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galaxymagick · 1 year

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230321 Taekwoon 💭 update

잘 도착! Arrived Safely!

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skywerse · 7 months

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NEW HAIRSTYLES!!!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOO

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twslug · 6 months

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et tu, brute?

#im so obsessed with evil envious charlie even tho i made up the narrative entirely in my head and its not real at all #quote about would you even talk to me is from the book same places same things by tim gautreaux!! one of my favs :-)#ALSO: i am not wishing harm on max i love him!!!!!#its about lifelong tension reaching an irreversible boiling point!!!#lestappen #charles leclerc #max verstappen #web weaving

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synthshenanigans · 5 months

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new jash twitter photo :0

[photo for ones who do not have the app]

#cant believe bro is flexing the he's going into 2024 before most of us smh/j #also i love the lil smiley #just a :)#jokes aside this has been a wild year for me both positively & negatively but these songs have help so so much on both ends #an I'm glad dudes having fun still makin em #cant believe he blinked for the photo tho like wow. NO effort into this[/j ofc]#this is how i compliment people okay #if im confident enough to “insult” you that means i think you're a neat swell person :}#chonny jash #moss post #im far into the tags now so like #again i mean this in the MOST aroace way possible but man he's so pretty dude #also gender envious a bit #bro is very pretty & i wanna look that pretty #okay im shush now but #wild year for me & music is very helpful for mental stuff #i say this knowing his minecraft sheesh cover exists but like #it was a very emotional piece okay ❤/j

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idolomantises · 1 year

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there's something so comforting about artists you admire talking about their own struggles and insecurities

#txt #was watching supereyepatchwolf's video on chainsaw man again and listening to fujimoto express regret about things he didnt learn #and how he's clearly envious of his peers is so... comforting?#i think about my own strengths and flaws and often times i get so frustrated with my shortcomings #im not good at drawing feet; my backgrounds are purposefully simplistic and lack a lot of detail; sometimes my designs have a tendency to #overlap or feel very 'safe' in terms of what i really want to do #its why; despite my love for clowning on media and animated works. i never want to feel like its from a place of malice #the joy of art is always seeing those little mistakes and nuances. its also noticing the achievements other creators have made that you #still lack #even for a certain hell-based show i love to poke fun at for its many. many issues. its undeniable how incredibly passionate the work is.#and i do respect anyone who is willing to get their flawed media out there (myself included)#i see stuff about people calling me their inspo or how flattered they are when i compliment their work and its like. gee. i hold myself at #such a high bar and even still im always surprise when people tell me how much my work moved and changed them #i really love writing just little fun things that i just dont really see anyone else touching and its kind of fun how despite my own #personal grievances with my own flaws and mistakes #people really do find things that they love within them.#anyways I know this is getting long but I’ve just been getting sentimental abt the creation of art #sometimes people make fun of me for love of drawing women and lesbians and bugs and so on #and while I will never let me deter me from my process. sometimes it does get to me #but then I remember that I love doing this and could ever see myself holding back #and knowing despite how other people feel. I have so many followers who resonate with my weird ass shit #that it’s all worth it. ya know?

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hojlundaise · 1 year

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#yassine bounou #morocco nt #world cup 2022 #guess whos on a bono interview binge #ugh im so envious of him being fluent in so many languages i want to speak arabic too :(#also hes always so cute and giggly i was just soft watching him #and then he stood up and i was like woah WOAH jksahdflasjfhfa #+

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dykeinthedark · 1 month

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venting in tags about gender n shit (long as hell) (u can comment and talk 2 me as always :3)

#okay so i got a really masc haircut about a month ago and i know it's just a haircut but holy shit has it changed EVERYTHING for me #like.... i've always leaned masc except 1) before i came out 2) when i was actively in love with someone who i knew liked femmes #and they always described me as a fem. because that's what i showed her. because i wanted to be with her.#but lowkey whenever i'm in a not-impressing-anyone raw-dogging-life-no-crush era i always resort to a very masc style #like masc being my default and i'd only lean fem to impress people whether it's for love or peer pressure in a specific setting #like ''dressing up'' has always been a form of drag to me. like something i HAD to do to fit in or impress my parents (scott favor core)#but ever since this haircut i've realized... i could just BE masc innately like i really don't have to be womanly if i don't want to #which i usually don't. again i have only ever dressed fem for other people. but it's not even being masc that attracts me on its own #it's like. being masc in a distinctly lesbian way. as in whenever i look in the mirror i don't wanna be like a Guy i wanna be a dyke.#like lesbian as a gender identity too sort of thing honestly. okay i've been waffling but basically i sort of want to call myself butch #but i don't know if i like... can?? if i'm allowed to???#everyone always says it's MORE than just wearing boy clothes and not wearing makeup and having short hair (which i already do all those)#i mean i've always id'd as genderqueer because it literally just means gender weird and i experience gender in a queer way #what's probably the most telling is that my friends (all queer) CALL me a butch lesbian #like every time they do i feel really internally validated. it's not just my clothes but my personality too ig is what people tell me #i have a higher pitched voice relatively speaking but apparently the way i talk is quote ''very clockably into women''#which?? gender euphoria asf. my best friend specifically he (gay trans guy) always uses butch to describe me very intuitively #people have also noticed that i ''transitioned'' in all aspects except hormonally. like ppl have commented and noticed my masculinzation #but at the same time i always feel rly haunted by my ex relationships because one wanted me to be more masc #(she's the one who came out as straight and would treat me like a man) which i didn't like and i didn't like playing up being fem either #bc now it feels like she (butch) won't believe me if i called myself butch too bc she remembers me being femme #idk i feel like there's her voice in my head all the time that sees everything i do through her eyes (i'm lowkey still in love)#i feel like even though this comes so naturally to me i must be putting on a performance #even though i've actually read stone butch blues and done research into the history and i truly love and id with the culture like i rly do #that im still just a sad imitation of a butch lesbian and can never really be a part of it because i used to enjoy dressing up sometimes #like it's so stupid but can i still be butch if i wore a dress to prom and i think i looked good in it??#even though i was envious of my friends who wore suits?? that i used to try goth makeup?? that i liked long dresses??#that i enjoyed stacked necklaces and rings on every finger???#and tbh ALL OF THAT CAME FROM A CONCIOUS EFFORT TO FEMINIZE MYSELF IN JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL WHEN I WAS 16 #because omfg it was 2 months before junior prom and i was worried that i was too masc and wanted to get comfortable with being fem

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mainfaggot · 3 months

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jealousy is a disease. how do i recover from this

#helppppppppp i feel so idiotic but im so. JEALOUS of certain individuals because they have certain... things... i do not...#mostly related to personality and physical appearance lol #but like i know i have my own um. qualities that people may also be envious of! i just don't fully believe that #i need to say it to myself a million more times and then I'll start getting a grip #z.post

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samarecharm · 3 months

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What if i caved and gave Zenkichi gray hairs, huh? What then? How much further will I go? You dont know me. Ill give this man piercings if u dont stop me. Its hot. Im tired of pretending its not- *im dragged offstage kicking and screaming* ITS HOT. DONT LET THEM TELL YOU ITS CRINGE! YOU GAVE HIM LONG HAIR! LET ME GIVE HIM TATS!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

#chattin #zenkichi #being DRAMATIC #mainly its bc i was thinking of giving my akira grey hairs bc its just a cute lil trait lol #i am biased; i got my greys early. like back when i was 14-15 #and i was like who else could i give that to. maybe haru? bc i have a cousin w her hair type and color that was born w a natural grey spot #kinda like claire (from the now disgraced bon appetit)#and i was like weuuuh. maybe i can give it to zenkichi? and like. ugh. it would fit so well #esp bc he looks like a YOUNG dad; hes not old to me.#so i think the gramps nickname would come from him having visible greys #from genetics but absolutely amplified from stress #the piercing n tat stuff is coincidental. bc i just saw a post for ryuji about and it #and it reminded me that i was still in the process of working on zenkichi and my thots on him #like how i think hes pretty fucking strong (as evident by him continuing to knock out men with ease)#and he hides it w the suits #also the greatsword??? come on.#and the piercing/tats was bc i had MULTIPLE PAs (and NPs) who worked w long sleeves under their scrubs #and they had like. fullblown tattoo sleeves underneath. they were SO pretty; im really envious of the love put into it #and hanging w them after work was like seeing a completely different person. it was cool! i miss them :(#anyway. people like that exist everywhere. i dont think its too extreme to hc. id imagine he never wears his piercings #but u can see the pierces in his ear if he moves his hair too much.#and u will never see his fucking sleeves. he is always on the clock. its just too unprofessional #this is also bc i think it would be cute for ryuji and yusuke to consult him for a good spot to get piercings and tattoos respectively #and they only learn to go to him bc he overhears them talking about it and he doesnt want them to go to some shady place 😭#‘hey gramps; cool that u got some references but like. how did that happen? 🤔 how did u find them ? 🤔🤔🤔’#he has to spill it eventually u.u #ryuji does not SHUT up about it. ‘OLD MAN THATS COOL AS HELL. WHAT THE FUCK!’

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pansyfemme · 10 months

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my mom💖

#jude’s wips #no id #and yes she does have natural skunk stripe #im so envious im hoping that i’ll get it since she got it at around 25 #she’s turning 59💖#also so not used to doing highlights in eyes but her eyes are light blue so it looks weird otherwise

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howcouldtheyletmebeanadult · 1 year

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alright but hear me out:

#something something nine who had to learn to rely only in himself to survive #vs kit who was programed to live for someone else #nine who is a product of his past vs kit who doesnt have one #nine who made an identity for himself vs kit who had his stolen and remade #nine who doesn't belong with anyone (we all know he wont live with sonic) vs kit who is tied to surge #nine who prides himself in his independence yet wants company #and kit who both hates and yet is almost happy (but is it really him or the programing?) for what starline did #both want what tails has #both hate that they do. and hate him too #nine looking down on kit because of his dependency on surge yet feeling bitter because at least kit has someone #someone that needs HIM. not a duplicate of himself #and kit both fealing jealous of nine's independence and freedom #but then realizing how under all that he is just as desperate for love and friendship as he is #and then calls him out for it #nine is in denial. and claims he could never be as pathetic as kit #but deep down he knows its true #so anyway they hate the parts they can see of themselves on the other #but are also envious of other stuff #maybe one day i'll make a more coherent post because im pretty sure i thought of more stuff before but im tire #kit the fennec #kitsunami #kitsunami the fennec #nine the fox #tails nine #nine tails #miles nine prower #miles tails prower #tails the fox #sonic prime #sonic idw

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keybordcaps · 1 month

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made some self indulgent art

some kinda envy from Sunday and Robin from HSR fueled this. As well as Dream Sweet in Sea Major.

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also just the Halos. Because i really loved how they came out

so i guess this is like. a sona of sorts. it feels like us. its nice!

#myart #oc: Sweet #sona: Sweet #<- temp name #based on the song #but good god do i love those fucking halos holy shit #also this is the closest ive felt to a sona in a while #the transparent versions look best with a dark bg btw #im so in love with how this came out #it just makes me really happy #halovians are soooooo.. idk. im envious of how they look [wings and halos]

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anotherpapercut · 9 months

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sometimes I feel like there's a narrative on here that like. people who work and live not with their parents in their 20s are somehow privileged and its really annoying as someone with 0 family and 0 built in support system lol

#this has nothing to do with the previous post i was just reminded of some unrelated posts I've seen #like i get what people mean but i really dont consider it a privilege to have to graduate at 16 and immediately start working to pay rent #causing a severe worsening of ny physical and mental state so that i can afford to eat #and i would just like to say for the record that id never judge someone for living with their parents because im so envious lmao #just like. of the idea of having parents that would take care of you. ive always been so fascinated by that #because my sister got married at 19 to get out of the house and then depended on her husband bc she also has trouble #working due to disability. were both physically and mentally disabled so we have that in common lol #and then she had to contend with becoming entirely dependent on a man who then had incredible power over her #and now theyre divorced and she has to try to figure out how to do all this stiff at 33 that our mother never taught us #and that ive figured out on my own over the past 7 years. and i just think damn i wish we had family lol #like maybe if we even had 1 relative who cared enough to like. check in with us even?? let alone help #thats always just seemed really incredible to me. and ill never really be able to wrap my head around it

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foraltruism · 7 months

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dash is looking so yummy tonight.

i see lots of nice threads to read and admire. oh my god, you're all wonderful writers

#ooc. rubii #i see ppl interacting with someone im just 👀👀👀👀#god yall write so good #im envious #but also proud! so proud of u all #ur all doing so wonderful aaaaa #ok enough fanboying sorry back to semi-lurking

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shidoukanae · 2 days

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"A dragon is born to be relentless. They do not know the meaning of giving up. If they give their heart to you it's a sign of undying loyalty: and of a trust that will kill them if you break it."

#the mighty extra: one girl changes the world #the mighty extra #Fian Hylde #i have 99+ notifs rn here for some reason and im afraid to look at why #so anyways here's the prettiest dragon of the 3 dragon bois in TME!!!#tried to capture how the creator drew him but i made a tiny few alterations for my drawing sanity #i have so many sketches for this manga created already and im proud all of them ngl #i can feel my skills improving to a point im happy with bc of this manga and it makes me !!! to see #this is the only one ive managed to color fully atm (mostly bc ive been on vacay/am now sick TwT) but i hope to finish + post the others as #i go!!! because im very well aware of the fact im slow but man do i wanna make a hell of a lot more content for this manga i do i do #and you can bet i wanna draw fanart for like 99% of the cast #if not everyone #because honestly i don't think there's a single character that's hateable in this story #and by hateable i mean no one in this story is written disappointingly at all #like i love the depth each character gets no matter how small their role is it's honestly envious as a writer to see #also i LOVE drawing water backgrounds and i love drawing dragons so this piece was so fun ngl #hopefully tumblr doesn't wreck the quality like it does in the preview bc i really like this piece!!!

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padfootastic · 1 year

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Probably unpopular opinion but… James would have been a better parent than Lily, and probably would have been the one to adjust to parenthood the easiest.

oooooh, controversial, anon

i feel like my answer to this would be equally unpopular but i agree with you

and the thing is, there's no specific reason for it, either. absolutely no basis in canon (where we see examples of lily's parenthood, not james) but i just--am really biased towards my boy ykno?

in addition to viewing james as nurturing/like a caretaker, i also feel like lily was the more selfish of the two. and more independent as well. so she would take time to adjust to this entire human depending on her whereas james is a fkn sponge--he'll love having harry attached to him at all times. he was also a lonely child who adored his parents and wanted something similar to that whereas lily's family situation was, well. ykno.

so yeah, i dont know if i'd call it a better parent, exactly (james was almost def the more indulgent of the two, and would always put harry's happiness over everything, even if it could be detrimental so he had his faults) but i do think he was a natural parent and it came harder to lily.

#hi yes im back to the unpopular opinions #wdym they're a month old huh #women are demonised in media yada yada yada i know #but let me live w my silly little headcanons #major disclaimer that these r all opinions #(the fact that i have to caveat my posts lol)#its all precautionary bc ive always had the best anons but still. just in case.#i also think there was a moment of like--parental jealousy? on lily's end #where she's sad and envious at how quickly j&h got close and how easy it is for him but she has to work hard #and then she has a convo ab it with sirius #whos like 'listen its the pitfalls of being around james potter--u always feel inadequate'#(reminds me of the line from FoD where lily tells harry that being with overachievers can be tough)#and he tells her james has always been a natural carer #that doesnt mean shes bad at it. she just needs time #also he relates to her fears and anxieties more #coming from a dysfunctional family himself #so yeah #pen’s asks

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