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#alongside having 0 audience there. well shit just happens ig lol
malkaviian
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1 year
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im home earlier than i thought
#i can actually work on things yay. at least one of them
#for the mav and samael story i will rewrite the first chapter
#bc i think starting with mav having One of Those breakdowns bc of what happened with zachary its not the best way
#i think its better to start the story showing his Unconventional Desires and Fantasies about being murdered as violently as possible
#and then explain whats the reason behind them later; when the readers have an idea of who he is. and maybe wonder why hes like that
#or if hes weird just because something is wrong with his brain (i mean something is def wrong with him either way.
#but did something happened for him to end this way or it just happened without something being a direct cause?)
#at least i didnt even got to the midpoint; i only had ~800 words. which is kind of a win for me tbh i havent write shit in months
#let alone this thing is out of my comfort zone for a lot of reasons; starting with the fact its not a fanfic and everything belongs to me
#and i havent touched a subject this sensitive like a p4r4philia before. of course i did my research but tbf there isnt a lot on this one
#so im trying not to sound completely uninformed; just that i couldnt really find a whole lot of research on this
#bc it doesnt exist on the first place. the closest is lopatka's clase; which i've read what i could find about already; its not a whole lot
#anyway i am afraid of getting hate comments. something something i am romanticizing a serious subject
#something something i am portraying this as a love story (im not; if the characters think so its another thing) so i must be fucked up irl
#something something 'this is fucked up and doesnt cater to my direct tastes; therefore is bad and you are bad too'
#of course i will put warnings but you know how people are. and if they report the story wattpad could actually take it down
#a bummer but. whatever. i always have ao3 but i will have to do an extra step and translate it to english
#alongside having 0 audience there. well shit just happens ig lol
#this turned into a rant sorry
#lilith whispers
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