#Ugh I’m already slipping into that “nowhere is safe” mentality greaaaat
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geez, the depression really is kicking in hard, huh? Happy traumaversary start, I have two and a half more months of this shit.
#godddddddd what’s my solution everything sucks#say more sadie#sadie has mental illness#I cannot fall into old habits I can’t but also I have to preserve my sanity and take signals from my body#except my body is an overactive asshole that likes to think I’m being attacked constantly#Ugh I’m already slipping into that “nowhere is safe” mentality greaaaat#this is going to be a long goddamn fall#And I don’t want to go to my parents about it because they’ll push either me going home or Mom coming out here#Same with my brother pushing me to move in with him#I don’t know what I want or need so everyone projects onto me what they think my problem is#and my problem is I’m an incredibly traumatized individual who is still struggling to process twenty eight years of compounded trauma#that just…. won’t fucking go away#I’m going to murder my ghosts this year I swear to god#I’m so tired of this
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