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everytime I want to finally draw an oc and get some development in, my brain always makes me unable to visualise them properly as if I haven't had these brainworms since I was 14
#im TWENTY ONE NOW#but noooo i have to make a moodboard so my dumb little baby brain can know what they look like#as if one of them isnt one of the most wettest pathetic loserboys in a collared white button up and wingtips#i literally have to make moodboards for them this is so annoying#last time i opened the oc moodboard file was april this year#im not even halfway done ππ#one day ill get this done and then i can actually put them on paper and then NO MORE ILLNESS#ally isaac benedict fiore flynn charlotte im gonna draw u guys one day π«΅ just wait for me#(just realised i have a pretty clear visual of hunter in my head but. he's not even part of my main cast of ocs UGH)#its bc he's so stereotypical like he has messy unkempt hair and a huge ass scar across his nose and its like he doesnt take care of himself#ohmygod i need to make a moodboard of hunter. my main ocs are gonna kill me π₯΄#.txt#edit: just remembered one of my ocs outfit inspirations was supposed to be wallace wells (and this was way way back before the anime)#but i never put anything in his moodboard and. oh im so sad i didnt bc comic wallace looked so comfy in winter fit#and i can't find the refs#edit 2: didnt wanna say it but hunter looks like a very messy cellbit in my head (and cellbit is already v unkempt and scraggly)#aight now that ive done a mcyt link i was googling messy anime businessman for benedict refs and#NO JOKE one of the refs straight up look like elmariana it made my jaw drop#LIKE. DOES BENEDICT LOOK LIKE COURT SUIT MARIANA TO ME#I'll scream I'll cry i cant do this today please. let me finish this half completed benedict moodboard#god please dont. dont do this to me benedict is already sad wet and pathetic enough i cant- i can't visualise him looking like qmariana i-
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