#NAMINÉ，in char.

[necrosin]

a corpse of a place / a ghost of a girl —— there is no certainty nor reason nor certain reason, she is simply here and present and cast in golden light that feels too warm against her skin, like sunlight filtering through paper-thin white curtains, like sunlight peaking through dusty window panes, as if she were fading —— away ——

the wall is high and not so high, after all, easily reachable yet so very far. the woods are safe, now, no nobodies to linger and lurk in its shadows. they are simply dark and cool and seemingly endless but a lighthearted schoolboy and his companions could wander through them / even the ghost-girl could traverse them well enough. there is no reason why she remains within ( or rather, atop ) the towering walls of twilight town except that —— except that ——

difficult to conceptualize. difficult to put to thought. difficult to perceive wholly and fully. this, or you?

she : who is nothing and shall become nothing and will always be ——

circular thoughts. tangential thoughts. there is that rotting roof and those creaking walls and she can imagine it with ease, how the third step always whined, how the doors could do nothing but shriek. that room / her sham of a room / pure white and covered and papered in shattered fragments that she had pieced together, bit by bit. that room, that place, where the pitiable non-hero ( but he had been, but he is, he's just —— ) sat before her and who she told, voice soft and carrying and trying to be gentle, that he was never supposed to exist.

unkind words / she had tried / but had she, truly? always, always she had been guiding him towards oblivion, towards a lack of existence separate from the lightened hero trapped in the dark / she had not hesitated for all that, to her, @heartinhands seemed like a falling star. ephemeral, entrancing, never meant to last, but deep inside there had been that quiet hope : that he would carry on, still.

that he would : appear, real and whole and individual, as if out of nowhere at all. as if she had pulled him from memories and made him real once more, as if by mere thought she could bring him forth, as if she had been hoping and lonely and WHEN HAD SHE NOT BEEN LONLEY, AFTER ALL?

it takes a moment to register. and then another. warmth around her shoulders, a steadiness near her / against her / a touch that makes her shoulders tighten for all of a moment / a presence that registers as NON-THREATENING with such immediacy that for a moment she finds herself confused with the instinct. as if pulled out of her memories, ❝ —— roxas, ❞ surprise lilts her tone. she feels somehow caught, something twisting in her chest, strange and ill-shapen and odd. she hadn't expected / hadn't known to foresee / but then : roxas loves twilight town, doesn't he?

she wonders what he's thinking about, to touch her so casually, to look over the towering walls of twilight town and over and over and over to that haunted place. haunted, still, because while the wraith no longer wandered those halls, there were still ghosts that lingered in every corner. every room. every last place they had touched.

for a moment, she doesn't know what to say. can't offer heartening words, eternally incapable of such a paradoxical thing. she wonders if roxas recalls what she does with such clarity. supposes that he does, surely / but he's too kind to her to hold it against her, isn't he? he's bright in her vision / everyone is / a falling star in the dead of night. ❝ i was thinking... ❞ she looks back to that barely visible roof and wonders over physicality and existence.

roxas existed, and it had been mournfully wondrous to see, and she —— had not, had NOT, had not in any sense of the word and he had been —— a falling star —— and NOW there is his arm and there is him and there is her / a ghost / and a house full of ghosts, weeping and screaming in sorrow.

a ghost of a place / a corpse of a girl.

❝ that... even though you weren't meant to exist, ❞ can a ghost learn kindness? is it still unkind, to repeat those words? WHY WOULD YOU SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT... EVEN IF IT WAS TRUE? a star, a world, a meteor falling and burning. roxas, roxas, who looks at her with a face that is a mirror / isn't a mirror / who looks at her and is that something pensive, on his face?

everything would be easier, would everyone just hate her.

❝ ... i'm happy you exist, ❞ can something such as happiness exist within her? ( yes / no / certainly ... not : but hadn't it been happiness when he had come for her, when the hero had come for her? ) his arm is warm against her shoulders / and it's a wonder he can touch her / can reach her / that there's anything to touch at all, and he's so —— perhaps a falling star cannot encompass it all. perhaps it is more apt to say that he is simply a boy who wants to exist. WHO DOES EXIST.

and isn't that more profound than a falling star?

❝ i'm... happy to have met you. ❞

[ wrap ]  –  for the sender’s muse to casually wrap their arms around the receiver’s neck and lean on their shoulder from behind.

[smovs]

kingdom hearts as DBZA quotes part 2 [part 1]

via ep 58, ep 54, and ep 59

[pechebeche]

001 kingdom hearts!! (i was so tempted to send homestuck but i wouldn't understand any of ur answer, but feel free to answer that instead!)

Favorite Character: Naminé my most perfect girl

Least Favorite character: ISA/SAIX

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): 1. Roxas/Naminé/Xion and it's parts 2. Sora/Roxas 3. Xaldin/Xigbar (I KNOW. I DONT WANT TO TALK ABT IT) 4. Kairi/Naminé 5. Sora/Naminé

Character I find most attractive: i. have never been attracted to a kh char in my life. it'd be like being attracted to a sibling

Character I would marry: naminé DESERVES SOMEONE TO CARE FOR HER

Character I would be best friends with: NAMINÉ. DESERVES. SOMEONE. TO CARE. FOR HER.

a random thought: there were no good redemption arcs in kh3 i will not be silent about this im RIGHT

An unpopular opinion: roxas, naminé, and xions stories are inherently tragic and returning them to life did an active disservice to their stories & kh as a whole

My Canon OTP: the Canon portrayal of it is very skin deep, but i think there's a LOT of untouched potential in riku/naminé

My Non-canon OTP: Namixi. Always namixi

Most Badass Character: Haley Joel Osment kinda want off w vanitas tbqh

Most Epic Villain: i don't know about Epic but xemnas was by far the most Compelling

Pairing I am not a fan of: listen. i theoretically understand sora/riku. however. personally. on an emotional level. I Do Not Care

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): KAIRI. Kairi kairi kairi I've written treatises and several fanfics and infinite tumblr posts about kairi and how dirty she was done I am taking kairi into my arms and hissing loudly at nomura

Favorite Friendship: the sea salt trio!! we've talked abt this before but there really is something so much more compelling about watching a friendship as it forms as opposed to being presented with an existing friendship that falls apart

Character I most identify with: i played kh2 right when i was about to leave home for college and i will ALWAYS remember "my summer vacation is over" and crying as i realized that when my summer vacation was over i would be leaving home maybe forever

Character I wish I could be: luxord has absolutely NOTHING going on and that is the vibe i most desire

[kcystotheheart]

♔ Scar Headcanons ♡

❅ Aurora has nightmares of all the others she had to strike down in order to protect her wielder. Their faces still haunt her dreams even though she technically doesn’t have to sleep. She has scars along the inside of her forearms as well as across her back from when she had to keep Aced’s Keyblade from hitting Ava while on the battlefield.

☾ Since his form was broken, his body bares the cracks from having lost the tip of his keyblade form. It covers the left side of his body and extends down along the angel wing in his back. It looks as if someone took a torch to it as many of the feathers are charred and burned, no longer pretty or pure white with light. He also suffers shadow like scars from his time within the Realm of Darkness that reflect the same marks that Riku has.

✵ Ivory has scars from training, most of them are wounds that she got when she was careless or simply because she hadn’t been strong enough at the time. She is always striving to become better and therefore often has a new scar with a new story- she doesn’t hide her scars either. She wears them proudly after all it shows she survived to live another day. She has a long jagged scar running from below her right eye all the way down her chin from a scuffle with a particularly strong heartless, she had been protecting Ira at the time of course when it happened. The war is a time she remembers as a sad time but she had been quick to put others out of their misery as she fought to protect her wielder.

✑ Memoire’s scars are mostly along her back and the backs of her arms and legs. She has jagged as well as evenly placed scars from when she had pages torn out of her either from an organization member being too rough with her sketchbook form; or from when Naminé had to take out drawings to help rewrite Sora’s memories, it had been a long and painful process. Of course she doesn’t blame Naminé at all, she couldn’t have known.

☁︎ Rain doesn’t have as many physical scars due to the fact that he didn’t bond with his wielder when he was first forged and summoned during the Era of Fairytales. Although he did gain some emotional scars from seeing what happened during the war but didn’t interfere because it wasn’t his place. He knows deep down he shouldn’t have abandoned his wielder, but they felt the darkness within their heart and didn’t want to end up lost like so many others. It didn’t help that he ended up inheriting his original wielder’s pride- he doesn’t trust easily, even now with his new wielder, Xion. He’s... afraid.

[lightnull]

tbh one of my fave concepts is naminé meeting the kh version of a char if they have a kh verse and also meeting their main verse counterpart

[necrosin]

her hair's become too long, her skin too tight, her body too —— she thinks that, once upon a time, they had looked THE SAME, mirror images, and it's strange and nonsensical that they didn't, anymore, they were no longer a matched set, similar but with purposeful changes and adjustments and alterations here and there and everywhere and it's —— naminé isn't —— IT'S ——

she watches kairi. a familiar statement. a familiar phrase. a familiar —— hasn't she always? hasn't she, eternally? hasn't she since —— since the very start since —— since the witch was shed from her heart, an unnecessary appendage, since the shining hero followed her distorted call, and all the while ——

the pure princess. she of light. a star in the darkness. always, since the start, even when she —— WHEN THERE WAS NOTHING BUT JEALOUSY AND RESENTMENT THREATENING TO TURN TO HATRED IN REGARDS TO HER ——

the ocean yearns. it whispers. it demands and she —— the sound of a wave. what is a wave to the ocean? all at once she wants to hide, to disappear, to turn to foam and be carried away to sea ( she's always been afraid of the ocean, hasn't she? ) but they are linked absolutely and inexorably and she —— she LOVES... ?? something stirs / fragile as bird bones / fragile as memories. ❝ @thalxssas, do you... need help? ❞ how funny : the ghost, asking the princess if she needs help.