#ae rambles about: selfships!

[opalthea]

SELFSHIP WARNING! You have been warned. 😈

The content below will be a belated birthday gift for myself. Happy birthday to me ❤️ and I know he'd be there for me. See how his events involved his birthday AND my birthday, we are meant to be <33

15th of October, 11:50.

Xiao stood idly with his arms crossed, eyeing the view below them mutely. The night had been as peaceful — the winds chimed in each breeze, but perhaps that was the doing of the Anemo Archon — without the need for him to vanquish demons of the old.

Beside him was Esther, sitting on the grassy part of the cliff and writing away in her sketchbook that she carried on her person. The poetry event had kick-started her love for the arts, Xiao recognised it well in the way her eyes sparkled, and truly, he need not disturb her in her peace.

Was it a normal occurrence for him to have the time to accompany another being? Logically speaking, no - with his duty on his shoulders and his preference to avoid people, he should be far away from this gala she spoke of. He should be out there, protecting what has been bestowed upon him and continue to serve the nation, like the weapon he claimed to be.

But here he was, watching her fingers weave and string words into a flowery language, like a skilled florist. A language that he was versed in — courtesy of Bonanus, that cheeky yaksha — but not well equipped with. His eyes trail intently when she got stuck in a particular sentence, her lips pursed and bitten, and then her eyes glaring at the paper as if it would bring her the words she needed.

He knew not of the time, but the day drew nearer to a close. The moon rose to its peak slowly.

"You put yourself in trivial matters that would only strain your mind," he began, though not chiding or insulting. He took his seat right next to her, propping an arm up with his knee. "Why focus on a specific sentence when you could create more from a different perspective?"

He earned himself an eye roll from her, but it was all out of lighthearted jest. And, as if she could not hide it for any longer than a second, a smile pulled at the corner of her lips.

The moon paled in comparison to her, for she was the sun that provided it light.

"By all means, dear adeptus, if you think yourself learned, won't you craft me a short poem?" She teased, poking the feather tip of her quill towards his exposed shoulder. He all but flinched; he had endured many great things, a simple feather would not bother him in the slightest.

In reply to her playful banter, his stare remained on her person, and so did hers to his eyes. A silent challenge, but nothing malicious.

The moon awaited his response, breath held, inching higher in the sky. His eyes glimmered determinedly when his mind came up with the idea, and like the hidden poet that he is, he pretended to be brave, and uttered lowly.

"I want nothing more,

Sweet dreams cannot compare to

You who consumed me."

... Silence washed over them, and Xiao quickly regretted his actions. Perhaps he truly was not built for these kinds of things, with his talents being so closely related to the art of weapons and wars, and the dances of graceful fights.

That was until a lovely blush settled across her face, and a smile so endearing wobbled on her lips. Esther made a sound similar to that of an amused snort, before turning away bashfully.

Ah, so it was not all for vain.

"Okay, you caught me there. You're definitely not bad at it." She ran a hand through the hair on the side of her head, tucking a thick lock behind her ear. Noticeably, it turned red at the pointy top. Then, she returned her gaze to him. "But I guess that means I've used up what little things I could demand of you for a birthday gift, right?"

Xiao hovered his hand over half of his face when he realised that he, too, was burning up. A smile tugged dangerously on his face. What a foolish feeling.

"No. Feel free to ask anything of me, if it is within my capabilities, I will do it."

[cakeships]

Dmtryo // you might know me from my main @cakeboxie

Icon by @junowritings

i this is my selfship sideblog it’s gonna be mostly rbs and me screaming about how badly I want to kiss the above tiefling on the mouth sloppy style.

If you want to know about my other selfships they’re below the break but like. I’m deep in the Zevlor obsession rn like- other than the occasional unhinged ramble it’s gonna be mostly him for the foreseeable future tho.

Tags r also down there

OH ALSO IM CHIL WITH DOUBLES + CANON SHIPS PLEASE IF YOU TOO WANT TO KISS THE ABOVE TIEFLING ON THE MOUTH TALK TO MEEEEE we can be insane together <3

OKAY RIGHT SO SHIPS + SI INFO

Zevlor/Charlie

🌅 <- tag emoji

Ship name is hellbright

Charlie swings between just being an OC and being my self insert by the day dudes

Hhhhhhhngshsg oath of redemption paladin/oathbroken paladin….. did u want…. Devotion so deep it borders on religious…..

They have a Pinterest board bc I spend my free time thinking about them.

^ the extended lore

Welt Yang/Dmtryo

🍂 <- tag emoji

Ship name is Antigravity

Often includes !!grooming and !!agegap

The express stumbles upon a stranded ship, it cannot be repaired and its young captain is forced to become a trailblazer in hopes of finding the parts he needs to return to his nomadic lifestyle

Neuvillette/Dmtryo

💧 <- tag emoji

Ship name is Abyssal Eyes (shortened to AE)

Reincarnation and memories of the soul themed angst

Dmtryo is an abyss creature purified by the primordial sea. Severing his ties to the abyss but unable to free him from his monstrous form without killing him.

🛡️Argenti: chivalrous knight x guy who doesn’t need to be saved but appreciates the company

🧋Kamisato Ayato: I’m still figuring this one out

🖌️ Yusuke kitagawa: daddy issues and autistic creatives (also flat effect x hyper expressive)

👾 Spyke: childhood friends drift apart then meet again at the worst point of their lives and cling to each other (this one is endlessly toxic)

🥛Francis Mosses: girl next door but the girl is a reclusive dilf who might be a doppelgänger (he is, but he finds people fascinating and is slowly shaping his brain to be able to experience the “love” that drives humans to such extremes)

📗 Harvey: Gruff dude brings him coffee and talks with him until they end up falling in love without ever officially talking about it.

📕 Elliot: creatives bond over the hell that is writes block, gradually ramps up until they’re attached at the hip.

💾 Kinito: Stockholm syndrome with a pink football shaped pc virus.

[mammonprotectionsquad]

Am the person who send u about

***can i ask your opinion***

Thankyou so much 🥺

It's 3.14 in my country rn and i can sleep becuz this thought keep distract me and sometimes i think about this alot

Thiss makes me stress so much and i dont want to be stress am scared that my mental health will go down

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So .... i have 707 as my f/o (am selfshipper) this help me go thru my mental health problem and my bad personality is.... I LIKE TO BE THE MOST AND ONLY IMPORTANT PERSON TO THEM

Omg i dont want to say this people will judge me :'(

Am scared that i will not be the most/only important to him becuz of .... his brother

Selfship should make me happy right? 😿

By the way your blog look so cute 💗

Oh no, sweetheart! Okay, listen. I know it can be a bit tricky, especially when you spiral and all your brain does is go down the unpleasant road of answers.

But while there's no doubt that Saeran of course plays a huge role in Seven's life, it's kind of inevitable, it's a completely different kind of importance.

You're the love of Seven's life, the person he'd do anything for to keep you safe and happy.

Sure, you'd have to share him with his brother sometimes, but he'd drop everything for you when you need him or tell him you want cuddles, for example.

This also kind of depends on which route/AE you go from. If it's the SE's, everything would be more relaxed when Saeran gets more stable. Seven would happily spend a shit ton of time with you.

And if you go from Saeran's AE, where he's a lot more stable (because he has MC) you'd mainly have to share Seven for some bonding time, I think.

That man would give you the moon, if you so desired. He'd try and find a way to make it happen. So don't be worried about him not prioritizing you. You're his 606, his heart. He'll always love you the most. Brotherly love is something completely different.

(Also I get the feeling Saeran could be quite happy if you kept Seven busy, most of the time 😉)

And you don't have to be scared of people judging you for how you feel. I think it's pretty normal that you'd want the person you love most (including your comfort characters) to have you as their top priority.

I hope I could help you at least feel a bit better with this 💕 and that my rambling made at least some sense xD

[myherokatsuki]

about.

Hi, I’m joz!  I follow/reply from @/joz-stankovich.  My preferred pronouns are they/them.  I’m a self-indulgent artist and writer whose weakness is mutual pining and smut with feeling.

➞ Currently rewatching: BNHA       ↳ Favourite Characters: Bakugou & Kirishima ➞ Currently watching: Haikyuu       ↳ Favourites Characters: Hinata, Nishinoya, Kuroo, Oikawa ➞ On my to watch list: Tokyo Rev & JJK

➞ Favourite animes: Cowboy Bebop, Full Metal Panic!, FLCL, Trigun, BNHA

Some of my other interests include: horror films literally the majority of what I watch, video games (with fallout and mass effect being my all time favourites & ocarina of time and katamari damacy my comfort games), drawing, writing, hanging out with my two kitties, and making too many ocs.

I’m not really sure what else to add lol, but if you have any questions, feel free to shoot them my way.

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