#YOU ARE ALWAYS MORE THAN WELCOME IN MY INBOX :DDD

[ofgentleresolve-a]

🔥 🔥 (Caradoc to Ray & Lam, he says it's a bro crush and that they're both real handsome and he ain't afraid to admit that, I'm crying, I'm sorry he's so ridiculous WIUEDHUDH pls feel free to skip any I've sent IEWUHDUEH)

@theimpalpable you know who's the real bro? it's gotta be caradoc collins-

"Whoa, really? Thanks dude! I think you're a real looker too- let me know if you ever need a WINGMAN, I'll hype you up so hard, you'll have everyone looking at you!"

"Be serious- geez, what if you said that to someone else? They'll get the wrong idea-" But actually he's secretly very happy to be considered HANDSOME....even if it is just by one of his friends.

[semmie]

I adore how posts from you always seem to be the first ones to welcome me every time I open tumblr after a long day (╥﹏╥)っ♡ It never fails to uplift my mood. You make me feel...nice. So here's a little something that hopefully makes you feel somewhat nice as well <3

Your eyes are planted on your hands—your hands that's currently holding onto his, as his was holding onto yours.

Leona's hands were much larger as they wrapped around yours, making it easy for him to hold your hands completely. His grip was tight but very gentle. The feeling of his thumb rubbing circles on your skin, massaging you, was quite soothing.

There were no words shared between you two as you sat there, only silence. But it felt nice. It was the kind of silence that you share with people you find comfort it, and he was more than comforting to you.

(it's been weeks since I've written something so I'll just use that as an excuse for how this turned out jdvdj)

This doesn't contain 4k words but hello Sem my beloved o/ I just realized that I forgot to say that I very much appreciate your worry ♡♡♡ trust me when I say that you'll never come off as pressuring :> I very much enjoy conversing with you so I'll never mind. jsvsjsvsiwb, you're making me feel so mushy?? Soft?? Loved?? Or something akin, I can't think of the word but yes. You're just so– SO...!!!!! /very affectionate

Whatever we fill up with our tears shouldn't even be a competition– Sem. (but I do agree with what you said <3 hopefully you wouldn't mind talking with me when needed hehe) Again, I appreciate your words so so much 🥰♡♡ and I wouldn't mind receiving positive energy from you! So long as it doesn't actually take from you♡

Jsvdhw, I'm proud to say that I managed to procrastinate less this week, so :DDD. I actually didn't cram anything the last minute, so I managed. I'm hoping this continues on. And you?? How's my beloved?? Please share even the most random activity you did if you feel comfortable :>

-Ly<3

WAITWAITWAITWAITWAITWAITWAITWAITWAITWAITWAITIWAITIWIAITIWIAIWIAIWAIIDTIWIAITIWIQIUEJITITIWIATIWIATIWWAITIWIAKRIWISIWI

YOURE STARTING THE ASK??? WITH A CRITICAL HIT TO MY HEART??? A-AND THEN YOU DECIDED IT WOULD BE NICE TO SEND SUCH AN AMAZING AND FLUFFY LEONA WRITING???? HUH?????? AHSUQTSRQOEQOEO AKAESTWPWPQPQPQPQQPQISTQRWQTQTQT

No because…you have no idea how much I adore hands and handholding so this. This really hit UWTSRQEARQEAQEQARARARARARAARARAR

IT WAS JUST HIM HOLDING MY HANDS. JUST HIM HOLDING MY HANDS. BUT THE DETAILS PUT INTO IT??? LARGER HANDS???? EASIER TO HOLD MY HANDS COMPLETELY?????? TIGHT BUT GENTLE GRIP???? THUMB RUBBING CIRCLES ON MY SKIN AND MASSAGING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I’m just thinking…about reader getting hugged from behind by Leona, back facing his chest and feeling his steady rise of breathing, comfortable sitting on his bed with nothing but just as equally comfortable silence UWGGGEUEUEUEUEUEUEU

This. This is my comfort fic now. Ly, take responsibility.

THIS MADE ME FEEL MORE THAN NICE OKAY!!!!

HUHHHH? WHAT DID YOU SAAAAYYYY??? ITS BEEN WEEKS SINCE YOUVE WRITTEN SOMETHING???? SO YOU USE IT AS AN EXCUSE FOR HOW THIS TURNED OUT???? OH DEARRRRRR GUESS NO MATTER HOW LONG LY HASNT WRITTEN SOMETHING HER WRITING WILL STILL REMAIN SUPERIOR AND A CRITICAL HIT TO MY HEARTTTTTTT

(NO SERIOUSLY, ITS SO GOOD IM IN TEARS. THIS MADE ME ALL FLUFFY AND UHEYEEGEUEGEUEGEUEYEEUUEU)

YOURE SO CUTE LY SRARARARARARAAR it makes me really happy to know that I make you feel nice and uplifts your mood whenever you see my posts ಥ_ಥ♡ you have no idea how much that means to me!!! I, too, get very excited and happy whenever I see you in my inbox as well. The feeling is mutual, love <3

Aaa that lessened my worry :> but I make you feel soft??? Mushy???? Loved????? Well the same thing happens to me too whenever I talk to you so you’re not special geez get over it 🙄🙄🙄 /VERY AFFECTIONATE TOO

Of course I wouldn’t mind talking to you when needed you’re such a nice and sweet person 🥺 if anything you’ll be the first person I’d go to (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) but that’ll need to happen when we both get to converse privately in discord 😚 since this is made public skfjslgieufjefn </33

TAKE ALL THE POSITIVE ENERGY YOU NEED!!! I won’t run out of them when I know I have Ly’s affection <(￣▽￣)>

AAAAAA IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! Not cramming everything to the last minute is such a big step for procrastinators like us 😮‍💨😮‍💨 I’m really happy for you!! <3

As for me, I don’t think I have anything to share 🥲 things have been calm lately— which I’m actually really grateful for! But even the most random thing you say…well I did get a wax seal stamp set that I’ve been wanting for a long time so SJFHWOFJFOKW I’m so happy <33 what if I wrote letters for you my love 😚

[johobi]

OK, I’m here. Wow, I have so many thoughts and feelings on this chapter. Of course you know which side of the coin I stand on so I’m happy that she and Tae have had their moment together, but there is also some sadness too. I am so curious about how you’re going to play things out because while OC was still in love with Tae while sleeping with JK, their sex was a little more…pure? Is that the right word? What I mean by that is that in this chapter OC was riding on the coattails of betrayal so(1)

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there was almost a bitter after taste in the way that their sex came to fruition. Oh, I so hope it doesn’t plant a negative seed in their relationship! You are such an artist behind the keyboard, the way that you explain the characters feelings and emotions is palpable and so intense. “I’m not going to chase you!” the adulterer hollered down the shaft. Funny. He’d pursued you every day for weeks, never allowing you the dignity of your initial disinterest. No, he’d hunted, and eventually, (2)

humiliated you. And why?” This part was so intense and interesting and I can’t help but wonder if there’s more to it than what we see on the outside (especially since he’s done the complete opposite and has been chasing her for weeks, even after this going to her house to try and force a conversation.) I love the part where OC is trying to coerce Tae to look at her lingerie and he says “I don’t wanna give you another reason to think I’m gross. I’m kinda designed to stare at that kind of (3)

Oooooooooh! Interesting you should say that you think that JK + Y/N’s first sexual encounter was purer and not so bittersweet. Especially considering I believe 9 to be very much a mirror to this chapter; if you remember, she was still reeling from Tae kissing her and was spiralling into a depression over it all. I agree it didn’t come about quite so desperate in that case - her and JK’s relationship had been leading up to it, after all - but Y/N had similar thoughts while having sex with Jungkook. The whole ‘feeling like she’d found a new function with him, when having been built to serve another (Tae)’ thing. 

Essentially, Y/N has a tendency to run from what scares or majorly upsets her. Let’s hope, indeed, that it doesn’t plant a negative seed. It didn’t with Jungkook, in his case… but this could go very differently. Or it could be the same. Maybe she’ll find herself in a relationship with Tae all of a sudden and all the happier for it. We’ll see. ;o

Yeah, that line of Jungkook’s was him signaling that he wasn’t going to pursue her down the stairs (bc of the risk of her hurting herself; he probably didn’t give a shit about himself getting injured) and her finding it ironic, giving his courtship of her. 

thing.” He’s just so human and relatable in this part. It would be interesting to know his thoughts at this part. He’s come to terms with the fact that he’s in love with her by now and she’s practically offering herself on a silver platter and he’s confused because he wants her, but not at the expense of her dignity and their friendship. I love how he tries to stop her, tries to be a good, reasonable guy even in the face of massive temptation. Also, the oppa part really made me laugh! I have(4)

noona kink myself so that gave me a good chuckle. As for the last line, I honestly think the dreams will be good dreams, but whether that would mean anything, who knows. Our minds have a protective mechanism as well so sometimes dreams can be a type of Band-Aid, an attempt to try and make us feel better while we’re sleeping. Honestly, I don’t think there’s any coming back from a secret fiancé, even if there is some kind of miraculous explanation, that’s still something massive to not disclose(5)

Yes!!! It was important to me that Tae make comments like this. He’s very different to Jungkook, his relationship with Y/N is very different to Jungkook; he’s not afraid to get lewd or crude in a joking manner with her. I know some people might find that a turn-off, but I didn’t want him to be some weird, puritanical caricature. He’s my golden-hearted fuckboy and he loves sex, and it’s not taboo for him. ;D Jungkook hasn’t known her as long so he’s still pretty reserved, but you could see that was kind of shrinking away in Ch. 10 after they’d fucked like, a bazillion times lmao. 

And yeah, that moment of him rebuffing her was also hugely important and very consciously written into the fic. It’d change the whole tone of the scenario if he hadn’t. He’s learnt his lesson and he wasn’t about to repeat it.

awkjdlwkj i’m glad you liked that bit but after some thought I decided to change oppa to daddy just to avoid the possibility that i was using it inappropriately. Hopefully you find that just as stimulating ;P 

Interesting, you think they’ll be good dreams! Atm the climate seems to be that they’re negative ones. And yeah, it could mean nothing at all! Maybe that last line is just a red herring?! Dreams can hang over you in the morning, but the feeling will eventually dissipate. Wonder how she’ll feel upon waking up / later in the day?

but I also worry there’s no way to build a healthy love with Tae when the sex was partially founded on the desire to forget her heartbreak for a moment. Ah, I’m so confused and conflicted but I loved it. Thank you so much for sharing! I’ll never be able to get all my thoughts and feeling on paper, haha, so hopefully this will suffice. (fin)

Ah, that’s the key word there: partially. There’s more than enough history and heartache between those two that it could be overcome, if it’s right for them. 

You’re more than welcome!! It was a pleasure, and I was so anticipating your response haha. Thank you for gushing in my inbox, it more than suffices. Your thoughts were a treat to read, as always :DDD