#adding my own brainrot for consideration;

[valentine-cafe]

HI??? I SAW YOUR MATCH UP EVENT?? and i’m excited (and i wanna participate!) so uh, quick little rundown!

non-binary , aromantic (bc i cannot tell if i like women or not) & estp

i like my friends (i value friendships a lot), any forms of art or self expression, the biggest yapper of humanity at this point, i like making little edits of myself because it helps with self love

for dislikes, nonchalant men (give me chalant men pls i cannot), being remotely alone for a minute, really long texts without having them break apart because i have no attention span for that.

i plan on wanting to be a creative writer, so i really love writing (and anything fantasy based), i crochet, weirdly enough i do accounting papers whenever i need to brainrot (if that counts as a hobby)

i love to dye my hair (i can’t stand standard hair colours on me), i smoke (if smoker reader isn’t enough), yapper enthusiast because i cannot shut my mouth for the life of me, i actually am not a decorator but i inspire to be one!

i think that’s all? but i hope this is enough info baes.. (and i hope i make it on time)

  ˖⁺. strawberry kisses : valentine matchups event .𖹭 ݁

﹙ match maker loading. ﹚. . . valerius !! 🍒 :

oh does valerius love himself a yapper. he could listen to you go on for days if you'd let him. as long as he can rest his head in your lap while you run your mouth? oh he's in heaven. he'll put the entire abhorration on hold if it means he could simply listen to you

the self love is something that he would find most admirable. valerius as a whole is vain, but to see you taking such pride in yourself? would absolutely be something he finds exceptionally attractive.

you crochet? and write? he is a lover of art and in all forms. to see what your hands can create is another favourite of his. he himself in an artist, he would love to share in your creativity. to create with you.

don't worry about being left alone because this man loves spending time with you. he might just be a tad bit touch-starved so it compliments him quite well actually.

would help you dye your hair. especially with his magic. so that you can try out all sorts of colours and continue taking yourself into consideration <3

﹙ valentine's day. ﹚. . . cliche lover !! 🍰 :

It started with a bouquet of flowers. Sunflowers and pink peonies, as he stated they reminded you of him. So vibrant ad full of life. He has never been one to hold his tongue when it comes to poetries.

With your hand in his, Valerius would lead you from your home and down the streets of Elritea City. He much preffered these greeny, flowery paths than the red and brimstone abhorrent he calls home.

Not for a valentine's date. Certainly not.

Admittedly it required his utmost research. He heard his fellow art student Takara go on about this holiday and approached her on the matter. Which is why you find yourself seated opposite him at a cafe booth.

He knew not how to spoil you other than food and affection. Whatever your heart desired, so shall he give it to you. Although, it would be a lie to say that the cafe was not chosen for his own selfish reasons as well.

To listen to you speak.

Ramble, gush, yap to your heart's content while you both indulge all sorts of drinks and treats. To sit in front of you and hear your voice is the only valentine's day gift he needed.

It's in the way that he holds your hand on the table. Strokes his thumb on your knuckles. Smiles as you find another topic and go down that path instead.

Only once would he interrupt you. To lean in and grace your lips with his. Chuckle at your small swirl of surprise as he strokes a thumb on your cheekbone.

"Forgive me. I have no self restraint." He smiles at you with eyes that say it all. As he goes back to your hand and engages in whatever conversation your heart desires.

[brins-rogers]

Hiii!!! <333

I was wondering if you can do Azalea's opinions (+ interactions) on Frankie, Charlie and Barbara (my oc's) if that's okay with you :3

Hey, I sure can!!! Literally SAUR excited for your ask!!! Opinions and interactions below the cut bc I very much enjoy writing

Adding pre makeover Azalea and post bc i feel it’s very important for character development

Frankie:

- thru the ROOF that Johnny and Lola broke up. Even more happy that out of all people it’s someone she genuinely likes taking her place.

- Frankie and Azalea would get along considerably well, I think! Both are more nerd-esqe girls in the shop but for different reasons (Azalea to work on cars and Frankie for Johnny)

- pre-glow up Azalea and Frankie definitely hang out a lot, especially since during this time Azalea is friendly with the nerds (even if being friends with Casey conflicts that sometimes).

- you can’t tell me they wouldn’t be in each others rooms, complaining about their boy problems (mostly Azalea to Frankie who just smiles and nods too sweetly and tries to give her advice) but Azalea “omg no I can’t tell him I like him r u crazy Frankie” Collins can NEVER take the advice

- “why don’t you ever just tell Johnny you like him?” “His girlfriend is very attractive and I’m … not his type” “GIRL PLEASEEEEEEE”

- post-glow up Azalea ofc still adores Frankie, but due to her falling out with the nerds she’s worried there’s a bit of discourse now, especially since Beatrice now has a lot of resentment for her.

- ofc Azalea still wants to be friends, but doesn’t push that on Frankie considering how all of her friends now hate her (aside from the greasers) and basically looks at her from a distance like Frankie is her husband who went off to war “my shaylaaaaa” azalea whispers from afar

Charlie:

- first of all, loser-core girlies. Clock it.

- probably did NOT like each other at first. “You looked like a bitch” “yeah so did you” type beat

- they do say that’s how the best friendships are formed, after all

- Charlie most definitely is on her ass and calls her out for being a “pick me girl” once she has her little glow up and all the sudden thinks she’s hot

- “so let’s not forget where we came from, sweetie” Charlie snaps her fingers in front of her face when she’s zoning out and not paying attention to her classes

- probably actually genuinely do have a falling out their senior year because Azalea just can’t get it together and Charlie is not gonna watch her self sabotage herself. Also Azalea gets mean!! And she’s not rocking with that!!

- it’s so sad to watch them go from friends to strangers again, but when the person you know turns into someone you can’t be with … sometimes it’s best

Barbara: (prep)

- Azalea simply does NOT fw the preps under any circumstances. Originally, this applied for Barbara too. SWORE she was only using Thad bc c’mon … it’s THAD.

- definitely hesitant at first when she’s coming around and hanging out with them. Side eyes, tight lipped smiles, the whole shebang

- once she sees she’s not actually an evil, soulless person, she’s like oh!

- admires her pretty greatly, if Thad can’t tutor her she will definitely help with science/math, but English and History she’s on her own 💔

- I wouldn’t say friends, but probably acquaintances

- after her little makeover … yeah she’s not hanging out with the nerds and Barbara is hating how she’s treating them like she doesn’t know them

- Azalea is suddenly too good to talk to the people who took her in? Oh, not rocking with that at all

- Barbara stops talking to her too, probably. Two-faced coins aren’t the only thing she dislikes

Also would love just to chat and bully brainrot and HC OC’s!!

@gojosattoru

[soulcost]

so I have definitively added alan wake muses to the blog because I'm gonna be stuck in this brainrot for a while and while I work on a proper minimalistic carrd, a few things:

saga is extremely selective when it comes to shipping and it likely won't happen unless I approach first. her having a healthy marriage and logan is integral to her story in the game and her character motivations and I'm not keen on straying from that.

alex casey is also highly selective when it comes to shipping. it's possible but will take a lot of consideration and development considering his own feelings toward romantic relationships (man is still jaded from his divorce, and he's dealing with a lot, give him time).

scratch is a monster. no relationship with him will be good. he's out here to find vessels, ruin alan's life (unless alan decides he wants to welcome scratch in, then all is forgiven ahem ahem) and spread eternal darkness across the world. everyone around him is a means to an end in some way, shape or form, often to be tormented to succumb to the darkness, or worse. additionally, interactions with scratch outside of canon remedy characters will have to be plotted just because of the very specific parameters around his existence (this is for my sake; I'm new here and I want to get things down well and right and the best way for this is to develop plots and dynamics).

rose is affectionately unhinged but is also wildly shippable, if your muse can accept that alan wake is always gonna occupy a specific and special place in her heart. also, she's the new lady of the light. fighting the forces of darkness is going to end up being a date night activity, so get your flashlight ready and bring a shovel!

[pacificseaotter]

so you have clicked on my blog

[BANNER | PFP] 

greetings. welcome. this is the first step towards inevitable insanity. today you’re getting a rundown of what to expect from me. perhaps this shall gain me a few more vict- I MEAN, FOLLOWERS! yesyes lovely followers who i shall Not torment with angst nope not me!

hi, i’m crow! or one of several other names. my friends can call me Paci! my names + pronouns are here, and here’s a good reference on gendered terms.

you can find my boundaries HERE

first off, the obvious. yep that’s the aro flag, congrats you’re a winner. here’s the credit for that go use them they’re cool. i am a lovequeer, ambiamorous aroace. i mostly talk about the aro part, i don’t post much about being ace other than cool art and reblogs. i do tag things with #ace, #aro, and #aroace but most commonly i tag things with #aroposting.

now as you may have noticed, i am a mcyt blog. mostly. however given that i keep hyperfixating on one smp for a few months and then getting bored of it, i cannot give you a consistent list of who i post about. but what i Can give you is a list of smps/characters i have posted about in the past. there is a low but never zero chance i will randomly show interest in one of them again.

smps: empires (both s1 and s2), hermitcraft, origins, lifesteal (what’s that? go here), third life, double life, rats smp. I AM NOT A DSMP BLOG AND I DO NOT SUPPORT DREAM.

characters/ccs: branzy, clownpierce, planetlord, dl!pearl, almost all empires characters, flower husbands (ship), branzypierce (ship), hc!grian, hc!geminitay, e!geminitay, scott smajor (o!scott, e!scott, cc!scott), wilbur soot (o!wilbur, 100p!wilbur, mcc!wilbur, c!wilbur, cc!wilbur), soup group (mostly pearl & gem)

non-mcyt interests: lotr (lord of the rings), toh (the owl house), tma (the magnus archives), httyd (how to train your dragon), mineblr, space stuff, crows (yes the animal), and otters! in case That wasn’t obvious from my url.

and now, we haven’t even gotten to the reason most of my followers are here yet! so yes, that is correct, that would be my trademark angst! i write fanfiction about gay block people and collect my readers’ tears as payment. my pinned post before this was in fact my writing masterpost. 

important information includes: here’s my ao3 and here’s #paciFics, my writing tag. Just. Bask in the glory of that pun for a moment. Okay, alright, moving on.

FAQS: “can i make things based off your fics?” absolutely yes i WILL go feral. please feel free the only requirement is tag me because i want to see it! also i’ll link it below (unless you tell me not to) ↳ sun and moon (fic based on magic by moonlight!!!) by anonymous. ↳art for bleeding out in your arms tonight by @tis-i-beep-boop ↳art for magic by moonlight by @felicityphoenix5  ↳art for the devil is a gentleman by @jarojam

“do you like to make your readers suffer?”  yes. that’s my goal. cry, bitch.

“do you have a tagslist/can i be added?” yes, here, send me an ask.

Now of course, tags. Believe it or not there IS a method to the considerable amount of madness. Below are the tags you can expect to find me using most commonly. Just be glad I have a tagging system, actually, because I am not very organized.

#the otter splashes - previously #ramblings. original posts about anything and everything but mostly brainrot, writing, and mutuals.

#aroposting - any time i am posting/reblogging things about being aro. i won’t always tag art that i reblog with this though, and i definitely won’t tag ace-only stuff with it.

#paciFics - as mentioned, my fics/writing #sketches in the sand - tag for any of my own art i post

#pacific answers - the most boring ask tag ever ↳#nix tag - asks from my beloved mutual @felicityphoenix5 ↳#anon-der the sea - anon asks. cringe is dead. don’t mind the sobbing.  ↳ named anons - for reference. joobies my bestie-

#art - tag i use when reblogging art. mostly. haven’t been great at tagging it lately. but please consider reblogging to support artists. do i need to link the rant here.

#fics - other people’s works. reblog fics you fucking cowards (if you do reblog fics i love you /p). reblog fics just as much as art. got it?

HERE is my system of saving posts

#under the deep queue sea is fairly self explanatory. my queue tag.

#otter tag is my tag for otters, the animal! anything otter-related will go under this tag. please tag me in posts about otters! as you can tell by my name i love the little guys :D #pacific’s picrews is a categorization tag for any picrews i post. i just like the silly little guys ok. 

other notes: i tag things with #me irl quite frequently and when i’m tagging art i do tag people in it quite often but i don’t use full usernames. so my tags are just #wilbur, #pearl, #gem, etc. #scott #smajor gets two tags cause i can never decide which to use. i am also very bad at remembering to tag everything all the time. and the lifestealers dont even have tags WHOOPS

TWS: i’m not great about tagging tws, but i will tag graphic depictions of blood (both in my own fics and art that i reblog) as well as any very intense tws in my fics. and i do try my best to tag #suggestive. my tws are “#tw [thing]” nsfw text will also be tagged. and if there’s something else that i need to start tagging let me know i will do my best. also, i use caps a LOT. please be warned if that is something that bothers you.

so, the otterverse. what is it? read about it here, but TL;DR is that it’s basically my mutuals & several of my followers roleplaying in my askbox. if you see me talking about c!paci, c!otter, divorce anon,c!felix, divotter, or pacix, those are characters/ships (the first four are characters, the last two are ships). 

general tw for themes of unreality in the otterverse. i tag most things as unreality in addition to #the otterverse, so you can block one or both of those. also warnings for death, manipulation, guilt, body horror, and the apocalypse.

also, there are a LOT of named anons in the otterverse, most of which are Not on my named anons list. but i do have THIS!! it’s a list of every character in the otterverse :D

we’ve even got otterverse fanart!! c!otter, divorce anon, fight or flirt anon, panel featuring several events, s1 finale, wreck of the theater, c!felix s1 finale (SO COOL), crescent anon, divorce anon again, divorce anon design concepts, burning theater with c!felix, c!otter and stickynote (TW BLOOD & GORE), stickynote & friend :), stickynote above the fountain, stickynote and the radio. and theres more atp i just can’t be bothered to go look for the links. sorry.

i don’t really have a dni, but like. basic dni stuff. i’ll block you if i don’t like something on your blog (i’m really don’t block very many people though). like. just don’t be a jerk. be nice. we’ll probably be fine. that being said: terfs, ableists, homophobes, transphobes, anti-neopronouns, anti-endo/sysmed, FUCK OFF (i am a singlet and i never post anything about syscourse or systems but i Will block you. i don’t want you here). i will also block any nsfw/18+ blogs for the sole reason of I Can’t See Your Blog. it’s mostly just a precaution, sorry.

A List Of My Sideblogs:

@atlanticseaotter - my post limit blog @spirallusions​ - tma oc roleplay blog @takenbythemist​ - blog for things abt gender

other things to know (oh, mist, there’s MORE?! but you’ve already- shut. welcome to my blog i ramble on far longer than is needed)

the lifestealblr polycule official list

ATTENTION! the turtle run post is mandatory viewing. suffer. this art is also mandatory viewing. if you cannot hande either of these posts, i would advise you do not follow me (although there’s NO explicit nsfw, i am a minor)

if you compliment my fics i WILL dissolve into a screaming pile /pos. although please do feel welcome to send me asks about any of my fics at any time!

there is something wrong with me. it adds to my appeal. my motivation for literally everything is “because why not.” who’s gonna stop me?

tumblr is where random thoughts go. this means vents sometimes. i tag them with #vent post so you can blacklist them if you dont want to see those, and i also deal with rsd quite a lot, which i tag as well. you can blacklist #rsd and #vent post to avoid these. i am very good about tagging those.

[staggeringsmite]

HELLO! just finished properly listening to your (amazing!) corruption arc playlist! I have many thoughts, and so I wanted to ask you about specific moments and/or characters that you associate with songs (as mentioned in your tags), as I am simply SO intrigued. (did you have certain songs that were added for certain character(s)? were any songs for specific what if's? etc.) also, please consider this a free pass to ramble about anything related to the playlist that you wish. it is SO excellent!!

AHHHH!! thank you jade (both for the compliment and the free space to yell about my thoughts here because when i get playlist brainrot i get it Bad <3) // the playlist in question

i think i'm genuinely going to do a song-by-song thoughts below the cut, but here are some overview thoughts/associations if you don't wanna read all of that or don't have the time!

overall this started with athena by nova twins! i thought the sp*der imagery and overall vibe was great for a more sinister look at the wacky (mostly) chaotic neutral party as they are, just going full lolth. i wanted the pacing to be semi-slow and then drop into the more rock-heavy reckless villain-y section before moving into a (?) bittersweet? i guess? end that feels a bit more like a question mark of if it was worth it.

i think this party is full of extremely interesting motivations to side with an evil power for their own gain/the benefit of the people they care about, and each one of them has a very complex relationship with that so things spun wildly out of control as a thought about this.

for songs i associate with specific characters here's an overview, but you'll notice there aren't a lot for fy'ra rai or orym which i get into a bit more in the song-by-song:

all: i come with knives, into the spin, steady/steady, control, bad dreams / lolth: million years, athena, diggers / dariax: diggers, plenty, hollow / dorian: athena, grenadine, dangerous / fearne: plenty, you should see me in a crown, black wave / fy'ra rai: home / opal: home, grenadine, black wave, you should see me in a crown / orym: i'm not calling you a liar, dangerous

song-by-song >:)

1. i come with knives (acoustic) - this song, zoowee, so i went with the acoustic version because i think it's a nice slow but sinister start and it very much gave me the feeling of whenever you begin as a character to question taking this kind of power, that is a Source yes that you can do whatever with but is rooted in temptation and associated with evil, is there any real justification for that which is not in some part selfish. "i come with knives and agony to love you" if that isn't the chosen ones to a T in their overall reasoning for even considering a deal with lolth. and as much as that may be rooted in care, and wanting to be strong and powerful enough to protect the people they care about, it is a painful way to love when you really choose that path once and for all.

2. into the spin - this one is based on "slow climb but quick to descend" and i love the instrumentation as a part of the overall vibe, but it's about sowing the seed here. planting even a hint of consideration in accepting the power of the circlet and lolth's words is going to need time for the person to mull it over, but once it's on it is On baby.

3. million years - this is what i mean by All In Baby, and while it isn't the playlists narrative point of anyone actually accepting the power for good, it is a glimpse intended to shake things up after an 8 minute slow start with the first two songs, and this is all about lolth who is a Chaotic Evil entity, who is a reckless and hauntingly destructive force <3

4. home - "everything you made will end up broken" i think this song to fy'ra rai is more of an omen, of everything that she cannot fix but wants to, knowing that she cannot make choices for the group and seeing the potential path they could wind up on and knowing that fundamentally if they go that way it is their decision no matter how much it will hurt her - for opal there is SOMETHING about the tone of this song that feels very much like her, and the complete lack of care it seems to have to rattle off mundane things to the intimate drama of the place, to omens, to demands/declarations i think it shows her personality well and how that pairs with a chaotic neutral entity being offered something like the power of the circlet

5. steady, steady - idk if this is necessarily everyone but the mix of you know when you're ready and i am ready to be the one, this is the song about taking the leap and grabbing for power and/or fy'ra rai and orym's feelings of diving in with them or resisting/leaving them

6. diggers - for lolth this is just the consistent "i've been waiting for you" in the bg which i found fun and disconcering but also i think this is the perfect party and perfect storm for her to convince someone to use the circlets power >:) - for dariax! it seems with what we know he doesn't really know that he is a divine soul sorcerer? unless that is a show he is putting up. still, i feel like him carrying the circlet is Very interesting as someone with a divine bloodline who is in a way being given/chosen for that type of power holding onto this artifact born from evil and perhaps being tempted by it & i think this song works as an interesting back and forth for him with the strange double-entity grab for him in a way

7. athena - truly just a banger that fit the vibes wayyyy too well and started this whole thing, it's loud and reckless and out for blood babey <3 - i think i associate it with dorian mostly because i also associate it with lolth and he is the closest to really taking that leap in canon (and also probably the first one the go if we're following this playlist like a story with everyone/most everyone going corrupt, though it can be read truly infinite ways these are just compiled songs) i think it has a certain flair and appeal that just makes me Feel like it's the song that would play the second dorian puts the circlet on (which! fun fact! decreases your charisma by 2! have fun beloved bard!) - i think it's a very intense conversation

8. i’m not calling you a liar - okayokayokay it's orym thought time bc there are sooo many worlds and routes for orym here and i truly have no idea where he would even end up in this hypothetical. do i think that orym loves these guys and wants to protect them? yes. do i think that he may genuinely take the pain of loving them and keep his morals by walking away and/or turning on them if they all go evil? maybe. do i think he also might love them enough to throw that away? maybe. in a party of all chaotic neutrals besides him without fy'ra rai he is surprisingly the wild card here. while they have each other and no one else, he has the teachings and wisdom of the voice of the tempest and a moral compass that does not align with theirs at all. so, something has to give! dorian's slide into chaotic neutral was natural, but i think orym would be giving up Much More of himself to let himself slide from neutral good to chaotic neutral. i have no answers only sad, sad hypotehtical questions and scenarios so i will just, leave you with "and i love you so much, i'm gonna let you kill me." - this song also comes here before the storm of the 3-5 because whatever way he goes i think orym sees it all happen before anyone else does.

9. grenadine - Do Not Tell Me You Couldn't Hear villainous opal and dorian say the lines "what a big heart i have, i'll be your savior now. what a real catch i am, all the more to pull you down." - i see this song as playful but more genuine for dorian in terms of Truly Really believing any action he does to protect his friends is justified and good to him in his eyes whereas this is a very playful song for a villainous opal - they both give off this vibe strongly though (could see this one for fearne as well but don't have a good a justification)

10. black wave - helloooooo my favorite druid and warlock?? going apeshit with power? more so than they already are on a day-to-day basis (esp given episode 6 combat)? that's what this song is about. "stumbling down the street i swear to god you don't wanna test me" - i also think they both have an interesting question with "what do i believe?" with fearne being of the feywild which is a place of considerably different moral standing to exandria and opal being so young that she doesn't have the world figured out at all <3 terrifying and upsetting when you get into those questions on a corruption arc <3

11. you should see me in a crown - okay i knooooow this one is on the dorian playlist BUT vibes for my brutal babes <333 something about opal’s whole personality and fearne confronting the mirror self But eventually choosing/heading down the path anyway?? impeccable i love it there’s very few other thoughts here

12. control - OKAY not only does this song Fuck but i put it as party wide because i think it transitions nicely into the end of the mix which is more of the “questioning this decision after going all in but not being able to turn back/was it all worth it in the end?” part - i mostly love the “though i like the idea of providence... i’m in love with control” repeated because! i think the circlet is very interesting in that it has been iterated many times over that though it has connections to lolth and she has some claim/twisted abilities with it, it IS just a power source. so, the idea of going all in and accepting this power is an incredibly interesting dilemma of “who’s in charge here? did you really put it on/would you have without these dreams and lolth’s influence? are you really in control?” i think this song really represents that admission/delusion of control in this situation.

13. plenty - okay this song in any context is just my Feywild/Faerie Vibe song so i think this trails back to my feelings about fearne leaning into that different set of fey morals along a corruption arc, and as for dariax i think this is about abundance! following through that mixture of divine power source and chaotic evil god origin over dariax and his chaotic history of vast and varied experiences in emon, i think this very much befits a corrupt version of him.

14. dangerous - this song makes me insane, and the first reason i put it on the mix was the “the dead are true believers. rest assured. we are all believers” really just made me think of a terrible and cinematic moment of them discovering the circlet with the dead aboard the ship ESP in the context of this playlist’s narrative where that was the point they were destined to claim its power and go through their corruption arc - “how does it feel to be your own deceiver?” is the main reason and feeling as for why i made this a dorian song as well in line with “don’t worry i would do anything for my friends.” bc i personally find dorian’s corruption arc to be disillusioned with his own intentions and takes a lot of convincing himself that taking this power for his friends is noble in the scope of this group’s collective morals and self-interest in keeping each other safe and prosperous so <3

15. hollow - woowee dariax corruption, at least in this scope, i think is very frightening to me in that i think he’s going full maximalist, abundant, greedy, impulsive chaotic evil if we’re realllly leaning into a villain arc but still many of those things if we’re just going “this group is the only thing that matters and i’ll do anything for them no matter the cost” - i also think this song has a tone of resentment towards this? apprehension a bit? recognizing that this is how the person singing is but not entirely enjoying or feeling justified in it? as impulsive as dariax is, i think he cares A Lot, and is even a character i could see pulling a reverse dorian and going chaotic good in a different story than we’re in? “so simple when i was younger” and “i’d be a dancer of a different tune” really give me angsty dariax vibes in the height of his corruption arc

16. bad dreams - “don't you worry about your bad dreams cause I'm not in them. don't you worry about what change brings cause you can't stop it.” WOOF i don’t know that this one really needs to be explained but it’s the climax and the descent all in one of the party/corrupted individual being too far gone in their decision to step back or be saved. i think the tone of the song lends itself well to a mixture of uncaring but also giving some question to if they regret it or not based on the narration of the crowd against them.