#also slow cat blinking at my gran rn. one of her rare moments of completely one-sided affection i guess.

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just remembered the one time my gran tried to idly give me either a foot or hand massage (i cant recall which) while we were watching tv together and i pulled away... not because i was weirded out by it, but because it felt nice, and that alarmed and scared me and the idea of enjoying anything another person was doing to me was terrifying. this says nothing about my experiences or me as a person by the way