#Sakuya is managing much better by virtue of understanding her situation. Of feeling just out of place enough to warrent these feelings.

[grey-eyed-menace]

Monochopis

Gou knew, realistically speaking, that she was a liability.

A big one at that, a below average trainer who happened to be a bit luckier than most, or maybe less in some situations, but the fact was apart of her life, she was a liability to the GO Project as a whole, she had little talent, and the trust the leaders gave her was purely circumstantial and largely moral bound.

That didn't mean she didn't care though, against her better judgement might she add, Gou cared quite a lot if she was being honest with herself.

So, it hurt to be shut out of Aaron Brodeur's life, hurt more than she wanted to admit, mostly because she didn't have a right to feel as such, she had known the young woman for just over six months, and it was all for a fluke of judgement.

Gou didn't belong in this carefully constructed family of their's, glaringly out of place and so very naïve in the face of their experience, she never did.

[Gou had never had anything on the line like they did, she wasn't nearly as brilliant or talented, or empathetic, the simple fact being that she didn't know them.

Gou was so very alone in this, so very scared that she might hurt these people who didn't deserve to be hurt anymore than they already had... and Gou didn'twant to be afraid of them, she didn't, but how else was she supposed to feel in this situation?]

Yet, she was here. She existed, as horrible as that might be, clumsy and useless, but she was here.

And she was going to try, she had to, for however long she was allowed to be by their side.