#PLEASE ITSS SO FUCKING GOOD

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SO WHO THE FUCK WAS GONNA TELL ME ABOUT THIS?!

HUH!?

WHO!? WHO WAS!? THIS IS FANTASTIC AS FUCK IF YOU DONT WATCH IT RN I'M COMMING OVER THERE BUDDY!

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OHHH MR FEAR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BRINGING UP MR FEAR I. i am so normal. About. The Mr Fear Map. please i need to know now what is your favorite part or story choice or general Element of mr fear... whatever you wanna say about it all oh i just know it will be so right.... (and please forgive me sending this ask after i saw your goodnight post 😭 so no rush feel free to answer whenever :] )

BTW i don't think i ever posted this gif from it i made of one of my favorite parts... hmm my gifs kind of suck. but they're fun to make... do you think i should gif more of the map.... (artist here is KAIRONG !!)

YEEEAHASSSSSS YESSS THATTT PART IN THE GIF ISSS SO AWEESOKE LIKEE!!!!! My favourite part,is when longtail turns around and then all the zombies rush outthe bushes and HHEEE FUCKING THROWS THEM AND GETS THE SCAR!!!that animation is PHHEENOMONALLL itsoo insane AND WHEN FIRESTAR,DIESSS AND WHEN ALL THE ZOMBIECATS ARE RUNNING AFTER SWIFTPAWW soorry.i love this map SSOO MUCHHH the designs.areee so amazing they are PPLERFECT!!! and the animation.well I fainted its so good.yyou should gif more of it ITSS AMAZINNGG yourgifs are actuallyy really good quality ii think!!!!

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has anyone here seen the curve ?? it’s so fucking good oh my god

matthew lillard’s in it and tbh he’s a hotter crazy in that movie than scream

BUT STILL PLEASE WATCH IT ITSS SO GOOD

[lasercruz]

@quarterdollar​ fuck you and im sorry that i took so long to answer and i hope that im mostly coherent because i am. very tired as im typing this

1: Full name Nicky Jackie Marie Cruz !!

2: Age 21

3: 3 Fears Mold, tall heights if I’m not secured (like, I’m not scared of rollercoaster heights but I’m scared of like, cliffs), and balloons esp balloon animals

4: 3 things I love I love so many things uhh hh h. Jjba, adventure zone, and my friendssss 💞

I know turn ons/offs aren’t inherently sexual but i never know what to say for them so im skipping them :0

7: My best friend you 🥺🥺

8: Sexual orientation bi

9: My best first date ive never really been on a actual date :0

10: How tall am I 5′3

11: What do I miss being with my friends physically and just watching stuff or goofing around on the floor 😭

12: What time were I born 11:02pm

13: Favourite color Dark blues

14: Do I have a crush yes shh

15: Favourite quote there so much sappy quotes that are on uquizzes a lot that i like a lot the first that comes to mind is “ You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you.” and so on and also “if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more”

16: Favourite place As far as just physically and not like people or other stuff that comes with with a place, I miss VT campus a lot tbh more than I thought I would. To pick a more specific place, the gazebo at the duck pond cause its where I’d go if I wanted to be alone or like if my roommate was sleeping or working and i didnt want to worry about being quite and it was always super peaceful

17: Favourite food I dont really have One favorite food it just depends what I’m in the mood for but my go to answer for favorite food category wise is either chinese or seafood

18: Do I use sarcasm Depends who I’m with ?? Generally no not often but if im close with someone and just goofin yeah

19: What am I listening to right now My love song playlist. its my go to thing to listen to cause my playlist with all my music has so much on it that i end up skipping half the songs until i find something im in the mood for and this one has a lot less that i end up skipping. the current song its on is day without you by keep for cheap

20: First thing I notice in new person It depends on the person like if they have something that stands out about them, thats what I tend to notice but like. How they carry themself i guess ? cause i feel like thats a easy way to get a read on somebody before talking to them

21: Shoe size 5 mens / 7 womans

22: Eye color Brown

23: Hair color Naturally dark brown but currently dyed black with rainbow bangs

24: Favourite style of clothing this question is on so many ask games and quizzes and I never know how to answer it cause i feel like i dont really have one specific style,, I like colorful and fun stuff i guess ?

25: Ever done a prank call?  No and if you prank call a place of business youre annoying. i used to answer phones at work and we didn’t get them super often but GOD i hate prank callers

27: Meaning behind my URL emu is an old nickname and what i mainly went by until i settled on Nicky and this. is my blog.

28: Favourite movie Baby driver !!

29: Favourite song my go to answer for this is community gardens by the scary jokes

30: Favourite band THE SCARY JOKES

31: How I feel right now sleeby,,,,

32: Someone I love i love , my friendz ,, 🥺🥰

33: My current relationship status single ✌️

34: My relationship with my parents im close to my mom but i dont really get along with my dad ,

35: Favourite holiday Christmas !

36: Tattoos and piercing i have no tattoos, 3 piercings in each ear (2 on each earlobe and 1 on the top on each side)

37: Tattoos and piercing i want I want a interrobang on my wrist and an Aquarius symbol on my ankle and MAYBE the joestar birthmark, i wouldn’t mind more ear piercings and i want a septum piercing but ive seen videos of them getting done and they make me squirm i dont know if id go through with it

38: The reason I joined Tumblr sdklgkjgh i had a my little pony roleplay blog before i made my personal account

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? no we’re good friends !!

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? no not regularly at least

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? no

42: When did I last hold hands? my mom tried to hold my hand when i was half asleep on the couch the other day but like i was so out of it so like it was more our fingers together and the rest of my hand just loosely dangling so if that doesnt count, you

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? i give myself about 2 hours if im doing full makeup but thats purposefully longer than i need so i dont have to worry about rushing and i can relax and take my time

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? no i only shave them if they’re gonna be showing or if the Urge to be Smooth comes over me

45: Where am I right now? my room at home on my bed

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? probably Kaylie cause she doesn’t drink and i assume if im drunk with other friends there she’d be the only sober one

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Reasonable, if i have it too loud i cant think so the only time i  have my music loud is if im doing nothing and want to Not Think

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Ye

49: Am I excited for anything? short term im excited for the ai crushes all banks stream tonight and long term im excited to move into our apartment 

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? no im not a tell everything to someone type of person .

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? i smile most of the time like, at work (before we wore masks) id always be smiling to look nice and like. just in general if i want to Not Look Unhappy or whatever

52: When was the last time I hugged someone? my mom probably like, yesterday

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? ive never kissed any1     .

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?  nope i don’t think i really trust easily so like this doesnt rlly happen,

55: What is something I disliked about today? i woke up late cause i was up late last night so ive been tired all day I dont like the feeling

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? language barriers aside itd be super cool to meet hirohiko araki

57: What do I think about most? Whatever media im currently most into so right now adventure zone and magnus archives

58: What’s my strangest talent? umm i dunno im kinda flexable i guess ? not like ~contortionist~ level but like enough that i can freak people out sometimes

59: Do I have any strange phobias? i mentioned balloons as a fear in an eariler question so yeah that but im a lot better about it than i used to be

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? in front tbh

61: What was the last lie I told? i was on phones for the last hour and a half of my shift on friday and like. when people call and ask if an item is in stock and i can’t confirm it i, just tell them its not. like, someone asked if we had a specific kayak and i usually just search the walmart app or run over to where itd be to check but the kayaks are to far for me to run to and the app said limited stock which usually means little to none so , i just put it on hold for a bit then tell him we’re out.

62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? i like video chatting in theory cause its nice to see people visibly react to stuff but i tend to get too self conscious about how i look so i  just do audio only

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes to both !! i am both

64: Do I believe in magic? yes in some ways i suppose

65: Do I believe in luck? yes im v superstitious

66: What’s the weather like right now? its a pretty good day its sunny but not too hot :oo

67: What was the last book I’ve read? its been ages since i last read a book in full 😔  i honestly dont knwo what the last one would of been 😔 😔

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? yes !!! love it

69: Do I have any nicknames? not anything i get consistently called no

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? ive never gotten super hurt that i can think of ??

71: Do I spend money or save it? save it

72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? no

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? doppio bean plush ,,,,

74: Favourite animal? hedgehogs!!!!

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? on my phone probably on tiktok or something waiting for jojo to come on toonami

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? I? dont think he has one i guess ??

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? butterflies by samsa but it makes me happy in the “im crying now” kinda way itss cute

78: How can you win my heart? just by being nice and respectful tbh ,

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? idk i dont really want anything fancy just my name (chosen name please god im so scared of dying and geting my birth name on my tombstone if that happens i WILL come back as a vengeful ghost) and my birth and death dates

80: What is my favorite word? saccharine

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr by my tumblr crushes (which its been YEARS since i looked at) ; frostios, 27names4tears, smollpurrito, happynaru, and warpedlamp

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? if we being real id just get so scared dsjkfsldjglg  theres so much i could say i dont know :((

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? not ? that i know of 

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? why are all the questions worded super basic except this one skdlskdjfj. Shape shifting

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i can really think of anything really as long as a friend is asking i tend to answer truthfully ?

86: What is my current desktop picture? Sobble BUT this reminded me that i wanted to change it to a xenoblade pic so its this now :

90: Failed a class? no

91: Kissed a boy? no

92: Kissed a girl? no

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? no but oh god just thinking about that im 🥺🥺🥺🥺 id die id melt 🥺🥺

94: Had job? ye i was a cashier for a year in highschool and then i work in wamlart apparel in the summers

95: Left the house without my wallet? not when I know ill need it no, but ive left it home if im just going to a friend or family member’s house or i have my mom’s card or some cash in my pocket

96: Bullied someone on the internet? no !!

98: Played on a sports team? no lmao i dont do sports

99: Smoked weed? no

100: Did drugs? i had a weed brownie like once but it was such a small piece i didnt really feel anything

101: Smoked cigarettes? no

102: Drank alcohol? Ye

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? not currently i was vegan for a little bit to encourage a friend that was doing it though

104: Been overweight? no

105: Been underweight? no

106: Been to a wedding?  yes three, my grandma’s when she got remarried, and both my brothers

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? probably yes lmao often

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? not TV TV but if netflix and the like count then yes

109: Been outside my home country? no :(

110: Gotten my heart broken? not ? really no

111: Been to a professional sports game? ive been to a handful of Yankee games

112: Broken a bone? no

114: Been to prom? yes i went to my highschool’s and a friend’s highschool’s my senior year

115: Been in airplane? no

116: Fly by helicopter? no

117: What concerts have I been to? none :((((

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? ye

119: Learned another language? i took 3 years of Spanish in high school but i wasn’t any good at it and dont really remember much of what i did learn

120: Wore make up? yes i do often :0

123: Dyed my hair? ye a lot

124: Voted in a presidential election? yes ever since iv been old enough to i vote

125: Rode in an ambulance? no

126: Had a surgery?  dental surgery yes

127: Met someone famous? Not anyone i’d count no

128: Stalked someone on a social network? depends on what you count as stalking i guess but like not ever in a creepy way like ive been on people’s social media to find out stuff about them like. if theyre in a relationship or especially after highschool ill wonder about someone i havent talked to in awhile and ill see what theyve been up to and what theyre doing with their life and stuff

129: Peed outside? no

130: Been fishing? yes like once

131: Helped with charity? donation wise yes

132: Been rejected by a crush? ive never confessed to anyone and been rejected but once a friend told my crush i liked them and they confronted me about it and rejected me but it made me more mad at the friend that told them than it made me sad about being rejected because i knew it’d probably go like that  and it justmade thing awkward between us for awhile  😔

133: Broken a mirror? ive broken the little mirrors inside eyeshadow pallets but i havent broken full ones

134: What do I want for birthday? usually just money lol or something thoughtful and cute

135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? i aggresivly do NOT want kids BUT hypohetically Elliot or Xander for a boy and idk what i’d nam a girl

136: Was I named after anyone? no

137: Do I like my handwriting?  its messy so no not really but if im writing something for myself like a not or whatever i dont mind as long as i can read it

138: What was my favourite toy as a child? even as a little kid i always played computer games but other than that, this guy :

139: Favourite Tv Show? Jojo

140: Where do I want to live when older? New york or japan

141: Play any musical instrument? i can kind of play harmonica

142: One of my scars, how did I get it? i burnt my thumb kinda bad on the oven a while ago its still kinda healing but right now it looks like its gonna stay a scar

143: Favourite pizza toping? i like everything/suprieme pizza but if i have to pick one single topping pepperoni

144: Am I afraid of the dark? yes :((

145: Am I afraid of heights? mentioned it earlier but yes if im not strapped in or secured etc

146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? no im so scared of being caught doing something bad that i just. dont

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? i mean yes but thats life babey

149: What my greatest achievments are ive gotten awards for grades and stuff but that boring BUT i got the english department award or whatever that was called im very proud of that

151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery i donate some and save the rest tbh

152: What do I like about myself i can be pretty  sometimes 👉👈 im cute or whateva ,,,

153: My closest Tumblr friend i dont really havent “tumblr friends” aside from friends i know irl and also tey have tumblrs ,,

154: Something I fantasise about just. growing up and having my own place maybe with someone and. being comfortable and  okay and not having to worry ,,

155: Any question you’d like? dkfjhdskhf japan :000

[garden-ghoul]

children of hurin live blog part 4ish

“[snake voice] whatssssss up everyone I’m ssssick and itss affecting my ssschoolwork”

CHAPTER 10: TURIN IN NARGOTHROND

At the end of last chapter Turin and Gwindor were taken prisoner by guards from Nargothrond, where Gwindor is from. They didn’t recognize him because he’s seen so much shit. Ohhh and we finally meet Finduilas! She is affianced to Gwindor and she’s very happy to see her again. For some reason I have a really strong conviction that her name means “strawberry.” Like I just really really associate strawberries with her as a motif? And I think she has orange hair.

So Gwindor is about to introduce Turin as uhhh I don’t even know what he told Gwindor his name is. Whatever. Turin elbows him and goes “ACTUALLY I’m Agarwaen, son of Umarth” (Bloodstained, son of Ill Fate). That brings our name total up to “Turin ‘Neithan’ ‘Gorthol’ ‘Agarwaen ben Umarth’ ben Hurin.” I think. I’m doing this by memory because it’s funnier. Anyway the Nargothronders all immediately intuit that this means he’s sad because he killed his best friend, and awkwardly shuffle around before changing the subject. Oh shit and then he almost immediately gets ANOTHER name after the Nargothrond smiths reforge his evil sword Anglachel into a... exactly the same evil sword, I guess, named Gurthang (Iron of Death). Turin is now “Turin ‘Neithan’ ‘Gorthol’ ‘Agarwaen ‘Mormegil’ ben Umarth’ ben Hurin.” Mormegil is a sick-ass name and I hope he keeps it. Means ‘black sword.’ ugh why am I so painstakingly documenting Turin’s shitty name series. no painstakebacksies.

Anyway Turin is now on Orodreth’s council, because Orodreth seems to be under the impression that he did all that useful organizing completely on purpose and used strategy. ALSO it turns out that I was completely wrong last time when I said that Nargothrond isn’t into guerilla warfare like Turin. I don’t really see how Turin could possibly make honorable warfare in “open battle and pursuit” while he was at amon rudh, given that he really really needed to stay secret... but it says here he’s mad that Orodreth favors ambush tactics. Orodreth is my new favorite king in the Silm because I think he might be the ONLY one who has thought of this. Fucking elfs. He makes a great speech though:

Petty victories will prove profitless at the last, for thus Morgoth learns where the boldest of his enemies are to be found, and gathers strength great enough to destroy them. All the might of the Elves and Edain united sufficed only to contain him, and to gain the peace of a siege; long indeed, but only so long as Morgoth bided his time before he broke the leaguer; and never again can such a union be made. Only in secrecy lies hope of survival. Until the Valar come.

Turin says that “victory is victory, however small” (dude. please think long-term, ever. I know you are halfway convinced you are going to be dead by next year, I get that, but, dude.) and makes some pretty good points about evil scouts, but Orodreth doesn’t really want to listen because he also badmouths Manwe by comparing him to Morgoth. All this is just making me SO weary about the concept of war. Where does Morgoth even get all those orcs. Is he going to run out of evil magic to imbue them with any time soon. And does he even know why he is trying to kill the eldar??

Tolkien goes on to remind us that everyone hates disabled veterans (Gwindor ::( ) and notes that because Turin is so gung-ho about battle everyone loves him. “His speech and bearing were those of the ancient kingdom of Doriath, and even among the Elves he might be taken at first meeting for one from the great houses of the Noldor.” This is a HUGE disappointment to me, because I will forever cherish elves that look weird and inhuman. What’s the POINT otherwise? Oh fuck he has ANOTHER nickname, Adanedhel (elf-man). But I’m not putting down his full dumb ass name because I’ve already done that twice in this liveblog. And then he makes friends with Finduilas, who gives him YET ANOTHER nickname: Thurin (secret) because he won’t tell her about his family. I like how in teasing him about how secretive she is she ALMOST guessed his true name. They’re really cute, though, they both say they wish they were siblings because they like each other so much.

Meanwhile Gwindor is mad because Finduilas has a really obvious crush on Turin; Turin is oblivious and just wants her to help him take care of Gwindor, whom he loves; Finduilas doesn’t like to hang out with Gwindor any more because his trauma makes him really fatalistic. It’s very soap opera. I’m really charmed by Turin’s inability to read people/guess their motivations. He’s just a real nice boy? Now that he lives at court he is a real nice boy; when he led a band of outlaw refugees he was decidedly NOT a nice boy. I think an integral part of his character is that he molds himself to fit in perfectly with whatever place he is in. The only endearing thing about him.

CHAPTER 11: THE FALL OF NARGOTHROND

Five years later, some messengers from Ulmo and/or Cirdan come to Nargothrond to tell Orodreth to destroy his handsome hubris bridge so orcs won’t be able to get into the city. They accidentally antagonize Turin by deadnaming him. So he screams and them and they run back to whereve Cirdan lives with their tails on fire.

A few months later Morgoth sends an army (led by Glaurung! It’s so neat that dragons can lead armies) and within one sentence Orodreth and almost all the other Nargothronders who fight have died. Gwindor is mortally wounded and tells Turin two things: “If you love me, let me go.” and, “Go save Finduilas, or I’ll curse you!” Because he wants her to be safe. Unfortunately, Turin wasted so much of his time tenderly holding dying Gwindor in his arms that by the time he gets back to the city it is already mostly destroyed. He tries to fight Glaurung and is immediately bewitched; Glaurung fills him with self-loathing and convinces him to... go look for Morwen and Nienor instead of rescuing Finduilas, I guess? “And Glaurung laughed once more, for he had accomplished the errand of his master.” Why does Morgoth care about Finduilas? Not sure if it’s supposed to be clear what this was...

Anyway, that’s the end of this chapter. One more name update before we go: the hero of our tale, Turin ‘Neithan’ ‘Gorthol’ ‘Agarwaen ‘Mormegil’ ‘Adanadhel’ ‘Thurin’ ben Umarth’ ben Hurin.