#Sydneyposting

[allseeingmoth]

He's so pretty guys

[all-knowingeye]

"i" am sick

[faygodealer]

Thank y ou Valentine my friend for this banner this is my pinned post now Please Understand I will not become a terf donot message me about becoming a terf thank you 🙏

hi maybe i should make a psuedo intro. im nico im 21 i use he/they pronouns but as long as youre not being a dick i dont really care what you call me. i have been on tumblr since i was far too young to be on tumblr and yet i still somehow dont know how it works. i literally have been on here for over 6 years and i learned how asks worked less than half a year ago. help me. anyway im friendly feel free to message. this is 90% reblogs and then occasionally i write poetry or something. theres only really a few tags i use:

#&rock&roll - this is my sex&drugs tag. i am an adult and while i sometimes reblog nsfw jokes or weed jokes on here without this tag, this tag is for the heavy nsfw and actual drug talk

#star quality - Campy horror gore tag, beware. Art inspo from Sydney. You have to click on the tag at the bottom of this post though, searching it on my account is broken and only shows you about half of them

#how it feels - this tag is hard to explain. It is a religious tag to me but not in the way most people would categorize religion. its about the radio tower i call god. its about the air before it storms. its about going downhill on a rollercoaster from the drivers seat of a car. its about the sky. its about how experiencing anything is spiritual. its things that give me a certain indescribable feeling, but a very specific and powerful one. unfortunately i cannot explain better than that

#brooke gets it - this is my inside joke tag when i ramble about ttrpg characters that no one except like two mutuals (the other players in these games) will understand

#ronanposting, #elliotposting, #sydneyposting, #laurieposting, etc - I am a system and sometimes people tag things they specifically reblog especially if it pertains to them in particular. Do not message me about this if you’re going to be obstinate about it

general warning if you follow me and your blog is empty i will probably think youre a porn bot and block you

anyway enjoy my page shoot me a message if you feel like it i feel like i never actually talk to my mutuals lmao and have a good day

[toastythetoasterrr]

sydney arttttt I made

im rlly prouf if it

super eyestrain so it's below the cut

[mother-of-stones]

i think there were only a handful or two of those morning staff meetings taken seriously. usually we would all tiredly stand around in the staff room in the administrative building and mess around and then assign activities in the last 5 minutes or so.

and sydney and i always fought like siblings. its kind of irrelevant to my previous thought, but it's very true. dumb inside jokes and movie references were far too prevalent. i really saw him as a brother.

[let-them-eat-rakes]

my cat just got off of my bed while i was snuggling her even though i love her SO MUCH and was telling her that

[three-eyed-elk]

fulfilling my nurse-ish tendencies.

here’s to hoping i passed!

[shotazai]

I need to fucking tear him apart. Fuck

[mother-of-stones]

oh look at him!!! eastern cottontail by the looks!! how adorable.

here’s a rabbit I saw once. no special reason for sharing it

[allseeingmoth]

elijah was right. sleepy Syd is so cutes

[all-knowingeye]

this might be a bold take but i feel like i can really easily tell when the person im talking to about mikoto has no real experience with systems because it always feels like this

[stealingyourteeth]

what’s up guys I made more art

[mother-of-stones]

remembered something last night right before i fell asleep so its a bit blurry

i snuck out of the cabin late one night. i had some business in the woods that i can't quite recall, but i know it wasn't supposed to take me long. i left fennel a note that said something along the lines of "if i'm not back by tomorrow i'm in the woods". and i wasn't back by then.

i obviously don't know what happened at camp since i wasn't there (and no one cared much to fill me in after), but i know they found me late. after dinner late. i was trapped within the spell of some forest entity, and had been using sigils to keep me alive, although i wasn't conscious for most of it. (they did not believe me about the sigils, but without them i would be dead.) sydney and maybe two others found me. maybe yvonne? i can't remember, but i digress. i remember sydney leaning on one of his forearm crutches. i handed him one of my sigils scrawled on a paper from my bag and proceeded to pass out, still lying on the ground. i awoke in the nurse's office, and that's all i can remember

edit: i also remember being set up against this rock. it hurt my neck and back really badly, but i could hear sydney talking about something and someone hoisting me by my shoulders. i didn't like it and tried to protest, but they either couldn't understand me through half conscious slurs of words or they were trying to do something to help me and i was too out of it to realize

[allseeingmoth]

art request !! can you draw sydney and jedidiah? 💕💕

they're like weird birds to me

[all-knowingeye]

Whar

[sol-arfl4re]

Its so over I’m back in my ch&t era