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i have been stressed, overwhelmed and always exhausted for days, if not weeks, on end.
So, I dont really care if not wanting to spend money and time I dont have to go fucking bOWLING 7:30 PM THE WEEKEND BEFORE A SEMINAR PRESENTATION MAKES ME A SHITTY FRIEND
#happy bday tho#like im sorry im so jaded and reclusive but GOD PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE#we had to say almost 2 hours standing in a hot stuffy space for that FORSAKEN CIENTIFIC JOURNEY SHIT#i literally cannot take this anymore#there were so many ppl just stuff there like a pack of sardines I have to yell for someone right next to me to hear me#AND i had to repeat the same lenghty explanation like 5 different times#i know end of semesters are chaos incarnate but tHIS IS NOT NORMAL#im always tired and annoyed#and it takes me FOREVER to write shit thats supposed to be easy#I DONT HAVE TIME FOR FUCK ALL#OR EVEN REGULAR HOBBIES#I LITERALLY SIT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE UP TO THE TIME I GOTTA GET READY FOR CLASS#YEAH IM COMPLANING EVEN THO I DONT EVEN HAVE A FUCKING JOB#YES I KNOW I HAVE MUCH EASIER THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE#INCLUDING PPL IN MY CLASS#IM STILL ALLOWED TO COMPLAIN#i literally do NOT know how ppl do this on top of a full time job#jesus fucking christ#Hydration Reminder: keeping up with star-mum but everytime I have the sudden urge to start bawling my eyes out you drink some water ! : D#should I be in therapy? Yes.#Should I propably be going after an adhd diagnosis? ALSO YES#guess what the clinic was meant to call me back to lmk if they had opening and I only noticed they hadnt after 3 fucking months#which... helps my point but its also VERY counter productive#star is a bad friend :p#star rants
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AFA!!! i haven't been to an event in so long and i was so excite about the idea of going that i couldn't sleep properly lakjsdklajs but it's ok my soul has been healed by bootiful cosplayers and merch ✨
luwi and i bought tickets for friday online and i thought that would allow us to skip the queue bUT NO we still had to queue for an hour before we could get our entry wristbands :// we got scammed
there were sooo many ppl in line to collect the wristbands and it didn't seem like they controlled the number of ppl going into the event hall so i mentally prepared myself to become a canned sardine the moment i enter but it was actually really spacious inside?? i didn't have much trouble walking around at all O:
my budget was particularly massive this time round bc i'm now a proper working adult (i earn money... to spend it!!) and there were no events for the past two years so i got to save up!!
still can't believe that some stuff i wanted were already sold out on the first day (இ﹏இ`。) before 2 pm too????
anyways i'll post my humble haul soon!! pls look forward to it
we had a super late lunch at mos burg and i decided to do some accounting bc my dumbass was so engrossed in the shopping that i didn't even realise i was walking around with loose cASH in my hands in between the merch i bought and i was afraid i might have dropped something (i didn't,, thankfully)
also went on sunday as best jeanistinumaki with luwi as yuta~ her yuta is actually very hansum!! in a pretty boi way but still ♡♡♡
first time having so many ppl ask me for selfies aslk;asjdklsa i'm,,, shooketh,, must be the Luwi Effect
i was trying my very best to maintain a (sleepy) poker face throughout the event (Fake Face Tattoo Problems™) but it was so weird not smiling for pics HAHAHAH
found a merp!! idk the chara but very shuai 😙👌 haven't seen coopa in forever i hope he still remembers chi
tfw your bro just wants to be bros
decided to go chill at the sky garden for some fresh(???) air and to get better lighting for selfies lol
i'VE NEVER SEEN THAT MANY PPL IN THE SKY GARDEN BEFORE
a gojo coser came by and asked us for pics?? the way he asked was so cute (ಥ◡ಥ) he said something like "my students! would you like to take a photo with sensei?" aw
one of the things we wanted to do was to make tiktoks LMAO but we're too paiseh to do the thirst traps/dancing ones soooo
obligatory dorito chin/chad face bc we're cosing hansum jujutsu boisss
luwi and i managed to smuggle ourselves into the event hall with the wristbands that we acquired from merp and hf (thanks!!) when they were about to leave
absolutely had to show ban our coses in person before we changed out (・ε・`) mission completed successfully
and since i was inside i decided to also do some last min merch shopping in case i missed something
i stuck around to wait for ban and midori to pack up so we could go have dinner together~~~ it was ramen and ramen bois share everything y'know
i was so tired by the end of the day but it was fun so worth it!!!
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