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void-tiger · 2 years

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This morning’s existential crisis musings:

Did I ever “have faith” to begin with? Or was is a helluva lotta fawning, making something into a hyper fixation in an attempt to “like it” begrudgingly, and a brief handful of overactive imagination verging on mild delusions

#tiger’s roar #religious wank #tw religion #…there’s A Lot to deprogram that’s a massive ‘I wouldn’t care But This Says So’#really only for a ‘literal 7 day creation’ vs evolution #a lotta shit against women and queerfolk I actively fought against #they only Briefly had me in the fold. so HA. I get the last laugh afterall #and well. smolger really was closer to deist or agnostic anyway #…like. it’s quite frankly to the point of ‘if I stay it’s for the Blorbo but I’M making my own rules and beliefs so SHOVE OFF’#+ ‘…yeah I really wanna pester a rabbi historian and anthropologist so I can understand the culture and context better’#buuuut also a ‘okay but. other than to understand jewish vs christian culture and be a better ally Why Bother?’#all that to say #actually attending church today ‘cause technically I’m scheduled with mom to set up/clean up potluck #thankfully I can hide in the kitchen vs stuck squirming in a pew #(shaddup about the Gender Here. I already know. and it’s pretty bad at this church too)#but. better for back swelling since I can Move. better seat to rest #(prolly bad for wrists tho.)

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