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Okay yall, I’ve read too many at this point and they were hot, so I’m trying a Stranger Things fic. Please don’t come for me, I know nothing about the show itself as I haven’t watched it and have no plans to, and my only knowledge of canon comes through the fics I’ve read. So enjoy this self indulgent semi-smutty fic that I couldn’t really finish the sex scene in because my brain left so. Yeah. Don’t hate me for this, my brain didn’t want to do this after I wrote the one scene it wanted.
Pairing(s): Steve Harrington x Fem!Reader, Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader, Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson, Fem!Reader
Warnings: Reader has a huge praise kink, so many mentions of sexual things, smut, bi!steve harrington, bi!eddie munson. probably bi!reader, never explicitly mentioned, but let’s be real, i’m writing it, she’s probably bi. oral sex, fem!receiving. implied but not explicit p in v!sex. aftercare & cuddles.
Word Count: 4155
Summary: You’ve been dating your two boyfriends for about a year, and the three of you have had sex a few times, but nothing major. However, while they’ve been a little more open about what they want to do, you’ve been hiding one thing from them. Your major praise kink.
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You were making KD for the boys when they got home, as today was your day off. Thank goodness, as you hadn’t slept well at all last night. “Rob, I had a nightmare about telling them, I can’t!” 
Steve and Eddie stood in the kitchen doorway together glancing back and forth between each other, you, and the phone. What the hell had happened while they were at work? They heard Robin say something to you, but couldn’t make out what it was over the phone. “What the hell am I supposed to do, Rob? How am I supposed to tell my two boyfriends I have a major fucking praise kink?” You asked into the phone.
“That’s one way to do it, sweetheart.” Steve said while Eddie groaned softly in response to your revelation.
You spun around so fast you almost ripped the phone cord out of the wall. “Uh, Rob, I’m gonna have to talk to you later.” You said, cutting off whatever reply she was gonna give you by slamming the phone back on the receiver.
“So what, baby? Just call you cute and you’ll get all turned on for us?” Steve asked, reaching out for you because he wanted his “home from work” hug.
You gave Steve his hug, shaking your head while blushing out of your mind. “No? I-uh, I don’t really know.”
Eddie nodded slowly in understanding. “Ah, so like calling you a good girl.”
“Yeah,” You nodded softly. “And fuck, don’t do that.”
“It worked, didn’t it?” Eddie asked. 
“..Maybe.” You agreed.
Steve rubbed your back softly. “I know this wasn’t how you wanted to tell us, but we’re happy you did, princess. We’re proud of you.” Your thighs instinctively clenched together.
“That works too, baby girl?” Eddie asked, coming up behind you and holding your hips gently.
“Looks like it.” You muttered into Steve’s chest, embarrassed.
Eddie rubbed his thumbs in small circles on your hips. “There’s no need to be embarrassed, princess. But why don’t you finish dinner while we wash up and we can all talk about this later?”
You nodded, pecking them both on the cheek as you turned back to the stove so that you wouldn’t burn anything. It wouldn’t be the first time they had distracted you so badly that you had burnt dinner.
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After dinner, Steve and Eddie took you into the bedroom you all shared and sat you on the bed. “There’s no need to be embarrassed in front of us, baby girl.” Steve said. “We’ve told you in explicit detail what we want to do with you and each other.” 
Eddie wanted to be gently tied (or handcuffed, depending on where you were) to the bed while either Steve fucked him or either of you rode him (or Steve fucked him while you rode him). But he also wanted to maybe try tying or handcuffing either of you, but only if you were okay with it. Steve wanted you to try riding his thigh one day, which you were not opposed to at all because god damn your men had some nice thighs, and he wanted to definitely try you sitting on his face. You honestly couldn’t even remember everything they said they wanted to try. Apparently, your boys were a bit adventurous. 
He was telling the truth, a couple of months ago the three of you had had a conversation in bed about what all of you wanted. You spent a good portion of that talk hiding your face in either Steve’s or Eddie’s chest at any given point while blushing like a complete virgin. 
During that whole conversation, you barely said a word; you knew at that point that you liked it when they told you they were proud of you, or you’d worked so hard and to let them pamper you, or that you had done a good job. That had always lit something in you, but you were scared to say it. You didn’t want to know what their reaction would be, and since you guys had just had sex right before, if it was a good reaction, you were also too sore to want to find out.
“I know.” You mumbled.
“Did you figure it out after that conversation?” Eddie asked, softly, sitting next to you. You shook your head. “During?” You shook your head again.
Steve sat on your other side, rubbing your back soothingly. “You knew before then?” You nodded, sniffling back tears.
“Hey, princess, don’t cry.” Eddie said, stroking your cheek softly. “We’re not mad at you.”
“You’re not?” You asked, looking up at Eddie.
His heart broke a little seeing the tears running down your cheeks. “Of course not, pretty girl. You weren’t ready to tell us yet. That’s okay.” 
You wrapped your arms around his neck and cried into his shoulder with both of them rubbing your back for a few minutes before your tears subsided. “I thought I was broken.” You mumbled.
“Why do you say that, honey?” Steve asked, resting his head against your back.
“Every time you guys would say that you were proud of me, or I had worked too hard and you needed to take care of me, or that I did a good job I’d get all..” You trailed off, not having found the word you wanted to use.
“Horny?” Eddie asked bluntly.
You nodded. “Yeah.” You said softly.
Steve stood from the bed, grabbing some clothes. “Why don’t we rest now and we can handle this more tomorrow?” He asked, tossing you each something to sleep in.
“More talking?” You asked softly.
“We don’t have to, honey. It’s not like we’re going to go through every second of your life and psychoanalyze you to figure out when this originated.” Eddie answered, stripping down to his boxers to sleep in. “But if you want to, maybe we can explore this a little tomorrow.” 
“I’m covering Robin’s shift.” You said, changing into what Steve had thrown at you.
Eddie smiled softly at your need to always please and help everyone. “When’s the shift?”
“8-5.” You answered, crawling under the covers.
“I work until 4, I can make dinner tomorrow?” Steve asked you both, climbing under the covers next to you.
“Well I work until 5:30, so I say yes.” Eddie said.
You curled into Steve’s chest. “Me too, Stevie, although we should still have some leftovers.”
Steve wrapped his arm around you, pulling Eddie into the both of you. “It could be, but we all know it’ll be a better after-sex snack than dinner.”
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When you got home from work the next day, Steve was already cooking. It didn’t seem like much though, maybe frozen pizza? You weren’t sure. Either way, you made a beeline for the kitchen and wrapped your arms around Steve’s waist.
“Hi, my beautiful baby girl.” He said, turning around in your arms and kissing your forehead.
“Hi Stevie.” You mumbled, pressing your face further into his shirt.
“Are you okay?” He asked, looking up in confusion at Eddie who had appeared in the kitchen doorway. 
You nodded. “Need you to say it.” You mumbled into his chest.
“Say it? Say what, princess?” He asked again, increasingly confused.
“Don’t make me say it, baby.” You said.
A look of understanding crossed Steve’s face. “You want me to call you a good girl?” You nodded into his chest. “Good girl.” He said appreciatively, knowing how hard it must’ve been for you to come to him for that. Steve and Eddie watched the tension leave your shoulders as a sigh of relief came out of your mouth.
“Thank you.” You whispered as a soft smile appeared on your face.
“You okay, baby girl?” Steve asked.
You nodded. “Rough day. Long day. Just wanted to come back home as soon as I got there.”
“You’ve been such a good girl for us, princess. We know how hard that was for you.” Eddie said, kissing the top of your head as you nuzzled into his chest instead of Steve’s. The sound that left your throat was unlike any noise that they had heard you make before. You were very quiet in bed, unless you were asking for ‘more’ or calling one of their names. “Baby girl?” Eddie asked quietly.
You cleared your throat softly, blushing. “I’m gonna go wash up before dinner. I had to clean the storage room today and it was disgusting.” You hurried into the large bathroom the three of you shared, shutting the door behind you and leaning against it. What the fuck was that noise? You thought, starting the shower and stripping off.
Eddie suddenly appeared behind you, wrapping you in a hug in the mirror. “Hey, pretty girl. Mind if I save some water with you?” You shook your head, still blushing from before. 
“No, Eds, we can save water but you have to help me wash my hair.”
He nodded, stripping himself and pulling you under the stream of water with him. “You know nothing you can possibly do will make us love you any less?”
You traced your fingers over his tattoos, nodding. “I know, I’m just-”
“A little nervous? Insecure? Scared?” He asked, rubbing small circles on your lower back.
“Yeah.” You said softly, hiding your face in his chest again. 
Eddie turned you around so you wouldn’t have to hide and squeezed some of your shampoo into his hand before rubbing it into your hair. “It’s okay to feel that way. God knows Stevie and I do sometimes too.” You nodded, relaxing into the feeling of Eddie’s hands moving through your hair and rinsing out the shampoo. “You okay? Feeling any better?”
You hummed in agreement, wishing you could stay under the warm water forever. “Hey lovebirds, dinner’s ready!” Steve called through the door, causing the two of you to break out of the little bubble you had formed and all of your anxiety to come rushing back. Eddie turned off the water and wrapped you in a towel, ushering you back into the bedroom to grab some clothes to go eat in.
“Thank you for making dinner, Stevie.” You said, giving him a hug in the kitchen once you were dressed.
“Of course, princess. You know we all take turns doing it. Even when dinner is just frozen pizza.” He replied, kissing the top of your head and leading you over to the table. “Dinner is served, m’lady.” Steve had set the table and even put pizza on all the plates, knowing which kind each of you liked best and where you each sat around the table.
Eddie walked in, sitting with the two of you as Steve rested a hand on your thigh. This was a common occurrence when they wanted sex, one hand each, slowly sliding up higher until you told them to knock it off. Eddie gave Steve a look, having seen into your brain a bit in the shower and Steve moved his hand off your thigh, kicking you both lightly under the table.
“How was your shift, hun?” You asked Steve, kicking him back lightly.
“Wasn’t bad, just wanted to come home and sleep, really.” You and Eddie nodded in agreement, just having to wake up to an alarm any morning made any of you want to stay in bed and snuggle. “How was yours, Eds?” He asked, taking a bite of his pizza.
Eddie chuckled, trying not to choke as he told you two the story of Jason coming in with a flat tire, a missing side mirror, and all of his turning signals burnt out as just the visible problems. This was followed by the fact that Jason had to be nice to Eddie to not get him to pawn off the car onto another mechanic at the shop just for all the shit in high school. Plus, Jason needed an oil change, had no brake fluid, and only had winter washer fluid in, despite the fact that he had a bottle of the summer stuff in his trunk. 
You almost spit out your pop as Steve choked on his pizza while Eddie regaled the look on Jason’s face when he told him the price. “Dude, you can’t let this much damage happen to a car before you bring it in. How long haven’t you had turn signals? When did the mirror go missing? When were you due for an oil change? You have washer fluid in your trunk, why isn’t it in your engine? Did you really only bring in the car because the tire went flat?” Yeah, he racked up quite the bill with that one. 
“You would think for the biggest bully in school who was always raving about his car, that he would take better care of it.” You said, standing up for a refill as you passed Steve and Eddie the pizza they each wanted more of.
You turned around to walk back to the table with the boys but realized that Steve had cornered you gently against the counter. “Baby girl, I know you’re nervous.”
“And you’re allowed to be.” Eddie said from behind him. 
“And we don’t have to play with this at all if you don’t want to. We never have to play with it. But if and when you’re ready, we’re here for as long as you trust us to be.”
“I know.” You said, looking down at the kitchen tile. “I do trust you guys, I just-”
Eddie interjected softly. “Don’t know what to do?”
You nodded. “Princess, that’s okay. Thank you for sharing this with us anyways.” Steve started. “We know it isn’t always easy to communicate wants and needs, and we want to remind you that we aren’t mad at you.”
“And you’re most definitely not broken. Whether it be for something that you think is weird making you horny, or it’s anything else your brain is telling you; we love you no matter what.” Eddie said, resting his chin on Steve’s shoulder.
“And,” Steve said, leaning towards you with a stage whisper, “we fuck good girls better.” You gripped onto the counter a little harder with one hand as you felt your knees almost buckle underneath you.
“I-” You started softly. “I don’t want to be punished or anything. If I fuck up, I don’t want spankings or punishments. And I don’t want like extra rules I have to follow either.”
Steve’s posture softened visibly as you said this, still not looking at either of them. Eddie grabbed one of your hands softly, bending over to kiss it gently. “Baby of course.” Eddie said. “We do not have to turn this into a BDSM relationship just because you have a praise kink and we want to play with some things eventually. This will not affect our entire dynamic.”
“Okay.” You said, nodding.
“Okay?” Steve asked. “You trust us?”
You looked up at him smiling hopefully at you and giggled softly. “Of course I trust you, Stevie.” Eddie raised an eyebrow, smirking softly. “Yeah, yeah. You too, Eds.” You let him pull you into a hug as Steve kissed your hands lightly. “Do good girls really get fucked better?” You asked softly, blushing as you did.
“Oh yeah.” Eddie said, kissing your cheek and wiggling his eyebrows. “Good girls get fucked the absolute best.”
Steve cupped your other cheek, resting his forehead against yours. “Do you wanna be our good girl, princess?” You nodded, trying not to make any noises you weren’t used to making. “Words, baby girl.”
“Yes, Steve.” You said breathily, he raised an eyebrow. “Wanna be yours and Ed’s good girl. Wanna be good for you.”
“I’m proud of you, sweetheart.” Eddie said in your ear. “I know that can’t have been easy for you.” You let out a high pitched whine and Eddie picked you up, carrying you into the bedroom and laying you down on the bed. “Want you to make more of those noises, baby.”
“Yeah?” You asked softly, pulling at the collar of his shirt.
Eddie pulled off your leggings and his shirt before throwing your thighs over his shoulders. “Oh you’ve got to be fucking kidding me.” He said, groaning.
“What is it?” Steve asked.
“Our good girl has been soaking through just her leggings this whole time.” You involuntarily tensed a little, covering your face with your hands to hide your continuous blush.
Steve sat next to your head, pulling your torso up onto him, resting you in between his thighs, and pulled your hands away from your face. “Yeah, princess? You hoped we’d do this tonight?” You nodded, not looking at either of them. 
Eddie slapped your thigh lightly causing you to look at him. “Are you sure you want this, baby girl?” You nodded again. “Words.”
“Yes, Eddie. I want this.” Eddie looked at you skeptically. “Just ‘cause I’m a lil’ nervous doesn’t mean that I don’t want this, sweetheart.”
“Are you sure, you’re sure?” You pulled Eddie into a kiss, trying to convey as much as possible that you were okay. “Yeah, okay. I can believe that.” Eddie said, pulling back and resituating himself between your legs. 
Steve raised an eyebrow at the two of you and you looked at him sheepishly. “I’m bad with words.”
“We know, princess. I love you.”
“I love you too. And you too, Eddie.”
“Love you too, baby.” He said, muffled by your thighs as he kissed them. Eddie kissed up one thigh and down the other, not stopping where you wanted him to, causing you to buck your hips up slightly. “Hold your horses there, princess. I’m getting to what you want.”
You whined. “Please, Eddie.”
“Be a good girl for me, yeah?” He asked, kissing just below your belly button. “I know you can do it.”
“Yeah, I’ll be good, Eds.” You said as Steve spread your legs further for Eddie to lay between. You pulled at Steve’s collar too, “Wanna feel you against me.”
“Of course, princess.” Steve pulled both his and your shirts off, gently squeezing your tits while you grabbed one of Eddie’s hands, wanting to just feel close to him. Steve used one of his hands to hold your hand that was holding Eddie’s so the three of you were all connected at one point. 
Eddie used you being distracted by Steve to finally put his mouth on you right where you wanted him. “Oh my god, Eddie!” You squealed, thighs closing around his head.
“Keep them open, sweetheart.” He said with a dangerous look in his eye. “I promise I’ll make it worth your while.” You nodded frantically, opening your legs even further and letting them dangle off of Eddie’s shoulders. “Good girl.” Eddie said appreciatively. You keened, bucking your hips into Eddie, letting your head fall back against Steve’s chest, and unintentionally tensing, which of course Eddie noticed. “Oh you like that, huh?”
“Yes, yes, Eddie please.” You chanted, squeezing his and Steve’s hands. Steve gently used his hand that wasn’t holding yours to scratch against your skin so your nerves would light up. “Fuck, Steve, please.”
Eddie sucked your clit into his mouth, running his tongue in circles around it and slowly pushing in two of his ringed fingers causing your mouth to drop open. “Come on, princess.” Steve said, “Cum for us. Be a good girl for us.”
“Eddie, Stevie, gonna cum!” You whined, arching your back as your hips raised themselves closer to Eddie’s mouth. “Little more, please!” Steve pulled you into a kiss as Eddie curled his fingers in the way you liked. “Cumming!” You exclaimed, thighs shaking around Eddie’s ears as you lost your grip on their hands, scratching at the sheets.
Eddie rubbed your thighs gently as he fingered you through your orgasm while Steve held your hands, not wanting to have to buy new sheets because you clawed through these ones. “There you go. Good girl. ‘M so proud of you.” Eddie said, finally releasing your clit from the pleasurable torture he had it under.
“Fuck.” You said, exhaling, taking deep breaths so you could slow your heartbeat back to normal. 
“Yeah, pretty baby?” Steve asked, stroking your hair. “Was that good?”
You nodded, resting your head back against his chest. “Yeah, fucking shit, Eddie, that was so good.”
“I’m very happy it was good for you, sweetheart.” He said, offering his slick fingers to Steve to lick off.
“Shit, honey, you taste so good.” Steve said, sucking Eddie’s fingers further into his mouth.
Eddie moaned loudly as Steve’s tongue swirled around his fingers. “Fuck, Stevie, why don’t you ever do that to my dick?”
“You never asked.” Steve said, releasing Eddie’s fingers with a pop. You squeezed your thighs together, as watching your two boys never failed to turn you on. “Oh, princess. Did we forget about you?” Steve asked, pointing your face up towards him by sliding a finger under your chin.
You blushed, your eyes not meeting Steve’s as you shook your head. The look you felt from Eddie reminded you to use your words. “No, Stevie. Like watching you guys.” You said, curling into his chest and drawing shapes into it with your fingers. 
“You like watching us together, sweet girl?” Steve asked, hand migrating from your back to your tits.
“Yes. Fuck, it’s hot.” You said, not making eye contact with either of them.
Eddie cupped your cheek softly and pulled you into a kiss. “Is this all it takes to get you vocal in bed, baby? Letting stuff slip out you never would before? Such a good girl for us, teaching us all this about you.”
“Fuck.” You whined softly. “Eddie.”
“I’m right here, baby. What do you want?”
“You and Stevie. In me. Please.” Your pupils were blown wide as you looked up at the two of them, and even the fact that you were speaking to them in bed was new and turning them both on.
Steve palmed himself softly, groaning. “Both of us?” You nodded. “At once?”
You blushed. “I don’t know if that would work.”
“But you’d be willing to try?” Eddie asked.
“Maybe not tonight.” You said, palming Eddie through his boxers.
Steve pulled you onto his lap. “So what do you want, sweetheart?”
You paused, trying to figure out how to word what you want before it just falls out of your mouth in a jumbled mess. “Stevie in me first, and while he fucks me, Eddie gets himself off. But you can’t cum until you’re in me.” You said the last sentence while jamming your pointer finger into Eddie’s chest.
“Fuck.” The two men said together.
“Yes.” Eddie said. “I can do that for you, my good girl.”
You groaned softly. “You can do that, Eds?”
“I’d do anything for you, baby.” He said, kissing your forehead and going to sit on the desk chair.
“Whatever you want from me, princess.” Steve said, pulling off his boxers. “You wanna ride me or what are you thinking?” You crawled off Steve’s lap and laid next to him on the bed, pulling him down into you for a kiss. “Oh, you want me on top today?”
You nodded. “Feels safer when one of you is on top.” You said, resting your hands on the back of Steve’s neck and running your fingers through the hair there.
Steve braced himself on his elbows on either side of you, leaning down to kiss you again. “We like it when you feel safe.”
“Fuck yeah we do, sweetheart.” Eddie said, stroking himself.
~~~~~~~~~~~(Time skip because I can’t do a full sex scene today)~~~~~~~~~~~~~
After you, Steve, and Eddie were all cleaned up, you curled up in bed with your boys, letting them talk while your head was still pleasantly floaty.
“Hey, pretty girl, you with us?” Eddie asked softly.
You nodded into his chest. “I’m awake.”
“Can we ask you something?” Steve asked.
“Yeah, you know that.” You answered. “Always.”
Eddie rubbed your back gently as Steve shifted to rest his hand on your stomach. “Was everything we did today okay?” Steve asked, kissing your head softly.
You nodded. “Yeah, it was really good. You guys made me feel really good.”
“You like that? Us calling you a good girl and telling you that you were doing a good job for us?” Eddie asked. His chest rumbled under your ear as he asked and you did your best to not let out a whimper at his words.
“I-” You cleared your throat in an attempt to get the words out. “Yes. I like that. Can you say it more?”
Steve kissed your head again. “Of course, princess. We can try whatever you want in bed.” 
“Okay.” You closed your eyes, smiling, as you placed a small kiss against Eddie’s chest. “Can we go to sleep now? I’m really tired.”
“Yeah, princess.” Steve said, giving both you and Eddie small kisses. “We can sleep now.”
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Hey guys! So I'm temporarily back (probably just until I go to bed tonight), but I'm hoping to get some writing done and i'm sorry this blog has been so dead. School has been crazy so far, and even though I just had a week off, I spent pretty much the whole week doing schoolwork. I probably won't be up much longer as classes start at 8:30 tomorrow (man, I hate my monday schedule), but I'm going to at least try to write for a little tonight. Hope everything is going great for everyone!
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Oh my God, y’all!!!!!! I’m at 99 followers!! Thank you so much for following me, everyone! I’m so close to 100, and I’m so excited! I promised what feels like forever ago that I would do a face reveal at 100 followers, so the next one that isn’t a porn bot will count because I’ve been over 100 a few times now and after removing the plethora of porn bots, I’ve been back under 100. So, 100 followers still means that I will do a face reveal, and then y’all can see what my friends and family actually have to put up with on a daily basis.
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Hey love how are you! Here’s some questions :)
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U: Share three of your favourite fic writers and why you like them so much - I gotta tell you, I never remember them all. And sometimes there's a fic that comes up as "a blog you follow liked this" and i manage to never see that user again even if it was a fantastic fucking fic and i followed them. But, my darling, I simply must go with: you (@chrisevansdaughter), @buckybarnesandmarvel, and @sarahrogersevans
V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose? Well, this is hard because it requires me to remember specific fics that I've read, and I've read so many. But, saying that, there was this Harry Potter fic that I read forever ago, and it was essentially Harry realizing that he was very much not straight and it was all due to Draco Malfoy (yeah, i read drarry, sue me) and honestly after the last scene, I just needed more of it and it was a fic I've read so many times over and I can't even remember what it was called but it was on fanfiction.net so honestly that should say something
W: Do you like more general prompts or more specific ones? For myself when writing, I love both (note the incapability of making decisions), but honestly the general prompt allows me to put my own spin on what I've been asked, and a more specific prompt allows me to really get inside the head of the scenario and fit it better to whoever asked. When reading, as long as they keep a general idea of what the ask was, I don't care.
X: A character you enjoy making suffer. The reader, because then it can be a hurt/comfort. But also, I'm easily embarrassed and blush accordingly, so that pops up in a lot of my fics, which could be suffering bc it's awful, but yk, talking to the person i'm crushing about my crush on them is not going to be my strong suit.
Y: A character you want to protect. Bucky. Peter. Steve Rogers and Harrington. Eddie Munson. (Everything I know abt stranger things is from fic and yet i want to protect and fuck both of these characters. crazy)
Z: Major character death - do you ever write/read it? Is there a character whose death you can't tolerate? I try not to write it, especially not the love interest dying. Sometimes a family member will die as part of a traumatic backstory or to advance the plot, but honestly I feel like I do that too much, so maybe after the fic I'm working on now, that won't happen as much. I won't read it, while I hate reading angst bc I don't read to cry, it's so easy to write. I can't tolerate my own death bc then i'm sitting there after the fic like "I died? How do I grieve this? I thought this was supposed to be fluffy and I DIED WHAT THE HELL" so yeah I have issues when the "reader" dies.
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G, H, I, O, P :)
G: Do you write your story from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order? I pretty much write my stories from start to finish, which is hard sometimes because I'll get writer's block mid-scene and can't finish it but then I can't write the next scene because it's all dependent on the scene I'm stuck on.
H: How would you describe your style? Chaotic, I don't think it can be anything but chaotic.
I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)? Reading, it's definitely smut. Currently I'm a sucker for either Steve Harrington or Eddie Munson x Reader (or both ;). Writing, I'm not sure, probably just happy endings, especially since nobody really gets the ending they deserve. This blog is essentially an everybody lives AU at almost all points in time.
O: How do you begin a story, with the plot or the characters? I think usually I begin the story with who the pairing is going to be and then come up with a plot from there. But there are some fics that I have an idea for and then I'm like "ooh, what's the pairing going to be for this one". It wasn't until the specific scene in Crushes on the Red Sea where she says who her crush is that I knew who the relationship was going to be which.
P: Are you what George R. R. Martin would call an "architect" or a"gardener"? (How much do you plan in advance, versus letting the story unfold as you go)? I would say I'm probably a gardener, as other than the one scene I want to write, I normally let the story unfold as the words flow onto the keyboard. Originally Sometimes Life Gets In The Way wasn't even gonna have angst in it, it was just going to be a fluffy, smutty piece about Reader and Peter losing their virginities to each other, and obviously, it wound up being a 9.6k word angsty fic with fluff and smut sprinkled in appropriately.
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Hey y'all, you probably noticed that I disappeared for about a week and a half, maybe two, I'm not even sure, and I'm super duper sorry! With my final exams and the leadup to them (finished 3 days ago now😁😁), I haven't been sleeping well nor have I even had the time to be on here, so I should be back to reblogging pretty regularly now, and I will get back to writing once I can find my brain.
Also, before exams I managed to fall for one of my best friends, and now we're dating and I've never been happier :), and since he knows my tumblr, hi baby❤️
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morning love, how are you today?💗
Hi bubs! So it's like late afternoon now...so I'm sorry this took so long. Plus I was in class all day, so I didn't even have time to check tumblr before I left this morning. But I'm okay. I'm taking midterms right now and I currently have 3 tests on Thursday, a test Friday, and a major assignment due Friday, plus I have piano lessons tonight. Life is busy, I'm a lil stressed, and I miss y'all, bc I'm not really gonna be here much for the rest of the week.
I'm gonna do my best to still be here, but obviously school comes first, and like I really need a nap, but I also really have to study because I can't screw these tests up.
I'm also so happy to see that you're back! How have you been? Have you done anything fun?
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Hey everybody! Um, I think I’m actually not going to do a face reveal yet, the internet can be a very scary place and I know that people can like track ip addresses on pictures or things like that to find out where it was taken, and honestly, I thought I was ready, but I don’t think I am. I’ll probably show you all my face one day, but I don’t think that day is today. I hope you all understand❤️❤️
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Here you go bubs!!
👹I only had to deal with one troll and it was on a post I had made about interacting with posts so fuck that guy ngl.
🧮I posted 19(!!) fics this year and 2 headcanons (although that number is subject to change if I can finish the fic I'm working on:))
😥Sam's Birthday, especially since I'm pretty sure the only interaction it got was from my friend who found my account.
😍Probably my favourite exchange was in Bucky's Birthday “Ooh,” his head perked up from off his pillow, “What’s for breakfast, sweetheart?”
“What do you want, baby?”
“You.”
“Bucky. Food.”
“You, darlin’.”
💪Other than an x reader ship, Stucky.
🧐Fluff probably, but there was probably a decent amount of smut in there lol.
🏆The guilt of never posting, wanting to see more of my work out there, and honestly the notes even when I haven't posted in a while.
👾Fanfiction. Increasingly questionable fanficti- I mean research, of course.
😩Actually, no. I just can't ever find the time, inspiration, and motivation to write all at the same time. Thankfully, I've started writing in Comic Sans which makes the words literally spill out of my brain.
🎭I started posting my writing on a platform that gets actual traction, and I've made so many new friends.
🎆Well I currently have 25 wips...so idk what I'll do when I'm done with all of them, but I'm sure as long as I keep reading fanfiction, I'll keep getting ideas lol.
Thank you for the asks, honey!!
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Okay while I’m not convinced I got all the posts I missed from my accidental two-day tumblr hiatus, I know I got most of them and I did my best but it’s definitely bedtime bc I pretty much took a two-day life hiatus and have wayyyyyyyyyy too much work do to in my four days of school this week
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okay y’all should be so proud of me, i got two new fics out today! obviously, you should go read them and show them some love. i’m gonna start working on the next one now, but it’s almost midnight here so i’m probably going to bed soon! the next fic will probably be longer than the phil coulson x reader, so it’ll take longer to write, but i haven’t really decided if it should be fluffy or smutty yet. my original idea was something a little smuttier, but i can make it really fluffy with a skippable sex scene that for once isn’t used as a plot device. somebody let me know before i get too far though, because i might just save this idea for another fic and go either fluffy or smutty
(i have lots of ideas when it comes to peter parker, sue me)
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Hey love! How are you, I just wanted to check in and ask how your week has gone and how your feeling :)
Hi hunny! I'm pretty good right this very second but I've been very stressed out this week due to everything that I have going on, which I can definitely tell you about later. I have a lot to do today before class again tomorrow, and honestly not enough time to do everything if I'm going to sleep tonight lol.
How are you? I know you've been having a rough week.
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Oh, Nana, thank you so much!! I love you too! I don't have any energy right now, I have a huge math test in the morning and I have other homework that I haven't finished yet, but I'll finish it tomorrow during class if I get a minute, and if not I guess I have even more homework tomorrow night haha
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Okay y’all, I legit reblogged all of my fics, there’s now like no excuse for not interacting unless you really hated the fic that much. Please, please, please, interact with posts on here, because it really is the only way people are going to keep making content. I write for me, but the hits of dopamine and serotonin I get when someone interacts makes my heart flutter. And since I’m having a really weird day in classes, I should be able to finish up that fic, (that’s been almost done for 2 weeks but I can’t figure out the ending yet), and I’m hoping it’ll either be out today or tomorrow depending on how my next class goes!
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Welcome back, sunshine
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Wish everything well
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Thank you, sweetheart!! It feels really good to be back! Everything is going pretty well, and I'm hoping to get some more fics out soon. I do have some time to sit and write today, but I have to hope that motivation will strike faster than the guilt of never posting.
How have you been? I've missed you!
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morning, honey! how are you?<3
Hi honey! It's about 4PM now, but I'm home from school, made it through all my tests, and now I get a week off! So, I'm currently doing fineeeeee. I'm going to help my mom at her school (she's a teacher) while I'm on my week off and she's like "I don't get how it's relaxing for you" and I'm like "At the end of the day, I'm still not responsible for the lives or mental wellbeing of those kids. They're not going to call me Mom, I don't get in trouble if something happens to them, and I have no legal obligation to any of them. Obviously I won't commit murder and I'll do my best to keep them out of trouble, but they're not my responsibility, I'm just coming to help." and she was like "good point. you're too much like your father somedays."
In other news, my crush got a gf (upsetting) but idk who i'm actually more jealous of bc she's really pretty and I'm pretty sure like this is my first official "holy crap I'm crushing on a girl and she's not famous". My best friend is telling me to forget abt the guy, (bc he's kind of a jerk) and just go out with her instead, but idk if she's straight and I don't wanna ask bc I'm not actually very out to people, just tumblr and my friends.
How are you? Do you have any plans for the next few days?
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