another place to be, and in drinking in that, the delicacy and the voluptuousness of each, you do not leave it behind upon finishing but it is a new fold in a fabric along your interior, more studded grows the life we lead, textured and sparkling, attention goes to stranger places.

this is part of, i think, what the book reaches at. this painter character makes efforts to escape painting, nothing in plot especially, it is simply spoken, to enter into words, shirking off the act of painting. into, i am not sure, speaking, words, not an explicit poetry but one which is implied not by form but by gesture maybe.

anyhow, i do need to be sleeping, but one maybe embarrassing thing i was thinking about today, recently a favorite yt channel of mine uploaded an 11 hour playthru of illbleed, it was one of the first things he did on his channel, and something about the game but also his presence makes me very happy, it's somewhere a part of me that makes me feel consistent with myself, those images, that voice. another one, watching the infinite review and hearing owen/mechagamezilla. weird and pathetic becuz most yt stuff is so so so disposable and that's almost the point of what these people i like do, discard for the sake of it. there is just something there, they have i guess been parts of my life for like, a long time, mechagamezilla especially. i like that he now does videos about stuff that is not games, i always want gamers(tm) to get out of that, just broadly, it feels like part of why videogames seem stuck in lots of ways, as an art or whatever you want to call it. it's almost by design though, they so often take so much time, as hobbies. especially with the development of effectively infinite games, seasonal multiplayer, gambling simulation, infinitely randomizable games, a lot of roguelikes. it is weird.

anyway, i need to sleep actually, so

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[shinmera]

1526

Christmas mail bag submission for @mechagamezilla . 150 big ones

https://studio.tymoon.eu/view/1605

[trulyunpleasant]

Its that time of year again.

[mettic]

i’ve been giving you all a lot of leeway this year but now that it’s almost 2019 we’re gonna start having to put down some new rules for the new year. In 2019 it’s gonna be unacceptable for mechagamezilla videos to not hit atleast 5 digit views on all of his videos.. Please make sure this gets amended 

[zardinex]

"We're streaming Divinity Original Sin: The Board Game tomorrow at 7am PST / 10am EST / 3pm GMT with very special guests @AmeliaTyler, the voice of Malady, and world renowned Irish comedian @MechaGamezilla! Join us for laughs and hijinks! https://t.co/qlPx4c05gw https://t.co/fF63NtPAdM" larianstudios https://t.co/qlPx4c05gw

[xeratdragonsartistcgi]

thank you for the E3 video @MechaGamezilla

thank you for the E3 video @MechaGamezilla

thank you for the E3 video @MechaGamezilla

[fotdk]

its like that episode of mechagamezilla of harry potter where that guy makes an amy winehouse joke, and even though he was joking, he says “maybe empathize with others BEFORE they die” and its like, damn.

[shenanimation]

My contribution to @MechaGamezilla 's 2022 Christmas Special mailbag. An image I won't explain, and that you shouldn't ask me to explain. 

Watch it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDQGaZfpRIE

[theculturedmarxist]

It's that time of year again.

[shinmera]

Drawcember #21: Ji- Dingle

featuring @mechagamezilla and friends.

https://studio.tymoon.eu/view/1869

[mettic]

the amount of subs mechagamezilla gets for the content he puts out is proof that we deserve the climate based apocolypse we’re walking into

[shenanimation]

Another agitating exploit of Eamon and Donal, as featured on the Infinite Review 2021 Christmas Special.

Watch it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQG-zF7hHnA