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#Ty for the mention I forever love seeing your concepts 🥺
ebanatsu · 2 years
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JUST READ UR EVANATSU FIC.......... holy shit ty for feeding me. Why must everything be so difficult fed me so well !!! You made the absurd concept of Natsuhi asking Eva to help her learn how to have sex work somehow??? And your writing style w a focus on internal thoughts is *mwah* perfecto. Question.... Have you ever considered bottom/sub Eva 👀
ah, dfdfbndfik Thank you!! I've been feeling really down lately, so this is such a nice ask to get 🥺 I'm glad you like it so much! I assume you read all 10 chapters that are out so far? In case you haven't seen me mention it yet, I recently did write a good amount of ch11 (about 4,400 words so far). So that's not a promise it'll be updated soon, but I am still very much working on it.
And yeah, I remember when I was first starting it, I was trying to think of how to get things going between them, and also, I like that I made it Natsuhi who approached Eva instead of the other way around like one would expect. I'm glad you like how I write it! Natsuhi has such internal struggle 😭
People: "You write Natsuhi's anxiety so well."
Me, someone who suffers from really bad depression and anxiety: "haha, thanks"
dfjnvkfdl Not to make it sound like I'm just making her me (If any of you try to call me a Natsuhi kinnie.....) Lol, for real though, I'm always surprised and pleased by how many people say they're impressed by how well I keep them in character and that they love my fic and always look forward to it!
bottom/sub Eva actually is something I have in the back of my mind every so often, especially more so recently lol. "top" Natsuhi is going to be a thing way, way down the line in wmebsd, and it will be really good. I kind of have always held off on writing them like that otherwise because I'm saving it for the main fic, but then that means it's going to take forever for anyone to see it from me gfbnkfd. sorry </3 Knowing me, though, I'll probably give in and write something for it anyway in a oneshot or something (maybe Survival au).
I do think Natsuhi’s capable of being on top, she just needs a bit of a confidence boost first. I’ve also gone a bit more into detail before in another ask about how Eva tries to keep herself emotionally on top, but Natsuhi could easily have a bit more control in that regard at times.
Sorry for getting rambly as usual! Thank you again for the ask, it was very nice to wake up and see it ❤️
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