i think i‘ll be doing a follower clean up soon. it only really concerns those have been following for a while and have not interacted with me yet. not talking about writing threads in particular, but also ooc interactions and/or just interacting with each other on the dash. same goes if efforts to interact have not been reciprocated.
additionally, if you have multiple blogs i‘d like to ask you to please only follow me on those with which muses you‘d actually like milou to interact with.
in both cases, it‘s nothing personal !! i just get really easily stressed by a cluttered dash & therefore would like to keep my follow(er) count as small as possible.
if you think this could concern you & would like to stay mutuals, you‘re more than free to give me a heads up or just like this post !! as always, if i soft-block you‘re welcome to re-follow at any time, as i hard-block if i don‘t intend to interact with someone anymore.
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hey so my bank account is almost empty, and I would very much like it not to be! so I will be taking some low-priced commissions!
I make rp icon borders, so if you would like more information on them, please see the link provided here: X.
and if you're not interested in icon borders,
Prices for artwork are "pay what you want", with a minimum of 5 USD.
Larger and fully lined+colored+shaded pieces will have a minimum of 10 USD. This is due to the fact I am severely mentally ill and it takes a lot of energy out of me to draw.
WHAT I WILL NOT DO :
NSFW
Mecha
Some specific media (MLP, Haz.bin Hotel/Hell.uva Boss, etc. ask me when commissioning to see if I will do the media!)
Replicating artstyles from media (just a skill issue on my part)
S/A, pedophilia, racism, any form of bigotry, incest, and generally anything a sane person would find disgusting and bad.
please note that art commissions may take a longer time depending on how big and what you want(sketch, lineart, etc). I'm also not the best at anatomy for humanoid things so please be considerate!
I ALSO have a redbubble and ko-fi if you simply just want to donate to me.
ko-fi link: X.
redbubble link: X. (I plan to make more designs in the future, I just need inspiration)
thank you for any support!!
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In regards to Miles
TRIGGER WARNING: nsfw themes, coercion, manipulation
Below is a documented testimony of my experience with Miles / reapcrbunny. The events that take place are incredibly current, occurring between March 25th-April 18th of 2023. Best viewed on desktop, but I will paste a text-only version under a read more for mobile users.
I'm primarily posting this as proof to the fact that Miles has not changed his behaviour. He is still continuing to pressure boundaries and see how far he can get. If you have any questions, you're welcome to send an ask, an IM or request my Discord.
Hi, I’m Rii / starmagicked and here’s my experience with Miles / reapcrbunny. You can consider this a callout if you wish, but I rather it be considered a testimony. I originally was going to post this to the XIV RPC Discord, but it got too long and Discord is weird with images now, so I opted to make a doc.
For transparency's sake, I’m an adult. I’m 24. I wouldn’t go to the lengths to call what I went through with him grooming, but I definitely felt coerced. Also, I live in America under CST, so times/dates might be different to Miles & others involved.
A little bit of context on my end, I recently went through some very personal issues before joining this RPC. I’m vulnerable, lonely and thrived off of the attention Miles gave me. It doesn’t help that I was very isolated from the community since I’m very new, and I’m sure writing with Miles warded some people away. Miles was the “closest” person to me in this RPC (which isn’t saying much since we met a month ago) so I felt very pressured to be on his side. It’s why I agreed to do a lot of the things that happened between us, and why some of my screenshots may be damning from my side.
I first joined the XIV RPC at the beginning of March, and Miles first reached out to me March 10th, 2023 after filling out my interest check. I was hesitant to even follow him back, considering I had read his rules & the callouts, but seeing he was a prominent figure in the community, I fell into the idea that he had changed and moved on. We didn't start actively talking until March 25th, when he accidentally filled out my interest check again. Right away, he initiated pre-established romantic shipping, which at the time I didn't mind since I love shipping and was excited to do it.
Next couple of days were on/off, but three days later (March 28th) he broached the topic of nsfw, at first asking if he could share nsfw screenshots of Dahlia. I agreed and it opened the floodgates for him to send me a doc of Dahlia's kinks. I shared some nsfw headcanons of my own initially, and afterwards he asked if it was okay to talk about nsfw concepts with Dahlia and Rilha, to which I consented. Later that night, I agreed to meet him in game and he asked to call. I was hesitant at first since I'm pretty socially anxious and I had only known him for a couple days at this point, but I agreed eventually. (It was also 12-1am for me, and I live with others)
A few days later, Miles initiated sexual roleplay in DMs with me after asking to show some nsfw art of Dahlia. (April 1st) It didn't last terribly long, but was initiated again later on in the night out of a random talk. It continued into the next day which is when I started to get some cold feet about it. The second roleplay was dropped, but then the day after that (April 3rd) another one started. A fourth one was started April 7th, but I was starting to grow a bit uncomfortable with the frequency at which they were occurring.
At this point I had joined the RPC Discord, and we had plans to watch a movie April 8th, so I got some reprieve from the rp for a day, until Miles asked to continue it. I agreed, even though I wasn't feeling that into it anymore. He also at one point asked me to send nsfw asks, which I did, despite being a bit hesitant to openly write smut on the dash. I ended up sending him pretty innocuous ones to hopefully lessen the blow.
After the 9th, the rps stopped after I stopped replying to the last one and changed the subject and started talking about other things. April 15th was another movie night (or morning for me, lol) and while I initially intended to wake up for it, I overslept a bit. I had seen in the server that Miles had been venting about some stuff that happened in XIV, and I asked if he was doing okay since he said he felt stressed about some stuff. He then asked if we could call and do some content in game, and I agreed. During the call, I mentioned that we were missing the movie, and he said he opted out of joining for the movie due to aforementioned issues from XIV, and also because the previous morning at Aries and Fiery's wedding there was some people who didn't like him and he felt awkward being in call with them. This was all in call, so I can't remember the exact wording, but it was the first time I heard of people feeling uncomfortable with Miles in the server.
(Side note, he also applied for a commission from me during this call, which I know came out to be a financially abusive tactic he does to his victims.)
In between then and when the callout was posted, there was one small incident of Miles trying to initiate sexual rp again, but it was brushed off rather quickly and wasn't pursued. At this point I was getting pretty uncomfortable with the sexual aspect of our writing, so I was relieved when it was dropped.
I want to be transparent about something here, I was the one who alerted Miles to King's callout - having not known that the behaviour was current or that I was experiencing it first hand. I was under the impression he had changed and learned, like so many others, and he was the only one I was relatively "close" to in the community, so I felt like I owed it to him to let him know. He continued to tell me this narrative too, and I ended up softing King since I was prepared to take Miles' side.
Around this time was when Miles posted about the callout in the RPC Discord. I ended up going to sleep, and woke up to Miles asking if our ship was okay, as well as his rules update and a random nsfw post. He saw me online once I woke up and I clarified I was okay with the ship because if you don’t include the sexual coercion (which was the entire ship, tbf) I was. I was starting to become a bit uncomfortable with the situation at hand blowing up, but I stayed quiet.
Later that night is when the argument blew up in the Discord, in which Miles was forcibly removed from it. He immediately came to me about it. After talking to an outsider close friend about it, I ended up lurking the Discord’s channels into the night, before feeling bold enough to share my own experiences with him. Reading what everyone had said regarding his behaviour made me feel safe to come out about what I was going through with him, and how I felt a bit pressured into being on his side.
After talking with everyone in the server and sharing experiences, I ultimately decided to cut contact with him this morning. Thankfully, he took it rather well. I had washed my hands of him, but I still feel a bit damaged and used from everything that happened, especially after hearing everyone else’s testimonies regarding him and his behaviour. I initially wasn’t going to say anything regarding the sexual aspect of our friendship, but as more and more came out, I felt inclined to share my story, especially with all the support of others in the server. Someone pointed out that while I said I consented, if I felt uncomfortable and coerced, it wasn’t actually consensual.
I know ultimately, my role in this doesn’t look good because of my initial siding with Miles, but I felt manipulated and coerced into siding with him. I was isolated from the rest of the community (which wasn’t necessarily his fault, more of my own) and had no real idea what was going on. I blissfully ignored the red flags because I felt flattered by the attention.
I wanted to share my story to reinforce the fact that his behaviour is current. This happened recently, within the past month. I’m not one to do callouts like this lightly, but the running idea that his behaviour was in the past is false. He is a repeated offender and I was another victim to his manipulation and coercion.
If you would like any clarification on my testimony, you’re free to DM/IM me for more information and I can try and provide what I can.
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