#THIS is lengthy and weirdwordsy i hope i dont sound pretentious. i am upfront about being autistic for a reason | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ankerias · 2 years

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annoyed by my art recently ... im the closest ive ever been to being where id like to be stylistically & do actually like it now but i want to get more visceral and out there especially with composition. i think itd do me good to get a ballpoint pen and do as many studies as i can but my luck is a cointoss and keep buying already dry ones (TWICE NOW ..)

#i think most of that annoyance is being able to draw like i used to for a little bit then having to stop again but thatll keep happening #& i think ‘more visceral’ is something i will always chase because people already call it that (which makes me very happy) but you know. i f #i find sense in nonsense and would like to make more nonsense and make less sense. and understand myself more and less. you get it #3/4 characters are fine and i dont think i do those too much anyway even if ive been more comfort zoney for a bit but i need to do what #kid me did and start drawing dogs setting eachother on fire again #i dont think i will ever be able to make good art by professional standards but that doesnt bother me. i do think i can push what #i do further though and that i am excited to do #THIS is lengthy and weirdwordsy i hope i dont sound pretentious. i am upfront about being autistic for a reason

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