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#She isn't wrong im lazy and useless really
quillandrapier · 2 years
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At what age can you act like a dumb teenager and get away with it?
#awful I've been to live with lately#I'm staying at my sisters for a couple days after several bad breakdowns at my family home#And my sister walks in with a card saying I should consider writing something to mum and im just blanking#Because right now I resent her and hate her so much#And i feel like a monster for feeling like that and evil#We are on the same side but she really doesn't understand me#A couple weeks ago I had a full on tantrum after feeling very depressed... I'm 23.#My sister has been awful to me lately#And going home at the moment is so tough that it reduces me to tears and makes me actively suicidal#But my mum hasn't had it easy either because my sister is being a handful to her too#But she kept pointing out how negative and and she is right I am lashing out a lot but#I'm not dealing well with domestic abuse#When my adhd presents itself she acts like the conquenses are the worst thing in the world#She and I cannot communicate at all#She has never really supported me creatively or shown any want to understand me really#She makes me feel stupid and useless and gets defensive when I point that out#She isn't wrong im lazy and useless really#Her and my family make me feel like I have no real good quality and I'm untalented#She treats her two disabled kids like we are creatures#But she is probably right#I've been awful to her lately and I literally got so upset the other day after being attacked again I kicked down and broke a door and#Ran down my dirty street in socks and a t-shirt#She is talking about institutionalising me when I would not be this bad IF I WEREN'T ABUSED DAILY and she knows that#She never comforts me emotionally and I get it its not easy for her either#But im so alone and having the only person I talk to anymore be a person I can't communicate with sucks#And now I'm spiraling again
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iamyoumin · 2 years
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sooo im watching naruto for the first time in my life (and already have two tattoos hehe) and here are some thoughts:
1. I can understand why people ship nejiten but for me it doesn't make any sense because she shows signs of attention to lee more than to neji
2. neji is alive, you can't change my mind
3. his de*th was so fucking stupid?? how could you use this precious boi for a relationship development?? like naruto and hinata created this dumbass boruto afterwards and it was not worth it. himawari is fine tho
4. sasuke is such a bitch
5. temari and ino are the only queens of this show. karui too
6. I don't really like hinata as much as the other people but that's not her fault, they just portrayed her really bad
7. neji, kakashi, genma, kiba, darui, kankuro and hidan could spit on me and I'd say thank you (they could do it together at the same time because I want to drown)
8. my mom loves minato and she says that he's the most handsome man in the nrt world. can't argue with her
9. sakura isn't that bad or useless like some people say but the creators def fucked her up. girl move on. you're so strong and you don't need sasuke. like who does
10. I understand that 90% of the plot won't work out without this but it was so fun and annoying to watch how they tried to get sasuke back. let this bitch live and wear this unbuttoned shirt. he made his choice on his own, what's your problem
11. naruto had a lot of cool friends but he always thought about sasuke when he went to hang out with them. that's some king of a strong male friendship, I see
12. I already said that but again: neji deserves better. hope you all agree
it's just my opinion and maybe im wrong about some things but ugh im too lazy to argue with someone so let's just have fun <3 (I'll be glad to know ur opinion though)
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