#Yunho List 🐶

[yo-yo-yungi]

SHUT UP - JEONG YUNHO - NSFW

Yunho x AFAB!reader

Genre: smut

Warning list: Dom!Yunho, Sub!reader, degrading (slut), pet names (baby), mention of punishment, childhood house, having to stay quiet, established relationship,

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Summary: you simply couldn’t hold yourself back around your perfect boyfriend, especially when he looked so good in the morning, even if your parents were downstairs… you could be quiet… Right?

“Keep your filthy mouth closed baby” he groaned into your ear, words accompanied by hot breaths hitting your skin. Despite you getting louder and louder, threatening to blow your cover, he continued to slam his hips against yours. If your family heard then you’d be the one at fault, not him. After all, you were the one that begged him to fuck you even though you were staying in your childhood room and your family were home.

Admittedly the second you started begging there was no way Yunho was going to turn you down, he gets mean sure, but he also gets turned on, and your pathetic begging had him terribly desperate.

“Please Yun, I need your fat fucking cock in my pussy…” you begged him, kneeling in front of him, pulling on his belt. Who had taught you to beg so effectively??? Him… Was it biting him in the ass now? Yes.

“Can’t be quiet Yun, you feel s’ good” you whined, whimpers falling from your mouth. Yunho wanted to slap, maybe punish you for being dumb, for not following orders, but that would only make more noise. Instead he removed his hand from your clit and shoved his fingers into your mouth “suck on those and shut the fuck up. God you are such a whore~ begging for me~ moaning so loudly for me~ and all when your parents are downstairs~ are you a slut baby” he groaned, voice coarse from running low on energy. He was holding back his own moans so well, why couldn’t you just do the same.

Around his fingers you nodded desperately, wide glossy eyes looking up at him so sweetly. God you were so cute, he hated how you had such a grasp on him. He really did love you. He just hopped he hadn’t ruined his chances of your family liking him by fucking you in their house-

You wrapped your legs around his waist and pulled him closed, cock slamming into your cervix, making you bite into his fingers so you wouldn’t scream. Your pretty cunt tightened around him so filthily and he knew he couldn’t last much longer. “My slut, so fucking perfect~” he whined, gazing into your eyes.

You wanted to call to him, tell him you were going to cum, but his fingers stopped you, they only pushed further into your throat. “I know Baby, I know~ you wanna cum on my cock, make a sloppy fucking mess~ go ahead baby” he gave you all the permission you’d ever need, then sped up, chasing your highs together. He needed to cum just as badly as you now.

He felt your cunt tighten around him and he throbbed in response. Sweat dripped from his hair line and his fingers slipped deeper into your mouth, pressing down. His hips stuttered as you came around him, your slick coating his cock looked so delicious and he really wish he’d eaten you out. With one final thrust he slams his hips into yours and paints your begging walls white.

He pulls his fingers from your mouth and leans down to kiss you, trying to hide his own moans. “Thank you Yun” you mutter as he pulls away to grab a towel to clean you up. He chuckles at you and grabs your chin, pulling you towards him “you better be ready for when we get home baby, cause I’m gonna fucking break you” he smiled, eyes twinkling, and that’s how you knew you were truly fucked.

[lilacmingi]

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☆ ──── ATEEZ

HONGJOONG 🐿

• Bf!Hongjoong Loves To… | @desirehorizon [MINORS DNI]

• Peter Pan AU | @sandaffodils

SEONGHWA ⭐️

• Prettily | @kuromiiy

YUNHO 🐶

• Green Sofa (Hogwarts AU) | @ichorai

• Puppy PJs | @deathbyyeekies

• Sudden + (A)cute | @eoieopda [MINORS DNI]

• 3:26 PM | @in-san-ity

• You Belong To Me | @imissjoongsmullet

• Bedfellows | @sungbeam

JONGHO 🐻

• Killin’ Me Softly and Slowly and Gently | @deathbyyeekies

OT8 🏴‍☠️

• Calling Bf!Ateez by Their Government Name | @eightmakesonebraincell

• Domesticity | @yunhobug

• Showering with Ateez | @seonghwaddict

• Bf!Ateez Sending You A Pic Of Themselves | @bombuni

• Meeting Pirate!Ateez | @aclowntiny

☆ ──── STRAY KIDS

CHANGBIN 🐷🐰

• Mornings With Changbin | @yxngbxkkie

• Takeout | @svngiem-remade

• Biker!Changbin | @bluejutdae

JISUNG 🐿

• Mornings With Jisung | @yxngbxkkie

• Vampire Jisung Scenario | @ppiri-bahng

• Secrets, Stars, and Protein Bars | @strayen-fx

• Types of Texts You Get From Bf!Han While He Is Away On Tour | @seungminhour

List updated March 22, 2024 [NEW ADDITIONS: Types of Texts You Get From Bf!Han While He Is Away On Tour]

Befellows (added March 18, 2024)

Reblog feedback tag #lila gets delusional

[hanniiesuckle17]

Chapter 77: My Knees (Finale)

A/n: it is the end of an era. But a new era beginning. I would love if y’all would comment your favorite part of SMIY🥺 I have really loved and was shocked by how many people loved this story. Thank you so much and I hope you might enjoy some of my other stuff❤️. Staytiny look forward to my next smau coming VERY soon. 🐶🐿️❤️thank you guys for reading smiy 🥺

Tag List: @ashisparanoid @mini-meanhoe @leggomylino @hanstagram @desertofdessert-blog @hoes4hoseok @jeongqin @mrsunshine999 @jisungsjheekies @hannie-squirrel00 @cotccotc @yangs-jeongin @binniebutter @orangegyu @little-precious-baby @raethethey @sofie296 @love-letters-2-jisungie @bluejayboys @bunnyjaycheoluwu @mingiholic @doom-fics @justhere4kpop

SMIY Tag List: @sanccharine @txt-yaomi @lyramundana @pink-hwaberry @butterfliesinthenightsky @billboard-singer @exololyunho @atinytinaa @honeyhotteoks @hijeongguk @aloverga @aestheticsluut @hwaightme @honey-lemon-goose @alyssajavenss @minkyuncutie @yunho-1999 @lonewolfjinji @mrowwww @bxffietheblxxdy @soupbinlily @hwakay329 @pariissleepy @luvthatleader-nim @h-nji

Pairing: Jeong Yunho × Reader

Genre: Series, Fluff, Angst, Comedy, Idol au, Secret Relationship

Updates: Completed.

Warnings: Cursing, Privacy Invasion, Dieting, Overworking, 18+ Themes (eventually), Intense threats, Mention of suicide, Mention of violence

Summary: Privacy. Normalcy. Love. Y/n was ready to give all of that up when she became an idol. She was more than happy with the absence of those qualities in her life until a certain six foot mountain of sunshine and chaos was cast opposite her in her first drama. Confronted with the fact that she no longer knows what she wants; Y/n must decide if he's truly worth giving up the life she's dreamed of... and how much damage she'll let happen before she makes a decision.

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Previous Chapter ✭

SMIY M.List

Masterlist

[lunarsun12]

The culprit

Masterlist

After the discovery, Hongjoong is determined to find out who broke his award. Just so he can show, that he is not to be messed with. Seonghwa called the family meeting, in hopes to sort this situation quickly, before Hongjoong really loses it. How conveniently, the children didn’t hear him, so Seonghwa has resulted to using the chat to get his children to listen.

Will they find the culprit?

Ateez Family Chat

Today 9:00am

Seonghwa🌸: I know you all pretending not to hear me, when I said Family meeting

Seonghwa🌸: I see all of your location and is in this house

Yeosang🍗: Since when did you install tracker on us

Seonghwa🌸: I do that for everyone in this household, especially your appa

San🐱: Are we in trouble?

Wooyoung🦊: What do you think?

Seonghwa🌸: Now let me start the family meeting. Hongjoong the floor is yours

Hongjoong🏴‍☠️: WHICH ONE OF YOU KIDS BROKE MY AWARD

Yeosang🍗: What award? Did appa got an award?

San🐱: It’s in his room with the do not touch sign, with an angry face on it

Jongho🐻: Appa, we know to never go into your room without your permission

Hongjoong🏴‍☠️: CLEARLY ONE OF YOU KIDS DID. FESS UP OR ELSE EVERYONE IS SLEEPING OUTISDE THE HOUSE

Hongjoong🏴‍☠️: Except for your Eomma he is out of the suspect list. As he been gone to do his errands

Seonghwa🌸: Why is Yunho and Mingi so quiet that not like them?

Yunho🐶: I was reading the text, as I just woke up and Mingi is with me

Mingi🦄: Mingi don’t know what’s going on

Jongho🐻: Read up, I’m too lazy to explain

Wooyoung🦊: Appa,all of us were busy playing pranks on you. How could we come into your room and mess it all up?

San🐱: Wait, Appa is not mad about the whole mask thing?

Hongjoong🏴‍☠️: I know what I am getting in for, when your Eomma dropped that message

Yeosang🍗: What that supposed to mean? I am lovely

Yunho🐶: Don’t you mean ‘we’

Yeosang🍗: I stand by what I said

Jongho🐻: SOMONE FESS UP SO EOMMA CAN TAKE ME ON MY PLAYDATE WITH HAECHAN

Jongho🐻: You won’t like it when I am mad 🤜🍎

Yunho🐶: You guys, I have to tell you something. It was Wooyoung and San who broke Hongjoong award

Yunho🐶: They busy arguing and accidentally knocked Appa’s award from the counter

Hongjoong🏴‍☠️: That where I left it

Yunho🐶: I saw it with own two beagle eyes

Wooyoung🦊: WHAT THAT A LIE WE WERE NO WHERE THE KITCHEN COUNTER

San🐱: Why don’t I remember that part…

Yeosang🍗: I do recall seeing them near the counter when I was doing the dishes

Seonghwa🌸: I expected this behaviour from Wooyoung but San I am disappointed

Wooyoung🦊: It wasn’t us…

San🐱: Yeah!!

Seonghwa🌸: Just say sorry to your Appa and we move on

San🐱: I’m sorry

Seonghwa🌸: Wooyoung…

Wooyoung🦊: I’m sorry I guess

Hongjoong🏴‍☠️: It was an accident but luckily it is fixable but you two are on clean up duty for a week

Wooyoung🦊: San will take the bathroom

San🐱: I hate cleaning the bathroom

San and Wooyoung Private Chat

Wooyoung🦊: Yo San you there?

San🐱: Why are you texting me? I’m right next to you!

Wooyoung🦊: We were wrongly framed, we have to found out who is the real culprit

Wooyoung🦊: I REFUSE TO DO CLEANING DUTY FOR SOMETHING I HAVEN’T DONE

Wooyoung🦊: Plus, we need to be discreet. We can’t have siblings catch on

San🐱: Woo, what if we did break it. We can get violent when we are mad

Wooyoung🦊: AS IF, I didn’t see the trophy was there until mid day when appa was making food for us

Wooyoung🦊: My biggest suspect is YUNHO. He framed us, there gotta be more to this

San🐱: It could be Yeosang as well, he has the tendency to get you in trouble

Wooyoung🦊: That could be the case. I handle puppy boy and you handle chicken boy

San🐱: Can we do it tomorrow? I’m already tired

Wooyoung🦊: Fine

[kittyhannie2]

୭̥⋆*｡INTRODUCTION POST ୭̥⋆*｡

stan list & bias line

- stray kids | lee know 🐰 han 🐿️ seungmin 🐶

-ateez | yunho 🐻 mingi 🦁

- twice | nayeon 🐰 jeongyeon 🐶

- seventeen | woozi 🍚 jeonghan 😇 minghao 🐸

- itzy | chaeryoung 🐱 yuna 🐰

- nmixx | jiwoo 🐓 haewon 🐐

- gidle | minnie 🐭 yuqi 🦒

- txt | soobin 🐰 yeonjun 🦊

- lesserafim | yunjin 🐍 sakura 🐱

- bts | yoongi 🐱 jungkook 🐰 jimin 🐥

- XG | harvey 🦄 cocona 🍄

- xdinary heroes | gun-il 🐹 o.de 🦊

[raehwang]

🌟 Bias List 🌟

🏴‍☠️ATEEZ- 🐰Seonghwa🐰, 🐶Yunho🐶

🐺STRAY KIDS- 🐰Lee Know🐰

🟩NCT 127- 🐰Doyoung🐰

🟩NCT DREAM- 🐬Chenle🐬

🟩WAYV- 🐑YangYang 🐑

⚡R1SE- 🐖Vin🐖

🖤AESPA- 🐯NingNing🐯

🕸️DREAMCATCHER- 🐺Siyeon🐺

[i-luvsang]

hey cutie congrats on your 1.2k followers!! I do have a request. I was wondering if you can do yunho 🐶💛

“i didn’t know you slept like that. it’s cute.”(force proximity list two)

“your heart’s beating really fast, i can hear it.” (force proximity list one)

if there is only a limit of 1 prompt per request then can you do: “your heart’s beating really fast, i can hear it.” (force proximity list one)

hi there cutie yourself !! thanks so much darling ! thank you lots for the request too !! glad you participated <333 two prompts is just fine so here you are !! i hope that you enjoy reading it lovie !

[here4theheartbreak]

Yesss. KQ are definitely aware of who makes them their (mega massive sacks of) money. And Ateez do seem to be well looked after. There's been so many horror stories... it makes a nice change!

For real, I don't know how they have (or film) so much content for us. It's incredible. And I definitely don't know when they're sleeping. It's not like they just go home and sleep; it seems like most of them enjoy gaming?? So, maybe backstage?? Or in the car?? 😴😂

The drinking episodes are so worth the wait! Chaotic, hilarious, and a little unhinged. It's the best~! I've watched them several times. 😂 And Yeosang, not drinking much, and being basically sober in the midst of it all is utter perfection!✨

Woosan definitely have the whole 'we would have met each other no matter what' vibe about them! I'm sure you already know this, but so many of the members are connected through some kind of pre-debut 'destiny' that it's hard to argue against it. It feels special. 💫

Yesss. Omg. When Woo asked San if he regretted his tattoo and San instantly said 'never'. I was just sitting there, looking at my phone like 'of course, as expected of Woosan'. ☂️💕

They can bicker like no one else has ever bickered in the history of bickering. Which is beyond hilarious. But it's exactly like that energy that exists between siblings. That: 'Yes, I hate that loser, but they're MY loser, so don't you even dare to GLANCE at them wrong or I'll absolutely eviscerate you'. Top tier stuff. Truly. (I'm suddenly having flashbacks to that day on Idol Radio where they weren't talking (?) but ended up hugging it out during Fake Love??) 😂

Hahahaaaaah! I don't know why that's so funny to me? You were just trying to get into San, and he kept making sure you knew about Wooyoung. Like 'Hello, yes, I'm Choi San, but have you seen this man that I adore? Isn't he great?'

You're so right. Without a doubt, Wooyoung is always gonna be that person that's there if someone needs him. Ateez called him their 'glue' and said they're only so close because of him, and you can literally see it. 🦊🌟

Yessss. So much talent! And that that talent is only increasing, and the members are slowly but surely trying/doing new things to expand on that talent, is so heartening!

It's a shame you weren't there from the early days (bless youtube for trying so hard) buuuuut, as you know, there's so much to watch and dip into. I really think it'll feel like you've been here all along~! And the most important thing is being Atiny right now! 😊

Yunho really is something! He's veeeery cute! And very funny! His humour is impeccable. What a man! 🐶👑

Exactly THIS! There's no least favourites. Listing them is just:

Bias.

Bias wrecker.

Everyone.

But 'everyone' is also somehow IN first and second place too. 🤔😂

Don't Stop is so good! And I love the MV concept. All I EVER see when I watch it is a mom plotting with his kids to retrieve all of dad's belongings because he's having a crisis and he's setting stuff on fire. And the end?? When Hwa drops that bag of cash and possessions on the floor in front of Joong? Chef's kiss! Should have won an Oscar, in my opinion! 👏👏👏

Jongho.... 'the softest insurrectionist you’ll ever see'. WHERE IS THE LIE?

Also, can I just say, all of this new content with Ateez and kids is too much!! Whyyyyyy? It's got me so weak. First the Copy/Paste thing and then the Baby Cloud thing. I am just a person. Let me live! TOO CUTE. TOO SWEET. TOO WHOLESOME.

And shout out to the stylists this comeback (both clothes AND hair) because there are so many looks I LOVE. What a triumph!

Also, I just saw this photo and now...

....I'm absolutely devastated... 😍😍😍😍😍

They are truly such well rounded guys! I’m honestly impressed. At this point getting into a new group, unfortunately, I expect to find a whole pile of past problems either with the group or the company; it’s become less “no problems” and more “no recent problems” and “how did they handle the problems. These guys have genuinely the fewest red flags I’ve ever seen in a group that’s been around longer than a year or so. 😂 - it’s so refreshing.

I have heard the group ‘destiny’ connections! My friend that got me into them gave me a whole rundown about how each member was linked up with another member prior to debut, it was wild. We hear a lot of groups saying like oh, it’s fate, etc - but I don’t think I’ve EVER heard a pre-debut story that really is linked in such a deep way. That’s so cool though, like - I don’t know how much I believe in fate or karma or all of that; I think I do to some degree, but stuff like this really sorta makes me believe it even more. My friend joked that their fandom was destiny as well; we find them/they find us at the fated right time too, which I thought was a super sweet way of looking at it - added to the literal “destiny” in the fandom name 😭- and makes me feel less mad at myself for missing out for so long, because I found then when I was supposed to and when they’d be the most fulfilling in my life, so that’s okay too, it was destiny.

I have watched that Idol Radio bit! That was one of the first things I saw regarding Woosan actually; because I was curious how they fought. Some of my tom and jerry types, they’re chaotic but they can get a little nasty with each other when they fight - so I was curious how these two handled it - and it was genuinely the sweetest thing V_V — the awkward silence that even Jongho noticed, the gentle attempts at reconciliation that went unnoticed, and the final just giving in and hugging during the song (also the on-point choice of song, are we kidding lol) — that was so damn sweet, you can just SEE the relief in their shoulders when they hugged.

🤣 It’s true though - I wouldn’t have given Wooyoung a second glance if he hadn’t been attached to San’s hip at every single turn. I actually assumed I’d bias San and Yeo; bc I know San is v soft on him too, but apparently I wasn’t allowed to choose my second… He’s my main bias wrecker tho - I always need a wrecker that’s an unfortunate (tho sometimes willing) tug of war toy between my two biases and he fits the bill better than any third I’ve ever had - omfg the Christmas vlive when Woo was complaining about Yeo not talking to him and the members were like but you ignored him first with San!! - the way I melted, esp when Woo was so O.O I DID?! and his tight hug - he’s so caring and I genuinely can’t picture a mean thing from that guy.

I will note about the Oscar - their acting is wildly good??? Like - they really sell their roles in the mvs and it’s so fun to see? Let them act in their own drama or something! I know Jongho has done OSTs (his fucking VOICE - that is a whole other essay I could go into because I have never. It’s mind blowing every damn time I hear him. CHILLS) - but anyways, they need to do drama roles too!

Oh my fucking god the kids content has been ABSOLUTELY SLAUGHTERING ME. A rule - my biases at the very least need to be amazing with kids and cats. And oh my God this group is just amazing. I’ve watched the Baby Cloud thing three times since it came out and every time I am in tears by the end from just how cute it is. How the hell, this is a group of early 20-something chaotic guys, they have no right to be this damn gentle and perfect with kids, they know exactly what to do and how to handle them. And even when they’re a bit awkward they still work past it super fast to make sure the kid is comfortable and not scared. Literally a group of walking green flags, the whole lot of them. Save some green flags for the rest of k-pop, huh? San’s genuine near tears little smile with the twins he and Woo were watching V_V - Truly - gonna be the best parents ever. Wooyoung was so fond of Jaiden during the Copy/Paste V_V and they were so sweet to the one little girl who seemed super nervous, Lina? I think? She was so scared and they tried so hard to make her feel at ease. (Also can I just point out how easily kids seem to gravitate to Woo? A damn good sign of a person’s nature, kids and pets, I’m telling you - it’s my reason for having it be a requirement lol).

The stylists this comeback have been absolutely killing it. I don’t think there’s been a stage I’ve disliked in terms of outfits (side note, the recent jacket San’s been wearing, the GOTH one - I WANT THAT JACKET. — I also heard that Jongho said he was only gonna keep the ashy purple for a week or so and I’m so sad, he looks amazing with it and he doesn’t change his hair near enough V_V

That photo V_V Sweet Mingi - he deals with so much from that group 🤣 they love him in the most chaotic way and it’s so sweet. He’s one of those extreme duality types too like - I’ve watched this man scream higher than Jongho’s notes and run away from the littlest thing - yet he’s on stage pretending to flat out murder people, like… Please explain 🤣(I love that though, the way they get so into these very opposite roles and embrace them for the performance).

This fanmeet tho — either this one or the one right before this one - did you see Wooyoung’s little kiss attempt at San? I think I saw Yunho age about five years 🤣He’s always the accidental victim of their odd affections lol

[userwoosan]

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[sugarcherriess]

how is that Betraying san 😭😭 yunho is 2nd on my list it’s Fine 🫶🐶

Me and eric will have. A discussion. About this

[ksocialaus]

🐶 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘌𝘕𝘋 𝘈𝘚 𝘐𝘛 𝘉𝘌𝘎𝘐𝘕𝘚 🐹

𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙵𝙸𝙻𝙴𝚂

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Wildest Dreams (Taylor’s version) by Taylor Swift

Time stamp: 0:28 - 1:06 &, 2:20 - 2:52

ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: Social Media!AU, HighSchool!AU, non idols, angst, fluff, first love

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: none

ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ: this fanfic in no way represents any of the ateez members in any shape or form. This is purely fiction.

ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢꜱ: Fem!Reader x Yunho

𝕋𝕒𝕘𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥 (Please send me an ask or do me if you want to be on the tag list!💖)

Note: hello! I feel like I’ve been filling my blog with just ateez smau haha, but I still have two more written and I want to put them out!

I’ve also been working on the previos smaus so I’ll be updating as many as I can this week 🥰

I hope you enjoy this one tho! It’s my favorite one so far and I just found it really sweet :)

🐹 ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ 🐶 ɴᴇxᴛ

[yo-yo-yungi]

MY LOVE, MY GRATITUDE - JEONG YUNHO - SFW

Yunho x reader

Genre: angst

Warning list: Angst- so you know, it ain’t happy. Mentions of a fall (no serious damage), mentions of a scar on the readers knee, mentions of food

Word count: 583

Summary: sometimes letters are made to be sent. Other times, letters are for the words we regret never saying.

Dear Yunho,

I wish I had sent this letter years ago, now it's too late. How am I supposed to confess when you look at her the way I look at you? Why did it take you only 2 months to ask her out, when I've been waiting for 10 years? Yunho, I've known you for so long, seen the good, the bad, and the ugly (yes, like the cowboys - yes, I'm a dork). We've known each other since we were 12 - is that the issue? Do you see me as a sister? I doubt it, especially since you kissed me at the Halloween party. Yes, you were drunk. No, I never mentioned it. But have I been thinking about it every second of every day since then? Yes.

I frequently revisit the photos of you stored on my phone. There are over 1,000 of them... you always had a habit of taking selfies whenever I left my phone unattended. Oh how I long for you to do that again.

When I look at photos, they can't compare to a single glance at you. Your beauty cannot be fully captured in an image; it's not the same as seeing you in person. Could you walk past me one last time? No need for a sly wink or even a glance my way, just walk... I'll be watching.

Did you watch the sunset with her as you did with me? I should have confessed my love to you then, should have expressed how those moments meant everything to me.

The little moments with you are etched into my memory like sacred scripture. I can’t look at a tulip without remembering the time you got me some for my birthday, I can't look at a toothbrush without remembering all our childhood sleepovers. Yunho, even my own desk brings back memories of you falling off the chair. But… worst of all, the one that bothers me the most… I can’t look at myself without thinking of you. You changed me, both physically and mentally. Like that scar that graces my knee from when you pushed me a little too hard and I fell to the concrete… I’m sorry by the way, that was my fault… I shouldn’t have said the cupcakes you made were ugly. I loved them… truly. Every time I see that mark on my knee I think of you. It’s not fair…

Whenever someone mentions my considerate nature, I think of you, because you were the one who taught me that. Before I met you, I was unkind and harsh. Why did you give me a chance? You, this beacon of positivity, why did you give me a chance? Is it selfish to wish you hadn't? Because now I'm left with an emptiness in my heart. It stings like a fresh wound - I understand this may not be the best metaphor, but I don't care.

Yunho, I'll put it simply-

I am absolutely, desperately, unconditionally in love with you and everything that you are. If I can turn back time and tell you how I felt before you met her- I would- but I can’t do that now… it’s selfish. You taught me that selfishness isn’t a good look on anyone.

Since I can't express my love for you, I'll express my gratitude instead. Thank you for shaping me into the person I am today. I'm also grateful for the lessons you've taught me about love. I'll cherish these memories forever.

<3

[wrongbitch24]

Boy groups i fucks with and my bias/bias wreckers

If anything is in colour it means my opinion has changed or I’ve edited it and I’ve added to the list

(Idk you’ve noticed but I have a think for hyping line rappers who are typically short 👀🧍🏻‍♂️)

DEEPLY invested

BTS - (ult group) my bias is Yoongi😼 and my bias wrecker is Jungkook⛓ or Hobi☀️

STRAYKIDS - (also tied ult group with bts) I can’t for the life of me pick a real bias (bam suddenly I’m a liar, I’m 100% a changbin bias I love him with my whole heart and idk how I didn’t realise sooner, everyone else is very closely tied second tho) it’s always changing between Channie🐺 binnie💪🏼 Hannie🐿 or Seungmin 🐶 and I guess my bias wrecker is everyone (Minho, Hyunjin, Lix and I.N (I.N has been unreal these past 2 comebacks tho iwl) cause I really love them all

DAY6 - these bitches are borderline deeply invested (yep I’m invested now) but not quite there yet [REDACT THAT ISH], my bias is Jae and my bias wrecker is young K or Dowoon

TXT - my bias is or beomgyu and my bias wrecker is Soobin (a graduate🥰)

ATEEZ - (she graduated🤪) bias is Hongjoong and Yunho (💜) bias wrecker is Yeosang! (she graduated again baybee, working her way up)

Mildly invested

ONEWE - my bias in yonghoon and my bias wrecker is probably cya (These are subject to change but I do love a good rapper/singer bias combo iwl) (they debuted in the casually invested section love that for them) (it is genuinely wild to me that they don’t have tons more supporters, like only 350,000 followers their insta?? Rude)

XDINARY HEROES - bias in Gunil bias wrecker probably junhan (another debut in the casually invested section!!)

SEVENTEEN - my bias is Vernon or The8 and my bias wrecker is woozi

ENHYPEN - my bias is Jay or Heesung because I can’t choose for these either which also means that I have no real bias wrecker it’s just the whole group (Jungwon, Sunghoon, Sunoo, Jake and Ni-Ki)

NCT127 - (another graduate😚) my bias is Johnny he’s too funny not to be, and my bias wrecker is jaehyun and Hendrey🥰, honourable mention to mark tho he too is quite elite if I’m honest

Minimum knowledge but I want to get into

THE BOYS

THE ROSE

EXO

IKON

TREASURE

BtoB