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i have been stressed, overwhelmed and always exhausted for days, if not weeks, on end.
So, I dont really care if not wanting to spend money and time I dont have to go fucking bOWLING 7:30 PM THE WEEKEND BEFORE A SEMINAR PRESENTATION MAKES ME A SHITTY FRIEND
#happy bday tho#like im sorry im so jaded and reclusive but GOD PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE#we had to say almost 2 hours standing in a hot stuffy space for that FORSAKEN CIENTIFIC JOURNEY SHIT#i literally cannot take this anymore#there were so many ppl just stuff there like a pack of sardines I have to yell for someone right next to me to hear me#AND i had to repeat the same lenghty explanation like 5 different times#i know end of semesters are chaos incarnate but tHIS IS NOT NORMAL#im always tired and annoyed#and it takes me FOREVER to write shit thats supposed to be easy#I DONT HAVE TIME FOR FUCK ALL#OR EVEN REGULAR HOBBIES#I LITERALLY SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE UP TO THE TIME I GOTTA GET READY FOR CLASS#YEAH IM COMPLANING EVEN THO I DONT EVEN HAVE A FUCKING JOB#YES I KNOW I HAVE MUCH EASIER THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE#INCLUDING PPL IN MY CLASS#IM STILL ALLOWED TO COMPLAIN#i literally do NOT know how ppl do this on top of a full time job#jesus fucking christ#Hydration Reminder: keeping up with star-mum but everytime I have the sudden urge to start bawling my eyes out you drink some water ! : D#should I be in therapy? Yes.#Should I propably be going after an adhd diagnosis? ALSO YES#guess what the clinic was meant to call me back to lmk if they had opening and I only noticed they hadnt after 3 fucking months#which... helps my point but its also VERY counter productive#star is a bad friend :p#star rants
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